I'm kissing Wesley.
He's kissing me.
Oh my gosh, we are kissing.
My eyes widen in shock, that I push him back, this action surprising him that he staggers back.
" What the hell did you do that for?!"
" I told you already, " he says, breathing hard.
" Well, you just stole my first kiss." I say, trying to regain normal breathing.
" That was your first........" He doesn't finish the sentence, but gapes at me.
" Don't act so surprised, some of us don't lock lips with the whole nation." I roll my eyes at him
" And you think I have?" He quirks his brow, pointing at himself.
I shrug my shoulders, walking past him to sit on the edge of the bed. He pulls a chair close to the bed, sits on it and just stares at me. Silence envelopes us.
"Can I just say something, " he says after a while.
Thank god, because it was getting pretty awkward now.
" Sure." I gesture for him to go on.
" Not that it matters, but your lips are really soft." What?
" Uh, okay. " I've never felt so awkward in my life, I'm missing the cricket sounds right now. " Good to know, " I say, rising up to my feet.
" No I - what I meant was ---------" He stops mid sentence when there's a knock downstairs.
" Stay here. " I tell him, heading for the door.
" Expecting someone, maybe your boyfriend?" I throw a glare his way.
" If I had one, the whole world would know by now." I say, getting out of the room.
" What are you doing here? " I question Callie, who stands outside my door.
" Can't I visit a friend?" I arch my brow at her. " Okay fine, I was feeling bad about what happened at school."
" Oh, you mean spying for your friend?" I say.
" I wasn't - look, I'm sorry if I came off as if I'm prying, but I was just curious, and in my defence, I'm not the only one who's wondering about what's going on between you too."
Damn teenagers.
" Well there's nothing, we're just friends."
Her brows quirk up.
" Since when?" She asks, sounding surprised.
" Since those who claim to love and admire him, decided to prod and pry, instead of helping a fellow student !" My voice rises up a level.
She blinks a couple of times, taken aback by my outburst.
She opens and closes her mouth, words not coming out.
" It's late and I should hit the sack, I'm pretty beat." I say, hinting that I'm done with this conversation.
" Right........I guess I should go." She says , turning away from me and starting down the porch.
I feel bad now.
" Hey!" I call her.
She glances over her shoulder at me." We haven't had Thursday Shake in a while, I'm kind of low on the sweetness." I shrug with a small smile.
Her face lights up. " Well, I'm free tomorrow, " she suggests.
I nod, telling her it's okay.
" Okay." With that, she walks off.
I watch her retreating back for a few seconds before closing the door.
" Spying huh?" I jump, jerking around to face him.
" Couldn't you just stay where I told you to?" I say to Wesley, who's seated on the stairs.
" And miss your little convo?"
" And he dares not deny eavesdropping." I say loudly to no one, making my way to join him on the stairs.
I settle down one step lower.
" So, they believe there's something going on between us."
I nod.
" Well, let's give them what they want."
" What?" I frown at him.
" Let's just date, well, we won't be a real couple, we'll just pretend to be one."
" Haha, no."
" Alright, they'll continue assuming then." He sing songs.
" Let them, I don't care," I say, looking ahead.
" You seemed to care when your friend was here, " I glance up at him." You defended me."
" Because you're my friend and nothing more." I tell him, rising to my feet and heading up to my room.
" Your friend, huh?" He says in the doorway.
I keep silent, digging in my closet for my PJs.
" You know, I've seen enough of you today, so get lost." I tell him, walking past him to the bathroom.
Aiden's words ring in mind, reminding me of his concerns. I don't know why I think of this, or maybe I do.
I've spent more time with Wesley in a day, then I've done with my brother. It had been so long since I've had time to myself, with my own thoughts. It's all Wesley or Luis, constantly in my mind, I'm either paranoid about bumping into Luis or that Wesley is possibly risking his life somewhere.
I'm pretty beat in deed.
Returning back in my room, I'm surprised to see him still here.
