After breakfast at Ace’s, I quickly headed home and facetimed Ollie. Good thing mom didn’t hear me, she was still asleep, she must’ve been tired from work.
“I don’t know what to do, Ollie.” I groan, plopping myself down on my bed.
“The guy definitely has anger issues,” He mumbles through the phone, getting sidetracked for the fourth time since I called.
“You’re not listening to me!” I yell.
“Of course, I am! You told me that Tristan made you take this drug and was about to take advantage of you-which you should report-Ace found out and came to the rescue-that was so hot, by the way-and then he took you to the lake, where he punched the hell out of a tree and then the both of you made out, completely intoxicated.” He says in just one breath.
“Did you even hear the part where Chloe found out that I’m with him?” I snap.
“Umm no?” He made a face.
“See? Not listening.” I sighed in frustration.
“Hold on, so you were talking to her, right?” He asks.
“Yeah, and then he said that I’m tired and then ended the call,” I put my hand on my forehead.
“Oh yeah, she is definitely gonna think you did it,” He gasps.“I called you for help! Not your candidness!” I groaned.
“Just talk to her,”
“Are you serious?”
“Deadly. Just explain every single thing to her and she will understand, trust me.” He says.
I was surprisingly reassured.
“Anyway, it’s Christmas break, what do you plan to do?” He asks me.
“I haven’t made any plans yet. It’s my dad’s birthday next week though, I might visit him and stay there for at least two days. I kinda miss him.” I said.
“Want me to come with you?” He says.
“It’s alright, I think we just need alone time, just the two of us. Don’t worry, I’ll mention you guys.” I smile.
“You better, don’t forget telling him about Ace,” He jokes.
“That has got to stop!” I yell into the phone and he laughs.
“Fine, fine, whatever. Danny’s taking me out today, so I better get ready,” He says with excitement.
“Tell us about it later,” I grin.
“Honey, I’ll tell you every single detail,” He winks.
“Alright, bye Ollie,” I giggle.
“Bye, love you,” He puckered his lips.
“Love you too,” I said and ended the call.
I sighed. The silence is deafening.
I opened my window and stared out the street, just like how dramatic girls would do it in movies.
I don’t know how long I have been sitting there, I watched the clouds move at their own slow pace, stared at the dancing trees, I looked over at Ace’s house which made me think about what happened at the party, then at the lake.
I sharply exhaled. I should message Chloe.
Hey
U wanna meet up?
Sure.
Foodcourt, at the mall. Let’s have lunch there, yeah?
Okay.
I was still wearing my outfit from the party, which made me feel dirty, so I took a quick shower.
I wore an oversized gray shirt over black shorts, and white sneakers. I let my hair air-dry while I put on concealer, curled my lashes, and some blush.
With my phone and wallet in hand, I rush down the stairs.
“Mel,” Mom says from the living room.
“Yeah?” I walked to the living room and found her sitting on the couch, watching some show on the television.
“Where’s my car?” She asks.
Oh shit.
“Um, it’s still at Chloe’s” I answer.
She crosses her arms.
“How did you get back? What happened at the party last night?”
Oh, y’know, an asshole spiked my drink with drugs so I got high, and Ace went hero-mode and saved me but then took me to the lake where he punched a tree trunk, opening up his wounds, making new ones again. Oh yeah, we also made out. He thought it was a good idea for me to stay and sleep in his room for the night because I left the house keys in your car so I couldn’t get in because you were still out working, but you know it was fine, other than my friend finding out that I slept in the room of the guy she liked since she was twelve, the rest of the night was okay.
“It was fun,” I lied.
“Chloe took me home, she didn’t want me driving late at night.” I lie once again.
“Why are you dressed up?” She asks.
“I’m having lunch with Chloe, and I’m gonna pick your car up on the way home.” I quickly say while trying to remember where I left her car keys.
I’m in so much shit right now.
“Are you mad?” I ask Chloe.
“What? No, why would I be?” She laughs.
The foodcourt’s crowded, luckily, we managed to get a table.
I ordered fried rice with lemonade while Chloe went to get a salad and a lemonade as well.
“What happened at the party?” She asks.
I told her everything that happened, leaving out the kiss at the lake.
