JUSTIN
“Bro are you going to tell me what the hell is going on?” Jonah persisted as we both made our way to the locker room.
He'd been pestering me since we left Astrid, demanding to know what I'd been doing with her. Honestly he was already getting on my nerves. It hurt me and made me hate myself enough that I'd married the evil bitch and couldn't tell my friends, but Jonah who was supposed to be my best friend and beta, refusing to understand when to drop something was making me feel all the more worse and annoyed.
We arrived at the locker room and continuing to ignore him, I made my way to my locker and opened it against his face which he'd decided to plant on the other side.
“The fuck?” He sputtered, punching my arm and coming to stand on my other side. The corner of my mouth rose in amusement. He'd deserved it anyway.
“Fine. I don't care what you were doing with the traitor, why haven't you been picking up or returning my calls the past few days?”
I bit down a sigh. I'd completely forgotten about that as well. Pulling out my gear from the locker, I realised that Astrid's return had really taken a bad toll on me. It was like just when I'd started to possibly get better she'd arrived and it was as though I'd began mourning Audrey and Kris all over again. I couldn't tell Jonah that. What would I say? That I was such a weakling that after two years I still hadn't gotten over the death of two women? Granted they were my mate and sister, but still. And then there was the issue of the marriage and the coronation that I definitely could not tell him.
Goddess…
Astrid was really a plague. Just because of the utter evilness of one person, dozens of lives were being affected.
“Justin?” Jonah demanded again, his eyebrows raised.
I'm sorry I have to keep this from you bro. It's for all our good.
“I've just been preoccupied.” I mutter, trying to shrug him off and hoping he'll leave it alone.
“Justin I'm supposed to be your beta. I know you better than to believe such a vague reply.”
What the hell was wrong with him today? Why was he being so persistent?
“If you know me that well then you should know to leave well enough alone when I say you should.” I stated deadpan, pausing what I was doing and looking him dead in the eye.
Before he could say anything to that, the other guys stormed their way into the locker room.
“Uh oh looks like we have the ultimate Alpha-Beta showdown.” Alden sang as he and Ryder walked up to Jonah and I.
I sighed and shut my locker, moving past them to the door that led to the field.
“Man, you should know better than the rest of us that once Jus says he wants to be left alone, you leave it.” Ryder patted Jonah on the back conspiratorially, and moved to follow me outside. I couldn't be more grateful to him.
He and Alden had already set up everything for our training and had most likely been waiting for us.
Every morning we had a ‘goodluck’ training ritual. It was something that had started since we were in highschool and we hadn't let go of it. The schools believed it made our team better and that was why we continued to win championship after championship so they let us adjust our schedules and have the training.
“Well, I don't know whatever it was Jon was railing you about but since we helped you get out of it, the least you could do is tell us what you did on the night of the championship. You left immediately and didn't come by for the party after.”
I snorted. Party. Party indeed. In a way I envied how they could still have some degree of humanity in them to still be able to enjoy something. For me it was like since Audrey's death, all colour had been completely drained from my life. I couldn't find pleasure in anything. My world was filled with bitterness, anger and mourning.
I threw down some of my gear and faced all three of them squarely.
“What I've been doing for the past two years: mourning my mate.”
And hating the evil that is Astrid.
That seemed to shut them up.
They gave resigned nods and we proceeded to put on our gear and get to work. It might make me seem like a weakling later, but for now, it made them give me my space.
After nearly an hour of training, I slowed to a stop during one of our laps around the field. I decided that physical strain wasn't going to get my mind the relief that it needed. For some reason, I wasn't really into the training session.
“You guys continue.” I let out a breath, waving them on. “I'm not really feeling up to training right now, I'll catch up with you guys after school.”
They all exchanged a look but didn't try to pry any further and I walked off the field back to the locker room.
I took a light shower and decided to head to a class. I was supposed to be in the batch that had the class in the afternoon but I decided that since I'd ditched physical training I should try my hand at mental training.
I spotted some of Kris' course mates and immediately remembered Astrid, my body tensing. But then I remembered that it was all good; I'd gotten her to take her ring off so there would be no unnecessary questions. My eyes unwittingly searched for her in the throng of students that were pouring out of their lecture hall but she wasn't among them. It wasn't like I cared anyway. As long as she wasn't causing any more trouble for me or the pack, for now I could focus on destroying her for the wrong she'd already done.
I'd barely stepped foot into the lecture hall when my ears began ringing. I flinched and stepped back. Someone was activating the pack mind link. It'd been awhile since anyone had tried to communicate with me through the pack link so I'd been a bit thrown off guard but I regained my bearings immediately and listened to what the line feed was saying. It was a grade one emergency: death.
My entire body stiffened and in a second I was already sprinting back towards the field.
I flagged the guys down and seeing the expression on my face they hurried over.
