Raina~ I wept with my dada's letter against my chest. How could he do this to me? I have heard his and mom's story all my life. And he knows how much we enjoy it. My phone pinged and I turned it on, it was a message from my dad. It was a voice note, precisely. I clicked on the play button "I love you, Raybean" My heart melted, and soon I heard him saying my childhood name. More tears escape from my eyes until they turn into painful sobs again. I miss him so much. My dad, god, how can I forget that he is all alone? He needs me more than ever and I left him in my ego, in my stupid anger. I feel so ashamed of myself right now that I want to die. I felt a pair of hands grabbing my shoulders and shaking me gently, calling out for my name. I looked up and saw my husband's concerned eyes. I jumped in his arms, and he held me tight against his chest. He stroked my back gently and kissed the top of my head. "Don't cry baby" he cooed and I clutched onto his jacket. I miss my dada, I miss
Raina~ I stare at the small house through the window in front of me, in awe. It may be small but it is still the best house in the world. It is where my parents lived their initial life of marriage, it is where my eldest sister was born. It is the place, very close to my dad's heart. Even after our birth none of us siblings knew about this place because according to Mom and dad, this is their private place, away from their monster kids. This is where they would come for romance. Well, I do not want to think about their romance, because my dad already has put so much of imagination in my mind through that letter. I sighed and opening the door of the beauty I got out and closed it almost lovingly behind me. I jumped into the house porch through the little fence. And without ringing the bell I tried to open the gate but couldn't. I face palmed myself, how will it open, I have no key. And there is no padlock. Guess, I have to bang on the door. I raised my hand and fisted and punche
Raina~ My head was hung low and tears of shame, I brought upon by family streamed down from my eyes. The guilt I have been feeling for what I did to them still weighs upon me. The shame my family went through because of me. How I was called a slut by the society, I know how much this pained my parents to have slut as a daughter. If I had the power to time travel, I would go back in time and change the circumstances and save my family's ruined reputation. But I can't and I have to live with this guilt and shame forever. My shoulders start to shake and I cry harder. I was instantly pull into the lap of my dad and he wrapped his arms around me, telling me to calm down and tell him that what was bothering him. I buried my face into his chest and sobbed harder. "What happened, Ray, did I do something thing wrong? I am sorry, you are my most lovable child, I love no one as I love you, princess. Stop crying, please" he begged and I couldn't help but let out more tears. He is such a go
Raina~ I tapped my fingers on the table and put my head on it. I can not leave a single moment without my shit. We were behaving so normal moments ago and now I have annoyed my dad and sister so much that they went out to get rid of me. I slapped my forehead again, for overthinking. Why do I overthink? Even after knowing that it is super unhealthy for me. I know my sister and my dad would never think like this for me. There must be something they wanted to talk about in private. But what is taking them so long? It's been already fifteen minutes now. Maybe my panic attack panicked them and they went out to take a breath of fresh air. Ugghh, I can control my own shit. That is why everyone says that I am so weak. They step inside the home and lock the door behind them. Their eyes were red, cheeks flushed they must have cried because of me. "I am sorry that I bothered both of you" I say and casted my gaze lower. "Yes, you did but we are used to it because that is what you are" . Tar
Agastya~ I rested my head against the window shield and looked out at the sky, I was flying in between. The white clouds flew with us, and the stars shined bright in the sky. Raina, my wife she loves seeing clouds because it reminds her of a child eating cotton candies, which she never got to eat. It hurts me to leave her back at home alone, but I am relieved that she is with her father. Maybe their relationship is finally starting to get better. And I hope so too. Because I know how much both father and daughter love each other. I close my eyes and try to get some sleep before I reach Ibiza.*** I stared at the men sitting on the cell floor, I have seen them at my last visit with Susannah and she confirmed it that they were the ones who wronged her. Their faces were swollen and puffy, with several scratches and splits, their body had burnt marks and blood was gushing out from different parts of their body. Bloody, rascals they deserved it. "What did they say, cop?" I ask, in a
Raina~ I woke up to the pungent smell of hospital disinfectant, invading my nostrils. The room was silent apart from my heavy breathing and the beep beep sound you often hear in hospitals that indicates you're alive. I slowly opened my eyes, squinting in an attempt to sharpen the blurred images before me.I knew that my dad would bring me here, it has happened often before. I woke up in the hospital room. Which I hate so much. I must be used to it by now, but I am not I still hate the walls, the same, and those smiling doctors, even my baba, my nana, and my husband are themselves very established doctors. "You are awake" I hear the frail voice of my dada and I look at him with lazy eyes. His hands grazed over mine and kissed the back of my hand. "Am I going to die, Dad?" I ask, nonchalantly. Because I don't care if I die, the desire to live is just no more in me. But I just wanted to see my husband last time. I want to tell him, that not forget me always remember me, I will take
