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Hating to love you chapter 44: what do you mean I'm missing?
Anessa's point of view"So what would be your next plan of action Anessa?" I ask myself out loud as I lay down on the king sized bed that was presently in the hotel I had louged into.The thing is when I had taken the plane,the only thing on my mind was leaving the city which had done nothing but bring me pain,I did not even stop to think about how I was going to fend for myself in this city where I knew no one at all.I cannot stay in a hotel for the rest of my life right?I mean hell I do not even have enough money on me to sustain me through that kind of expenses.Or I would probably just go out to find a job the next day.Heck where do I even start from. I continued thinking internally while made me chuckle out dryly when I suddenly hear my phone buzz in which I squinted my eye to check who it could be and found out that it was miss willer." Heyyy Anessa....how have you been holding up,and how was your flight?" I hear her ask immediately I pick up the call." Ohhh it was okay,at
Last Updated : 2023-03-04Hating to love you chapter 45:who the let you in?
Xander's point of view" So what do you plan on doing now?" I hear Andrew say from the umpteenth time today since I had invited his over to my office.I had invited Andrew over earlier into my office to get me distracted as the only thing that seemed to invade my thoughts were the the thoughts on how to find Anessa and the feeling of guilt that continued to eat me up as the minute passed by,but that only seemed to worsen the situation as it looked like Andrew was also bent on not giving me any form of breathing space." I really do not know" I answered sincerely as I breathed in heavily.I also knew I was decieving myself to think that I could get myself a distracted even though it was for a single minute.I mean, how did I even think that possible when the only thing that consumed my thoughts of was the possible things that may have befallen Anessa wherever she was at the moment,also I just had the feeling that if did not find her anytime soon I was definitely going to loose my mind.
Last Updated : 2023-03-05Hating to love you chapter 46: setup interview
Xander's point of view " Are you seriously sure you want to go on with this absurd plan of yours" I hear Andrew ask for the umpteenth time today which made me roll my eyes skywards. It's been few day after I had told Andrew about what I had plan to do to find Aneesa and he did not fail to let me know how crazy and absurd he thought the plan to be.I mean,who wouldn't right?I also thought it very crazy but hear I was about to try out one of the most craziest thing in the world yet again. " yes I am...and honestly I would really appreciate it if you stop this annoying complaint of yours and just support me on my quest" I reply wanting so hard for Andrew to support me despite knowing it was another one of my crazy plans yet again. " you really should start taking my advice you know?" I hear him continue almost like he did not hear anything I had just said some moments ago. "Ohhh not again Andrew" I say rolling my eyes as I was not ready to hear one of his Countless advices today, I
Last Updated : 2023-03-06Hating to love you chapter 46: Getting a new look
Aneesa's point of view "Are you sure you would want to do that Nessa?"I hear Miss willer ask me again over the phone and I almost rolled my eyes. I was currently in front of salon and I was actually there because I was planning to get a new hair cut.It's not like It was something I was also excited to do though,i mean really did love the look of my brunette hair and the last thing i wanted to do was change the colour as well as the length,but then if would help serve a bit of disguise cause every one was on the look out for me after the interview Xander gave onlineAnd if this would help me gey some kind of privacy back,then i almost do not have any choice at the moment as i was in a very tight position." Yeah I am sure....it's not like I got a better option right?" I ask her instead over the phone firmly,making it obvious in my tone that I had already made up my mind and I was not backing down."Ohk....I mean at the end of the day its your choice right?.....not like I can change