“There’s been a grade one emergency near one of the borders, we need to go check it out.” I stated, already on the move.
Without a word, their expressions grim, they began sprinting alongside me to the location.
We arrived in no time and met a couple of the patrollers there, their expressions grave and their bodies tense.
“Who is it?” I demanded, my chest tightening as my mind flashed the image of Audrey… dead.
“They, actually.” Benson, the lead patrol responded in his gravelly voice, leading us directly to the bodies which they'd already covered with a tarp. “Two females were attacked and killed.” He lifted up the tarp for us to look at them.
My throat went dry and I clenched my jaw. But I forced myself to bend over and inspect them. Jonah and the others were flagged around me, bending over as well, their faces ashen.
“It appears they were strangled.” Benson murmured.
He was right. Their necks were already beginning to bruise purple. But that wasn't all. I bent closer and turned the head of one of the girls to the side. There was a bite mark in the curve of her neck between her shoulder and back. It was deep. A chill swept over me and I turned the head of the other to reveal a similar bite pattern.
I didn't recognise the girls but they were definitely members of our pack.
Shutting my eyes tight and clenching and unclenching my fists, I blew out a breath.
What the hell was this? What is going on?
“Justin.” Jonah called from above me.
I opened my eyes to stare up at him in response.
“This might be the work of a serial killer.” He pointed at the girls’ hair. “They're both blondes. Almost exactly the same shade. They're built the same way, same height…”
He was right. I noticed it just then as he pointed it out.
I nodded and rose to my feet.
“Locate their families and break the news as best you can to them. And take the bodies in for further investigation.” I ordered Jonah and the others. “I'll report it to my father.”
I found my way home and with a single rap on the door I invited myself into my father's study. My eyes narrowed as it settled on Astrid's father who was there with him.
“We received the message.” My father explained. “Tell me.” He gestured for me to come in.
After I explained to him, and informed him that the bodies had been taken in for testing to see if we could glean any more information off their bodies, he nodded and said we should meet later in the evening to discuss whatever information was gotten and the way forward.
I bowed and made to leave.
“Justin?” Astrid's father stopped me.
I felt anger hum in my blood but I stopped and turned to look at him.
“Do you know if Astrid is okay? With the –”
“I don't know. I don't care. I didn't marry her to become her guard dog. I didn't even want to marry her.” I scoffed, “And if she met her end like those girls, even you should agree that it would be fitting.”
He went pale at that.
“Justin –” my father tried to reprimand me but I was out of the room immediately. It was harsh to the point of cruelty but it was well deserved. I didn't care if she was his daughter and he possessed some sort of fatherly love for her, she was a murderer and her disregard for life should be meted out on her life as well.
I hadn't walked two steps when I felt my phone ring.
“Justin.” I responded tersely without looking at the caller ID.
“I can't believe you would do this Justin. Getting married to that bitch after what she did? You're an even worse betrayer!”
My blood ran cold.
It was Asta. Audrey's sister.
Of course only the one true bitch would have let this information get to her: Astrid.
I was so going to make her pay.
Hi guys. Who do you think told Asta about Justin being married?
JUSTIN“Asta…” I groaned, guilt washing over me.“I'd hoped it was a lie, hoped they hadn't gotten to you too –”“Asta, Asta please, it's not –”“It's not what I think? So I'm dreaming and you aren't really married to her?”“Asta I had to.” I began walking toward my room, sure I didn't want to have this conversation here, the walls had ears and eyes. “You have to believe me when I say I did this for Audrey, I –”“You married her murderer for her ?” Asta screeched. “Justin, have you lost your mind?”“Yes. Yes Asta I have lost my mind. I miss my mate so much it has driven me over the edge.” I settled onto my bed in slow motion.My words seemed to have shut her up and I decided to forge on. Asta would understand. She was one of the few people who actually understood my pain. She'd lost her sister too.“It's keep your friends close but your enemies closer, Asta.” I lowered my voice to a whisper. “The closer she is to me, the harder I know I can hurt her. And I want to hurt her Asta.” I sa
ASTRIDI shivered and trembled as I lay on the cold hardwood floor. Tears flowed freely from my eyes and I couldn't help but whimper in pain. Physical and emotional pain. I curled in on myself and wept and wept. I forgot to be scared of someone finding me lying in the hallway like that. When I'd cried enough for the fear to seep back into my bones, my heart collapsed at the cruel realisation that if anyone found me lying there in the pitiable state I was in, they would feel anything but pity. They might even try to inflict more pain on me.I’d started to pride myself on being strong of heart and logical about feelings since I returned from prison. Justin thought I killed his mate and sister, he believed I was evil, any action he carried out against me should be justified and I shouldn't take it to heart because he was acting on ignorance. I'd been acting on this principle all this time and I'd been impressed with myself for being able to bear all his harsh treatments so far with this
