AYRA’S POV:
“If you spend your time hoping someone will suffer the consequences for what they did to your heart then you’re allowing them to hurt you a second time in your mind.”
My sister used to say as she was a book nerd well philosophical nerd as she thought she was old enough to read the fiction ones. I never understood this quote because I could never stop myself doing exactly what she was negating by that quote.
I couldn’t understand her as I used to read fiction books but she liked to enhance her knowledge but now when I think about that I could get easily that her life was far better than a fictional world. She had everything. A happy life which included a healthy relationship with her parents and the most important element, for which people divert towards fiction world, was the person she was immensely in love with when she was in twenties. I couldn’t get to the depth of their relationship as fate didn’t give me the chance for doing that.
I lost her and my parents when I was nine, old enough to know what was happening in my surroundings but naïve enough to not take any step for my loved ones but now after ten years I am capable enough to avenge the death of my family. The tragedy which didn’t even. Leave me the chance to lighten my heart with the fiction world.
I was glad I was strong enough to be standing right in front of the Durani Villa. Where the journey of my revenge was about to start. I had to drag myself to these people who seemed like living their lives happily above the graves of my parents and my beloved sister with whom I used to fight a lot but also shared my grieves and joy with her. The people of Durani Villa didn’t leave me the chance to share anything but tears whenever I saw them buried deep down.
Shaking my head, I moved towards the main gate as there were guards as if people living inside were celebrities or what. Nobody had the audacity to stand against the Durani’s but here they had guards as if someone would think of coming inside their Villa and steal something. Can’t they use proper locks? But again, there aren’t any locks in this world which can’t be broken.
“Hey. I am Ayra Mirza.” I didn't like how my voice was so soft and weak as according to my uncle my voice was too fragile and a girl who is hungry for revenge shouldn't talk like this but I couldn't help as it was the genes. I introduced myself as I walked towards the guards as they looked down on me from top to bottom as if they were looking at a tiny ant for which they needed magnifying glass. I smiled sheepishly.
I wasn’t small they were extremely tall as for god’s sake I was 5’3. That’s one inch more than the average height and that meant I was tall enough to not be called as a shortie.
“The therapist?” The guard raised an eyebrow as I smiled while nodding my head. I was proud of my career as I studied hard for it.
“Yes. I thought I would have to tell…”
“You are late.” The guard said making me shut up that I did gracefully. In no second, he ordered he guard standing inside against the huge water fountain in the middle of the entrance to guide me inside.
He gestured me to follow him as I did bite my lower lip. He was extremely tall too.
“Why you guys are so tall?” I mumbled as I didn’t expect him to hear that but guess all of their senses were sharp enough to guide the Durani Villa.
“The reason why you are short.” He retorted back without looking at me as my mouth hung open. I WAS NOT SHORT.
But I got the answer as it was genes.
“Sabreena.”
“There she is.” The guard entered the kitchen from the back door as there were staff working in their uniforms as he gestured towards a girl few years older than me as she was Sabrina who looked at me from top to bottom.
“Salam Dr. Ayra. You are late.” She said with a smiling face as the guard glancing at me mistakenly departure from there.
“Yes. I am sorry for that. I directly came from the airport.” I tried to explain as my luggage was already picked up from the staff from the main entrance.
“Don’t give this excuse to our sir. He doesn’t like them.” Sabreena said as she seemed sweet and kind to me. She gestured me towards the stairs while she explained. “We needed therapist for Johara ma’am but she doesn’t like anyone. That’s why you are the twenty-seventh therapist coming here and I hope you don’t get kick out but you shouldn’t keep your hopes high…” She was explaining when I ascend the first step of the stairs only to get breath stuck in my throat when I craned my neck upwards only to meet with darkness. Sheer darkness that could absorb the light into it as it wasn’t even there before.
He was standing at the edge of the stairs looking directly into my emerald eyes with phone in his hand. It seemed like he was typing something but his fingers were in the air while his deep hawk like eyes were on me that made my feet crumble while my spine shudder. I forgot to take further step while I couldn’t even divert my eyes from him.
