I was happy to just slip away quietly but as if he had sensed my presence he turned and looked directly at him Like moth to flame, I approached the pair of them. The doctor took his leave just as I reached their side, thwarting any secret hopes of finding out what they were doing there.
The first thing I noticed was how similar to his mystery woman I looked. I might have glossed over her features when I first saw their photos, but Sarah had been right. The woman standing before me was blonde, had a beautiful sweetheart face, pointed nose and pouty lips. An overwhelming sense of longing filled me as I stopped opposite them. I wanted to bury my face in Pierce’s shirt like I did whenever I felt stressed. I’d inhale his warm woodsy smell and feel like all was right with the world. I needed to feel like that now more than ever. Instead I squared my shoulders and forced a confidence I didn’t feel onto my face. I refuse to cower in front of them. “What are you doing here?” He asked, concern written on his face. Fear filled me immediately and I fought the urge to wrap my hands around my stomach. I could not let Pierce find out about my baby. If he rejected it, I didn’t know if I could deal with the heartache. “It’s a hospital, Hannah needed a checkup so I thought I would tag along.” I lied, hoping he would not see through my story. I held his gaze steadily as he scanned my face for a hint of a lie. He looked like he wanted to ask more questions, but stopped himself when she pulled on his arm. “Pookie bear, won’t you introduce me to your friend?” She said in a whiny voice while looking at him adoringly. Pierce’s eyes pulled away from mine immediately words came out of her mouth. A sudden urge to throw up consumed me. did she just call Pierce Blackwood a cutesy nickname and more importantly did he answer without a scowl or growl or threat of punishment if she did it again. It was like the man in front of me was different from the one I had spent a night with. “This is Myra.” He responded. Not Myra, my girlfriend or friend, even acquaintance. I was just Myra today. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mira.” “Myra.” “Yeah. That’s what I said.” She looked at Pierce confused and back at me. “Anyway, I think I’ve watched a couple of your shows. You’re such a great actress, it’s a shame you’re very undervalued in the market, but I suppose it’s bound to happen.” She nodded like she was sympathizing with me, but I knew better. I could smell her passive aggression from a mile away. “And you are?” I asked politely, extending my hand forward. “Tami.” Pierce answered in a clipped tone. He didn’t want me getting cozy with her, I noted. “How long have you known my pookie bear?” “A while,” I replied, forcing a smile on my face. I suddenly did not want to know the relationship between the two, that would make Pierce’s normally icy exterior melt. I asked anyway. “Oh me and him go way back. We were highschool sweethearts. First love and all that, but then we lost contact for a while.” She replied brightly. Pierce’s hand on her waist drew her closer to his body, I felt a pang of jealousy in my chest. For all we did in private he had never shown any form of affection for me in public. When Tami was just this image in our pasts, I fooled myself that it was okay that he had liked me because of how much I looked like her, but standing in front of her now, I felt disgusted by my own skin, and needed to get away from both of them. I peeled my eyes away from his hands on her torso and back to her face. “Well I’m glad you’re getting back together” “So am I! I can’t begin to describe how excited I am to be here with him again. I hope we can go back to how things were before I left.” She smiled lovingly at him. Pierce grunted in reply, his eyes glued to my face. I searched his face for an explanation. Why was she here, why was he being protective of her? What was going to happen with us? “I’m afraid we have to leave Myra.” He said, his eyes still glued on mine. “I will see you again soon.” His eyes darkened. “Oh! pookie, I think I left my bracelet in the room, can you get it for me.” She said brightly. Pierced forced his eyes away from me and looked down at her. “Don’t worry, I’ll be fine waiting here. Nobody’s going to steal me away.” Resigned, he nodded and brushed past me. I fought the urge to follow him with my eyes. “Must be hard for you, isn’t it?” Tami said when he was gone. Her warm smile had been replaced by a knowing smirk. She looked me up and down. “He tried so hard to replicate the real thing, it’s impressive.” Color stained my cheeks, and I remained tongue tied. “Well thanks for filling in for me while I was gone, I bet you kept him entertained. But I’m back now, and your services are no longer needed.” “I am not a threat to you Tami. My relationship with pierce is different from what you have with him.” “I don’t feel threatened by you or anyone in the city. None of you stand a