HIS DARK DESIRES
Chapter one
(A wedding without a groom)
In the full length mirror, Lilly stood, the makeup on her face radiated her beauty Making her look like an angel.
But she was no angel, they didn't believe she was an angel instead they called her a murderer's daughter.They thought she deserved nothing but death.But behind the makeup done on her face, her sorrows were seen.Though she never cried when words were thrown her way but she couldn't deny the fact that it still hurt.But the first time she had let her guard down by letting her emotions run loose was at the death of her father.The incident played in her head every single day and night.Each time she walked the streets, she would tremble for it was on the street she lost an important person in her life.
It was in the cold freezing night the accident occured, the screeching sound of a truck accompanied by a loud bang filled the air and in that moment, a body dropped along the wet streets with a loud thud."Dad!" She yelled, her feet running towards the body where she knelt down seeing him bleed terribly with blood seeping from both his mouth and his body where he had sustained a major injury.
With fidgeting hands, she reached forward pressing her palm on the wounds trying to lessen the blood flow as hot warm tears dripping down her eyes and on to his face."Please help me. Someone call the ambulance!"
Her words reached the ears of the passer by, making the man to pull out his phone dialling a number."Please someone, call an ambulance" she cried out for one of the onlookers to bring out his phone dialling a number.
"Dad please stay with me" she pleaded, her sobs loud enough to attract the passerbys who now neared her.
"I'm... I'm fine" he said trying to comfort his trembling daughter, his fingers going to wipe away the puddle of tears cradled up in her eyes.
A painful groan leaving his lips as he did so."Don't cry Dear" he stated but all his words ever did was to give a cause for more tears to pile up her face.
"Why did you? Why did you have to do this? Why did you have to save me?" She cried trying to stop the blood by applying more pressure.
She was the one to be hit down by the truck but he came in and saved her."I couldn't watch you die rather I'll go" a weak subtle smile crept up his lips and with no regrets for his action, he kept a constant look at his daughter fearing it might be the last.
"I didn't do it. I'm not a murderer" he cried out with a hoarse voice, his words coming out like a whisper but still audible to her ears.
"I didn't do it" he said for Lilly who held onto her father to nod."I know. You wouldn't hurt a fly and that's why I need you with me. I need you so you can prove yourself" she said, the anxious tranquility within her rose to its peak when the sound of the blaring ambulance could be heard, her gaze going to it's direction and only then did a smile form on her lips.
"Please hold on. The ambulance is here"
"Please promise me three things" blood seeped from his wounds as he spoke and even with the pain gnawing at his Inside, he managed to speak.
Lilly shook her head not wanting to hear it but it couldn't stop him from voicing his mind."To my first wish, promise me you'll take care of your mother at all cost.
Promise me you'll be happy. And thirdly, Promise me you'll would live your life to the fullest without any regrets" Lilly felt a squeeze in her hand, though the atmosphere was cold she could feel the warmth he emitted."I will but I will do that with you in it.
We will both be happy and take care of mom""I might not make..." At this blood splattered from his mouth sipping down its side where it came in contact with the tears that mixed with it.
"You'll make it!" She said adamantly
"Just believe okay? I can't live without you""Cesar is a good man he's just filled it rage.
Do take care of him. Do everything it takes to make you happy" And just like that, he smiled for the last time, his hand which continuously wiped away her tears fell back down to the ground with his eyes growing dim.A gentle shake from Lilly to her father was made but no response was seen and with a loud ear deafening scream, she yelled pouring at her heart on the road.That night was a horror to Lilly for she had lost the only thing that gave meaning to her life.She had lost her loved one and family.She had lost her father.And like that, time flew with the rays of the sun going down only to be replaced by the moon which illuminated a glow and by that time, Four months had passed.
There wasn't a time she wouldn't think back on the incident that took his life.He was a good man but they didn't see that.They Blamed him for the death of the two most prestigious people in New York City.Mr and Mrs Donavon.But that's a lie, a big flat lie.
He was framed but there was no way to prove it and now he was gone, no sympathy was given. She alone had to bury her father, it wasn't grand but it was still something.But with his death, they decided to pour out his blames to her.To punish her the way they see fit.' She's her father's daughter so she must pay' They said.And now, she stood all dolled up to be engaged to the only son of the Donavon family, Mr Cesar Donavon.
