Suspended.
I can't believe I almost got suspended, though I've been saved by my clean record and Wesley's defense.
He literally defended me and yes, most of this was his fault, but him coming through for me, really surprised me. I couldn't help but sigh out of relief, the minute I stepped out of Mr Cain's office.
Unfortunately, Wesley had to remain behind. I was curious of what would happen to him but I wouldn't let him know I was.
The bell had rung and only a few people remained, who were still getting to class. Thank God I have two free lessons and then after school. I am still standing by my locker, exchanging books when Callie comes over to give me my back pack.
" Thanks, " I mutter, taking my bag from her.
" What happened to your hand?!" Her voice being loud, earns us a few curious eyes but I ignore them.
" It's nothing." I say, trying to ignore the stinging that's on the back of my hand.
" That's not nothing, it looks like you ------------"
" Callie, leave it be. " I warn, closing my locker shut and placing books in my bag.
" Okay fine, why were you suddenly on the rooftop with Wesley Adams? You two don't even know each other, yet you two got dragged into the principals office together."
What's with the third degree?
" We're simply schoolmates, who got in trouble. " I notice her glance over my shoulder and following her line of view, I almost roll my eyes when I see Amber and her girls leaned against a wall at a distance, surely pretending to be in conversation, when they are certainly looking at us.
Oh, so she's been sent to spy and investigate.
" So this is your new position in the squad, huh?" I fold my arms, arching my brow.
She opens and closes her mouth before sighing. " We were just being curious."
Noticing my face changing its expression, that I don't believe a word she's just said, her shoulders sag in defeat.
" Amber is just curious -----------"
" Curious, huh?"
" Okay fine, she's just worried that something might be going on between you and ----------"
" Who? Wesley? Look, if there were or not, it's none of anyone's business ----------"
" Chloe ---------"
" But since you all want to meddle into people's business, then no, there's nothing going on. Now you can go and tell your precious Amber to not worry her fragile heart." I say with a fake smile, walking past her.
Glancing over my shoulders, I see her make her way to Amber, I roll my eyes before turning back around, only to bump into someone.
" Oomph." I stagger back, almost losing my footing when the person's hands catch me by my shoulders, keeping me on my feet.
Looking up at the person, I frown when I see a tall, half Asian guy, standing in front of me.
" Sorry, " we both say at the same time.
I take a step back, just as he let's go of my shoulders.
" Uh, sorry about that." I say, trying to side step him but he blocks my way. " Wait."
I frown at him.
" I don't know if you know me but ----------"
" I know who you are, Fin Daniels, the basketball captain."
So Fin Daniels is now captain of the basketball team, he's replaced Wesley and from what I've heard, the team is doing okay but not as great as when Wesley was on the team.
Fin is trying his best to hold the team together, but from what I've heard, basketball isn't his first love, music is.
" Right, well um, I wanted to know something."
" Okay."
" I don't mean to pry."
" Spit it out Daniels."
" Woah, you're a feisty one," he mumbles.
" Thanks." I say, sarcasm dripping off of my tone.
"Look, I just want to know if he's okay -----------"
" By him, you mean?"
" Wes- Wesley. He hasn't been himself for a year now, which is understandable because he lost his sister, but I've never seen this side of him before, today he -----------"
" I think we all saw it."
"Yeah but you were there, you've been there with him, I've seen you two talking." I arch my brow at him.
" I wasn't prying or anything, it's just that - you know what? Forget I said anything." He walks past me.
" You were friends, weren't you?" He stops in his tracks, taking a second before turning around to face me.
" Yeah, best buds, since we were kids. " A small smile lifts on his face.
" You two don't speak anymore." I point out.
"No," he shakes his head, his eyes growing sad and I actually feel bad.
" He wasn't going to do it." I tell him.
" What?" He asks.
" He wasn't going to jump if that's what you're worried about, he was just........" I stop talking when I notice his eyes move behind me, the time I hear footsteps approaching.
I glance over my shoulder to see Wesley dig in his pocket, taking out his phone and earphones from his hoodie.
I turn around fully, facing him. He stops mid movement, his head tilting up and in my direction.
He takes a step towards me and I'm expecting to hear something from him about what happened, when all of a sudden, Wesley spins around and walks off, leaving me frowning and confused.
What just happened?
Hearing footsteps behind me, I glance over my shoulder and notice Fin walk away, and I'm reminded of him telling me that the two had been friends before.
Could Fin being present, have caused Wesley to storm off?
And what could have happened to them?
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I was all exhausted for the day as well as relieved, that today I got my phone back.
What would I have told my brother if I didn't have it with me yet again?
Mr Lankosky seemed to be in a better mood today and genuinely looked worried for Wesley, well most teachers were.