Last Updated : 2023-03-07Hating to love you chapter 48:You scratch my back and scratch yours
Xander's point of view."So what's up?" I hear Andrew who was suddenly walk into my office a few minutes ago direct his question to me. "What's up about what exactly? " I inquire behaving like I totally did not have an idea of what Andrew was referring to." ohhh,come on....do not play that with me" I hear him say after which he stared at me intently like he was waiting on me to spill the beans already. " And I just told you I do not understand what you are referring to" I say again even though deep within me I could not like that I had an Idea of what he was talking about. "Is this how you want to go on and pretend ignorant after practically putting me in a tight position to help you,after knowing how hard it was for me to try to say no eventhough I desperately wanted to" I hear he say angrily,obviously getting furious at how I was suddenly behaving."Okay fine if you want to behave all ignorant,I would remind you" I hear him say as I finally cast him a quick glance before we went
Last Updated : 2023-03-08Hating to love you chapter 49: falling apart
Xander's point of view."So how so you intend doing that?" I inquire with furrowed brows as I watched the man currently sitted across me at the moment. " ohh don't you think that is for me to worry about dear brother " I hear him reply with a hint of scarasm in his voice and the sly grin still very evident on his face. "Well it's not like if I asked you to stop anything that you have planned up in your brain you would anyways cause it sure looks to me like your mind have been made up" I say to him as I watch him smirk."You sure do know me so well brother" I hear him say once again with the sly grin still on his face as he casts his attention towards his phone."So..." I ask wanting to know what had been happening his life recently since I had not gotten to see him since the drama of Aneesa and I " So what?" I hear him ask casting back his attention towards me." So what had been going on in you life?" I hear myself ask him.The truth was even though I like to form all hard and beh
Last Updated : 2023-03-09Hating to love you chapter 50: could be my karma
Xander's point of view."What do you want dad?" I ask the aged man currently sitted on a wheel chair before me.I knew if there was anything he had come to do,it was to tell me of how much I had disappointed him and how I was gradually leading his long worked for company into chaos,but to check at how I was feeling at the recent happenings?That was definitely not an option. " is that any way to greet your father" I hear him say which just make me roll my eyes as I just knew he was again up to no good. " father we both you know you are not here to check on me or talk about greetings, so can you as well move to the main reason why you came here at the first instance....I have not time for this " I hear myself say all of a sudden as I was not in the mood for any discussion that had my father in it at the moment. " wow...so you now talk to me so rudely " I hear him say as he chuckled dryly without any sign of humour in his voice. " whatever dad" I say wanting him to get to the main r
Last Updated : 2023-03-10Hating to love you chapter 51: Job hunting
Aneesa's point of view.I woke up feeling very dizzy as I quickly rushed to the bathroom to throw up practically everything I had in my stomach. I skidded into my keens by the toilet and heaved into it,it smell of the mix bile that came from vomiting feeling the entire room,when I slightly felt okay after vomiting, I got up and flushed the toilet washing my bile mix with water. In the sink,I rinsed my mouth and grabbed my toothbrush from it's holder,as I brushed my teeth I stared at my self in the mirror and the image i could see of me was alarming, I looked sick.Wondering what could be suddenly wrong with me as I touched my head to notice a slight fever,I rinsed my mouth a again placing my toothbrush brush back on it holder as I made a mental note to get a new one,cause I knew I would not be able to deal with the thought of using the same toothbrush probably reeking from bile mix.With the last ounce of strength I had left in me ,I moved to the bedroom and retrieved fresh clothes
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Hating to love you chapter 98: somebody please help me!
