AYRA’S POV:No matter how strong I have become by the miseries of my life I still hadn’t matured my heart according to the circumstances or it was just the human nature. We could control our emotions as long as the matter is of expressions but what is going on inside our body especially the war between mind and heart that always let you to do excessive overthinking is where all humans are same. Being strong depends on how keenly you can hide what’s going on in your insides and that’s the game changer for most of the people. People who tell everyone about their next step are either too stupid or too confident and I was neither of them. I couldn’t be sure of anything until the proper results are out. That’s how indecisive I was and still I was here ready to take down the Duranis.“We have reached.” Akeel stopped the car in front of that fancy restaurant. I had already given him the location as I didn’t know the area myself.Akeel dropped us off and stomped away with his car. He would be
AYRA’S POV:Sometimes the world in so cruel. By world the meaning is people. People are the most dangerous because they had one thing which is more effective in the most hazardous and the most saccharine way at the same time. Yet there are some people who would rather not close their mouth and decide to hurt people just by the use of their words and then there are the people who are kind enough and know the rules of human ethics or I should say they know that others have a heart too and they have feelings bubbling inside. My uncle came in the people of the first category. He would say anything even though he didn’t have a ruthless personality. He always cared for me but his words were always harsh. I remember my father as he had smile always on his face whenever he used to communicate with us. I smiled as I remember he always used to smile whenever he came home and then his smiles brightened when he saw my mother. These were the vague images in my head as I was too young to make enoug
AYRA’S POV:“Will you marry my son?”These five words suddenly made the existence of even air to vanish and have the least value in front of me at that time. She asked me the thing that could never cross my mind not even in my most unconscious state full of delusions.“S-sorry?” I asked looking a little dumbfounded as I had covered her securely with the duvet but my eyes weren’t even widened by her words as I was this much shocked that my eyes went teary sparkling with the water in them. I thought this was some kind of joke or she was really upset that made her talk like this.“I was just thinking that why would a random girl marry my son just like that. Even if he found a girl in a café or restaurant, she would give expressions just like you or she will marry him looking at his wealth. I want my Zaroon to have a girl who would give him all her love. How can a random girl can love him even if she is kind hearted and the nice girl you can’t force her to love my son. It’s all fate. Crue
AYRA’S POV:The sight that shocked me and scared for an instant was him, standing at the side of the kitchen counter with his arms grabbing the aisle. His breaths were heavy as he was taking deep breaths to keep him sane.“Oh…I am so sorry”I wasn’t sorry because I intruded his privacy.I wasn’t sorry because I disturbed him at that hour.I wasn’t sorry because he was looking in a miserable state at that time.I was sorry because he was shirtless.Yes shirtless. That was the first thing that shocked me and made me almost jumped on my toes.“A-are you okay?” I asked as I kept myself on my spot when he looked above at me with his red blood shot eyes. There were red lines patterning his sclera. His hairs were a little disheveled giving evidence that he was in his sleep.Is he in pain?“G-get the f**k out of here?” He growled making my breath hitched as my heart almost came out of my throat when he growled like that. Is he on drugs?“S-sorry.” I wanted to turn on my heels and run away fro
AYRA’S POV:“You have to be close to him?” Abroo said to me and I looked at her with weird and scared expressions both at the same time.“I am close to Mrs. Johara.” I told her as we both were meeting again after the whole week. Today Mrs. Johara and Sabreena didn’t come with me as they were disappointed by their last time encounter with girls. We were meeting at the same place where we met before and that too at the same table. She ordered the same thing as before and I ordered a juice.“She is not the mastermind. She only knows what is happening in the mansion but you have to take revenge from Zaroon.” She added trying to make me understand that I couldn’t get gain anything if I ignore Zaroon.“She is his mother. She knows everything about him.” I tried to make a reason at which she glanced up at me by taking a sip from her mocha with a small gentle smile that enhanced her beauty even more.“Are you scared of Zaroon?” She asked not with a smirk but with a small gentle smile but stil
AYRA’S POV:I entered Mrs Johara’s room as it was finally time for her therapy and again, she was trying to dodge that in every way possible but I was getting used to that and that’s why I directly reached her room after Akeel bhai dropped me home after picking me up from the restaurant.“I hope you have taken your medicine Mrs Johara. I am not going to hear any excuses. You are very…” I was talking in my own era as soon as I entered the room but my words stopped coming out of my mouth when I saw him sitting on the couch in front of the bed where Mrs Johara was seated.“Oh…I didn’t mean to interrupt.” I said as I realized that the room had some air filled with seriousness. They were having a serious talk judging by the look on Mrs Johara’s face.“You didn’t. Continue the therapy.” I was about to escape his dark raven eyes fixated on me when he stopped me by standing up from his position. His closed the button of his vest and bowed his head in front of Mrs Johara to take greetings whic