"Let me guess, you have more things to vent about." I say, his head gazing up from a magazine he's been reading .
" Nope."
" So will you finally tell me why you're really here?" I ask, discarding the big pillows from the bed, as I prepare for bed.
" I don't want to see him." I'm pretty sure he's talking about Jack.
" You can't ignore him forever." I say.
" I can try, " he shrugs his shoulders, crossing his arms.
" He's your dad."
" He's no one to me, " he grumbles.
" So what, you're just going to be angry with him forever? " I say.
" You don't know what he did!" He argues.
I decide to not say anything, to not argue back, because we won't get anywhere and I'm exhausted.
I sigh, getting inside the covers and leaning my back against the headboard.
He sighs. " Could I stay here for tonight? "
I don't know why I'm not surprised, maybe it's me being tired.
" One night." I warn, holding up my finger, before getting out of bed, throwing a pillow and an extra blanket his way.
I stifle a laugh when the pillow hits his head, where I earn a glare from him.
Good thing I have a fluffy rug in my room, he won't be too uncomfortable.
" Switch off the lights when you're done." I say, getting back in bed, pulling the covers up to my neck.
There's a moment of silence before he calls me again.
" Chloe? "
" Hmm?"
" Thanks."
" Yeah, yeah yeah......." I pretend to be nonchalant about it, though a small smile makes its way onto my face, just before I'm lulled into sleep.
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I feel him come close to my hunched over body, at the corner of the room. Fear grips at me, pricking my bones, and a cold shiver running up and down my spine.
He's back again and he's back to kill.
" I told you I'd find you," he says, standing just a few feet from me, looking down at my half conscious brother.
If he does anything more, he'll surely kill him.
Aiden is almost unrecognizable, all bloody and almost unmoving.
I can't even call out to Aiden, my throat has tightened, words are not coming out.
" I'm going to teach you a lesson, you'll never ever run away from me again!" He growls.
All of a sudden, he starts kicking at Aiden, whose low groans of pain could be heard in the silence, besides Luis's kicks.
'Stop,' I call out, my voice sounding hoarse.
He doesn't stop, his kicks becoming more hard.
' Stop, please!'
The more I call out for him to stop, the more he kicks at Aiden. I'm afraid that he's near death.
I crawl towards them, just as Luis steps back to catch a breath. Luis looks down at Aiden and I, and he smirks, he steps forward with his foot coming down on my figure that's covering Aidens body.
" Aah!" I scream, waiting for the hit.
" Chloe!" I'm jolted awake with a shake.
My eyes pop open and I gasp for air, my chest heaving up and down, sweat dripping down my chest.
" Chloe?....Hey, hey, are you okay?" A hand pats softly on my cheek, knocking me back to my senses.
I blink twice, staring up at the person who has just come into view, almost hovering over me. " Wesley?" I question, wanting to be sure, because he's the last person I saw before sleeping.
" Yeah, it's me, " he answers in a whisper, his warm breath fanning my face as he leans close.
"I had a bad dream, didn't I?" I ask, my own voice being low in a whisper.
" Yeah," he chuckles, nodding against my forehead.
" What's so funny?"
" You still to try punch me even in your dreams, you're dangerous woman."
" You should run for the hills then."
" Where's the fun in that?" I chuckle at that.
There's a moment of silence, with us remaining in the same position, none of us moving.
" I should kick you out of my bed." I tell him, though I don't make a move.
" Why don't you?"
" I don't know."
A kiss is planted on both my cheeks, before he returns to rest his forehead against mine.
" What are you doing?" I question, though I have an idea on his intentions.
" I don't know, " he says, before his lips connect with mine.
