AYRA’S POV:
“Well, that must be the famous saying at that time.” I mumbled as she smiled too getting out of her thoughts. She must have missed her friend.
I didn’t like the way I liked her in a motherly manner because I came here just so that this family could feel the way that they made me felt and what I felt was painful. To be honest I never wanted anyone to feel the same way but that’s the cruel part of revenge. You have to becomes unbothered by the genocide happening around you because you want them to realize what type of destruction they had brought in your life. Some forgive and some stand up and my uncle made me do the latter one. Before him I was just thriving for survival but now, I had a new goal in my life.
Johara bibi was physically unfit and unable to walk since she had met an accident years ago and my uncle knew that and that is why he invested in me to become a therapist. I could get paid a lot if I had started working in a clinic but my uncle didn’t let me. According to him I should look forward to the money I would get after getting these Durani’s. They had few parts of my land but I wasn’t interested in them although those were mine.
“Let’s get over with.” Johara bibi said as I came out of my thoughts getting embarrassed instantly.
“Yes ma’am.” I said as I opened her file.
“Ma’am?” She gave me a side eye.
“Mrs. Johara?” I thought for a while before answering as I didn’t want her to get offend again.
“That’s better. I like my name.” She said shaking her head in approvement as I couldn’t help but smile a little. She was a little childish as she acted like a small kid showing tantrums but I guessed that it was because of her disability. She was the woman of power and wealth being disable wasn’t acceptable to her personality and that made her rude like that. But it could also be her nature depending on the way her son made his impression on me that morning.
Thinking about him a wheezing shudder ran down my spine as I wondered how a person could have such dark colord eyes that made him scary and attractive at the same time.
Shaking my head, I got back to work as I spent a whole hour with Mrs Johara and Wallah she was really tough to deal as she wanted every exercise according to her own way and that would never make her stand in a better condition.
Nonetheless. An hour passed and somehow, I made her do basic few steps as she didn’t want me to support her but also, she wanted to do the exercise.
“I think it’s enough for today.” I said as I made her sit on the chair on her balcony as we did all the tasks on the vast balcony of her room.
“Breakfast is ready.” Sabreena came as soon as we finished as she helped Mrs Johara to sit on the electric wheel chair with latest technology.
“You should get freshen up and eat Miss Mirza. I will send the maid to your room. I hope the jet lag won’t make you suffer after one hour exercise.” She chuckled at the end as she herself knew how hard it was to deal with Mrs Johara.
“Thank you, Miss Sabreena.” I answered as I was looking tired.
“You can call me just Sabreena so that I can call you Ayra.” She said and then the maid came to guide me towards my room. I didn’t like how all these people seemed very kind to me. They shouldn’t be kind as I fought with myself to stay cruel for people like them by fueling the anger inside me by my uncle’s words.
The mansion was indeed huge as I expected but I didn’t know I would have the need to keep the blueprints with me because I could get easily lost in here. Taking a deep breath, I kept following the maid clad in a professional uniform showing how everything was in order for these Durani’s.
“Thank you.” I said as she opened the room door for me to enter and I gasped as it was so beautiful. There was a window wall guarded by long curtains of white and purple color. The headrest of the comfortable bed was of the same color as were the curtains. The whole room was in contrast with white and different shades of purple and I liked that.
“Tell me if you need anything.” With that the maid left as I moved towards my luggage which was already present there. It was just one suitcase because I didn’t have much stuff to bring. I wouldn’t be staying here too long. I hope so!
I entered the restroom and as expected it was much bigger than my room back in Qatar. Taking a cold shower, I slid into my beige colord tank top and black bottoms with beige colord silk scarf in my hand which I would wear after drying out my hair.
I was rubbing my hair when my phone started ringing and I knew who it would be as there was only one person in my social circle and that too was my uncle.
“Assalmualikum.” I greeted obediently.
“Have you reached? Is everything going well?” He asked as he never got into greetings and stuff because according to him it just stalled the conversation.
“Yes.” I answered as I contemplated whether to tell him about the sleeping part or not.