While some pretend to be worried about him, because Welsey's dad is in the board of the school, others genuinely were, because they'd known Wesley since he was a Kid. He basically grew up in front of their very own eyes.
And I hate to admit it, but I've been a little worried about him too since I saw him on that roof.
I thought he'd do it but he didn't.
One thing I took note of today, is the fact that Wesley would go to any length, just for people to think differently of him and stay out of his way. Though he went about it the wrong way, because he might not have noticed, but people were already staying out of his way, maybe they still threw curious gazes his way or gossiped, but his business was his and what people talked about now, was just assumption, not fully knowing the real story.
Maybe I should talk to him and try make him see that no one would now dare try poke in his business. He didn't need to do anything drastic, just to prove a point.
I can't believe I was about to do this, but yes, I would listen to him. I am going to be his venting partner, just so long as he isn't exactly aware of me doing it. Even if I didn't do it, he would have still persisted until I gave in, so basically I am saving myself the trouble of his begging.
Yeah, that's what I'm doing.
Heading inside the house, with the door closing behind me, I would have just continued on upstairs if it weren't for my brother's voice, coming from the kitchen. Walking over to the kitchen, two things surprise me, one, my brother is not alone but in the company of a red haired and Owen.
With Owen here, this could mean......
" I don't want to think too much or assume, but if he found us, then we have to move, again." Aiden sighs tiredly, his hand moving down his face.
He looks so exhausted and older right now.
" Look, we don't need to make any hasty decisions right now, when we aren't even sure about anything," Owen says.
"Owen's right, " I arch my brow at that.
Who is this girl and how does she know my family?
" We should calm down and think things through."
" Yes, I don't want you stressing your sister over nothing." Owen adds.
" Dammit, Chloe, if she gets to know ----------"
" He found us, didn't he?" I ask in monotone, standing on the doorway.
Everyone's heads snap in my direction. The red haired and Owen rise to their feet but I focus my eyes on Aiden, who takes a step towards me.
" Chloe, why are you late?" He tries scolding me, but I'm not in the mood for that.
I need to know the truth.
I need to know if Luis is back, that he found us and that we might have to move again.
Honestly, I don't think I want to move again.
" Tell me, did Luis - Do we have to move again?" I ask.
He sighs, that look of dread still remaining on his face.
" I think we might have to prepare for another move again."
My heart sinks at those words.
So Aiden thought he might have seen Luis. He started freaking out and just had to call Owen, whose always been our greatest help, in everything.Owen is my God-father and both mom's best friend and first love.Yep, the two were so in love that when a simple misunderstanding happened, the split caused them to make drastic decisions, leading to consequences.My mom soon married and had Aiden, who had a good childhood, until he lost his dad when he was just 5. Mom then found someone new, even though her love was still strong for Aiden's dad and her heart belonged to Owen, she still stuck by her decision of getting married again to Luis, therefore, producing me.At first, Luis seemed like a nice guy as I've been told the story, he was even good to all of us, raising me, but because mom gave him too much freedom, his whole attitude changed. He started yelling, being angry all the time until it all resulted to b
" I'm sorry, " he says.We've been sitting in long silence, none of us daring to speak since we already knew what happened. We just had a breakdown and now we are stuck in the middle of nowhere.What an afternoon.And I wanted to get away from him faster but now, I'm stuck with him, after he had my life hanging on the edge. A part of me was scared while the other heard him. He was living off guilt and was out of control, I still don't know what could be the cause.Maybe he feels guilty for his sister's death, I don't know.It is the first time seeing such a reaction, though I saw a peak of it when we were out eating pizza .He is dealing with something and the more I sit here, in the silence, thinking over what happened back there, I feel like there's more he's dealing with. Something else could have happened and that being reason for his outburst.My response to him is even a surprise to me, I pretty much put all my trust at th
Waiting, that's what I've been doing here in the hospital's waiting room.I'm waiting for Wesley to come back and tell me what's going on, that everything is okay with his mom. I hope everything is okay.After I told Welsey about the importance of Jack's call, he rushed to call someone, that someone being a man named Bob. I didn't know what the relationship was there, but they seemed to know each other pretty well. Bob then told Wesley that he'd call someone to come pick up his truck, and he didn't have anything to worry about, except his mom.The minute we had been dropped off , we burst through the doors and I let him go off to be with his mom, well, right after he borrowed me his warm hoodie. So I've been waiting for a little over 15 minutes, without a word from Wesley.In my wait, I even got the time to call my brother, who at first didn't give me a chance to speak, yelling over the phone until Owen snatched it away from him, and being the calm one, s
Pale skinned, long dark hair with a heart shaped face and a very breathtakingly pretty woman, Wesley's mother is.She looks so peaceful and you can't help but look at her.The resemblance is there between Wesley and she, and I'm pretty sure, he must miss her so much. I know how it feels to not have your mother present, there's a void in which she can only fill.We remain seated at the back corner, him on the chair that he pulled from beside the bed and I, in the small single couch .Right after introducing me to his mom, he'd taken a seat and just stayed in silence." It happened a few months after Christy passed, " he speaks up." Your sister?" He nods, throwing a glance my way." Mom wasn't the same, well we all weren't, we were all dealing with it differently. Talking wasn't an option, Jack distancing himself also played a part, he should have bloody be
I'm kissing Wesley.He's kissing me.Oh my gosh, we are kissing.My eyes widen in shock, that I push him back, this action surprising him that he staggers back." What the hell did you do that for?!"" I told you already, " he says, breathing hard." Well, you just stole my first kiss." I say, trying to regain normal breathing." That was your first........" He doesn't finish the sentence, but gapes at me." Don't act so surprised, some of us don't lock lips with the whole nation." I roll my eyes at him" And you think I have?" He quirks his brow, pointing at himself.I shrug my shoulders, walking past him to sit on the edge of the bed. He pulls a chair close to the bed, sits on it and just stares at me. Silence envelopes us."Can I just say something, " he says after a while.