AYRA’S POV: He didn’t even glance at me. He didn’t stay for another second after making the announcement and left leaving me alone to look at the shocked faces of Mrs Johara and Sabreena. I kept standing there as I didn’t know what to do. Opening my mouth and then closing it like a fish was all I did looking at both of them.“I knew it.” After a long awkward moment of silence Sabreena clapped her hand making me look at her but Mrs Johara’s eyes were all fixed on me. I looked at Sabreena with dumbfounded expressions as she added. “He looks at her differently. I knew there was something going on. I can’t believe you are going to be a family member.” She was gleaming with excitement.There were so many things with which I could do objectifications but my mind stuck with her very first statement.He looked at me differently?How?“Can you leave us alone?” For the first time in a while the room was filled with Mrs Johara’s voice as it was deadly serious. Sabreena’s smile died down as I co
AYRA’S POV:“…nikkah will be first. The rest of the functions will be after that.” I told him. I told him everything after gathering enough courage to do so. It was hard but once I started letting the words come out of my mouth, they started forming a shape and somehow got delivered to him. The thing that kept me on edge was his utter silence from the other side of the phone. He didn’t even yell or showed any kind of expression so that I could get the idea of how he was dealing with this news. Even I was in shock.“Why didn’t you say no?” He asked after a long pause of silence as my breath quickened.“I can if you want me to.” I said obediently. He knew better than me.“I am asking you. Why didn’t you say no?” He asked again. This time his voice had the edge that shook me a little. He was about to yell. I guessed.“Because…I thought that then…I would be close to him. I am not getting any close to him now although I am to Mrs. Johara.” I baffled as I didn’t say anything at that time be
ZAROON’S POV:She has been teasing me a lot lately. I hadn’t touched her for two months because I didn’t want to hurt the life growing inside her. Yes I Zaroon Durani was going to be blessed with a child and I never thought about it in my wildest dreams that Ayra Mirza the loved of my life would give me that biggest gift. Mom cried with tears as she was finally blessed with the wish she had been praying for. She wanted the silence in the Durani Mansion by the sound of the children. “You sure you don’t want me.” She said as she glanced at herself in the mirror making a pout. She was due in a week and right she had breasts filled with milk and stomach perfectly rounded. She was craving something whenever she did she didn’t know what and I ended up with my head in between her legs to find her soon asleep. “Tell me what do you want ice-cream, anything spicy.” I asked closing the laptop as her went teary.“I don’t know.” She whined and I had the urge to chuckle because she was look
AYRA’S POV: I took a thorough glance at every aspect of me seeing myself through his eyes and I thought he would like what he will see. A long red frock hugged my figures just like in a way that could make his eyes dark with my neckline showing a little cleavage and my backless with shackles making a sound. I applied the same colord lipstick with the transparent gloss so that my lips could look plum and fine but before walking out of the room I had to take the full dubbatta to cover my cleavage and let my wavy honey brown locks to cascade down hiding my backless dress. He was coming back after two weeks and those two weeks were unbearable for me. I thought I could live without him easily without his nagging. The moment I discharged and came back to the Durani Mansion in Islamabad the first two days went by meeting everyone and the third day he had to go because of his urgent work. He couldn’t take me because of my bed rest and Mrs. Johara assured him that I would be taken care of
AYRA’S POV: Betrayal feels like blood is oozing out of every pore in your body pricking like a needle at every inch and never leave you with a relief but a trauma. I was more concerned about as I cried when I asked him if Sabrina was part of his plan or not.“Of course not. She just got in my way. It’s easy to make girl feel like they are loved.” He tied my hands and looked least bothered and at that time I prayed that she should have known about this even though she didn’t stop him but the feeling of betrayal will kill her. “She loves you.” I cried and he sighed giving me a look with hatred and anger.“I got my love killed and they threw the dead body only for me to find out.” He sneered. I never thought Akeel bhai would be the one as never did he. That’s why he only allowed Akeel bhai to enter the mansion and no one else.“Betrayal hurts more.” I murmured and he heard.“Cut this bulls**t. You betrayed us too remember.” With that he went out of the door. Shabana was the on