“What are you doing now?” He asked as I glanced at the tray placed on the table filled with fruits, fresh juice, scrambled eggs and bread. Seemed too much for my stomach to eat those.
“Taking breakfast.” I informed within a small sentence.
“With everyone?” He asked as his voice was even not giving me the idea of how his mood was.
“No in my room. They didn’t offer me to eat with them.” I told ready for a backlash.
“Yor first step is to mingle among them. Keep that in your mind and then we would do our next step. It’s your revenge remember not mine. I am just helping you to stand for yourself. I am not like your parents who used to forgive people easily because with that what happened to them is in front of you. You shouldn’t let these people repeat this with someone else.” He tried to make me understand and gather confidence for everything I was going to do here.
“Yes uncle.” I said and he cut the call with few more instructions in which not to blurt out something stupid was on the top.
The next therapy of Mrs Johara was in the evening between Asr and Maghrib and I had to look at her medical reports thoroughly once again as I didn’t want any error in my work whether its small or big it should be perfect because I didn’t to get scold.
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AUTHOR’S POV:
The room was filled with smoke as he kept puffing cigarettes although he wasn’t a chain smoker. His eyes were fixed on the screen with a smirk playing on his lips. There was spark in his eyes that belonged to the person who was going to achieve something he thrived for so long but the way was wicked just like the smile invading his face.
There was knock on his door as he didn’t say anything and let the man come inside closing the door behind him. The room wasn't dark but his aura and the cold inside made him felt that way.
“Has she stepped in the Durani’s mansion?” He asked with his eyes fixed on the laptop’s screen as if he was eagerly waiting for her to cross the doorstep of Durani's mansion.
“Yes, sir and everything is going quiet the way you wanted. Her records are clear without any change in her name. They won't get who she actually is.” His man informed feeling proud of himself.
“What else?” He asked as he sensed his man wanted to add something more.
“She…the girl is naïve. Just like her parents. I know we have trained her for years but we can’t change the genes.” He blurted out what was he feeling and the man finally diverted his attention towards him.
“Adam had two sons. Same genes but one was pure evil Qabeel and the other one was quite the opposite, Habeel.” He didn’t need anything to say further as he tilt his head motioned her to go because he didn’t need to justify him for anything. It was enough for him to let him speak what was inside his mind because didn’t belong to people like these. They had one but they refused to use that long ago.
“What happened?” The other man asked as soon as he exited the room of his boss.
“The genes were same but the upbringing was also the same.” He mumbled as he wasn’t satisfied by his boss’s answer.
“And what does this mean?” He couldn’t get what he was saying.
“That means that we can’t just be confident on the training.”
AYRA’S POV:It was evening judging by the sound of birds flying back towards their homes while I was still cuddling the pillow beside me. I really missed my cushion with flowers as it was crocheted by my grandmother with big flowers at its edges and to make me happy, he made its eyes with white pearl buttons and embroidered a smile with a thread. I couldn’t sleep because of him but I couldn’t bring that here as that wasn’t good for my impression on these people. I had to act strong and independent which I was but this world can’t accept a stuff toy in the hands of a strong independent woman? We have to act like rude and we can’t show that we need anyone in our life. That’s the rule but it was difficult because we all need someone in our life.The maid didn’t come back for the tray or she did but left seeing the tray was still full. I just ate the grapes and few slices of apples as I wasn’t fond of doing a heavy breakfast and also the jet lag was hitting so what I did was after that to
AYRA’s POV:It’s been almost a week since I had stepped into the Durani Villa. The therapy session wasn’t going well as Mrs Johara used to do her best in order to skip every session she wanted. She really wasn’t interested in doing anything that could bring her back towards her previous health.“It’s evening and we should start your therapy.” I said as soon as I entered the room only to find her busy watching reels on her phone.“Mrs Joahara.” I said with an exasperated expression. I didn’t know what to do with her as she was least concerned about her health as if she didn’t want to stay healthy at all. But lying on the bed all day and roaming around the Villa on her wheel chair was the easiest task but that’s not why I was there as a therapist.“I am tired. I don’t want to do any therapy session.” She declared and my shoulders were slumped. I sat down in front of her on the couch as I was about to say something when she turned her phone off.“Now will you scold me for not doing anyth
