I have a baby in my belly!

Raina~

I woke up to the pungent smell of hospital disinfectant, invading my nostrils. The room was silent apart from my heavy breathing and the beep beep sound you often hear in hospitals that indicates you're alive. I slowly opened my eyes, squinting in an attempt to sharpen the blurred images before me.

I knew that my dad would bring me here, it has happened often before. I woke up in the hospital room. Which I hate so much.

I must be used to it by now, but I am not I still hate the walls, the same, and those smiling doctors, even my baba, my nana, and my husband are themselves very established doctors.

"You are awake" I hear the frail voice of my dada and I look at him with lazy eyes. His hands grazed over mine and kissed the back of my hand.

"Am I going to die, Dad?" I ask, nonchalantly. Because I don't care if I die, the desire to live is just no more in me. But I just wanted to see my husband last time.

I want to tell him, that not forget me always remember me, I will take