It was the eyes or it was his handsomely sculptured face with chiseled jaw and perfect features along with his toned body that didn’t let me glance anywhere else. Or may be it was fact that I hadn't seen such intensity in someone's eyes before.
“Sir doesn’t sleep with employees. He has a strict boundary between personal and professional relations.” Sabreena whispered near my ear as I snapped out of thoughts in a shocking gasp.
“What? Why would I sleep with him? I though you would give me a separate room.” I gasped as my eyes rounded making Sabreena to look at me with dumbfounded expressions. I was going to live here as a therapist in the Durani Villa as they should give me a separate room for that.
“No, I meant…” Sabreena was saying when she was cut in between.
“Nobody is interested in that and you are late Miss Mirza. Make sure to arrange for someone else before she departure from here.” I didn’t know when he came downstairs as I couldn’t even take a breath when his woodsy scent hit my nerves making me engulf into its aura but I soon came back to realization when in the end he addressed Sabreena at the end.
“What?" I exasperated with widened eyes.
You can’t fire me? I directly came here from the airport. It’s not my fault.” I blurted out as soon as he walked past us looking at his phone as he seemed ready to go out for his work. He halted in his steps as he raised an eyebrow without any expression on his face. His face was more attractive with his smooth even voice as it seemed like he knew how to lure someone into his trap just the way he speaks and then he narrowed his eyes at me as if he was a model shooting for the front page of Vogue.
“I-I m-mean y-you I-I d-didn’t…” Feeling his eyes burning my insides as if he knew every secret folded in my soul that made the connection between my tongue and brain to break. I gulped. He indeed was scary. My uncle should have warned me about him but it was too late now.
“You sure about her? She herself need a speech therapist.” He addressed Sabreena again as without waiting for any other second, he stormed out with an expressionless face which showed how much a stone-hearted person he was.
“He can’t fire me…”
“Nobody has fired you.”
“I mean there wasn’t any fault of mine. It’s the plane. The pilot should be fired but wait he has a family to feed but I also… What?” I asked as soon as I came back into senses when I looked at Sabreena who was trying to hide her smile making me feel more embarrassed than I already was.
“We haven’t fired anybody yet because we didn’t feel the need to do so.” Sabreena explained as she was smiling along.
“But you said there were twenty-six therapists before me.” I said as I was a little breathless because of all the shock I got in those two minutes.
“Yes. There were but they weren’t fired. They resigned before we could do anything like that.” She explained.
“Why? Is it because they were scared of him. Oh my God! Is he a womanizer? I heard these rich people have someone in their family who is a womanizer and they are always the handsome ones.” I said as I couldn’t stop my tongue which refused to work in front of him few minutes ago.
“No.” Sabreena said acting with patience. “You will find the reason soon.”
As I kept walking beside Sabreena I couldn’t stop myself to stop gawking at the beauty of the mansion. Every piece of architecture and even paintings were giving the touch of royalty and tradition along with the modern touch as there were glass walls which were enhancing the beauty of the corridors. They were extremely rich and they liked to show that too. “Assalamualikum ma’am.” Sabreena said after knocking at one of the doors as she was in front of me so I couldn’t see the inside of the rooms. “Walikum Asalam. Another one is here again?” A rough but warm voice came as Sabreena got a greeting back as she stepped aside so I could be visible to the woman in her fifties. She was lying on the bed with the duvet covering her feet. Her hairs were all white as they showed the wisdom just like the sparkle in her eyes. She was old but the sparkle in her light was dim not dead. I didn’t like how I felt warmth in her eyes as it should be the other way round. “Yes, she is here.” Sabreena said
AYRA’S POV:“Well, that must be the famous saying at that time.” I mumbled as she smiled too getting out of her thoughts. She must have missed her friend.I didn’t like the way I liked her in a motherly manner because I came here just so that this family could feel the way that they made me felt and what I felt was painful. To be honest I never wanted anyone to feel the same way but that’s the cruel part of revenge. You have to becomes unbothered by the genocide happening around you because you want them to realize what type of destruction they had brought in your life. Some forgive and some stand up and my uncle made me do the latter one. Before him I was just thriving for survival but now, I had a new goal in my life.Johara bibi was physically unfit and unable to walk since she had met an accident years ago and my uncle knew that and that is why he invested in me to become a therapist. I could get paid a lot if I had started working in a clinic but my uncle didn’t let me. According