They had once loved each other, curdled in each other's embrace but that was during the time when all this commotion never happened.Fifteen years ago, Cesar was believed to be an orphan so out of pity, her family took him In.People would compliment them saying they were a lovely couple but now, that love turned to hate.A hate filled with a strong passion for revenge as fifteen years later, he ruined her peaceful home blaming her father for the death of his family.He wasn't the sweet man she knew him to be instead, he was an agent of darkness in her life.A force that seeked to extinguish any form of light.The gentle knock from the door lured her out of her thoughts, and looking at its direction, a woman stood.
"IT IS TIME" she Informed and with a sigh, she left the mirror heading out.
After taking a glance at herself admiring the red dress and the jewelries she wore, she left the room heading to the Hall of the procession.Loud muttering of the people were heard behind the doors and only when the door was pulled open, the massive crowd was seen with their gazes on her, their sneers and scoffs could be heard."Can't believe she's getting married?"
"She deserves way worse" they said.
"Pathetic" said another.
Their words could be heard by Lilly who didn't flinch or be surprised and instead, she walked down the hall.
But their words didn't matter to her for she felt she was an empty void simply waiting to be crucified.Finally she arrived at the forefront,But there was NO GROOM.HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter two But there was no groom.It wasn't a surprise to Lilly that he hadn't shown up.The corners of her lips curved up into a smile, she wasn't laughing at him.No, she was laughing at herself. She very well knew he was making her the laughing stock of the city but she still showed up.The once infamous daughter of William Smith now turned to a ridicule. "Where's the groom?" Asked the priest in front of her but no words left her lips.Her fingers dug into the piece of fabric, throat aching from trying resist the tears that threatened to form. "Young lady..." said the priest only to be interrupted when she spoke. "He isn't coming" She said for the priest to somewhat look surprised, a sigh leaving his lips as he shook his head at how pitiful the lady looked.Lilly could hear their laughter echoing round the hall, although her gaze was stationed in front of her, she could feel their stares and their fingers pointing at her.The mocking glint In their eyes.L
HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter three "CONGRATULATIONS, YOUR PREGNANT" announced the doctor. In the dark night which was enveloped by a heavy rain, a flash of lightening split through the open sky illuminating a pale face.There, Lilly Donavon sat, her mind loss for words with eyes wide open in surprise. Although his words were loud and clear enough, Lilly couldn't help but ask as a dumb founded Expression mered her face. "What? How?" "I said you are pregnant. Two months to be precise" He said flashing her a smile but wasn't reciprocated by Lilly who could feel her heart pounding in her chest.She couldn't be pregnant.How?At first she had thought she was tired from work and all but looking at the test in her hand, it only confirmed the doctor's words were in deed true.This meant, she was pregnant for Cesar. It has been almost a year after her wedding which was quite a sensation in the city.Their mocking gazes and talks reduced by alot but the only thing that still remained the sam
HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter four "I WANT A DIVORCE"At the words of Lilly, the atmosphere became a whole lot tensed as it triggered something deep in Cesar.Taking predatory steps towards her, he spoke. "I dare you to say it again" His words flowed, tone so calm but yet underneath was a terrifying aura to it.Lilly who noticed this shivered a bit. "I... I want a divor..." Right before Lilly could fully utter her words, she felt a dense pressure on her neck. "Who do you think you are asking for a divorce?You are no one, no body" he said not caring about the pressure he applied to her neck.His words enhanced Lilly's sad smile making her lips curve upwards. "Aren't you tired? Because I am.I'm tired of this hell called a marriage.Shouldn't you be happy you'll be free from me?Get to live your life the way you want to?" She asked, her words sounding a bit persuasive which only brought a scoff up Cesar's lips. "Tired? Who said I'm tired?Seeing you suffer everyday brings me joy.I p
HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter five Now left all alone and drenched from the rain, she slowly made her way back to the house where she got her things.She knew she couldn't stay here.At least to give her mother time to process everything.With Cesar's action's, her hate towards him only increased. As she recked her brain on what to do, that's when she received a call from Sophie her friend.Her voice sounding in her ears when she picked up the call. "How are you doing Lilly?" She asked for silence to reign from her. "I'm not good. Please come pick me up" "Alright" That was all she said before she came rushing to her aid.In the car, silence reigned, Sofie who had arrived didn't say a word only looking at the disheveled state of her friend.Up on arrival back to her place, a glass of water was offered to Lilly. "Ready to talk now?" asked Sofie to receive a nod from her. "Is it Cesar? Did he do something this time?" A tinge of curiosity laced Sofie's voice but the words that left Li