ASTRIDI should have trusted my gut. Coming to the basement was clearly a bad idea but I had nowhere else to go. If I hadn't been here, I wouldn't have been found. Being known as a killer was already hard as it is, I didn't want to be tagged a thief either. “I–.” I barely had time to explain why I was here to the Luna when she reached out and gave me a slap that sent me sprawling to the floor. My face stung and tears gathered in my eyes at the pain I felt from falling to the floor, crashing back on the boxes I had picked up a while ago.Before I could recover, I was dragged across the floor by my hair, for the second time today, and dumped at a corner of the room while she towered over me. For a woman her age, I couldn't fathom just how strong she was but she was Luna for a reason. Ordinarily, she shouldn't be able to move me but here she was, pulling me like I weighed nothing. Goddess.She crouched in front of me and I cowered, turning away, unable to look at her in the eyes, her bl
JUSTIN“If I have to search this place one more time, I am going to lose my mind.....” Alden groaned, exhaustion marred his face. He leaned gainst Ryder dramatically. The past three hours had been gruesome. Without rest we searched the woods for clues, anything at all that could tell us something about the victims, or the killer itself. But nothing.The sun was blaring as if it had a grudge on us. I stared at my friends, noticing the stress and I realized I may have pushed us past our limits today. It wasn't like we came here prepared for the search. But then again, this was Alden, the master complainer out of the three of us. He was a smart tracker but was the laziest guy I had ever met in my life."He's right man. I'm burnt. If we didn't find anything an hour ago, we wouldn't no matter how long we stay in these woods, especially being this tired." Jonah added as if reading my mind.A mix of disappointment and anger washed over me knowing we had to suspend our search for now and I d
JUSTINFuck, not again…“Report everything to me as soon as you're able to. I want every single detail until I get there. Do not let anyone near the body. I'll be on my way now.”I disconnected the mind link and started to leave. Asta reached for my arm dragging me back and I remembered I had actually been in a conversation with her earlier. “Wait, you're just going to leave me here?” She asked me and I paused for a moment. I debated whether or not to tell her the truth but I didn't know if it was something she would want to know or was she supposed to. “Something came up. I need to go.” That was all I could tell her without revealing too much information.“Can I come with you?” She asked and I shook my head immediately, my brows raising. There was no way I was going to drag her with me to a crime scene. Not when she wasn't involved in any way. “I'm sorry, but you can't. I have to go now.” I made to leave but she stopped me, again. And I swear I heard my wolf groan in annoyance. Ye
ASTRID I thought I knew what hatred was but this had to be next level. There was nothing else I could have done except comply with the instructions given by the Luna. The chores kept piling up like I hadn't done most of it the night before and I couldn't help but wonder if she got people to undo the ones I had done, overnight. I kept glancing at a nearby clock and each ticking hand made me later for class. There was no way I would have finished on time and I knew now that passing this year was going to be hard, not to mention taint my perfect grades. As soon as I finished up with the dishes, which were the last chore stated for me to do, I tried to hurry to get my books and contemplated whether or not to have a bath before leaving. A sniff at my clothes told me I needed to. Even though I had my bath the night before, the sweat from working all morning and the conditions I had worked in had caused a new buildup.I wasn't looking at where I was headed to and a wet spot on the floor h
ASTRIDPain hurts. It is excruciating and it burns but the pain is good. It had only been a few minutes since Justin's mother let me go after burning the flesh on my back. While the pain remained but my tears had started lessening, the memory of that first sizzle of my skin remained fresh. I sat on the floor, my back opened, and I could feel blood running down my back from the part that got burnt. Every little breeze made it sting and I sat there, wincing every second. After she had left, the maids trooped in, wanting to get a closer look at me. There was no doubt that they had all heard me screaming from where they were, wondering what I must have done this time to earn such a treatment. It was one mistake.No one made any moves to come to me. They all instead stood from afar, occasionally peeking to get a good look of what must seem like a burnt platter of meat to them. They gossipped amongst themselves, paying me no heed. “Poor thing. She must have really angere Luna…” One sai
ASTRIDI stood there, frozen. There was no getting out of it this time. This only meant trouble, one I couldn't be too sure I would be able to get out of.My heart kept pounding in my chest as I watched her watch me. She kept her eyes on me, raking me all over and it took all of my willpower not to shift my weight from one foot to another but I knew just how guilty that would make me look. After a prolonged silence, she finally spoke. “Did the doctor give you anything for your injury and the pain?” I sighed in relief. I hadn't been caught after all and the sinister smile had been something akin to… concern?I nodded hastily, knowing my silence could be misinterpreted for something else. She nodded and went her way. A small smile grew on my face. She hadn't questioned why I was in the house and no one knew what I had gone to do. I couldn't care less about the pain in my back at the very moment, all that mattered was the book currently hidden in the folds of my clothes. I could only