I stir awake, stretching on my bed.My hand makes contact with the cold, an empty side. Opening my eyes, it's confirmed that there's no one else but me. He must have gone in the early morning, well, I don't have to worry about my brother finding him in here, because it would have been a very loud morning, with Aiden yelling and wanting to get his hands on Wesley.I wouldn't want my brother to get the wrong idea, Wesley and I are just friends, who happen to have kissed more than once. I totally blame it on exhaustion, for the other two kisses.I try not think of the last one, there was no rush, no force, but just us kissing. No words could really explain why we let it happen, it just did. Neither one of us seemed to have an after shock or regret, we simply kept silent and went to sleep.One may think I'd be embarrassed or would be blushing like any other teen, but I'm not. I guess I'm not normal then.
I'm not one to go out much, but today, I decided to do that with Callie. I felt bad last night, after she came to apologise about what happened at school. I might have been irritated at first, basically raising my voice at her, but I couldn't be angry for long.I can't deny that it was getting pretty annoying with the occasional questions about Wesley and me. I mean, couldn't they mind their own business?Unfortunately no.I believe things might get worse from here on out, not that I expect anything less, with Wesley still being the talk of the school even when he's not doing anything. Wesley and I have just started out on our friendship and I have to say, that it's a lot more weird then I thought.We've certainly gone beyond friendship when we kissed, and I can't really find a reason as to why we did, not that we talked about it. It's like it never happened the next day and I was happy we didn't talk abou
" You have got to be kidding me." I mumble, looking at the local pub in front of us.This is one of the most popular ones here in Rivermead, with occasional visits from bikers. It can get crowded sometimes and they aren't so easy to persuade on the under age.It would be a hard thing to do. You'd have to do something in order to get in, maybe know someone, just to be let in.How was Wesley able to get in, is my question.I just hope he doesn't land himself into trouble." Any idea on how we can get in?" I ask, glancing between Fin and the entrance, blocked by the bouncer.He looks scary enough over here, I can't imagine being in front of him." I know someone ----------"He tells me, busy texting furiously on the phone." Who?"He doesn't answer me but continues on texting, before I can question him again,
The drive had been silent , neither one of us speaking. Fin had offered his place for us to crash for the night, his parents were away for two weeks. I could have said yes and stayed over, but I just needed my own bed right now.Arriving at his double story house, I helped him with Wesley, till he was settled in the spare room. I didn't know how he'd feel, waking up at Fin's house, since they weren't in speaking terms, but I knew that it was better than being at his house, where he was doing all he could to avoid his father.Though I am mad at him, I couldn't do that to him.I sit silently, waiting with a vegetable pack against my cheek. My mind is still wrapped around what had transpired between Owen and me. I still can't believe he did this to me, he actually raised his hand on me, even after knowing perfectly well, what I've gone through with Luis.The one person who I considered a father figure in my l
The feeling of being watched, stirs me awake. Right when my eyes open, I'm met with the sight of Wesley, wait, let me rephrase that, a glaring type of Wesley seated on a stool, just by the coffee table. He's watching me and someone else.Realization of the current position I'm in, knocks me back to my senses and I slowly rise to my feet." No, you do not get to look at us like that, after we ---------"" You're spooning, " he says so quietly, it's scary." So what? " He raises his brow." We weren't spooning, we fell asleep."He scoffs at that." Damn, I hadn't slept so nice in a long time. Ouch." Fin says behind me, making me tense up.Wesley getting off the stool grabs my attention, and watching him take threatening steps towards us, has me narrow my eyes at him." So what if we were spooning? It's not like ---------"
I hear them come down the stairs before I see them. Appearing from the kitchen doorway, the first thing I notice is them coming down side by side, with no sign of tension.They've been up there in Fin's room for almost 30 minutes, and I didn't mind waiting, with the time used to do what was needed. I just hope that the talk served as an opening for more chats to come.Wesley is the first to notice me. He stops in his tracks, making Fin to do the same, as well as to quirk his brow at my hand with a bowl of cereal." Sorry, I was hungry, " I try to say." And you didn't think to make some for me? " Wesley says, with a teasing tone but I ignore him." Um, when you're ready, could you take me home?" I ask Fin." Yeah....Sure." He trails off, glancing between Wesley and me.I think he can sense the tension between us.I turn around, heading back to the kitchen. I take a seat on the stool and continue on eating." You have eve
