“Joseph and I broke up.” She blurt out of nowhere. And I am pretty sure that my face expression actually showed it all.She saw how I reacted and she smiled, “Must be something you are surprised about?” she asked.I shook my head, “Yeah. I just did not expect you both to break up.” I said trying to voice it out with so much shock in me. Just so she would not suspect anything.She smiled again, “it was a long story , and I do not comfortable to talk about it still.” She started, and she sighed , “One of the reason why I did not want to go home is because , my bestfriend is there , she is visiting me , and I do not want to bother her yet with my problem. And I am just not ready to talk about it still. It- it still hurts so much. We were engaged, I was his fiancee and now we are just ... we are just about to turn as a stranger again.. and it hurts. Because I know how much I love him and how much it still hurts me , but most importantly is that I know... it might be so hard to forget ab
Once I walked out from Joseph’s room , I took out my phone and try to dial Madalynne’s number. I wait until a few rings , before I heard the line is connected , “hello? What’s wrong Emily?” the other side said, I knitted my brow, it does not sound like Madalynne , Did I call the wrong number? I thought to myself. Then I looked at my phone’s screen and saw it was indeed Madalynne’s phone number.“hello, who is this?” I asked, “Isn’t this is Madalynne’s phone?” I asked.“it’s Myles, Madalynne was actually still in the shower,” the other line said.Why did Myles answered Madalynne’s phone? And it is still freaking early in the morning. Obviously they are not at the office also.. I quickly cut off the call as I head to my car and drive away. But one thing that is still bothering me is why did Myles answered Madalynne’s phone? Did what Joseph suspect them to be is real? I shook my head as I really do not think Madalynne was that kind of person.I sighed. I know I can not tell Joseph abou
“did you tell who you are?” I asked , he nodded his head and I can tell how my expression changed from there.I quickly took my phone and dialed Emily’s number.I wait a few seconds until the line is connected. Once she answered me, I quickly chipped in.“hello, Emily. Did you call me this morning?” I asked her trying my best to be calm.I can hear her sighed before she answered , “yeah , I mis - dialed your number. Sorry for interupting you in such a busy morning , or maybe cozy morning.” And I can clearly hear how sarcastic her tone was. I closed my eyes by hearing that. The regret is creeping up me.“No.. no.. It is not what you think it was.” I wanted to explain to her but she quickly cut me off.“No , it is Ok, Madalynne, You do not need to explain it to me , I understand that you and Joseph actually broke off the engagement , it is ok. You do not need to explain. By the way , I am going to cut off the call now , cause I am actually driving now. It is going to green light soo
I closed my eyes. I am not ready to find out about it yet. So I just cut off the call straight away.A few seconds later a message popped up.I am sure you will be so furious when you find out about it.Kyle texted me. Reading his text made me knitted my brows. Is Myles is her new boyfriend? I shook my head. No way . Yeah there is no way that she is replacing me so fast. It is only 3 month. I nodded my head , “ yeah just three months.” I thought and tried to calm myself.But you are the one who dumped her.. of course she is going to replace you so fast too. That sentences flew in my mine. And i shook my head as I took my car key and head out from the office..**When I got in to my car , my phone rang again, I took it out from my pocket and saw another message from Kyle. I closed my eyes, damn this guy can be a bit too much too handle too at some point. I thought to myself.Bro , I know you ended the relationship. But I also know that she does still hold a special place in your heart
I shrugged my shoulder as I walked to the sofa and sat down. “I have my own matter why I am here and I am still working on my company too here. Opening new branches , I have lots to handle nowadays. And I am just not wanting to think about winning a woman back or stuff.” I said. “if she is happy with him then I am too. after all we just did not belong to each other. And I have accept the fact. So now as what she does, I also need to continue my life. And my life is this , my company, business and work.” I finished my sentences.She shook her head as she sat down next to me. “You are so unbelievable. I can not trust what you had just blurt out just now. I know deep inside your heart , you still have that hope of being together.” She said.I shook my head , I really did not need people to tell me that I made a wrong decision. Because I know that I did not make any wrong decision. The moment where she gave me back the engagement ring already showed me how serious she was with the relat
“hey , are you ok? Well I maybe suspect it a bit at the start , but deep down , I also feel like I know who you are and I just do not believe about the rumour.” She said.I nodded my head , “it just have been a bit tough for me lately.. Emily.. May I know how Joseph is? How did he take the break up? Did he also try to look or just want to know about how am I?” i asked her.I can hear she sighed, the teared that has been welled up in eyes are slowly but surely fell down to my cheeks , “Maddy.. I think you did not know about this yet.. actually Joseph is not at the London anymore. He left right the day after you both broke up. He took the morning flight abroad. To where , I still can not tell you where he is. Cause he asked me to just not tell you at all. But after knowing how miserable the break up are on your side too, I think I should let you know.. he left soon after. I do not know how he take in, but I am sure he is still in his mourning state.” She said.Hearing what she had just
MadalynneIt was already noon when I stopped being a cry baby, and decided to clean up. I still can not believe that Joseph actually went away that fast. Not even a day after our break up and he is already so far away from me? Does that mean that he hates me that much? That he can not wait to be away from me? Did I trouble him that much? That made him got tthe thought to stay away from me? Not to even mention that he does not even want me to know where he is going? Does he really wanted to cut me off clearly from his life? I can not help but think what if he found someone who is much better than me there? What if he met his soulmate? Someone who would understand him better than I did? Will I be able to live without him? It has only been 3 months since the break up and I just do not think I could do it anymore. The break down that I had earlier was surely only a start. ***As I walked into the office and I felt someone tapped on my shoulder, I turned around to look and saw Myles. “Oh
“you know I want to be a person who you feel comfortable enough to open up to.” I said. “Madalynne.. I am really serious about what I feel.” I continued.She shook her head, “I am not ready for another relationship yet, Myles.” she answered me.I smiled hearing her answer , “That is totally ok, I can wait for you, Madalynne. If I can love you in silence, and saw you being with anothe man, waiting you will not be that hard for me. I will be waiting for you, take your time, but please, do not avoid seeing me. I want to be there for you. Anytime. Anytime you feel like you need someone to hear you out or maybe just a shoulder for you to count on, I am only one call away , Madalynne. You can believe me on that.” I said and finished it with a smile.I looked at him and smile, as I can feel myself started to tear up, but I tried to blink my eyes a few times to prevent the tears to fall from my eyes. “Thank you, Myles.” I said softly. “it means a lot to me.” I said.He smiled and tapped on