"We have been through this; my mate wants to finish reading the diaries before she turns them over. They are the only thing she has that links her to her family. If you would just go over the information, we have gathered for you. You might be able to find something without having to have the diaries," Dan growls, and I pinch the skin between my eyebrows.
"Alpha Gray, we have searched everywhere. We have no other way of looking for your mate's lost relative. At this time, we are concluding this investigation. You are welcome to continue your search on your own, but we have done what we can," the assistant says, and Dan snarls.
I react quickly before he can bring hell down on us and snatch the phone as he says, "Listen here."
"Thank you for your help. We understand. We will continue the search on our own," I say calmly as my twin stares at me angrily.
I hang up, and he bares his teeth at me before dropping into my chair.
"Dan, I get that you are stressed and missing your mate, but you can't talk to them like that," I explain as his face twitches with irritation.
He rolls his eyes like a fifteen-year-old adolescent, and I brace for the coming explosion.
"Don't lecture me right now, Stan. I am not in the mood. I have barely seen my girls this week, and I am seconds away from losing my cool," he snaps, and I shrug.
He thinks I don't have someone that I miss. He believes he is the only one suffering. He can't look past his own nose for two seconds to figure out I need some brotherly help.
"Whatever. Why don't you let me handle this? I am better at it. I can actually keep a calm demeanor when speaking to people," I say evenly as my sarcastic remarks pop off inside my head.
He only grunts before giving me a side-eye.
"Yeah, you can talk to strangers just fine. But you can't open up to your family or your pack," Dan snaps, and I freeze.
The papers in my hand begin to wrinkle as I unconsciously tighten my grip.
"I have no idea what you are talking about," I snap back, a little scared my brother has actually been paying attention, and he rolls his eyes for a second time.
"Finley and I aren't idiots. He alerted me to your mopey-ness weeks ago. I have been watching you ever since, and guess what, brother, something is bothering you. Something important! And instead of disclosing it and bonding with us, you are closing yourself off. So don't tell me you know how to communicate probably," he declares, and I growl.
I throw the papers down and head for the door. Terror and the urge to escape the truth have me running for the exit, but Dan is faster than expected. He pops out of my chair and blocks the door.
"Where do you think you are going? We are going to talk. I have given you plenty of time. We have been alone together dozens of times, and you haven't said a thing. Are you unhappy," he asks, and I try to move around him as I internally panic.
He grabs my bicep, and I growl at him as a brother, not as his subordinate.
"Watch it, brother. We might be twins, but I am your Alpha. Tell me what has you hiding away in your room. Tell me why you act miserable unless you are holding Angelica," he says in a stern but low voice and my body reacts to authority by going still.
As the seconds tick by, I realize there is no escaping this. Dan isn't going to drop it until I spill. I have no choice but to come clean. I allow my shoulders to slump, and he drops his restricting hand. His eyes fill with concern as he looks me over, and I take a deep breath.
"I...fell in love. But I can't have her. She's taken, and she isn't my mate. I can't stop thinking about her...even though I wish I could," I whisper, and his face instantly erupts in shock.
I avoid his eyes, waiting for the inevitable question, and he suddenly growls.
"Sam is mine," he says defensively, and it's my turn to be shocked.
He thinks I am in love with his mate.
"I know. I'm not talking about Sam. I...she isn't in the pack," I lie. He takes a moment before relaxing.
He grabs my shoulder a moment later, looking a little conflicted, and I wait. Finley has always been the cushion between us. Dan and I weren't made for emotional moments.
"I'm sorry," he whispers, and I nod awkwardly.
I try to smile, but the gesture falls utterly flat.
"Thanks. I just need some time. I will get over it. I didn't realize I was being so obvious," I say, hoping he will just let it go, and he shrugs.
"You know Fin. He spots a frown a mile away," he replies, and I can't help but laugh.
Dan and I might be polar opposites, but we somehow link our thoughts constantly.
"That he does," I reply, and he drops his hand.