AYRA’S POV:It was evening judging by the sound of birds flying back towards their homes while I was still cuddling the pillow beside me. I really missed my cushion with flowers as it was crocheted by my grandmother with big flowers at its edges and to make me happy, he made its eyes with white pearl buttons and embroidered a smile with a thread. I couldn’t sleep because of him but I couldn’t bring that here as that wasn’t good for my impression on these people. I had to act strong and independent which I was but this world can’t accept a stuff toy in the hands of a strong independent woman? We have to act like rude and we can’t show that we need anyone in our life. That’s the rule but it was difficult because we all need someone in our life.The maid didn’t come back for the tray or she did but left seeing the tray was still full. I just ate the grapes and few slices of apples as I wasn’t fond of doing a heavy breakfast and also the jet lag was hitting so what I did was after that to
AYRA’s POV:It’s been almost a week since I had stepped into the Durani Villa. The therapy session wasn’t going well as Mrs Johara used to do her best in order to skip every session she wanted. She really wasn’t interested in doing anything that could bring her back towards her previous health.“It’s evening and we should start your therapy.” I said as soon as I entered the room only to find her busy watching reels on her phone.“Mrs Joahara.” I said with an exasperated expression. I didn’t know what to do with her as she was least concerned about her health as if she didn’t want to stay healthy at all. But lying on the bed all day and roaming around the Villa on her wheel chair was the easiest task but that’s not why I was there as a therapist.“I am tired. I don’t want to do any therapy session.” She declared and my shoulders were slumped. I sat down in front of her on the couch as I was about to say something when she turned her phone off.“Now will you scold me for not doing anyth
AYRA’S POV:“…he is a little scary.” I admitted that to my uncle on phone as he used to call once in a while to know about my whereabouts or if I need some kind of help or not.“What do you mean by scary? He won’t know anything even he finds out you are from the same Baloch tribe which they killed because there are a lot of Mirzas. What is scary then?” He asked giving an explanation himself.“I mean…he is like a closed book and I don’t know what’s going on inside his mind. That’s scare me.” I said biting my lower lip as I was sitting on the can chair on my small balcony as the night was dark because of the moon getting blocked by the pure white clouds and so was the case with the stars.“You will find out soon. You have to. He is the mastermind of the house. Everyone had secrets. You just have to find out what he is hiding. He must have left a clue for us to drag him down and show the people how he killed your family and ruin many smiles of other families back then.” With that and few
AYRA’S POV:“That should be her concern not yours.”My breath hitched as I with difficulty passed down the bile down my throat as if it was most difficult task in his presence. Sabreena stood up in order to greet him and so did I as I was also a type of servant at that time for these people. I didn’t even dare to look up at him as I didn’t even mumble any greeting like Sabreena as one was enough for both of us and I wondered even if that would bother him as seeing him once in a week was evidence of how busy he was.“I didn’t know therapists lack manners too.” His deep masculine voice echoed in the dining room as I bit my lower lip as soon as I realized that stamen was for me.“Good morning Mr Durani.” I greeted in the most professional way while looking at his shoes where my reflection could be seen properly. They were dazzling under the lights of the dining area.“Walikum Asalam.” He greeted back making me bit the inside of my lower lip as salam was a warm greeting whereas good morni
AYRA’S POV:“You sure?” He took one step closer to me and that was it. I was caught as I couldn’t breathe properly after that.“I was just looking at the interior.” It’s just like you dark-themed. I couldn’t convey my actual thought to him as at that time I was finding it hard to look everywhere but his eyes. His cologne was so strong that it was paralyzing my thoughts but I still managed out to blurt out a lie. His lips curved slightly like a glimpse of a shooting star and then died down instantly as the moment he moved forward I clenched my eyes shut but I soon realized he walked past me to sit on his revolving chair.Letting out my breath which I didn’t know was stuck was for too long I turned around fidgeting my fingers to find him gesturing me to sit on one of the chairs in front of his table.Obediently I sat down as I mumbled. “The interior is good.”There wasn’t any need to say that as it was a useless statement but I wanted to support my lie. I had to find out where his impor
