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chapter 74: I'm fucked
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Xander's point of view." Get the hell out of my office " I yell on the top of my voice to what seemed like the yet another private investigator, who I had hired in search of Anessa. I knew I should had probably given up already, cause it was exactly 6 years after the split up,but yet I could not just bring myself to do so,especially whenever I remembered the fact that I was the one who jad orchestrated it to begin with.It also did not help matters that she had refused to leave my head even after all this years has passed by,as she was the one I thought about every single day that passed by,when I go to sleep and I soon as I woke up every single morning, I just knew If needed to have a rest of mind,I just had to find her.I see my phone ringing as I take a glance towards who it was to be met with a strange number popping up on the screen of my phone,a number that did not have stored on my phone,wondering who it was as I guessed it could probably be someone important, I pick up the p
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Xander's point of view.I turn repeatedly on the bed as I found it quite hard to sleep in the middle of night,as I could not get the thought of what willams had told me previously out of my head.I just knew it was bad to lie about my company's current status, but then again if I could work with this well it could probably help me in skyrocketingmy company, and maybe could help make my company grow.Turning towards my phone I check the time if it was already very late in the night, as I wanted to put a call across to Andrew when I suddenly felt my phone ringing beside me.Looking over to the screen, to see it was I see Andrew's face flash over the screen of my phone,as I smiled at the coincidence. " heyyy man,are you still up?" I hear him inquire from the other side of the line immediately I picked up the call." yeah sure I am" " okay,was around your street...wanted to see if I could pop up" I hear him say from the other side of the line." yeah sure....was not getting any sleep a
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Xander's point of view I hear the voices of the board of directors ring constantly in my head as I begin to think about my next line of action. I had always knew that the board of directors were already starting to get frustrated at the way the company going more financially bankrupt as the year seemed to pass by,however what I did not see coming was the fact that they had the intention of removing me as CEO as well has taking all there shares from the company.I suddenly cast my memory back as I remembered what had transpired earlier in the board room today. * flashback. " ohk I get that you are capable of removing me as the CEO,but then again what I do not understand is the fact that you all will remove your shares from the company " I hear myself say trying to comprehend if I had heard them correctly the first time." yeah sure...we cannot leave our shares in a place that we would not be profiting from,so we will as well take it to some other place where we could benefit from i
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Anessa's point of view " Nessa, Nessa....Come on,earth to Nessa" I hear a voice say while zoning me back to reality as I looked up to see Brielle looking at me,with a looklike she was trying to understand what I had been thinking about that made me zone out that much. " yeah?" "Are you fine?" I hear her inquire with a look like she was trying to comprehend what the matter was with me." yeah sure I am" I say wondering if I actually wanted to tell her what was indeed bothering me." okay,forgive me...but you do not look fine at all,I mean it's all over your appearance, you can as well spit it out....even a blind person would read that you are not okay" I hear her say while looking at me like she was not ready to let it die like that until I actually came out clean of what ever it was that was wrong with me." okay fineee,it just....urghh" I start to say but I suddenly stopped cause i did not know how to start the conversation. " it's okay,just say it" I hear Brielle say while look
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Xander's point of view" Alexander, Alexander? " I hear Andrew's annoying voice call me my full name even though he knew very well how much I hated it.It was crazy though, cause I loved it when aneesa's called me by my full name,infact it was one hell of a major turn on when ever she did that." you know how much I hate it when you call me by my full name Andrew " I say while glaring at him,becoming totally angry at the fact that he had used my full name for the first time In a very long while." yeah,funny though you were okay when Aneesa called you by that name " I hear him as I saw amusement laced In his voice." yes,cause she is totally different and she is the only one allowed to call me that name, so the last thing I need from you is speaking out the pet name we have picked out for one another " I say with finality letting him know that I was being very serious. The truth was I actually wanted never liked people call me by my full name,but then again I never took it all that s