"Come on, let's get home," Dan says, and I nod.
Home is where I can hide away and shove my unnatural feeling deep down within myself. I grab our coats off the hooks just as Dan's phone begins to vibrate.
"Yeah, Benj," he answers, and I glance over at his calm face as Benji's voice erupts over the speaker.
"Alpha, Luna is missing! There is a male scent mixed with hers in the kitchen...and signs of a struggle. Well...I mean, there isn't much, but there are a few drops of Luna's blood. Boyd and Mike are following the trail! Lewis called David. He is heading home. What do you want us to do," Benji yells into the phone, and dread chills my blood all the way to the bone.
"What," I barely whisper as Dan sort of freezes.
"Luna has been taken! We don't recognize the scent. There are signs th...," Benji repeats, and suddenly Dan roars.
His eyes change color, and I can feel his Alpha authority dripping from his pores.
"FOLLOW BOYD AND MIKE. LEWIS CALL MY PARENTS, THEN CALL THE BEARS. ALERT EVERYONE. MY GIRLS ARE MISSING, AND THEY WILL BE FOUND," he shouts, and I rip the front door to the office open.
My niece and my Luna are in danger. There is no time to waste. Romantic feelings aside, this is what being a pack means. When one of us hurts, we all hurt.
Adrenaline pumps through my system as I race back downstairs. Dan is losing his mind and I don't blame him. If it were my mate and child out there..."Lauren"...My heart stutters in my chest for a second as a wave of pain collides with it. Lauren means everything to me and if I lost her I would become a shell. But nothing is going to happen to Samantha and her daughter. They will be fine. Our pack will remain whole. I will not lose my brother and our pack will not lose it's luna. We have come to far for that to happen. "Dan! I called all the hotels in a twenty-mile radius...Guess who checked into a hotel a town over yesterday," I says, as I jog into the room to see his eyes completely bloodshot, but dry. He spins around and our eyes lock as he looks at me desperately. "Who," he shouts, and my chest puffs with the knowledge that I found her. I can fix this and save the day. I can bring my pack the information it so desperately needs. I am useful here. I'm not just the patheti
STANLEY POV Sam's heart thumps slowly as the blood continues to ooze out of her wound. Something is definitely wrong. Hurst has been working on her for longer than needed for a simple bullet extraction. The sweat on his brow also points to an issue. My eyes flick to Dan again and the worry on his face makes my heart pinch. I've never seen him look so desperate. If we lose her now the pack is doomed. Dan won't be able to lead and the weight of the pack will fall solely on my shoulders...Not something I want. I prefer my place in town. I prefer having my name known for my victories in the courtroom, but I will step up if needed. The Alpha bloodline that runs through our bodies is strong. Even Finley, who is the youngest, would suffice if I should falter. Watching the lose of Sam destroy Daniel would be soul shattering for all of us. Maybe if Samantha does succumb Angelica will be enough to keep him going. Hurst sighs again and we all freeze. My eyes snap to his face and my hear
STANLEY POV The yells and growls coming from Dan's room reach my ears, and I growl lowly as I stand. Sam's angry voice rings out, catching me by surprise, and relief quickly flows through me at the sound of my Luna's voice. Finally! Dan wasn't going to last much longer without her waking up. The beast within me teeters between relieved and protective as we begin to listen in on her harsh words. "Stop speaking in half-truths," Sam growls, and I hear Benji's mate, Mariah, reply lowly. I growl again as my inner suspicions are confirmed. I tense my muscles and wait. I don't want to barge in on the situation since Angelica is in the room, but I need to be ready. She might have arrived in our time of need, but something about her has always struck me as uneasy. Her demeanor is too wild for civilized living. She is almost emotionless at times and seems unfazed by uncomfortable situations. But it's her quick reflexes and movements that make me edgy. As I listen, it becomes