AYRA’S POV:We did it finally. For the whole hour I made her take the therapy but ignoring all the faces she was making the whole time. She acts like a child sometimes. She could do anything she wanted unless she denied for her therapy sessions. We were finally done as we did that in the lawn and both of her skin was red due to the sun shiny brightly above our heads but it was winter so it felt good ignoring all the sweat we were having at that time. My concern was more for Mrs Johara as it must be painful for her as her joints were fused and her bones were weak too.I added many vitamins and other supplements in her diet so that she could have even strength for her exercises.The whole time my head was roaming around his office as I didn’t see any specific locker in there but as a consequence of his hawk like eyes, I also couldn’t give that office a thorough a scan. According to me how wouldn’t just have everything in soft copy as he must have a hard copy of all his sins too and by s
ZAROON’S POV:She has been teasing me a lot lately. I hadn’t touched her for two months because I didn’t want to hurt the life growing inside her. Yes I Zaroon Durani was going to be blessed with a child and I never thought about it in my wildest dreams that Ayra Mirza the loved of my life would give me that biggest gift. Mom cried with tears as she was finally blessed with the wish she had been praying for. She wanted the silence in the Durani Mansion by the sound of the children. “You sure you don’t want me.” She said as she glanced at herself in the mirror making a pout. She was due in a week and right she had breasts filled with milk and stomach perfectly rounded. She was craving something whenever she did she didn’t know what and I ended up with my head in between her legs to find her soon asleep. “Tell me what do you want ice-cream, anything spicy.” I asked closing the laptop as her went teary.“I don’t know.” She whined and I had the urge to chuckle because she was look
AYRA’S POV: I took a thorough glance at every aspect of me seeing myself through his eyes and I thought he would like what he will see. A long red frock hugged my figures just like in a way that could make his eyes dark with my neckline showing a little cleavage and my backless with shackles making a sound. I applied the same colord lipstick with the transparent gloss so that my lips could look plum and fine but before walking out of the room I had to take the full dubbatta to cover my cleavage and let my wavy honey brown locks to cascade down hiding my backless dress. He was coming back after two weeks and those two weeks were unbearable for me. I thought I could live without him easily without his nagging. The moment I discharged and came back to the Durani Mansion in Islamabad the first two days went by meeting everyone and the third day he had to go because of his urgent work. He couldn’t take me because of my bed rest and Mrs. Johara assured him that I would be taken care of
AYRA’S POV: Betrayal feels like blood is oozing out of every pore in your body pricking like a needle at every inch and never leave you with a relief but a trauma. I was more concerned about as I cried when I asked him if Sabrina was part of his plan or not.“Of course not. She just got in my way. It’s easy to make girl feel like they are loved.” He tied my hands and looked least bothered and at that time I prayed that she should have known about this even though she didn’t stop him but the feeling of betrayal will kill her. “She loves you.” I cried and he sighed giving me a look with hatred and anger.“I got my love killed and they threw the dead body only for me to find out.” He sneered. I never thought Akeel bhai would be the one as never did he. That’s why he only allowed Akeel bhai to enter the mansion and no one else.“Betrayal hurts more.” I murmured and he heard.“Cut this bulls**t. You betrayed us too remember.” With that he went out of the door. Shabana was the on
ZAROON’S POV: It’s been two days, two f**king days and I hadn’t find her. I hadn’t seen her for two days and I was in despair that I wanted to put everything on fire and ruin the existence of everything in this world. But that shouldn’t be happening. I would just make them feel how pain hurts when it courses through every fiber of your body and seep into your bones to never come out and let them have a feeling of relief. “It’s Akeel obviously.” Farzan came in with a frown as he was with me all the time along with Muzamil and Daim since she had been disappeared. She got disappeared in my own area where I rule and where people fear me and still I couldn’t find her yet.I intake a sharp breath as I couldn’t feel pain at the feeling of this betrayal but still there was a part of me that wanted someone else to be behind him other than him. It will not hurt me to kill him if he had laid a tiny finger on her. “Where is she?” I asked as I glanced at his sleep deprived eyes. They all ca