They haven't stopped calling me, Aiden and Owen. I haven't had the guts to answer either one of them because of what happened last night. The images are vivid and my heart still hurts from the betrayal.If only Aiden knew the reason behind me not answering, he'd surely feel the same way, and his reaction would be totally different from mine. Owen hurt me and I don't want to see him right now.I'm still shocked by his actions, how he could even react in such a way and have no regret right after. It's as if all time I'd expressed or spilled about what that bastard did to me, did not matter to him.I'm so confused, but not enough to seek answers right now.A clear mind, that's what I need.Something to clear my mind off things is what Wesley intended on providing for me. I'd already told him about not feeling up to heading home just yet, and like the friend he is, no further discussion was ne
My heart thuds against my chest when I notice him leaning in again.I push at his chest, my hands resting there ." Where's the bathroom? " I ask."Let me show you." He says, eyes closed." No, I- I'll look for it myself. " I mutter, moving from under his outstretched arm and heading over to the pile of clothes on the bed." I didn't know what you would have preferred, so ------------ "" So you brought the whole closet." I tease him, trying to lighten the mood." Too much?" He comes over to stand next to me, peeking a look at me as he rubs at the back of his neck.I nod, an amused smile coming onto my face.I start looking through the clothes, only to notice a piece of lace. I turn to face him with a raised brow, holding up a piece of lingerie in between my fingers.I swear, that I've never seen so much red on a guy's cheeks, like right now, when he takes note of what's in my hand." Anita gave me th
" So, how do we do this?" I ask, turning around to face Aiden.I'm doing all I can to not let the tears fall." You know that this is not exactly goodbye."" It's not the same Aiden, and you know it....."He sighs, turning away from me and taking a seat at the edge of my bed. I join him after some time and we sit in silence for a few minutes." You really are pushing me to kick you out faster."" Wow, someone's eager to get rid of me." I say sarcastically." Yeah, I am, because it'll be much easier to watch you walk away."" Now, you're the one pushing me to run away." I say, looking away from him.I can feel my tears pushing to come out.He sighs. " So, how long will we keep doing this?""Until you tell me that you don't want me to go."" I want you to go."
" I love you." I say to a sleeping Wesley." You finally said it."Or not." You messed up my moment, Adams." I complain, flicking his nose.His eyes flutter open and I smile at him. I feel his hand reach under the covers to touch my waist." No, You cheated, you knew that I wanted to be awake when you finally said it."" I love you." He blinks at me.I see him lean close and I meet him halfway, to connect our lips. A small moan slips out when he lightly squeezes on my waist.I sigh in contentment, when he breaks the kiss and starts peppering kisses on my face. " My bluebear." He says against my forehead.I place my hand on his chest, right where his heart beats. He leans back to look at me, and we find ourselves simply staring at each other." So, nervous about today?" I ask.Tod
" Thank you." I hear Owen say, as he walks the doctor out.I touch on my bandaged middle, sighing in relief that it's not as painful anymore. When the doctor had touched and pressed the wound, the tingling was replaced by a shot of pain.Thankfully, he told us that I just need to take a better look after myself and not push too hard. I should not push too hard to fully recover, I should allow everything to take natural cause.I think Owen must be more relieved, when the doctor had said we didn't need to go to the hospital. I'm pretty sure that he has no desire to ever visit the hospital again. Not that I did.One of the things that the doctor was impressed by, was how well I've been doing, in terms of my walking pace and that I'm functioning okay, that the gunshot, didn't do any permanent damage.I get up off the couch, pulling down my shirt and heading to the kitchen. I take out a can of
Something soft touches my forehead, surely waking me up. I feel someone get in under the covers and wrap an arm around me, pulling me close. Knowing that it's no one else but Wesley, my response to him is snuggling into his chest." I thought I was being careful to not wake you up." He whispers above my head.I sigh, opening my eyes and tilting my head back, so I look up at him." I was wondering why you haven't snuck into my room yet, after....." I trail off, leaving the rest to hang in the air." I was waiting for the right moment."" What made today the right time?"" I don't know, maybe because I missed you a whole lot, and I just needed to be near you tonight."I reach out my hand to touch his face, letting my thumb to gently rub his skin. We spend some time just staring at each other, letting ourselves to get lost into each other's eyes.