“I don’t want you to think that I’m trying to hit it off with Ace or anything-”
“I don’t care.” She cuts me off.
“What?”
“I don’t really care, Mel. I mean, yeah, I still like him, but he made it pretty clear he doesn’t like me, and honestly, it’s okay. It hurts, but I got to move on, my world shouldn’t revolve around him, at least, not anymore.” She says and I stayed quiet.
“If you’re the one he likes, it’s an understatement.” She adds and I roll my eyes.
“And if you like him too-”
Now I was the one who cut her off.
“I don’t like him, Chloe.”
“Shut up and let me finish,” She snaps and I hold up my hands.
“If you like him too, it’s okay. I don’t get why you seem like you need my permission or anything, really, it’s fine. We’re just friends now, I’m moving on, and you need at least a tiny bit of action in your life.” She smiles.
“I’m glad you feel that way. But I don’t like him.” I say and she rolls her eyes.
“Whatever, Melannie Martins.”
I gasped and she chortled.
After lunch, the both of us went back to her house so that I can finally take my mom’s car back home.
The car is back, everything is okay with Chloe, and I am with Ace again.I'm not hanging out with him because Chloe said that it's fine and she doesn't care. She's lying, she's not fine, and she does care, which means that it's still not fine with me. It's Ace that won't leave me alone."Are you sure we should do this?" I ask him."Admit it or not, you want to do this.""Not if we're going to get caught.""We're not, okay?" He says and brings out another pack of weed."This feels like a crime." I say and he chuckles."Because it is."
I don't exactly remember how long the drive was, I definitely wasn't too preoccupied with my thoughts, nor looking at the boy driving the car I'm in. I couldn't help but ask, "Was Tristan always like this?"He heard what I said. Before I spoke up, the ride was quiet. I'm guessing the car had something to do with memory flashbacks of a bonfire and a lake and a kiss that none of the two of us seem to remember.Ace was quiet for a few seconds, he looked like he was trying to remember his years with a supposed asshole."He was...a really confusing kid. I mean, we both were. He could be helping out some lost freshman and lead them to their actual classes, or sometimes he would choose to play with their heads and make them end up in the maintenance area. Sometimes, what he does are worse than just losing a freshman on campus. You'd never really expect what he chooses to do next.""Were you like that?" I ask.Frankly, I didn't want to expect a particular answer from him. Although it will gi
Here's the thing when you do something illegal, you either get caught or you don't. Tristan was the latter, Ace and I got away with it. Do I feel bad? Yes. Did he deserve it? Most definitely. Did I regret the entire plot? Yes. Because now, I can't stop thinking about Ace Martins. It's ridiculous, and I'm certain that I'm just going to fuck up his life. Despite my best efforts to drive him away–both mentally and physically–I've failed in doing so. In a span of months, I haven't gone out much. Mainly because the only person I've just wanted to see is living right across the street. I talk to Chloe and Ollie every now and then, nothing is wrong with them, but I found myself wanting to talk to Ace more. I hate it, but then the things we do say otherwise. Everything went by fast and if I'm being completely honest, I don't think I remember all of it. The last we heard from Tristan is that cops came to their house, and I think he's either in jail or rehab or god knows where, I decided
Dread continues to swallow me whole while I was just there, lying on my bed, inhaling the sweet-minty smell and taking in all that's left of my room and trying my best not to cry.I was already over the fact that my parents are now divorced. What I can't move on with, is that I'm leaving. Leaving the town where I grew up and spent most of my life, leaving my friends who I practically grew up with.Leaving what I value the most; memories.I thought that my dad will be the one leaving but apparently life hates me so much that it made me the one leave the place on earth I love the most.I don't want to leave. But I don't wanna stay with him either.There's a part of me that wants neither of them, all I want is to be alone, but even I know I can't handle that.Even though it pains me to do so, I agreed to go with my mother, to her hometown. Going out
I feel like any minute now, someone is about to cover my mouth to prevent me from screaming, take me into a car and drive off to the town's dark side.I know, I'm exaggerating and what I'm saying can't possibly be real.I hope.I stopped walking, well, fast-walking and decided to turn around. Even though I know it was the dumbest thing to do.I turn around and I see a little kid. A girl, to be exact."Were you following me?" I ask her."Yeah," She nods her head slowly."I believe you're the one who's taking me home tonight." She gives me a small smile.Oh honey, even I don't know my way back."What are you doing out here at this time at night?"I could ask myself the same thing."I was at the playground,”Okay, as if that's not creepy at all.
