CHAPTER 5
My hair was a mess due to the crowd eager to watch the practice. I pushed through, leading Clara and Japs by the hands, until we reached the front. I didn't care about the people I displaced as I pushed my way to the front, as all my attention was fixed on the stage and nothing else. It felt almost like a pre-concert event, but for them, having an audience during practice seemed normal. My heart raced as Rexon strummed the guitar to tune. The screams that erupted inside the covered gym were deafening. I gasped as he began playing the intro: Look at the stars Look how they shine for you and everything you do yeah, they were all yellow I came along I wrote a song for you and all the things you do And it was all yellow.. The screams around me grew louder, especially when he looked towards the audience as if searching for someone to sing to. I held my breath tightly as our eyes met.. Your skin, Oh yeah, your skin and bones turn into something beautiful you know you know I love you so you know I love you so.. His soothing voice transported me elsewhere, causing me to swallow hard with parted lips. "OMG! He's looking at me!" a girl behind me squealed. "Hell no, he's looking at me!" another one retorted. I shot them a fierce look. The tension almost led them to a scuffle. "Hey, stop being so ambitious, my Daddy Rexon is looking at me, not you! It's crazy!" I confidently interjected as Japs joined in from the side, eliciting shocked looks from the two girls. They just rolled their eyes, choosing to avoid Japs, who was bold when it came to confrontation, perhaps inheriting his assertiveness from me. After finishing the song, he strummed another piece, this time singing in Tagalog. The band began playing, captivating the audience once again. Once more, I was mesmerized by his beautiful voice, his perfect face, his captivating eyes, and his figure that could easily rival famous models. As I walked towards my car, I heard a male voice calling out to me. "Belle!" I didn't turn around. None of my classmates or acquaintances called me by my second name, so I continued walking towards the parking lot. "Belle!" Filled with annoyance, I quickly opened my car to get in, but a swift hand blocked me from doing so. My eyes widened to identify the audacious individual. With so many men calling out to me, why this one? "What's your problem?" I raised my eyes challenging him. If I were tall, he was significantly taller, with a bigger, well-built physique. His jet-black hair and sharp nose added to his powerful presence. In short, handsome! Many raised their eyebrows. Some whispered and even glanced at me with disdain, but I chose to ignore them. Instead, I got into my car and drove off campus. "I'm home!" I exclaimed loudly as I rushed up the stairs to my room. "Why are you so late?" I heard Manang Pasing shout from the kitchen. "We had a group activity, Manang!" I replied as I quickly threw my shoulder bag on the bed, unknowingly dropping something from it. I swiftly changed into shorts and a plain sleeveless shirt before heading downstairs to the dining area. As I sat at the table, I served myself rice and viand. Manang approached me with a glass of juice. "Thank you, Manang. Would you like to join me?" I offered, knowing that, as usual, Mommy and Daddy were not around due to their busy involvement in our family's business. Dad was frequently absent, often out of the country. It was rare for me to have a meal with both of them; I could probably count those instances on one hand. "Dear, I already ate. You came home too late," she said before heading back to the kitchen. I shrugged and continued eating. When I finished, I went to my room to prepare for bed. However, I was interrupted by a call from Japs. "Hello, Lara?!" I was nearly deafened by his loud voice, along with the blaring music in the background. "Oh, why did you call?!" "We forgot to tell you that Christine is throwing a party tonight, and we're invited. Come over, there are so many handsome guys here!" he exclaimed excitedly. "It's late, Japs. Maybe next time," I replied lazily. "Oh, too bad. The Logistic Band is here performing, and I heard they are well-paid for their gig tonight. They'll be playing all night long." He tried to persuade me. I quickly stood up and said, "Wait for me at the gate, 10 minutes, okay?!" I hung up the phone and hurried to my walk-in closet to choose an outfit. I opted for a form-fitting long red dress paired with flat sandals. I tied my hair up, letting loose strands fall on my cheek and neck. After applying a pink lipstick, I pouted in the mirror before grabbing my key from the nightstand. "Oh, where are you off to?" Manang asked, holding a bag of trash. "Just to a birthday party, Manang. I'll be back by midnight, don't worry!" I waved before getting into my waiting car. "Oh no, if your mom finds out about this, I'll be in trouble again!" She scratched her head in worry. "Don't worry, Manang. I'll behave." I closed the car window and manoeuvred out. After a few minutes, I was already in front of Christine's mansion. The opulence of her house was conspicuous from the outside; one could only imagine what it looked like inside. "Lara, over here!" Japs waved at me, and I quickly approached him. "Come inside, Clara and Terry are already in there," he said as he led me in. "Why wasn't I informed about this party?" I