~ Flashback~' I think she's warming up to me being her father.' I hear Owen say.I know that they think I'm still asleep, but I've long woken up now.' You've been waiting for the day she calls you dad.' Aiden says.'Yeah, but I know that I need to be patient, and wait for her to get comfortable around me again.''Owen, she knows that she has no reason to be uncomfortable around you. She's just getting used to the idea of being your daughter, don't ever mistake this for her being uncomfortable. I know my sister, and she'll come around. " ' Maybe I should give her some space.' Owen says after a while.' Owen ------------ ''She needs to let this sink in, without me sticking around. She
I shift on the bed, trying to sit up and do something, because I don't like the effect, that the silence seems to have on us. After what I said, Aiden hasn't been able to respond.He knows that what I said, is the truth.As I move, he is there to help me until I sit up, now being in eye level with him." I'm a ----------"" It was self defense." He cuts me off." He might have done the worst kind of things to us, but, it doesn't change the fact that I killed him. I killed someone's son."" It was self defence, Chloe! - He was ready to kill you, he'd been trying to do this for a long time and at the last moment....." He cuts himself short, rising to his feet and turning his back on me.I watch him run his fingers through his hair, releasing a sigh. " At the last moment, you put an end to it all. "My eyes drop to my lap when he turns around to face me. " You're a survivor, Chloe, that's why you are still
The light is shining so bright, almost blinding my eyes. I blink a couple of times until I can adjust to it. When I become familiar to the room, I recognize my surroundings and conclude, that I am in the hospital.Moving one of my arms because they feel a little numb right now, I frown when something restrains me. I glance down to my hand and feel my heart stop for a moment, when I realize that I'm actually handcuffed to the bed.What in the world?Why am I handcuffed?The door opens and my eyes snap to the person who enters. Two suspicious looking men, in leather jackets enter, and I feel very unsafe, just by being alone with them." Miss James, good day." One of the men speaks, he's tall with sandy blonde hair.I don't respond, but just look at them.I don't know who these men are, and they could very well be, Luis's friends.
Something is touching my hair and I've gone in and out of consciousness, fighting my way through waking up. I don't know how long I've gone through the same pattern, but one thing I know, is that I need to stay awake." Aah, look who's awake." I hear his voice.My body is exhausted and it feels heavy, I feel like I can't move because of where I've been shot. I know that this monster shot me.I feel numb almost, but I do all I can to resist letting myself fall unconscious again." I was getting bored here, good thing you woke up. Damn, you're stronger than I thought, you're still holding on." He chuckles.I want to punch him hard right now, so bad.I hear him shift, and by the squeaking sound, I know that he has me laid onto a bed. When he sits infront of me, I feel disgusted just by looking into his eyes." You're prettier than I remember, but I knew
My phone slips from my hand and drops to the floor. I'm too stunned and my feet are stuck in place.Heads whip in my direction and Aiden's eyes are the first I see, widening in shock. Chairs scrape at once, as they all rise to their feet, now facing me." Chloe?" I snap out of it and I stagger back, as my heart beats hard against my chest." Chloe, listen -----------"" S-stay away from me." I stutter, holding up my shaky hands in warning." What you just heard, you weren't meant to find out like this, look -------"I trip on my feet and land on my butt." Stay away from me, all of you. I-I don't want to hear anymore."Panic shoots at me when Aiden rushes over to help me." Stay away from me!" I scream, making him stop in his tracks.I quickly pull myself up onto my feet , facing them as angry tears fall d