ZAROON’S POV: It’s been two days, two f**king days and I hadn’t find her. I hadn’t seen her for two days and I was in despair that I wanted to put everything on fire and ruin the existence of everything in this world. But that shouldn’t be happening. I would just make them feel how pain hurts when it courses through every fiber of your body and seep into your bones to never come out and let them have a feeling of relief. “It’s Akeel obviously.” Farzan came in with a frown as he was with me all the time along with Muzamil and Daim since she had been disappeared. She got disappeared in my own area where I rule and where people fear me and still I couldn’t find her yet.I intake a sharp breath as I couldn’t feel pain at the feeling of this betrayal but still there was a part of me that wanted someone else to be behind him other than him. It will not hurt me to kill him if he had laid a tiny finger on her. “Where is she?” I asked as I glanced at his sleep deprived eyes. They all ca
AYRA’S POV: When it’s a new beginning you start feeling the warmth in your heart for knowing what you are going to do and how you are going to do that in a best way. But right now I was having the feeling of warmth everywhere along with my heart. I groggily opened my eyes to find myself in an embrace of a giant bear who happened to be my husband. His arms were tangled around my waist and his legs were intertwined with mine. I was glad I was wore his shirt after taking a shower at fajer time along with the trousers he gave me. It seemed like he wanted me to just stay in his embrace all the time even though when his arms aren’t wrapped around me. I prayed fajer and he just waited for me on the bed. We didn’t talk but smiled when I cam back and soon drifted to sleep as I wanted to close my eyes as soon as possible or otherwise my shy mind would have melted away by the possessive look in his eyes making me feel naked under his gaze.I turned towards him a little as he groaned slightly
AYRA’S POV: “Let’s behave normal according to my definition.” He said and threw me over the bed to hover over me with his fingers still playing with me. I moaned his name as he inserted his finger inside me with his pitch black eyes absorbing every feature of my face as if he wanted to savour that. “You know what my normal self is?” He asked raising an eyebrow with his smirk adoring his perfectly sculptured face and lust and love dripping from his eyes. I nod my head barely because all I could think of his touch down there.“Is to think you are all mine and I would imprint that on your mind today and…” He inserted another finger as I moaned while digging my nails in his shoulder marking crescents on his skin. “…you will know…” Her inserted the third finger and I shattered while arching my back. “…that you are f**king mine.” He groaned as his words reverberated through my body making a ball of heat to erupt in my chest and travel down at towards my core asking me for a release.
AYRA’S POV: He groaned into my mouth when I gasped. He wasn’t letting any part of my mouth to remain untouched with his tongue. He sucked again and my eyes rolled back as I moaned into his mouth. He started stroking, nibbling and sucking unless I was out of breath as I pushed him a little to let him feel not a bulge. I opened my eyes to find his close as if he was savoring the moment just like my tears that were flowing down as if they had been tired of waiting to shed and now they were just flowing at their own will. His arms were wrapped around my waist and neck as if he wanted me to absorb into him or otherwise I would just fly away. I moaned again in his mouth this time in protest as I was out of oxygen and white dots started appearing in my vision. When I thought I would faint he finally let me go to rest his forehead against mine. Both us were panting hard with our chests heaving up and down as I glanced at his lips. They were swollen and the culprit could be looked inside
AYRA’S POV: I glanced at the man cooing his goats as of it was his child. That was cute as some people used to take care of their pets like that but this man was famous a murderer. Seeing him like that didn’t settle well with me.I approached him as he uses to be one of the friends of my uncle and they both were alike i.e cruel. “Salam.” I greeted to gain his attention as I approached him by getting pass the puddles of shit as there were cows too. It was some kind of a small farmhouse. He glanced at me with his narrowed eyes as his eyes travelled from top to bottom in a disgusting way that if Zaroon was here he would have hung his body somewhere. I was glad he wasn’t as I wanted to do all of this alone. “What do you want?” He asked and I told him that I was his friend’s niece and how he was murdered.“…do you know his enemies?” I asked as deep down I prayed for him to not take name of Duranis as every sword was pointing towards Durani.“Mirzas has only one enemy and that is D
ZAROON’S POV: I was about to catch her. My fingers almost grazed the soft fabric of her dress while she was running away from me with face sparkling with soft grins and laugh as it seemed like she loved teasing me. She really did. I thought I would close the distance between us but then a loud banging sound made me open my eyes. The Bluetooth device was still in my ears. I glanced around to find me exactly where I slept last night, in the car parked in front of the Mirza Villa.If she thought I would leave her alone then she was wrong. I wouldn’t be able to sit for one second thinking she was alone in there. I didn’t know why it was like this. It might be the burden I feel for the sins my father did. I could sympathize with her but I couldn’t do that like I did for Abroo. I didn’t feel anything in her case as I had the urge to save her and overcome the burden but I didn’t think the case was same with Ayra. It could be because of the fact that she was my wife. My thoughts were roa