asked as we walked. "It was a sudden decision. Her Dad finally allowed her to throw a party in their grand mansion at the last minute, and guess what, her parents flew to France so there's no one watching over us here!" he explained. I just nodded in response. Christine was a year ahead of us and popular in school, always winning in Miss Intramurals. She was friendly to everyone and I knew her because she was Terry's cousin. Upon entering, the grandeur of the mansion was no joke. A large chandelier hung from the ceiling, inviting you to ascend the two grand staircases. The guests were scattered around as there was a swimming party happening at the back. "Lara, you're here!" Terry called out to me, with her boyfriend Alex by her side. They walked me towards Christine. "Happy birthday! Sorry, I didn't bring a gift. I didn't know it was your birthday today," I said. "It's okay. I didn't expect my Dad to allow me to have a party like this, so I kept it low-key." she replied modestly. She looked stunning in a white off-shoulder dress, exuding elegance with her loose brown hair. "I'll attend to the other guests first. Enjoy yourselves, take care of them, Terry," she instructed before turning away. "Okay!" Terry replied, then turned to Japs while leaning on her boyfriend, Alex. "Hey, you, let go of my boyfriend if you don't want to feel my fist!" Terry restrained herself from saying more. "You're just jealous because Papa Alex is sweeter to me than to you!" Japs retorted sassily. "You wish, come on!" She said as she pulled her boyfriend away, smiling at the playful banter. We headed to the backyard and were amazed by the crowd. I scanned for Rexon and found him among the crowd, happily engaged in conversation. "Lara, there's Rexon, let's go to him!" I couldn't refuse when Japs pulled my wrist. As we approached, they turned to us, along with their group mates. "Hello?" Japs greeted them with a smile, then pulled me forward to join them. "Ah, I'm Japs, and this is Lara, my friend!" I noticed their puzzled looks, perhaps wondering why this guy suddenly introduced me. "Hi, I'm Jeff," a member of the group introduced himself to us. "And this is Zack, our drummer, Sky our lead guitarist, and Rexon, our handsome vocalist!" They each waved at us, with Rexon extending his hand towards me. "Hi, you must be Lara Belle, my classmate?" His words left me tongue-tied. I couldn't even raise my hand to shake his if Japs didn't nudge me. "Yes, I'm Lara. Nice to meet you!" I reached out my hand, feeling his soft and gentle touch. I was getting amused by his gentle hand when suddenly someone snatched me away. "You're being called on stage to sing," Dawzon interjected abruptly, staring straight at me. "So, guys, see you later?" Jeff said with a wide smile. Rexon just nodded at us. They quickly left, and I watched them head towards the other pool area. It was then that I noticed Dawzon's tight grip on my wrist, which I quickly pulled back. "I warn you, my brother doesn't appreciate that move." His whispered words sent shivers down my spine before he walked past me. I was left reeling from what he said. Why? What's wrong with befriending his brother? Why does he always appear just when I have a chance to get close to Rexon? "Lara, are you okay?" Japs asked, concerned. "Not really..." I replied softly.I quietly watched the Logistic Band perform by the other pool, still unable to shake off what Dawzon said."Girl, why are you so quiet?" Japs nudged me with his elbow.I shrugged, then glanced at Dawzon on the lanai on the second floor, talking to Christine. There seemed to be something more between them, judging by Christine's broad smile while conversing with him.I took the opportunity to observe him closely. Tall with flowing hair, not as fair as Rexon but rather of average complexion. He had a straight nose, rosy lips, a good physique, and carried himself in clothes that made him look like a model.His intense gazes seemed to draw me in, urging me to look at him even more.At one point, he turned to my direction, and I swallowed hard as our eyes locked without blinking.Finally, he raised an eyebrow and then subtly put his arm around Christine's waist, leaning in as if whispering something. I quickly looked away and focused my attention on Rexon as he continued singing.There was
"Dawzon." I was surprised by his actions, especially when his dark eyes descended to my parted lips. My nerves were on edge as he lifted his lips towards me."I'm glad you're okay now." His deep voice sent shivers down my spine like I've never felt before."Yeah.."Damn it, why was that all I could say? I should be angry with him for surprising me like that."Did I hear correctly that I was your first kiss?" He flashed me a wide smile.I swallowed hard at his words, then avoided his gaze. I wouldn't confess to him. Who did he think I was? So instead of answering, I just glared at him and pursed my lips, not giving him the satisfaction of a response."You didn't even bother to say thank you, did you? I saved your life, Belle," he said softly, with a hint of arrogance in his tone.He stepped back and straightened up in front of me.I observed him closely, realizing what he looked like up close. He was truly handsome, Lare Belle. No one could deny his good looks."If my brother had been