I stir awake, stretching on my bed.My hand makes contact with the cold, an empty side. Opening my eyes, it's confirmed that there's no one else but me. He must have gone in the early morning, well, I don't have to worry about my brother finding him in here, because it would have been a very loud morning, with Aiden yelling and wanting to get his hands on Wesley.I wouldn't want my brother to get the wrong idea, Wesley and I are just friends, who happen to have kissed more than once. I totally blame it on exhaustion, for the other two kisses.I try not think of the last one, there was no rush, no force, but just us kissing. No words could really explain why we let it happen, it just did. Neither one of us seemed to have an after shock or regret, we simply kept silent and went to sleep.One may think I'd be embarrassed or would be blushing like any other teen, but I'm not. I guess I'm not normal then.
I'm not one to go out much, but today, I decided to do that with Callie. I felt bad last night, after she came to apologise about what happened at school. I might have been irritated at first, basically raising my voice at her, but I couldn't be angry for long.I can't deny that it was getting pretty annoying with the occasional questions about Wesley and me. I mean, couldn't they mind their own business?Unfortunately no.I believe things might get worse from here on out, not that I expect anything less, with Wesley still being the talk of the school even when he's not doing anything. Wesley and I have just started out on our friendship and I have to say, that it's a lot more weird then I thought.We've certainly gone beyond friendship when we kissed, and I can't really find a reason as to why we did, not that we talked about it. It's like it never happened the next day and I was happy we didn't talk abou
" You have got to be kidding me." I mumble, looking at the local pub in front of us.This is one of the most popular ones here in Rivermead, with occasional visits from bikers. It can get crowded sometimes and they aren't so easy to persuade on the under age.It would be a hard thing to do. You'd have to do something in order to get in, maybe know someone, just to be let in.How was Wesley able to get in, is my question.I just hope he doesn't land himself into trouble." Any idea on how we can get in?" I ask, glancing between Fin and the entrance, blocked by the bouncer.He looks scary enough over here, I can't imagine being in front of him." I know someone ----------"He tells me, busy texting furiously on the phone." Who?"He doesn't answer me but continues on texting, before I can question him again,
" So, how do we do this?" I ask, turning around to face Aiden.I'm doing all I can to not let the tears fall." You know that this is not exactly goodbye."" It's not the same Aiden, and you know it....."He sighs, turning away from me and taking a seat at the edge of my bed. I join him after some time and we sit in silence for a few minutes." You really are pushing me to kick you out faster."" Wow, someone's eager to get rid of me." I say sarcastically." Yeah, I am, because it'll be much easier to watch you walk away."" Now, you're the one pushing me to run away." I say, looking away from him.I can feel my tears pushing to come out.He sighs. " So, how long will we keep doing this?""Until you tell me that you don't want me to go."" I want you to go."