chance. Which is why I showed the article, it’s a public announcement that Pierce is mine and nobody else’s. ” Her face turned into a mask of honey again.. “But I wish you the best in your career. I hope you make a big hit one day.” She smiled sweetly as Pierce returned to her side “There was no bracelet in the room Tami, how important was it to you?” he asked concerned. “I could have them do a thorough search for it.” In our two years together I had never seen this side of Pierce. “You’re so loving pookie, but it’s okay .” She looked straight at me. “It’s kinda worthless anyway.” Just as she turned he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. “We have to talk, Myra, I’ll get to you when I can:” “Come on Pookie, I’m tired of standing here.” She grumbled. Pierce spared a look at the ward I had come from before he spun on his heels and led Tami away. I had a feeling his ‘talk with me would be about my disposal. Tami had said it. She was back, he had no use for me. All last thread of hope that I had clung to shriveled as they got farther away from me. I felt like a nobody to him. My cheeks burned in humiliation. Tami’s and Sarah’s words played over and over again after I left the hospital. When I returned back to the apartment that Pierce had rented for me at the start of our contract relationship I curled up in a chair and watched the city go by. When I agreed to date him, I had not counted on the fact that I would fall in love with him, yet here I was, a heart broken mess for a man that didn’t think I was important enough to get a little warning on the end of our relationship. He could’ve told me she was coming back. Give me enough time to prepare myself for this heartbreak. Oh, who was I kidding. Nothing could prepare me to leave Pierce. As far as I knew, I had two options; wait for Pierce to pay me a visit whenever he found the time away from Tami, and watch as he breaks the news of the end of our relationship, or the second option. Save us both the hassle of a face to face meeting.My fingers hovered over my screen after I typed his name out. Saying goodbye to Pierce was not an easy feat to accomplish. I wished I could wave a hand and make everything right for the three of us. I placed my hand on my flat stomach and sighed. I hated myself for all the times I let myself dream of a perfect life with Pierce. The life we could have with the child I was carrying if only he gave us a chance. Maybe it was best if we didn’t end things. I could wait for him to show up, we would talk it out and come to an agreement. I could not erase Pierce from my life completely. Even if I tried, and with the baby, and my finances…why did things have to get so complicated? I had to be brave. If not for me, then for the child I carried. They deserved to have a life filled with love and staying with Pierce would create a rift in its life. With shaky fingers I typed out the rest of my text and hit send before I gave myself a chance to overanalyze or change my mind about ending things
“Look this way Myra.” “Miss Myra can you smile this way!” “I love your dress, was it made by a popular designer?” “Please, one more photo Myra!” the photographers shouted as we walked the red carpet. Camera lights flashed repeatedly but I was used to it by now. My sister tugged at my arm and I looked beside me. “Is it always like this?” Lily asked, awe written on her face. I was glad I had decided to make her my plus one for the party that night. The house was falling apart and we both needed a break. The past two days had been one roller coaster ride after another, moving from one problem to the next. I didn’t know things were this awful at home. “Not always, but this is a double event. We’re celebrating the birthday of the CEO of the label and the success of our new TV series.” I explained to her, forcing thoughts of leaking roofs and busted pipes out of my head. “Look at the camera Myra.” A photographer called. “What’s the name of your friend?” someone else asked. “Her n
“What on earth are you doing, Pierce?” I whispered as I tried to tug my arm from his tight grasp. I smiled at CEO’s wife who watched us curiously. Fear filled my body as he pulled me along with unwavering resolve, Ignoring Lancaster’s wife as she tried to exchange pleasantries. I did not want to be alone with him, I could not. “Pierce stop.” I pleaded. He was always keen on keeping our public appearance to near zero. Acting like this would certainly stoke the rumors. I was sure I heard a camera click as we walked past a table. Oh god. I turned back for a second to find my sister grinning mischievously at our retreating figures. Tami’s glaring face was the last thing I saw before we rounded a corner. The wide hallway was empty. “Pierce, for chrissakes, you’re hurting my arm! Can you let go?” My voice betrayed my panic. I needed to reason with him. “Enough people have seen us together, it’s going to take hell explaining this stunt.“ He pulled me into a room and shut the door behi