I woke up to a call from an unknown number, groggily answering it with my eyes half-closed."Hello?" I lazily said while yawning."Good morning, kissable lips." I immediately jolted awake upon hearing those words."Who is this?" I asked, my eyes widening, though I already had a good guess as to who was calling."My day is now complete after hearing your voice," I was taken aback by the certainty in his voice, sure to have a wide grin on his face as he spoke to me.I heard him breathe on the other end of the line, sending shivers down my spine."Dawzon.." I uttered, rolling my eyes and returning to lie down."So, when is our date?" he asked.I couldn't help but curse, sitting up again upon hearing that. Yes, I agreed to a date with him.I heard him chuckle lightly at my curse."Don't tell me you've already forgotten; I did you a favor, right?" I tightened my grip on my cellphone upon hearing his words. Now I regret agreeing to that date, especially since Dad hadn't even come home.I la
Until I lay down, I wasn't able to sleep after what happened with Dawzon earlier. I deeply regret agreeing to change clothes right in front of him.I looked up at the nightstand when I heard my cellphone ring.My heart was racing as I saw his familiar number. I covered myself with a blanket because I couldn't bring myself to answer the call.I feel embarrassed and unsure of how to face him tomorrow.Heavy eyes blinked open the next morning, feeling under the weather due to what I read yesterday. Nevertheless, I forced myself to get up, take a shower, and head downstairs for breakfast."Mom, what time did you come home last night?" I asked her as I ate the omelette she made."Maybe around ten, there was traffic in San Gabriel," she simply replied.I nodded at her and continued eating."Your car is already here, you can use it now," she said as he stood up to get some juice from the fridge.I bit my lip and nodded, feeling once again indebted to Dawzon for having my car fixed. Oh right,
While I couldn't help but watch them, I couldn't shake off the scene from yesterday with Dawzon in my room.I shook my head to clear my mind before deciding to enter our room."Lara, are you feeling better now?" Terry asked, concern evident on her face."I'm okay."I was distracted by the arrival of Rexon, who took his seat."Did you hear? Karen and Christine had a confrontation!" Japs, who was sitting beside me, shared."Really? What happened?" Terry quickly inquired."They had an argument, and get this, Papa Dawzon arrived like a Knight in shining armor, pulled Christine away," Japs said, gesturing with her hands as she recounted the scene."Really? That Karen will get from me!" Terry exclaimed."Let's not get involved," I intervened in Terry's plan."What were they fighting about?" she asked Japs."As usual, who else is the campus playboy? Dawzon!" Japs rolled her eyes.I adjusted my seat and pretended to be busy on my cell phone."That Karen is so flirtatious, she already has Dext
"Daydreaming, huh?" I glanced at Terry, who sat beside me. "Who are you thinking about?" She broke the silence. "Hmm... can't decide?" "Neither of them," I replied irritably, turning my gaze back to the open field. "Okay, fine!" She suddenly stood up as if she was about to leave, but I stopped her. "Oh, have you made a choice?" She asked with a broad smile before sitting back beside me. "No, not yet," I answered again. "Is there a problem?" She scrutinized me as if trying to read my thoughts. I shook my head at her before returning my gaze to the field, now filling up with people as Alex's soccer practice was about to begin. "Is it Dawzon?" My heart ached a bit at the thought of him. No, Lara, it can't be him. "Hmm... don't tease me, I know you! " She raised an eyebrow at me. I wanted to say Rexon's name, but how could I, when he hadn't made any move to get closer to me or for me to let him know that I liked him. "He is getting on my nerves," I said heavily, r
I shift my gaze to the bed and couldn't be visited by sleep after coming home from our date. Reluctantly, I recall the tender kisses from Dawzon, unable to resist closing my eyes as I reminisce the sweetness of that moment.My cellphone buzzes, and I swiftly grab it. It's a text from Dawzon."Goodnight my beautiful Belle."A smile forms on my lips upon reading the message, but soon, doubts cloud my mind, and one after the other, I shake my head."No! He's a certified playboy, a womanizer, a deceiver, and most of all, he'll only add you to his list of conquests," I softly utter before promptly deleting his message.I can't afford to fall for someone like him, I firmly remind myself before closing my eyes for a much-needed rest.Hurrying to my first class, I’m late this morning.The fault lies with that Dawzon. I couldn't sleep, replaying our date from last night, especially the unexpected kiss we shared.I disregard the judgmental stares from a group of students as I pass by the covere
I find it hard to breathe because of how close he is to me. My heart races and my breath hitches as he moves closer and closer. I find myself closing my eyes and leaning back on the sofa set as he brushes against me. I know this is wrong, but how can I resist him? I can't seem to hold onto my principles when he quickly breaks down my walls. His sweet, fiery kiss makes my heart flutter. My stomach churns as if his kiss is all I need right now. I let out a satisfied moan as he grips my nape and pulls me closer to him. I am intoxicated so boldly I respond to his kisses. I realize I have no strength to resist him, not in this intense moment. But he suddenly lets me go, and we both catch our breath as we separate. "Damn those sexy lips," he huskily utters. I swallow slowly as he gradually moves away from me. "I need a quick shower, just need to cool off." My back leans against the sofa as he exits. I bite my lip and thank him for stopping whatever could have happened. I
