I shook my head in reply to him , “I am not asking for a break up , I just wanted us to think again , is this what we really wanted or not.. and until then let’s not contact eachother again. I am giving you time to think again. I can not lie what you said today has really hurt me. And I tried my best to not bring this up again , but you also once went on a blind date, and you asked me to forgive you for the thing that you know you did it intentionally. And I did forgive you. But , when the incident happen on me, unintentionally, you burst out like that. I can not lie, it scares me. It made me doubt again.” I mumbled slowly.He laughed in replied to me, “Bullshit! You are just putting words in to my mouth now. For something I knew you were wrong in. You also know that you are at fault but you are ignorant as fuck. Is this separate time that you want , then that is what you are going to get. “ he said as he stomped out of my flat. I looked at his back as he walked further away from m
“are you breaking up with me?” I asked her.She shook her head in reply to me , “I am not asking for a break up , I just wanted us to think again , is this what we really wanted or not.. and until then let’s not contact eachother again. I am giving you time to think again. I can not lie what you said today has really hurt me. And I tried my best to not bring this up again , but you also once went on a blind date, and you asked me to forgive you for the thing that you know you did it intentionally. And I did forgive you. But , when the incident happen on me, unintentionally, you burst out like that. I can not lie, it scares me. It made me doubt again.” She mumbled slowly.I laughed in replied to her, I can tell that now dissapointment is written clearly in my face, “Bullshit! You are just putting words in to my mouth now. For something I knew you were wrong in. You also know that you are at fault but you are ignorant as fuck. Is this separate time that you want , then that is what
He looked at me, “are you sure? That was too brave of Madaylnne to actually brought him to her place, if there is actually anything going on between the two of them , I believe it should be on Myles’ place. Safer the place , easier too for them to hide it from you.” He popped in an idea.I looked at him unbelievably , “why did it sound like you just popped an even better idea for Madalynne instead of stood in my side and agreed with me?” I asked him.He shrugged his shoulder then shook his head , “As long as I have known her, I just never thought that she would do anything close to that, specially to you. I always know that you are the one who fucked up, and she would always be the one who is going to forgive and forget.” He said.I shrugged my shoulder too, before I took out the engagement ring she gave back to me and gave Kyle a look of it.He widened his eyes , “Did you guys break up this time? Is it this serious?” he asked.I shrugged my shoulder, “I do not think that she broke up
Right after he finished talking , I asked him , “Are you done already?” I asked him.He shook his head no , “No , I still wanted to be friend with you , you never answer that for me.” He said.I nodded my head , “yeah sure , of course we could still be friend. But it might be hard at the start. I mean we just broke off an engagement.” I started.He hissed , “not this again Madalynne. Do not turn it back to me again. I respect you a lot, and that is why I suggest us to just broke it off this way. A better way. And do not make it like I was the one who broke it off. You did by the time you gave me back the ring. Ignored me evenm when I am not even wrong. It should have been you that contacted me first and asked for a meet up to talk about us , since it is not like I was the one in the wrong side,” he said. And he nodded my head , he stood up and walked right beside me , he kneeled down beside me, tapped my shoulder a bit, “You will always hold a special place, in my heart, Madalynne.”
And I do not wait for her replies again as I only saw her nodded her head , then I stood up and walked right beside her and kneeled down, I tapped her shoulder a bit, “You will always hold a special place, in my heart, Madalynne.” I said as I also kissed her forehead and did not pull away for a few seconds because I know this might be the last time I saw her and she might never want to talk to me ever again . “I am going first.” I said as I walked away from her , from our relationship and from all of our dreams together ...**Right after I drive away, I can feel the tears that I had been holding since I saw her finally fell down. I am really breaking up with her. Will I regret this? Nonetheless, she deserves to be with some one who is better than me, who will not give up on her easily like what I did.I shook my head , “it is for myself too.” I mumbled,As I feel my phone ding, and I looked that my booking was success. I nodded my head as I wiped away the tears and focusing on d
“Hey are you ok? Come get in to my car , I will drive you home , OK?” I asked her.“I-I I do not want to go home.” She answered me and I can clearly hear her trembled her voice was.I touched her chin and made her look at me , I looked at her with so much concern in my eyes and I looked straight to her eyes, just for her to know that I will be by her side. “Then, let’s just go to my place ok? At least you need to find somewhere that is warmer. Ok?” I asked her.I waited for her answer , and she looks like she is contemplating my suggestion at first before she finally nodded her head and agreeing with me. Once I am sure that she agreed , I hold her hand and led her to my car, carefully. Opened up the door to the passenger seat for her , before I ran to the driver’s seat and drive away.As I drive away I could see that she had turned her head and looked out side of the window. It actually bothers me a lot seeing her like this, becuase the Madalynne I know was always cheerful and not
“Joseph and I broke up.” She blurt out of nowhere. And I am pretty sure that my face expression actually showed it all.She saw how I reacted and she smiled, “Must be something you are surprised about?” she asked.I shook my head, “Yeah. I just did not expect you both to break up.” I said trying to voice it out with so much shock in me. Just so she would not suspect anything.She smiled again, “it was a long story , and I do not comfortable to talk about it still.” She started, and she sighed , “One of the reason why I did not want to go home is because , my bestfriend is there , she is visiting me , and I do not want to bother her yet with my problem. And I am just not ready to talk about it still. It- it still hurts so much. We were engaged, I was his fiancee and now we are just ... we are just about to turn as a stranger again.. and it hurts. Because I know how much I love him and how much it still hurts me , but most importantly is that I know... it might be so hard to forget ab
Once I walked out from Joseph’s room , I took out my phone and try to dial Madalynne’s number. I wait until a few rings , before I heard the line is connected , “hello? What’s wrong Emily?” the other side said, I knitted my brow, it does not sound like Madalynne , Did I call the wrong number? I thought to myself. Then I looked at my phone’s screen and saw it was indeed Madalynne’s phone number.“hello, who is this?” I asked, “Isn’t this is Madalynne’s phone?” I asked.“it’s Myles, Madalynne was actually still in the shower,” the other line said.Why did Myles answered Madalynne’s phone? And it is still freaking early in the morning. Obviously they are not at the office also.. I quickly cut off the call as I head to my car and drive away. But one thing that is still bothering me is why did Myles answered Madalynne’s phone? Did what Joseph suspect them to be is real? I shook my head as I really do not think Madalynne was that kind of person.I sighed. I know I can not tell Joseph abou