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Author: Chihiro
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Violetta

It was nightfall by the time I awakened from within my wolf. Tentatively, I surfaced and took stock. My wolf was curled up next to a warm body and was sleeping soundly. I’d declined any drugs from Saul, so the pain must have ebbed if she was so relaxed.

Or maybe it was the heat radiating next to me.

Ferrara had returned after Emerson knocked on the door and hadn’t left my side. I’d listened to his soft voice as he caught me up on everything that had happened, but then I’d retreated deeply.

Once I was human, he’d have questions, and I wasn’t sure how he’d feel when I answered them.

But unfortunately, I had to pee, and I couldn’t just waltz out of the motel room as a wolf and squat. With a sigh, I started to shift.

“Violetta? Baby?” Ferrara held perfectly still while I uncurled myself from the bed. “How do you feel?”

“Pee,” I mumbled and tried to stand. “I have to pee.”

“Okay. I got you.” He tried to take my hand, and I pulled away. For a moment, we stared at each other. “Sorry
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