42. Determination

Mariana's words hit Maxmilian like a punch in the gut. He feels a knot forming in his throat and his eyes fill with tears again. The hopes that had begun to flourish are drowned out by the painful reality.

He looks at her, searching for words that can express his pain and regret.

"Mariana... I know I was a terrible husband. I know I did terrible things. I don't take away your reason, you must be dying of anger at me, and in your place, I-"

"In my place? You have no idea what it's like to be in my place! You didn't before and you don't now!"

"Mariana-"

"I was kidnapped! I was taken hostage. And even worse, by YOUR family! I had to fake my own death, and I even dragged an innocent person along in the process. James, who barely knew me, had far more consideration and empathy for my life than you, Maxmilian. There is NOTHING you can say or do. Absolutely nothing. That's the truth."

Mariana's words are like arrows straight through Maxmilian's heart. He feels the weight of his guilt and reg