AYRA’S POV: When it’s a new beginning you start feeling the warmth in your heart for knowing what you are going to do and how you are going to do that in a best way. But right now I was having the feeling of warmth everywhere along with my heart. I groggily opened my eyes to find myself in an embrace of a giant bear who happened to be my husband. His arms were tangled around my waist and his legs were intertwined with mine. I was glad I was wore his shirt after taking a shower at fajer time along with the trousers he gave me. It seemed like he wanted me to just stay in his embrace all the time even though when his arms aren’t wrapped around me. I prayed fajer and he just waited for me on the bed. We didn’t talk but smiled when I cam back and soon drifted to sleep as I wanted to close my eyes as soon as possible or otherwise my shy mind would have melted away by the possessive look in his eyes making me feel naked under his gaze.I turned towards him a little as he groaned slightly
AYRA’S POV: “Let’s behave normal according to my definition.” He said and threw me over the bed to hover over me with his fingers still playing with me. I moaned his name as he inserted his finger inside me with his pitch black eyes absorbing every feature of my face as if he wanted to savour that. “You know what my normal self is?” He asked raising an eyebrow with his smirk adoring his perfectly sculptured face and lust and love dripping from his eyes. I nod my head barely because all I could think of his touch down there.“Is to think you are all mine and I would imprint that on your mind today and…” He inserted another finger as I moaned while digging my nails in his shoulder marking crescents on his skin. “…you will know…” Her inserted the third finger and I shattered while arching my back. “…that you are f**king mine.” He groaned as his words reverberated through my body making a ball of heat to erupt in my chest and travel down at towards my core asking me for a release.
AYRA’S POV: He groaned into my mouth when I gasped. He wasn’t letting any part of my mouth to remain untouched with his tongue. He sucked again and my eyes rolled back as I moaned into his mouth. He started stroking, nibbling and sucking unless I was out of breath as I pushed him a little to let him feel not a bulge. I opened my eyes to find his close as if he was savoring the moment just like my tears that were flowing down as if they had been tired of waiting to shed and now they were just flowing at their own will. His arms were wrapped around my waist and neck as if he wanted me to absorb into him or otherwise I would just fly away. I moaned again in his mouth this time in protest as I was out of oxygen and white dots started appearing in my vision. When I thought I would faint he finally let me go to rest his forehead against mine. Both us were panting hard with our chests heaving up and down as I glanced at his lips. They were swollen and the culprit could be looked inside
AYRA’S POV: I glanced at the man cooing his goats as of it was his child. That was cute as some people used to take care of their pets like that but this man was famous a murderer. Seeing him like that didn’t settle well with me.I approached him as he uses to be one of the friends of my uncle and they both were alike i.e cruel. “Salam.” I greeted to gain his attention as I approached him by getting pass the puddles of shit as there were cows too. It was some kind of a small farmhouse. He glanced at me with his narrowed eyes as his eyes travelled from top to bottom in a disgusting way that if Zaroon was here he would have hung his body somewhere. I was glad he wasn’t as I wanted to do all of this alone. “What do you want?” He asked and I told him that I was his friend’s niece and how he was murdered.“…do you know his enemies?” I asked as deep down I prayed for him to not take name of Duranis as every sword was pointing towards Durani.“Mirzas has only one enemy and that is D
ZAROON’S POV: I was about to catch her. My fingers almost grazed the soft fabric of her dress while she was running away from me with face sparkling with soft grins and laugh as it seemed like she loved teasing me. She really did. I thought I would close the distance between us but then a loud banging sound made me open my eyes. The Bluetooth device was still in my ears. I glanced around to find me exactly where I slept last night, in the car parked in front of the Mirza Villa.If she thought I would leave her alone then she was wrong. I wouldn’t be able to sit for one second thinking she was alone in there. I didn’t know why it was like this. It might be the burden I feel for the sins my father did. I could sympathize with her but I couldn’t do that like I did for Abroo. I didn’t feel anything in her case as I had the urge to save her and overcome the burden but I didn’t think the case was same with Ayra. It could be because of the fact that she was my wife. My thoughts were roa