AYRA’S POV:“…he is a little scary.” I admitted that to my uncle on phone as he used to call once in a while to know about my whereabouts or if I need some kind of help or not.“What do you mean by scary? He won’t know anything even he finds out you are from the same Baloch tribe which they killed because there are a lot of Mirzas. What is scary then?” He asked giving an explanation himself.“I mean…he is like a closed book and I don’t know what’s going on inside his mind. That’s scare me.” I said biting my lower lip as I was sitting on the can chair on my small balcony as the night was dark because of the moon getting blocked by the pure white clouds and so was the case with the stars.“You will find out soon. You have to. He is the mastermind of the house. Everyone had secrets. You just have to find out what he is hiding. He must have left a clue for us to drag him down and show the people how he killed your family and ruin many smiles of other families back then.” With that and few
AYRA’S POV:“That should be her concern not yours.”My breath hitched as I with difficulty passed down the bile down my throat as if it was most difficult task in his presence. Sabreena stood up in order to greet him and so did I as I was also a type of servant at that time for these people. I didn’t even dare to look up at him as I didn’t even mumble any greeting like Sabreena as one was enough for both of us and I wondered even if that would bother him as seeing him once in a week was evidence of how busy he was.“I didn’t know therapists lack manners too.” His deep masculine voice echoed in the dining room as I bit my lower lip as soon as I realized that stamen was for me.“Good morning Mr Durani.” I greeted in the most professional way while looking at his shoes where my reflection could be seen properly. They were dazzling under the lights of the dining area.“Walikum Asalam.” He greeted back making me bit the inside of my lower lip as salam was a warm greeting whereas good morni
AYRA’S POV:“You sure?” He took one step closer to me and that was it. I was caught as I couldn’t breathe properly after that.“I was just looking at the interior.” It’s just like you dark-themed. I couldn’t convey my actual thought to him as at that time I was finding it hard to look everywhere but his eyes. His cologne was so strong that it was paralyzing my thoughts but I still managed out to blurt out a lie. His lips curved slightly like a glimpse of a shooting star and then died down instantly as the moment he moved forward I clenched my eyes shut but I soon realized he walked past me to sit on his revolving chair.Letting out my breath which I didn’t know was stuck was for too long I turned around fidgeting my fingers to find him gesturing me to sit on one of the chairs in front of his table.Obediently I sat down as I mumbled. “The interior is good.”There wasn’t any need to say that as it was a useless statement but I wanted to support my lie. I had to find out where his impor
AYRA’S POV:We did it finally. For the whole hour I made her take the therapy but ignoring all the faces she was making the whole time. She acts like a child sometimes. She could do anything she wanted unless she denied for her therapy sessions. We were finally done as we did that in the lawn and both of her skin was red due to the sun shiny brightly above our heads but it was winter so it felt good ignoring all the sweat we were having at that time. My concern was more for Mrs Johara as it must be painful for her as her joints were fused and her bones were weak too.I added many vitamins and other supplements in her diet so that she could have even strength for her exercises.The whole time my head was roaming around his office as I didn’t see any specific locker in there but as a consequence of his hawk like eyes, I also couldn’t give that office a thorough a scan. According to me how wouldn’t just have everything in soft copy as he must have a hard copy of all his sins too and by s
AYRA’S POV:No matter how strong I have become by the miseries of my life I still hadn’t matured my heart according to the circumstances or it was just the human nature. We could control our emotions as long as the matter is of expressions but what is going on inside our body especially the war between mind and heart that always let you to do excessive overthinking is where all humans are same. Being strong depends on how keenly you can hide what’s going on in your insides and that’s the game changer for most of the people. People who tell everyone about their next step are either too stupid or too confident and I was neither of them. I couldn’t be sure of anything until the proper results are out. That’s how indecisive I was and still I was here ready to take down the Duranis.“We have reached.” Akeel stopped the car in front of that fancy restaurant. I had already given him the location as I didn’t know the area myself.Akeel dropped us off and stomped away with his car. He would be