I have never been so unmotivated.Groaning inwardly, I roll out of bed and went into the bathroom to shower. I brushed my teeth afterward and picked out my clothes.I couldn't even sleep last night. Everything sucked. I felt even worse when I saw myself in the mirror with dark circles under my eyes and was paler than ever.I put on a plain fitted lavender crop-top with long sleeves, high-waisted black jeans, and black Vans. I didn't bother to style my hair since I was feeling lazy.I head downstairs and start to quickly eat my breakfast. Mom comes out of her room, already dressed for work, with a towel wrapped around her hair. She starts to eat her breakfast while I already finished mine and put my plate on the sink.I grabbed my bag, kissed her goodbye and walked out the door.Walking my way to the bus stop, I look at my surroundi
It's my second day here at the town's high-school.I didn't like it. But I also didn't hate it.People still stared at me, but not like yesterday.They probably memorized all my features by now.I attended my classes in the morning, and then had lunch with Chloe.I got to meet Ollie and I enjoyed talking to him, to be honest.His hair was dyed platinum blonde and was styled like Stefan Salvatore's hero-hair, he had hazel eyes and thin lips.He had a good sense of humor, and we share the same opinion about things.We also both happen to get attracted to guys.He was proudly gay at heart.I genuinely admire him for that, not all people understand and accept homosexuality. Others are just being themselves and who they want to be.If some guys would want
An hour passed.And Ms. Parker hasn't come back yet."What the fuck do we do?" The black-haired guy groaned in frustration.I cover my face with my hands, trying to calm myself while thoughts keep on running in my mind and then I suddenly jumped at a noise.Ally's brother was punching the door.Repeatedly.Last time I checked, you are supposed to punch someone to hurt them, not yourself.And to make matters worse, it is not a person that he is punching, but a door.I know I am mentally unstable, but bro, you need to work on those anger issues."Ace, stop that." The black-haired guy said, putting his arm on Ace's shoulder, but he just shoves the guy away. The guy doesn't stop him anymore and sits back down.Is he for real? He is just going to take a seat while Ace
Here's the thing when you do something illegal, you either get caught or you don't. Tristan was the latter, Ace and I got away with it. Do I feel bad? Yes. Did he deserve it? Most definitely. Did I regret the entire plot? Yes. Because now, I can't stop thinking about Ace Martins. It's ridiculous, and I'm certain that I'm just going to fuck up his life. Despite my best efforts to drive him away–both mentally and physically–I've failed in doing so. In a span of months, I haven't gone out much. Mainly because the only person I've just wanted to see is living right across the street. I talk to Chloe and Ollie every now and then, nothing is wrong with them, but I found myself wanting to talk to Ace more. I hate it, but then the things we do say otherwise. Everything went by fast and if I'm being completely honest, I don't think I remember all of it. The last we heard from Tristan is that cops came to their house, and I think he's either in jail or rehab or god knows where, I decided
I don't exactly remember how long the drive was, I definitely wasn't too preoccupied with my thoughts, nor looking at the boy driving the car I'm in. I couldn't help but ask, "Was Tristan always like this?"He heard what I said. Before I spoke up, the ride was quiet. I'm guessing the car had something to do with memory flashbacks of a bonfire and a lake and a kiss that none of the two of us seem to remember.Ace was quiet for a few seconds, he looked like he was trying to remember his years with a supposed asshole."He was...a really confusing kid. I mean, we both were. He could be helping out some lost freshman and lead them to their actual classes, or sometimes he would choose to play with their heads and make them end up in the maintenance area. Sometimes, what he does are worse than just losing a freshman on campus. You'd never really expect what he chooses to do next.""Were you like that?" I ask.Frankly, I didn't want to expect a particular answer from him. Although it will gi
The car is back, everything is okay with Chloe, and I am with Ace again.I'm not hanging out with him because Chloe said that it's fine and she doesn't care. She's lying, she's not fine, and she does care, which means that it's still not fine with me. It's Ace that won't leave me alone."Are you sure we should do this?" I ask him."Admit it or not, you want to do this.""Not if we're going to get caught.""We're not, okay?" He says and brings out another pack of weed."This feels like a crime." I say and he chuckles."Because it is."