Raina~ ♡Raina♡A series of chuckles escape from my mouth as the text I read before breaking my phone flashed across my mind like a reel.Divya: told you, it was only his infatuation with you, see he came back to me.I laughed and laughed until tears streamed down from my eyes and my shoulders shake violently. A scream rip through my throat. Why Agastya, why would you do this to me?I was such a fool, so stupid to trust him. He lured me, with his talking shit. He took advantage of me just like everyone else. Why I am so naive, to give everyone all of me? My hand traveled to my belly, it was non existent. I rubbed my palm over it. 'I am sorry, baby. I am sorry, you will never be able get to see your mama and papa together. Sorry.'I glance at the broken phone and smiled bitterly, I am not even feeling sad anymore. His actions for past days saying it all. His distance, his coldness. Then his sudden love and confession of obsession for me. It was all lie.The image of her lips touchin
Agastya~ Never once in my life I thought I would be doing this. I never thought that the woman I considered my best friend, was a criminal and would do the most heartless thing to another human being. How could she do this to another woman? Does not she have a heart? She ordered the man to rape another woman, how? My insides fill with disgust for her. Why Divya? Why did you do something so heinous? Cop Handerson called me earlier today, informing me that those goons have revealed the person behind all of this. And told me to come there as soon as possible. When I reached there "our suspicion was right. The woman who did all of this is from the group, with whom Ms. Susannah came" . He said.I was shocked about this revelation because I know all of those woman. They all a genuine or they just seemed genuine. "Who is it?" I ask, gruffly but I am happy that finally, Susannah will get the justice she deserves. "It is Ms. Divya Singh. She was the one who ordered these men to abduct
Agastya~ (Period when Agastya and Raina were separated )I walked inside my cabin and sighed. I feel tired, my muscles feel sore, and I am sleep-deprived. I walked toward my chair and sat on it. I opened my laptop and started reading the file of the patient I was treating. Someone knocked on the door "Come in--" I said and heard the footsteps walking inside of my cabin. "Good morning, son--" I craned my neck up and saw Dr. Mihir Aaron my father-in-law standing with a box in his hand. He smiled at me, his eyes warm and smile radiating positivity. That is what I needed. He sat on the chair in front of me and opened the lid of the container. "I thought why not have dinner with my favorite person," he says and I smile at him in gratitude because he said what he meant. Even though I and his daughter are together, we both have gotten closer over the past three years. He served plme the sprouts and a glass of mango juice and forwarded the plate toward me. I thanked him and took the spo
♡Agastya♡Three Years Later I rested my head on the cold tile wall, as my heart pounded against my chest with trepidation. How can I do this to my wife? I at the age of 33 and she at the age of 28, are having a baby and she is in the operation theater, bringing our baby into this world. I should have gotten my vasectomy done. Instead of depending on contraceptive pills. Her pregnancy is delicate and fragile. Her body is not strong enough for pregnancy but still, she insisted on keeping the baby. And here we are, delivering our baby, prematurely. And if something happens to her, I will never be able to forgive myself, heck I will die if she won't survive. While being together for three years after five year long gap , we never once thought of babies, because we never desired them. We were more focused on our careers me being a cardiologist and her being a literature professor. Apart from our professional life, we indulged ourselves in traveling around the world, this was the life
Raina~"But I thought you love me, like love me kind of love me" I whined, a deep jealousy surged into my veins. I rubbed my temple and heard her sigh. "I still love you, Raina. Like love you kind of love you. And I think I will always will, but it feels so alone here. When you were here, it did not irk me, but now that you are back with your husband I feel so alone. So, I guess it is the right decision." she says over the other side of the phone, from London. "But you are lesbian, then why are you doing this, Susannah?" I ask, this time confused and more irritatingly. Because she can't ruin someone's life just because she is alone and feels lonely. I heard a teary chuckle and I frowned. I do not think if I said anything funny. "B is not a silent letter, Raina. Just because I love you it does not mean I do not like men. They swell at the places where a woman does not." she says, in a trying sexy voice. "But you will forget me, Susannah, if you marry". I say and my eyes are sprink