AYRA’S POV:Sometimes the world in so cruel. By world the meaning is people. People are the most dangerous because they had one thing which is more effective in the most hazardous and the most saccharine way at the same time. Yet there are some people who would rather not close their mouth and decide to hurt people just by the use of their words and then there are the people who are kind enough and know the rules of human ethics or I should say they know that others have a heart too and they have feelings bubbling inside. My uncle came in the people of the first category. He would say anything even though he didn’t have a ruthless personality. He always cared for me but his words were always harsh. I remember my father as he had smile always on his face whenever he used to communicate with us. I smiled as I remember he always used to smile whenever he came home and then his smiles brightened when he saw my mother. These were the vague images in my head as I was too young to make enoug
ZAROON’S POV:She has been teasing me a lot lately. I hadn’t touched her for two months because I didn’t want to hurt the life growing inside her. Yes I Zaroon Durani was going to be blessed with a child and I never thought about it in my wildest dreams that Ayra Mirza the loved of my life would give me that biggest gift. Mom cried with tears as she was finally blessed with the wish she had been praying for. She wanted the silence in the Durani Mansion by the sound of the children. “You sure you don’t want me.” She said as she glanced at herself in the mirror making a pout. She was due in a week and right she had breasts filled with milk and stomach perfectly rounded. She was craving something whenever she did she didn’t know what and I ended up with my head in between her legs to find her soon asleep. “Tell me what do you want ice-cream, anything spicy.” I asked closing the laptop as her went teary.“I don’t know.” She whined and I had the urge to chuckle because she was look
AYRA’S POV: I took a thorough glance at every aspect of me seeing myself through his eyes and I thought he would like what he will see. A long red frock hugged my figures just like in a way that could make his eyes dark with my neckline showing a little cleavage and my backless with shackles making a sound. I applied the same colord lipstick with the transparent gloss so that my lips could look plum and fine but before walking out of the room I had to take the full dubbatta to cover my cleavage and let my wavy honey brown locks to cascade down hiding my backless dress. He was coming back after two weeks and those two weeks were unbearable for me. I thought I could live without him easily without his nagging. The moment I discharged and came back to the Durani Mansion in Islamabad the first two days went by meeting everyone and the third day he had to go because of his urgent work. He couldn’t take me because of my bed rest and Mrs. Johara assured him that I would be taken care of
AYRA’S POV: Betrayal feels like blood is oozing out of every pore in your body pricking like a needle at every inch and never leave you with a relief but a trauma. I was more concerned about as I cried when I asked him if Sabrina was part of his plan or not.“Of course not. She just got in my way. It’s easy to make girl feel like they are loved.” He tied my hands and looked least bothered and at that time I prayed that she should have known about this even though she didn’t stop him but the feeling of betrayal will kill her. “She loves you.” I cried and he sighed giving me a look with hatred and anger.“I got my love killed and they threw the dead body only for me to find out.” He sneered. I never thought Akeel bhai would be the one as never did he. That’s why he only allowed Akeel bhai to enter the mansion and no one else.“Betrayal hurts more.” I murmured and he heard.“Cut this bulls**t. You betrayed us too remember.” With that he went out of the door. Shabana was the on
ZAROON’S POV: It’s been two days, two f**king days and I hadn’t find her. I hadn’t seen her for two days and I was in despair that I wanted to put everything on fire and ruin the existence of everything in this world. But that shouldn’t be happening. I would just make them feel how pain hurts when it courses through every fiber of your body and seep into your bones to never come out and let them have a feeling of relief. “It’s Akeel obviously.” Farzan came in with a frown as he was with me all the time along with Muzamil and Daim since she had been disappeared. She got disappeared in my own area where I rule and where people fear me and still I couldn’t find her yet.I intake a sharp breath as I couldn’t feel pain at the feeling of this betrayal but still there was a part of me that wanted someone else to be behind him other than him. It will not hurt me to kill him if he had laid a tiny finger on her. “Where is she?” I asked as I glanced at his sleep deprived eyes. They all ca