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Xander's point of view" hey bud,have you made up your mind now....I mean I know you have,but are you sure you want to do this? I hear willams ask again for what I would count was supposed to be the umpteenth time today." yeah sure...I mean,not like I have a choice right?" I hear myself reply while laughing with no humour with me." erm,could you spare me a minute....I just really need to call somebody" I tell him as I walk outside to place a call across to Andrew. It's been exactly 3 days since I had told Andrew about my plans with willams and he did not fail to show his dissatisfaction towards the fact that he was not at all interested in what I had to do.Picking up my phone from my pocket,I place a call across to him once again, but just like it had been the previous time I had called, it just went ahead to drop into his voicemail. " urgghh, you have got to be kidding me" I say while kicking the air and went into the space that willams was sitted waiting for me.Heading back in
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Aneesa's point of view I move my car round as I tried to park properly in front of Brielle's restaurant. Getting out of my car,I make sure to lock the door properly also silently praying I did not run into Williams like I had done the other day.I quickly made my way towards the right hand space of the restaurant which was where Brielle's office was situated at,as I had intended to talk to her urgently.Immediately I got to thr front of her office I knocked on the door to make her aware of my presence at the office presently. " who is it?" I hear Brielle's tiny voice shout from the other side of the door,as I made a small laugh at regards the fact that she was sounding all so formal, probably thinking it was one of her staffs or perhaps a customer. " it's Nessa" I say as I went ahead to open the door not at all even bothering to wait for her response as regards if I came into the office or I stayed outside. "You could not even wait for me to grant you the permission to come in" I
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Xander's point of viewI suddenly hear my phone ring. Wondering who it was,I take a look at the screen and saw my brothers name on the callers ID. I take a deep breath as I had been expecting the call to come in for quite sometime, as I pick it after take another deep breath,as regards the fact that I was quite nervous,well I had been ever since I filled in my details on the computer as I had constantly feared what the outcome would result to." heyy Williams, how are you doing? " I say to Williams immediately I picked up the call." I'm good,took you quite sometime to pick up the phone though" I hear him say playfully from the other side of the phone." yeah,was just kind of nervous for a bit" I say to him while taking another deep breath. " Nervous?....okay,that's new. Do not think I have ever seen you nervous though, would love to see what you look like when you are nervous" I hear him say from the other line,which just made me roll my eyes at how playful he always tended to be."
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Xander's point of view " fuck!" I exclaimed as I punched my hand right into the glass frame in my office thereby drawing blood.I could not believe that I had been so stupid by letting Williams cajole me into manipulating a whole company and to think it had to be Anessa's company of all company there where in the world. I knew I had to do something and I had to do it as fast as possible, but I honestly did not know what it was,cause what could I possibly say or do that would want to make her see me any longer.I just had to mess things up when it just started getting better.I move out of the office in a haste catch up with aneesa to see if there is anything I could do to try to make her listen to me to begin with. Not like I had any reasonable explanation though, but I did not want her to leave me just like that.I go to her office but I did not see any sign of her there any longer,as I moved to her assistants desk."Good day sir. Is there a problem? " I hear her say while smiling
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Aneesa's point of view" you look very beautiful mummy " I hear my son's tiny voice say from behind me as I look at his direction to see him smiling at me.I was still trying so hard to understand why I had agreed to go on a date with him in the first place,but then it was not like I was giving any choice at the moment. " Thank you so much darling " I say while smiles in his direction as I look at the mirror, hoping that I was not looking so overdressed. I heard my subconscious mind speak to me while telling me why I was trying so hard to impress someone I claim to have no liking towards, but I decided to shake the feeling away while trying so hard to ignore it.I hear my phone beep as I look towards it to see xanders annoying name plastered across the screen of my phone." heyyy" I hear his voice say the moment I pick up the phone." I'm on my way" I say simply before hanging up the call,not at all giving him the chance to conclude what he had started to say.I move toward the door
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Xander's point of view." heyyy mommy,I had a very nice time with daddy. You should have come with is too" he said happily while grinning from ear to ear,totally oblivious of the growing tension between his mother and I." I suppose you did" she said while smiling and kneeling to his level as she ruffled his hair." of course! dad said we would go out again one of this days,tell me you would come along too. Pretty please " I hear him say to his mother, and I almost laughed because I knew quite well that he was putting Anessa in such a difficult situation and the last thing she wanted at the moment was being in the same space with me." of course darling " I hear her reply through gritted teeth and at that moment I wanted to jump up in the air with joy,I mean it was not my intention to use my son as a ploy to get what I wanted,but that seemed to be the only weak point Anessa seemed to have at the moment. " Thank you momma!" he said while smiling so happily at her" you are welcome. So
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