♡Raina♡I pushed the bell button again and again, desperately until it was jerked open, followed by a curse " Why the fuck, you can't wait?" He opened the door, shirtless, giving me a wonderful view of his olive skin. "Raina, what are you doing here?" He asks, frowning. I shivered as his eyes raked over my body and gulped. I pushed him inside and slammed the door behind me. "what is wrong with you?" He asks, there was a slight tremor in his voice."Why did you tell that man, that I am your wife?" I ask, I need answers. I need to know what is he thinking about me. " What? " His lips parted but he opens and closes them like a fish. Is he hiding something from me? "What, what Agastya? Tell me why would you say something like that? I signed those divorce papers, we are not husband and wife anymore." As much as I want to be his again, I need to know if he still feels the same for me. He stared at me, boring his brown pools into my hazelnut ones. He steps closer and closer until we ar
Two years later A girl around 25, with short hair reaching an inch above her shoulder, in a short, sky-blue denim skirt reaching just below her hips, paired with a pink floral cami top, holding a luxury bag in her hand walked out of the airport. A sigh of contentment escaped from her lips, as she took a long breath, inhaling the air of her homeland, after five years.She glance around and smiled, her country, her people, everywhere. Her gaze struck at a tall man, with grey hair, standing there with open arms. She squealed and ran towards him and jumped into his arms. Tears flowed from the eyes father and daughter duo, they stayed in each other's embrace for some minutes before withdrawing themselves. The old man shuffled his daughter's hair and hold her hands, leading her towards their car. Soon the other man, who was standing far away, smiled sadly and sank inside his car. She has changed, her body got mature, with big tits, and juicy thighs. Moreover, her old charm has returned,
Raina~ Three years later~ I sighed and gave fake smile to Joe. I want to stuff his mouth with Taco Bell so that he shuts up with his mouth. God, he is so annoying. Always bragging about his fucking achievements and how much wealth he has made in such a nickel of time. Trust, me this junk should meet my husband once. Then he will know what real hard-working money is called. I face-palmed myself, fuck I once again call Agastya my husband. When will I stop addressing him as my husband? I must not forget that I divorced him. We are divorced now. And we have not contacted with each other for over three years now. I am pretty much sure that he must have found some pretty woman by now. I just hope she ain't good looking as me, she ain't good in giving him butterflies as me. Even though Agastya has moved on, I still want to be the in his mind all the time. I want to be the one who he imagined while running himself. I grabbed the glass of wine and chugged it down my throat in one gulp.
Raina~A Year LaterPair of lips, skimmed down on my neck, sucking on my sweet spot, licking it, biting and nibbling on it. One hand groped my breast, twiddling my hard nipples, through my cloth. And one hand traveled under my skirt, cupping my ass cheek. His slender fingers slid my thong aside and ran his fingers over my wet folds. "Oh, Agastya" I moaned out loud and tug on his soft locks. His fingers stopped and he withdrew himself away from me and stared at me in disbelief. My heart hammered in my chest as I met with the fierce blue eyes, instead of brown ones, of my batchmate Leo. I bit my lip, shit I did it again. "Did you just take another man's name, Raina? While I am touching you. What the fuck? He yelled, his eyes blazing with anger. I tried to form an excuse or any lie but nothing came out. He shook his head and walked away, I let out a deep breath. Fuck men and fuck me.I walked out of the club and started walking toward my home, down the street. Soon I reached in fron
Raina~ My heart feels heavy, very heavy. Every now and then my eyes would tear up and I have to blink them back. This stupid fucking heart, it is making me weak. But I have to do it. For a whole week, I have thought about this and I have finally concluded. To make my life better, to make myself better I have to do it. I applied the last coat of my lip gloss and smiled heavily. For the sake if our happiness, I have to do it.I grab my YSL purse and walk out of my room. I climbed down my stairs and saw Tara doing something on her laptop. I walk toward her and ruffle her hair, causing her to groan in annoyance. "I will be home early, make my favorite pasta. Please" I say and walk toward the big mahogany gate of our home. My Mercedes was already parked in front of the gate. I walked toward it and opened the door I ducked my body inside and sat on the driver's seat.Even though I am not allowed to drive, but I still will. No one knows that I am the driving to meet to Agastya. I pul
Raina~ I look at my face and cringed. Though it was healing but it still looked ugly as hell. I applied my ointment and went toward my bed to sleep. Where my best friend was already lying, staring at the ceiling wall of my old room. I slid my body inside the comforter and wrapped my arms around her. "What are you thinking about?" I ask, while she was deeply lost in her thoughts. She sighed and looked at me "Tomorrow. Tomorrow all of them will be in the jail, Raina. We will get justice" . I sighed and I felt happy. Tomorrow our culprits will get the punishments they deserve. And there will be no one to save them. Jason, already divorced Anna, without our knowing. He said that the woman had been snatching him from his family and he was tired of doing whatever she wanted. My poor brother got his heart broken. But it is okay. He is out of that woman's claws. And thank God that they don't have any kids. Otherwise, it would have been difficult for the family and the kids. I have come