"I felt the tension between the two after he said that.Dawzon kept his gaze fixed on him. I also couldn't escape the tension in his jaw as he faced him."So it's nice seeing you back together, huh?" Drei said, glancing at me.Instead of responding, Dawzon emptied the contents of his glass."Drei, it's better not to talk about it right now." I restrained him."Why? I've done nothing." He signaled the passing waiter who brought him a wine glass, while Dawzon also grabbed another glass filled with wine."We're okay." I whispered to him."What? I can't hear you." He chuckled, leaning closer to me.I quickly avoided him after that. I didn't even glance to see Dawzon's reaction to what he did to me.I quickly took the wine glass and took a sip."It's been a year, I thought you were already separated?" He boldly said, which made me bow my head even more."It's our personal problem, just enjoy your drink." He raised his glass in front of him before drinking again. It's funny because the one
"The scene at the Coliseum was like a scene from a pin drop, especially when Rexon and the whole band came out to start their first song.The entire crowd fell silent as the song kicked in. I found myself singing along while others held up LED lights in the air.I sang with full force even though Dawzon was standing next to me, just wearing a polo shirt.The spotlight lit up after the first song, making the atmosphere even more lively.."Hello!" He shouted loudly into the mic."Hi!" We almost simultaneously replied.."Are you enjoying yourselves?" He asked."Yes!" I shouted with both hands in the air.He took a step back to signal Jeff, another guitarist, to start playing again.As he strummed the guitar once more, everyone fell silent again, I felt Dawzon's hand on my shoulder as his sibling sang.I didn't pay attention to that because I was carried away singing along with him.. I felt like he was taking me somewhere with his singing..Especially when the band went acoustic, he held
Dawzon's POV"I do not want to love her when it's easy, I want to love her when she's difficult." -- Piere Jenty.As the abundant water flowed down the faucet, I couldn't help but clench my fists, the rushing cold seemed to melt the warmth I had felt earlier.It's too late to regret what I'm doing, so I stopped. I don't want to hurt her further. I can't, but the mark I left will surely stain our relationship.I couldn't stop myself, so I punched the wall, feeling no pain as the blood flowed from my hand.. I chose to spend some time inside before deciding to go out.As much as possible, I didn't want to look at her, but I couldn't do it. So I stopped in front of her, peacefully sleeping, the pain of what I did still evident on her face and tears still glistening in her eyes..I gently wiped it away, so she wouldn't wake up."You're still the most beautiful girl I've known, you grew up like a fearless one, infrangible, tough and sturdy and I admire you for being brave for taking care of
"Who's Carlson?" I paused in my steps upon hearing his question.Does this mean he doesn't know we have a child? For Pete's sake, where has he been, not knowing about us?No one spoke, so I decided to walk my feet towards the back of the house to leave.Upon entering, I quickly went upstairs and bumped into Cherry, whom I immediately asked to come down.But before I could turn around to leave, Dawzon entered the room with darkened eyes.He was about to speak when he saw the child peacefully sleeping in the crib. He approached and observed for a few minutes."Who's the father?"I was taken aback by his question. I had to gather my thoughts before speaking."He is your--son." I quickly lowered my gaze as he suddenly faced me and pulled my hand out of the room.He took me to his office and paced in front of me."My son?" He said firmly, his voice low, as if digging into my soul."Yes, he's your son.." I said firmly."How did we have a child when you weren't pregnant when I left?" His eye
Two years later...I push the cart quietly as I browse through the shelves where the canned goods are, when my phone rings."Um..hello?""We're fine, we're just grocery shopping with Carl." I scratch my head as I talk on the phone."Stop being paranoid, Rex, it doesn't suit you." I roll my eyes as I push the cart, with my two-year-old son sitting in it."Alright, bye!" I quickly bid farewell before turning my eyeballs around before ending the call.I peek at my son, busy with the bottle of milk in his hand, looking up at me.I can't help but smile sweetly at him because he perfectly captures the image of his father.I gave birth to Carlson by cesarean section, as my eye slits didn't want to open wide enough, so they had to cut me open, even though I could have endured it, but Rexon decided to have me undergo a C-section to avoid any problems and to prevent me from further difficulty. So in the end, I couldn't do anything about it."Mom--" he says to me, handing me the bottle of milk.