Xander's point of view " Williams?" I ask unable to believe the fact that my brother had been responsible for the kidnap in the first place." yes brother " he answered while smiling evily at me." what the fuck is the meaning of this!" I shout at the top of my voice at the moment as all I could see was red." ohhh please shut the fuck up Xander. What do you expect? That I stand and let you take what I want again like you do every fucking time?" I hear him say with total anger.Hell, if I was angry at the moment then he seemed to be in a rage for some reason I do not even seem to understand. " what the fuck do you even mean?" " So now you would pretend like you don't know right? Way to go Xander " he said while laughing sacarastically as he saw the obvious confusion in my eyes at the moment. " okay fine I would make it clear to you. Since we have been brothers, all you have done successfully is take. You fucking take and you just expect me to be happy with it every fucking time. Y
Hating to love you chapter 97: the kidnap (2)
Xander's point of view " fuck!" I exclaimed as I punched my hand right into the glass frame in my office thereby drawing blood.I could not believe that I had been so stupid by letting Williams cajole me into manipulating a whole company and to think it had to be Anessa's company of all company there where in the world. I knew I had to do something and I had to do it as fast as possible, but I honestly did not know what it was,cause what could I possibly say or do that would want to make her see me any longer.I just had to mess things up when it just started getting better.I move out of the office in a haste catch up with aneesa to see if there is anything I could do to try to make her listen to me to begin with. Not like I had any reasonable explanation though, but I did not want her to leave me just like that.I go to her office but I did not see any sign of her there any longer,as I moved to her assistants desk."Good day sir. Is there a problem? " I hear her say while smiling
Hating to love you chapter 96: the kidnap
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Xander's point of view. I woke up smiling as I look at the very beautiful Aneesa that was currently sleeping peacefully beside me at the moment. I could not help but feel fulfilled that I finally had her all to myself and that there was no restriction hindering us from being together,and then something suddenly hit me as I remembered what I had done to get her to pathner with me to begin with.I knew the last thing I wanted her to do was finding that out,so I knew I needed to do something to urgently stop her from finding that out,and I needed to do that really fast.I felt her stir from beside me,as I watch her beautiful eyes slowly open up as she smiled sweetly at me,which made me remember the events of last night.My eyes travelled down to her nipples which was already stiff from probably being arose and I could not help myself, as I dipped my head down and took them into my mouth,while she moaned beneath me." okay I know what you are up to this morning, but I'm sorry to burst
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Aneesa's point of view" you look very beautiful mummy " I hear my son's tiny voice say from behind me as I look at his direction to see him smiling at me.I was still trying so hard to understand why I had agreed to go on a date with him in the first place,but then it was not like I was giving any choice at the moment. " Thank you so much darling " I say while smiles in his direction as I look at the mirror, hoping that I was not looking so overdressed. I heard my subconscious mind speak to me while telling me why I was trying so hard to impress someone I claim to have no liking towards, but I decided to shake the feeling away while trying so hard to ignore it.I hear my phone beep as I look towards it to see xanders annoying name plastered across the screen of my phone." heyyy" I hear his voice say the moment I pick up the phone." I'm on my way" I say simply before hanging up the call,not at all giving him the chance to conclude what he had started to say.I move toward the door
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Xander's point of view." heyyy mommy,I had a very nice time with daddy. You should have come with is too" he said happily while grinning from ear to ear,totally oblivious of the growing tension between his mother and I." I suppose you did" she said while smiling and kneeling to his level as she ruffled his hair." of course! dad said we would go out again one of this days,tell me you would come along too. Pretty please " I hear him say to his mother, and I almost laughed because I knew quite well that he was putting Anessa in such a difficult situation and the last thing she wanted at the moment was being in the same space with me." of course darling " I hear her reply through gritted teeth and at that moment I wanted to jump up in the air with joy,I mean it was not my intention to use my son as a ploy to get what I wanted,but that seemed to be the only weak point Anessa seemed to have at the moment. " Thank you momma!" he said while smiling so happily at her" you are welcome. So
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Xander's point of view I was constantly patting my legs repeatedly against my marble floor as I could not help but feel nervous about the fact that I got to see my son today.I mean who would have thought that Aneesa would finally allow me meet him and also very easily,considering the fact that she had vowed to do everything in her power to keep him far away from me.I suddenly hear the elevator bell ring as I could not help but take deep breath as I suddenly felt nervous of the fact that I was officially going to stare at my son directly in the eyes,being that the last time I had seen him Aneesa had made sure to get him to avoid me at every way possible. I stood up on my feet still nervous as I saw the elevator open up to one of the two most precious people to me in the world."Hey..yy how a..re you" I say stuttering lightly,looking at the one woman in the world that that made me very nervous no matter how much I try to avoid it." I'm good" she told me with her face clearly ice c