" I love you." I say to a sleeping Wesley." You finally said it."Or not." You messed up my moment, Adams." I complain, flicking his nose.His eyes flutter open and I smile at him. I feel his hand reach under the covers to touch my waist." No, You cheated, you knew that I wanted to be awake when you finally said it."" I love you." He blinks at me.I see him lean close and I meet him halfway, to connect our lips. A small moan slips out when he lightly squeezes on my waist.I sigh in contentment, when he breaks the kiss and starts peppering kisses on my face. " My bluebear." He says against my forehead.I place my hand on his chest, right where his heart beats. He leans back to look at me, and we find ourselves simply staring at each other." So, nervous about today?" I ask.Tod
" Thank you." I hear Owen say, as he walks the doctor out.I touch on my bandaged middle, sighing in relief that it's not as painful anymore. When the doctor had touched and pressed the wound, the tingling was replaced by a shot of pain.Thankfully, he told us that I just need to take a better look after myself and not push too hard. I should not push too hard to fully recover, I should allow everything to take natural cause.I think Owen must be more relieved, when the doctor had said we didn't need to go to the hospital. I'm pretty sure that he has no desire to ever visit the hospital again. Not that I did.One of the things that the doctor was impressed by, was how well I've been doing, in terms of my walking pace and that I'm functioning okay, that the gunshot, didn't do any permanent damage.I get up off the couch, pulling down my shirt and heading to the kitchen. I take out a can of
Something soft touches my forehead, surely waking me up. I feel someone get in under the covers and wrap an arm around me, pulling me close. Knowing that it's no one else but Wesley, my response to him is snuggling into his chest." I thought I was being careful to not wake you up." He whispers above my head.I sigh, opening my eyes and tilting my head back, so I look up at him." I was wondering why you haven't snuck into my room yet, after....." I trail off, leaving the rest to hang in the air." I was waiting for the right moment."" What made today the right time?"" I don't know, maybe because I missed you a whole lot, and I just needed to be near you tonight."I reach out my hand to touch his face, letting my thumb to gently rub his skin. We spend some time just staring at each other, letting ourselves to get lost into each other's eyes.
~ Flashback~' I think she's warming up to me being her father.' I hear Owen say.I know that they think I'm still asleep, but I've long woken up now.' You've been waiting for the day she calls you dad.' Aiden says.'Yeah, but I know that I need to be patient, and wait for her to get comfortable around me again.''Owen, she knows that she has no reason to be uncomfortable around you. She's just getting used to the idea of being your daughter, don't ever mistake this for her being uncomfortable. I know my sister, and she'll come around. " ' Maybe I should give her some space.' Owen says after a while.' Owen ------------ ''She needs to let this sink in, without me sticking around. She
I shift on the bed, trying to sit up and do something, because I don't like the effect, that the silence seems to have on us. After what I said, Aiden hasn't been able to respond.He knows that what I said, is the truth.As I move, he is there to help me until I sit up, now being in eye level with him." I'm a ----------"" It was self defense." He cuts me off." He might have done the worst kind of things to us, but, it doesn't change the fact that I killed him. I killed someone's son."" It was self defence, Chloe! - He was ready to kill you, he'd been trying to do this for a long time and at the last moment....." He cuts himself short, rising to his feet and turning his back on me.I watch him run his fingers through his hair, releasing a sigh. " At the last moment, you put an end to it all. "My eyes drop to my lap when he turns around to face me. " You're a survivor, Chloe, that's why you are still
The light is shining so bright, almost blinding my eyes. I blink a couple of times until I can adjust to it. When I become familiar to the room, I recognize my surroundings and conclude, that I am in the hospital.Moving one of my arms because they feel a little numb right now, I frown when something restrains me. I glance down to my hand and feel my heart stop for a moment, when I realize that I'm actually handcuffed to the bed.What in the world?Why am I handcuffed?The door opens and my eyes snap to the person who enters. Two suspicious looking men, in leather jackets enter, and I feel very unsafe, just by being alone with them." Miss James, good day." One of the men speaks, he's tall with sandy blonde hair.I don't respond, but just look at them.I don't know who these men are, and they could very well be, Luis's friends.
Something is touching my hair and I've gone in and out of consciousness, fighting my way through waking up. I don't know how long I've gone through the same pattern, but one thing I know, is that I need to stay awake." Aah, look who's awake." I hear his voice.My body is exhausted and it feels heavy, I feel like I can't move because of where I've been shot. I know that this monster shot me.I feel numb almost, but I do all I can to resist letting myself fall unconscious again." I was getting bored here, good thing you woke up. Damn, you're stronger than I thought, you're still holding on." He chuckles.I want to punch him hard right now, so bad.I hear him shift, and by the squeaking sound, I know that he has me laid onto a bed. When he sits infront of me, I feel disgusted just by looking into his eyes." You're prettier than I remember, but I knew
My phone slips from my hand and drops to the floor. I'm too stunned and my feet are stuck in place.Heads whip in my direction and Aiden's eyes are the first I see, widening in shock. Chairs scrape at once, as they all rise to their feet, now facing me." Chloe?" I snap out of it and I stagger back, as my heart beats hard against my chest." Chloe, listen -----------"" S-stay away from me." I stutter, holding up my shaky hands in warning." What you just heard, you weren't meant to find out like this, look -------"I trip on my feet and land on my butt." Stay away from me, all of you. I-I don't want to hear anymore."Panic shoots at me when Aiden rushes over to help me." Stay away from me!" I scream, making him stop in his tracks.I quickly pull myself up onto my feet , facing them as angry tears fall d