Dan, Samantha, and Boyd left to join the search in Florida for Margaret Polk, and the rest of the pack has been stuck tiptoeing around Mariah and Lauren. We have all taken turns hiding out in our rooms, but being together is a must while the pack's leaders are gone. Our instincts demand it. We need the closeness to reassure our inner animals. I have used my alone time to research the bears who hired Mariah, but like my fellow pack members, my animal is demanding closeness with its pack. I haven't been able to hide away as much as I normally do, which has been rough on both my heart and my senses. Being around a heavily pregnant Lauren and a devoted David has been brutal. The females have tried to avoid each other, but each time they have been in the same room has been terrible. Tonight's dinner is especially tense. But we have to get through it. Mariah keeps leaning in a little closer towards Lauren, and Lauren hasn't looked away from Mariah once. Her angelic face is twisted int
I can do this. I can meet her son. I can hold him and show him, love. It isn't his fault I love his mother when she isn't even mine. "Stanley, can you believe it? I am a mom," Lauren says excitedly as I come through the door to her room. Hurst's clinic is small, but the walls are built to give shifters privacy. But I still need to mindful. David will be back soon and seeing them all together as a happy family will be too painful.I offer her the kindest smile I can muster, and she smiles right back. "I sure can. You will be an amazing mother," I reply as I come to the side of her bed. I look down at the tiny male in her arms, and my heart squeezes in my chest for what seems like the millionth time. He is a perfect blend of David and Lauren. His scrunched face and mixed smell is a symbol of their union and bond. He is also a symbol of what I will never have. "Stan? You okay," Lauren whispers, and my eyes snap to hers. Worry clouds the depths of her beautiful brow
"That's nice. Is Andrew comfortable with that," I ask as I follow behind my twin with my hands tucked in my pockets. "Yeah. He commented on how much he would miss all of us, and Boyd offered to go over," he answers while looking at me for a second. I'm glad the human has accepted all of us. Sam needs him in her life. I was surprised though when Dan called to say Mr. polk would be coming back with them to buy a place in town, but it seems to be working out. I nod uncomfortably before taking a deep breath and running my hand through my hair. I need to discuss more important matters than the friendly human though. "That's good. I am happy he seems to have accepted us. I umm...I know you just got home, but there are some things we need to go over now that you are back. For one, we need to talk about the bears. I don't like that they are hiring assassins to eliminate our Luna. We need to talk to them. I mean, Samantha hasn't done anything wrong," I say, and Dan halts abruptly.
STANLEY POV "Are we sure this won't turn into an ambush," Dan asks as he looks around at the log cabins built close together. The entire drive he has been this way. But I get it. His mate has been kidnapped, shot, and now she has an assassin after her. "I have spoken on the phone with Mrs. Orson several times. She has agreed to hear us out. We are meeting in the community public building. They hold discussions there and vote on community matters. It should be safe," I reply as I open the driver's side door. They follow my example and exit the car cautiously. Samantha and Dan share a look over the roof before he gives me a nod. I return the gesture, and we head for the larger building situated in the center. As my talks with Kendall Orson have progressed, the anger has lessened, and understanding has been evident in her voice, but an in-person meeting will prove whether or not the bad blood has indeed been washed away. Daniel knocks on the solid wood door twice before step
STANLEY POV Steady grunts leave my mouth as I toss square bails of hay thirty feet into the air. My shifter body is nearing its breaking point, and that's saying a lot. I have been working for thirteen hours straight, and I keep finding more projects to do in the barn. Tasks that don't really need to be done. Like reorganizing our winter supply of hail bails.Keeping myself busy and out of the house has become a necessity for survival at this point. Lauren and her adorable son seem to be everywhere. She hasn't returned to work yet, so at least the office is still a safe place. However, that does me no good on days like today...Saturday. My haven is closed, and the pack expects me to be here. "Hello, big brother," Finley says as he comes strolling up behind me. I grunt louder to acknowledge him, and he chuckles."Not even a smile...wound up that tight, huh," Finley asks, and I freeze midswing. "Don't start," I growl, not even looking his way. Finley moves closer, and I throw