AYRA’S POV: When it’s a new beginning you start feeling the warmth in your heart for knowing what you are going to do and how you are going to do that in a best way. But right now I was having the feeling of warmth everywhere along with my heart. I groggily opened my eyes to find myself in an embrace of a giant bear who happened to be my husband. His arms were tangled around my waist and his legs were intertwined with mine. I was glad I was wore his shirt after taking a shower at fajer time along with the trousers he gave me. It seemed like he wanted me to just stay in his embrace all the time even though when his arms aren’t wrapped around me. I prayed fajer and he just waited for me on the bed. We didn’t talk but smiled when I cam back and soon drifted to sleep as I wanted to close my eyes as soon as possible or otherwise my shy mind would have melted away by the possessive look in his eyes making me feel naked under his gaze.I turned towards him a little as he groaned slightly
AYRA’S POV: “Let’s behave normal according to my definition.” He said and threw me over the bed to hover over me with his fingers still playing with me. I moaned his name as he inserted his finger inside me with his pitch black eyes absorbing every feature of my face as if he wanted to savour that. “You know what my normal self is?” He asked raising an eyebrow with his smirk adoring his perfectly sculptured face and lust and love dripping from his eyes. I nod my head barely because all I could think of his touch down there.“Is to think you are all mine and I would imprint that on your mind today and…” He inserted another finger as I moaned while digging my nails in his shoulder marking crescents on his skin. “…you will know…” Her inserted the third finger and I shattered while arching my back. “…that you are f**king mine.” He groaned as his words reverberated through my body making a ball of heat to erupt in my chest and travel down at towards my core asking me for a release.
AYRA’S POV: He groaned into my mouth when I gasped. He wasn’t letting any part of my mouth to remain untouched with his tongue. He sucked again and my eyes rolled back as I moaned into his mouth. He started stroking, nibbling and sucking unless I was out of breath as I pushed him a little to let him feel not a bulge. I opened my eyes to find his close as if he was savoring the moment just like my tears that were flowing down as if they had been tired of waiting to shed and now they were just flowing at their own will. His arms were wrapped around my waist and neck as if he wanted me to absorb into him or otherwise I would just fly away. I moaned again in his mouth this time in protest as I was out of oxygen and white dots started appearing in my vision. When I thought I would faint he finally let me go to rest his forehead against mine. Both us were panting hard with our chests heaving up and down as I glanced at his lips. They were swollen and the culprit could be looked inside
AYRA’S POV: I glanced at the man cooing his goats as of it was his child. That was cute as some people used to take care of their pets like that but this man was famous a murderer. Seeing him like that didn’t settle well with me.I approached him as he uses to be one of the friends of my uncle and they both were alike i.e cruel. “Salam.” I greeted to gain his attention as I approached him by getting pass the puddles of shit as there were cows too. It was some kind of a small farmhouse. He glanced at me with his narrowed eyes as his eyes travelled from top to bottom in a disgusting way that if Zaroon was here he would have hung his body somewhere. I was glad he wasn’t as I wanted to do all of this alone. “What do you want?” He asked and I told him that I was his friend’s niece and how he was murdered.“…do you know his enemies?” I asked as deep down I prayed for him to not take name of Duranis as every sword was pointing towards Durani.“Mirzas has only one enemy and that is D
ZAROON’S POV: I was about to catch her. My fingers almost grazed the soft fabric of her dress while she was running away from me with face sparkling with soft grins and laugh as it seemed like she loved teasing me. She really did. I thought I would close the distance between us but then a loud banging sound made me open my eyes. The Bluetooth device was still in my ears. I glanced around to find me exactly where I slept last night, in the car parked in front of the Mirza Villa.If she thought I would leave her alone then she was wrong. I wouldn’t be able to sit for one second thinking she was alone in there. I didn’t know why it was like this. It might be the burden I feel for the sins my father did. I could sympathize with her but I couldn’t do that like I did for Abroo. I didn’t feel anything in her case as I had the urge to save her and overcome the burden but I didn’t think the case was same with Ayra. It could be because of the fact that she was my wife. My thoughts were roa