After breakfast at Ace’s, I quickly headed home and facetimed Ollie. Good thing mom didn’t hear me, she was still asleep, she must’ve been tired from work.“I don’t know what to do, Ollie.” I groan, plopping myself down on my bed.“The guy definitely has anger issues,” He mumbles through the phone, getting sidetracked for the fourth time since I called.“You’re not listening to me!” I yell.“Of course, I am! You told me that Tristan made you take this drug and was about to take advantage of you-which you should report-Ace found out and came to the rescue-that was so hot, by the way-and then he took you to the lake, where he punched the hell out of a tree and then the both of you made out, completely intoxicated.” He says in jus
Mel’s POVWhy does the grass feel so good?The stars look brighter, even the moon looks so shiny.I feel a comb brushing through my hair and I giggled.“Ooh yeah, I like it, keep doing that,” I say and my pillow started to shake causing me to quickly sit up and vomit.No joke. Literal vomit.The comb rubs my back and I reached back to put it back on my head only to hold up someone’s hand.I jumped in surprise and opened my mouth to scream but I puked instead.Feeling drained, I laid back on my pillow inhaling a familiar scent. I roll on my stomach and pressed my face against the pillow and took a deeeep breath.“It’s smells so good,” I sigh.
“Where’s your key?” Ace asks me while helping me out of the car and walked me to our porch, he holds out his left hand while his right one is gripping my arm.“I don’t know…they’re in Chloe’s car? I think,”I seriously cannot remember, why can’t I remember?“They’re in what?”“I said they’re in Chloe’s car!” I yell.“Gosh, you are much more complicated when you’re high,” He sighs and pulls me back inside his car.“Where are we going?” I ask but he didn’t answer.We were still on the road and I feel my stomach turning once again.Ace turns the AC off and the window beside me rolls down, the cold air hits my face and I let out a groan.Ok, yeah I’m high.It just felt so good.So good that I even opened up my mouth, put my tongue out and let it taste the cold air.I feel my whole body tense up and restless, the lights on the road seem much brighter, making my head spin, I giggled for no apparent reason and now I feel like puking.Ace takes a turn and the street lights are gone, replacing
“Mel, you made it!” Tristan smiles and gives me a tight hug.“Um, hello? We’re here too,” Ollie waves his hands in front of him. Tristan chuckles and was about to give him a hug but Danny pulls Ollie to him by the waist.Chloe rolls her eyes.“Where are the drinks?” Chloe asks Tristan and he chuckles.“Follow me,” He says and gestures for us to follow him.We make our way through the crowd. Some were dancing, some were sitting on the couch, some were playing games, I quickly stopped observing the surroundings when I felt a hard grip on my wrist, causing me to stop walking.“There you are, I’ve been looking for you,&rdquo
“Bro, you’re coming to my party, right?” Tristan asks me.We just finished our exams and we’re both walking to the cafeteria with Paul.“Oh yeah, you going for it, man?” Paul asks Tristan with a grin, playfully hitting his arm, I furrow my brows in confusion.“Going for what?” I ask.“Paul and I made this bet,” Tristan starts.No.“Not another bet, Tristan,” I frown.“We’ve talked about this, that’s bull!” I add.“Oh come on, Ace.” He tries to reason with me.
I woke up at nearly 10. My head hurts so much but I have to fix my things.“How’s Chloe?” I whisper to Ollie. She hasn’t woken up yet.“She cried a lot last night then dozed off to sleep. She’ll get over him,” He rolls his eyes.I hope so.When I came back to our tent last night after talking to Ace, they were both asleep. Poor Chloe.I also felt guilty. I made her think that Ace actually likes her, if I hadn’t forced Ace, none of this would have happened. I knew that he had a choice, but I made him feel like he didn’t. Oh god, what have I done?