“Is this seat taken?” she said with a smile as she drew an empty seat back and slipped into it. I was glad she wasn’t directly beside me. We had Adam between us. “It’s My-ra” Lily spoke up smiling at her. My innocent sister thought it was an honest mistake. “Oh.” Tami responded, while giving her a once over. Then she continued like no one had interrupted her. “I was just so alone at my table, and the only one of Pookie…I mean Pierce’s friends.” She corrected with a sly smile ”Is you. I hope you don’t mind that I’m here.” I pressed a hand into my thigh, and forced a smile in her direction. “No, not at all miss Tami.” Lily frowned at me. “So you do know him?” she whispered. “Doesn’t he look amazing up there?” Tami continued, her eyes glued to the stage, then she turned to the rest of us at the table. “Sometimes I can’t believe how close we are. And that handsome face comes with the most selfless person on earth.“ I wished she would go quiet about it already. God I thought break
I cleared my throat and smiled at Lily to assure her I was alright. “Is everything okay? You scared us for a minute.” Tami said sweetly. I nodded, avoiding Pierce’s eyes. If I looked at him I would crack. “I think I had the wrong drink.” I answered. Lily frownwed and pointed at the glass in front of Tami. “That’s your glass.” “What on earth are you talking about?” Tami asked, the irritation in her voice obvious. “Myra’s the only one wearing red lipstick tonight.” I looked at the cup in front of Tami and it was the only glass at the table with a red lipstick stain. She had switched out my cup. “Oh,” Tami chuckled, “I must have picked it up during your speech. My eyes were glued to the pair of you and that happened. My mistake.” I could tell Tami had her suspicions, which meant she could reveal them to Pierce and push him to insist that I got rid of my baby. Fear coursed through my veins and wrestled the impulse to reach for my glass of water. There was nothing strange ab
My heart dropped into my stomach. “Pierce?” “His assistant.” She mouthed as she extended the phone to me. Relief washed over me. “Trevor.” I said in greeting “Miss Myra. I was hoping Hannah would pass on this message, but I guess it’s my lucky day.” He said flatly. Always with the sass. ”Mr. Blackwood wants me to let you know of an appointment with him tomorrow.” “I don’t have any.” “Well you do now. Be in his office by 10 am-and Myra? Let’s try not to get on his nerves by refusing to show up. we both know how he gets.” The phone went dead in my hand. Trevor was well suited to Pierce. “Well?” Hannah asked: “Pierce ‘ordered’ me to show up at his office tomorrow.” Hannah whistled. “We both knew this was coming. Cutting Pierce Blackwood out of your life is going to be near impossible. He practically owns the studio you’re working in. I won’t be of much help but do you want me to come with you?” I sighed. “No, it’s fine. it’s not like he’s going to do anything to me
I tried to pull away, but his grip on me only tightened. He pressed my body into his, as his lips swallowed my moan of protest, coaxing me to give in to him. It would be so easy to yield, to let Pierce have control and lead into the world of pleasure that he had introduced me to, but I had come here for a reason. He would not take me seriously if I kept kissing him back. Panic stricken I bit down on his lip. Hard, till he hissed and let go of me. “What the fuck!” He yelled as I wiped my mouth. We watched each other breathing heavily. “I told you already Pierce, we’re done.” “And I told you Myra it’s not your place to decide. Maybe I wasn’t clear before, Cut your bullshit act.” “Why are you being so difficult?” “Watch your tone.” He warned. and maybe I should have listened. “What do you want with me?” Why was he insistent on having me when he had Tami unless he was trying to hurt me, but why would he do that, i had done nothing wrong to him. Then it occurred to me. h
“Sarah, drop the British accent for fuck sake.” The director yelled at her for the umpteenth time while the rest of people on set groaned. “Your character is in present day New York, not having tea with the queen, we’ve gone over this a hundred times already. How many times do you want this scene repeated?“ “We’re going to be here a while.” Jace muttered before he bit into a bagel. Sarah pouted “I was improvising. The character needs a little pizzazz. I was making it better.” “Yeah, how about you leave that for Robin Williams huh. Everyone, back to your places. Let’s just start from the line she got wrong, we’ll cut it in later.” He swore as he marched to one of the videographers to chat. “Lancaster would’ve suggested that after her first two attempts. Glad to see he’s catching on.” I remarked. “Where’d he go anyway?” “Bigger project. Although I have to say I like Johnson better.” Adams added. “Speaking of bigger projects. There goes the woman of my dreams.” Jace pushed