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chapter 50: could be my karma
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Aneesa's point of view.I woke up feeling very dizzy as I quickly rushed to the bathroom to throw up practically everything I had in my stomach. I skidded into my keens by the toilet and heaved into it,it smell of the mix bile that came from vomiting feeling the entire room,when I slightly felt okay after vomiting, I got up and flushed the toilet washing my bile mix with water. In the sink,I rinsed my mouth and grabbed my toothbrush from it's holder,as I brushed my teeth I stared at my self in the mirror and the image i could see of me was alarming, I looked sick.Wondering what could be suddenly wrong with me as I touched my head to notice a slight fever,I rinsed my mouth a again placing my toothbrush brush back on it holder as I made a mental note to get a new one,cause I knew I would not be able to deal with the thought of using the same toothbrush probably reeking from bile mix.With the last ounce of strength I had left in me ,I moved to the bedroom and retrieved fresh clothes
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Aneesa's point of view Using the last ounce of strength in me,I walk towards my home direction as I tried to deviate from going to the hospital like I had planned earlier on,feeling it was just stress from the recent happenings and it would wear off with time.Just few steps away from the hotel which I had booked for the main time,I suddenly felt a feeling of dizziness suddenly hit me once again, with a pounding headache following there after,deciding against the idea of just resting home as I saw that the feeling was in no way decreasing but just kept on going like it was becoming worse,I hailed a taxi to get mw to the nearest hospital. I stood by the side of the road for a few minutes before I was able to get a taxi,and I just hoped and prayed that I did not collapse before I got my destination, cause I could not understand the feeling that enveloped my body." Good day ma'am....where may I take you?" I hear the taxi driver which I had highlighted inquire the moment he came to an
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Aneesa's point of view. After drowning in my tears for Almost an hour after the nurses had told me about my pregnancy, I suddenly stood up and cleaned myself up as I realised that it was time I stop wallowing in myself pity and start to pick up the pieces of my life.Gathering my things, I picked up my bag and headed out the wardroom towards the pharmacy to pick up my drugs before heading back to the hotel which I had booked.Arriving at the hotel,I suddenly felt a feeling of dizziness overwhelm me as I tried to force myself to make it to my room." Are you okay ma'am? " I suddenly hear a voice say behind me,as I turned towards the direction where the voice came from and was met with someone who I guessed was a worker at the hotel." yeah,I'm okay...just slightly tired" I said with a smileamd was about to walk towards the direction of my room when I suddenly heard him speak again. "Have we met before?" I hear him say which made me snap my gaze back towards his direction. " No I do
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Aneesa's point of view " ohhh my God that is so nice" I hear her say with so much delight in her voice which made me giggle lightly. " ohhh, Jesus I'm so happy for you" I continued to say as she giggled lightly, which made me shake my head at her sudden playfulness. " OK,now I can feel relaxed knowing its just the usual pregnancy symptoms" I hear her say again which earned her a smile from me."Yeah you can" I say while laughing dryly,which made her to stop and stare at my reaction. "So what is the problem? " I suddenly hear her inquire out of the blue as she stared at me intently. " I did not say there was one" I say averting my gaze from her direction while sniffing lightly, as I suddenly felt tears threatening to escape from my eyes.I know I had promised myself to stop crying over Xander and how he had deceitfully used me for his own interest,but then again it was almost impossible not too,as everything around just seemed to remind me of the fact that he once existed in my l
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Aneesa's point of view I try to calm my nerves down,as I repeatedly took deep breath,trying to so hard to level my breathing as I could not take my current appearance to go ahead to serve the customers." so...." I hear Brielle begin to talk again as she evaded the silence that overtook the room some minutes ago while I had been crying. " what is the problem Brielle?" I inquire, urging her on to talk as I sensed that she was feeling reluctant to do so,probably still taken aback by my previous reaction when she had brought up a suggestion. " erm...I was just thinking, never mind" she said as she tried to evade whatever it is she in her mind to tell me,while covering it up with a small laugh. I furrowed my brows at her reaction,as it only helped to make me more curious at what it was that she had to tell me." ohhh go on Brielle, you are keeping me on the edge" I say while giving her very confused and curious look, to make her know that I was very curious to find out what she had be
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Xander's point of view." Could you give me some minutes to talk,or we could meet over to adjust somethings again" I say to the man over the phone who jad been sounding quite adamant since the moment I had put the call across to him."I'm in a meeting Mr weston,I would get back to you later" I hear him say on the other side of the phone which made my clench my fist tightly. " Mr Johnson, just hear me out" I say to him still trying to convince him further but I was only met with silence for the person on the line." Hello Mr Johnson are you still there,Hello " I say as I suddenly looked towards my phone surprised at the fact that he was not Answering me which made me look at the phone in my hand to discover that he had hung up the line." Fuck" I yell in so much anger as I threw the phone across the room and groaned while punching my fist into the wall.I was currently in my house,as I tried to make every possible way to get any of the contractors to try to reason with me,as things se
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Xander's point of view I groan as I hear the sound of my alarm ring out,as I woke up from a terrible headache from an hangover,after having taken a lot of alcohol the night before,which I had been doing on a regular since Aneesa had left me to help my clear my head,as well as help me forget all the frustration I had even though it was for a millisecond,but alas it only did as much to make the situation look worse than it already was, cause asides from the pounding headache I ended up waking up to, the headache also helped remind me of the reason I was I that situation in the first instance. Trying my best to shake off the feeling, I stretch my hand to the pain killers that I always kept beside my bedside,alongside a bottle of water to take them,as I already knew I always ended up needing them first thing in the morning. After swallowing down the drug,I look towards the alarm that had not stopped beeping repeatedly ever since I had woken up,turning with the intention to put it off,I
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Xander's point of view " what the actual fuck" I screamed the moment I got into the office as I slamed the door close.I could not believe what I had just heard a few minutes ago.I mean,it's not like I did not know that my father was one to be crazy as hell,it's just that I never expected for him to be this bad when it comes to making his usual greedy decisions. I knew he could go to any extent to go get what he wanted,as far as it helped satisfy but going on to suggest that I got married, while still trying to have damage control for the fake one he made me engage in not long ago felt very low to him,and it made me continue to wonder how I came to even have him as my father.Getting angry cause I was not in the mood to talk to anybody at all,as I felt like I would only transfer the aggression if I get to see anyone at the moment, and also due to the fact that I did not want anyone seeing me in the state that I currently was at the moment. " Yes Mr Weston, do you need my attention
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Xander's point of view " fuck!" I exclaimed as I punched my hand right into the glass frame in my office thereby drawing blood.I could not believe that I had been so stupid by letting Williams cajole me into manipulating a whole company and to think it had to be Anessa's company of all company there where in the world. I knew I had to do something and I had to do it as fast as possible, but I honestly did not know what it was,cause what could I possibly say or do that would want to make her see me any longer.I just had to mess things up when it just started getting better.I move out of the office in a haste catch up with aneesa to see if there is anything I could do to try to make her listen to me to begin with. Not like I had any reasonable explanation though, but I did not want her to leave me just like that.I go to her office but I did not see any sign of her there any longer,as I moved to her assistants desk."Good day sir. Is there a problem? " I hear her say while smiling
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