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2022-02-03 06:02:41Mine
pronoun
used to refer to a thing or things belonging to or associated with the speaker.
"you go your way and I'll go mine"
determiner
(used before a vowel) my.
"tears did fill mine eyes"
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20 / 12 / 2021
“Who you fuck and why you fucked them is none of my concern…” I say sternly , with a hint of sass added to it. I pull my face away from his index finger and attempt to walk around him like a badass…while carrying a basket of clothes.
Key word here is…attempted!
I gasp in utter shock as my arm is grabbed in a death grip and I am then spun around. The basket that I have been holding fal
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