"What the hell is happening here?" I spoke loudly to everyone."Please, Mrs. Del'torre, lower your voice," the Manager restrained me, looking at Dawzon and then at the others present.I took a deep breath before deciding to sit on the right side of Dawzon."We're not married," I said firmly to him, but my back quickly hit the office chair as whispers spread among the seated individuals."Please, Lara, don't bring our personal problems here." He rested both his elbows on the table and clasped his hands.I bit my lip, feeling embarrassed by my actions."So let's start," he said to recover.As the Sun Real representative spoke in the middle, I couldn't help but glance at Dawzon, who seemed to be playing with his swivel chair, pen on his lips.I glared at him sharply, but it seemed like he wasn't listening, instead, he was looking at me as if he was enjoying the situation.I quickly averted my gaze from him, feeling his piercing stare."Mrs. Del'torre." I snapped back to reality upon hear
"Have some water first," he handed me a glass of cold water."What happened? I'm even getting high blood pressure because of you!" Japs said to me. I had been crying non-stop since I arrived at his condo unit."Does your Mommy know about this?" He moved closer to me and placed his hand on my forehead.I shook my head repeatedly, not wanting to add to his pain when he finds out about Dawzon and me."You should talk about this first, you can't just leave like that," he rubbed my back.I just shook my head at him. We had nothing more to talk about because it was over between us, and we weren't really married."If I see that Isabelle, she'll be sorry!" He said through gritted teeth."Are you sure your marriage is fake?" I raised my eyes to him, feeling confused."Why don't you let him explain first, maybe he has a reason or what so ever," he suggested."I don't know, all I want now is to get away from him," I said firmly."What if you get pregnant?" I saw the concern on his face as I look
Sunday morning, I woke up feeling light. I took a shower and dressed in a simple loose shirt and shorts.I went downstairs to cook breakfast, although I only knew how to cook eggs and ham, sometimes just instant noodles. But I didn't hear any complaints from him.After toasting the loaf bread, I smiled as I laid it on the table. I even clapped my hands because I cooked everything nicely.I started cleaning the house, while Dawzon hadn't come down yet, so I had time to clean.I was sweating while wiping the figurines when I heard the doorbell.Out of curiosity, I immediately went out to check."Hi!" It greeted me cheerfully as it peeked through the gate railings.I paused for a moment to think. My feet automatically stepped closer to the gate to open it for him."Good morning, is Zon there?" It greeted me with a wide smile."Uh, yes, but he's still asleep," Did I sound unfriendly? It suddenly hesitated at my response.After recovering, he also visited my outfit and the sweat on my fore
"I woke up to the weight of his legs draped over me. Even his arm around my waist remained motionless."Oh my!" I attempted to sit up abruptly, but I was forced back down by his tight embrace."Hmm." That's all I heard from him as he nuzzled into my neck. I found myself inhaling deeply in response to the effect it had on me.I glanced at the alarm clock on the side table, it was past six o'clock."Dawzon, we're going to be late for school," I whispered to him, but I didn't hear any response from him."Dawzon!" I even tapped his arm, but he just snored again.So I gently removed his legs draped over mine and my stomach, slowly making my way to the bathroom to shower.The feeling of the cold water flowing over my body was refreshing. I couldn't help but smile when I remembered what happened last night. I wasn't too drunk, so everything was still clear to me, even the last words he said."I was startled when I remembered those words. I had no right to clarify that with him. Besides, I kn