unknown feelings

I felt heavy as if a huge weight had been placed on me and I know something about that from my years of abuse experience. Once my bulliers had placed a huge truck wheel on my back and it was so painful that until today I still remember this bad moment.

So when I say that I feel like my body is under very heavy pressure, I know what I'm talking about.

I had a funny dream when we were still at El Pazo camp with Nancy and all the others, I think it was the happiest moment of my life because I had people around me. people who truly loved me. I would certainly have liked to leave with them but well, we had stayed and I also tell myself that it is a twist of fate otherwise I might never have accomplished everything I have done so far.

I also dreamed of Sebastian, Jeanne's ex-boyfriend. Ah, I don't know what love is, to be honest, but what is certain, this boy cared a lot for Jeanne even if she said mean words to him, he always smiled at her. Could this be love? Still, he had kept his promise