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter six"SEDUCE MR Gu.MAKE HIM WANT YOU" The words were firm and audible making Lilly's eyes go wide in shock.She didn't believe she heard well or more like she didn't want to believe she heard him say that."What?!" She exclaimed, her breathing coming out in an uneven form."You heard me" his tone came out in a relaxed form as he crossed his leg over the other.The smirk dancing on his lips meeting her eyes.So he was indeed serious."You can't be serious. I'm not doing anything of such" Her affirmative voice made a frown to cross his forehead."You will do as I say""I won't do such a thing. Ask anything from me but not this" A cry of plea left her lips, her head now downcast as she hoped for him to make a change."You will do as I say or else you will have to bear the consequences. Now, start"He ordered averting his gaze to Mr Gu who seemed to be so focus on downing his alcohol.But the unmoved figure before Cesar made his frown deepen, the playful smirk
HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter seven "I'M PREGNANT" She informed.She informed.Sheila's eyes looking at Cesar never left him and when she saw there wasn't a change in his reaction, a sudden sense of disappointment clouded her heart.He stood tall unbothered by her words and for long moments, silence reigned. "Who's the father? He questioned making her feel even more stupid. "You are. Who else?I just don't go around sleeping with anyone" she said.Once again, the ward fell silent but broke when Cesar spoke up. "I'll take responsibility"With these few words of his, she felt revived, a smile crossing her lips.Just when she raised her head to speak to him, she saw him making his way out the door which stunned her for a moment.Hesitantly she spoke halting his movements. "And Lilly?" She questioned. "What about her?"his bold voice sounded. "Since I'll bear your child, there's no need keeping her around.I mean... We'll become parents soon.What will people think of m..." "Why don't
HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter Eight The fear that gripped Lilly's heart on staring at Theresa was one that completely impaled her body.Just like Cesar, she hated her to the bones but her hatred ran deep into her bones.Though she was old with streaks of white lines seen on her head, she was agile. "What did you do?" She asked as she came to crouch beside Sheila who groaned in pains.Her tears rolling down her face as she stared at her body. "It's hurts. Everywhere hurts" "Shh. It's going to be fine.Call the ambulance now!" Her words weren't on a specific person but it was enough to place the servants running to make the call.The glare thrown from madam Theresa to Lilly was one that could kill. "I... I didn't push her I swear" said Lilly, her voice cracking up. "Murderer! Murderer!" Shouted Sheila with her face twisted in pain. "How could you want to kill my unborn child" "Child?" Asked Mrs Theresa looking quite surprised. "Yes, I'm bearing Cesar's child and she wants it dead" s
HIS DARK DESIRES Chapter Nine In an apartment, the sounds of whimpering and silent sobs were heard which only increased by the moment.It wasn't until a figure stepped out from the kitchen squatting next to Lilly who seemed to be having a bad dream.Only on shaking her a little did the noises die down. "Lilly" called Sophie her friend. "Lilly wake up. It's just a bad dream" said Sofie tapping her on the arm.A Curt gasp escape the lips of Lilly as she jerked forward from her sleep surveying her surroundings.She wasn't in prison and no one was strangling her.Relief filled her but it was short-lived as tears clouded her sense of vision on remembering her condition.She could now clearly remember she was on the run for yet again a crime she didn't commit and now presently, she's at Sofie's place looking for shelter. "Why are you crying?" Asked Sofie handing her the brewed coffee."Come on now, don't cry. You are innocent and I know you didn't push her" "But they don't know that or
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter Twenty three : "EAT UP" His voice boomed in her ears, heart beat accelerated with fingers twitching at the weight of his words that felt like a heavy flow of force pushing her to the edge.The smile up her lips seemed to want to falter as they now looking faint."Can't eat?" Questioned Cesar up on noticing her hesitation.His eyes seemed to be noticing her every single details her face expressed.From her slightly wavering smile extended down to the lines that creased her brows.A sense of certainty now lingered in his eyes.Taking a deep breath in, Lilly's lips parted to speak."We I'm not a fan of sea food so I rather not have it" she politely declined earning herself a hard stare from him."It would be a shame to see such fine food go to waste besides Lilly never did like sea food. It's such a coincidence you don't like it as well" his words said to her were indirect but straight to the point.His chin rested on his hand.He was testing her.Knowing fully
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter Twenty two : she's my wife"Looking for this?" Thundered a voice behind her for Lilly to make an abrupt turn in it's direction to see Cesar standing there with her phone in hand.Ever so Quickly, she reached for her phone grabbing it from his hand and also placing a good amount of distance between them.Cesar who had found the phone amongst the heap of clothing on the ground furrowed his brows at her, his head tilted to the side.Just then, the ringtone of her phone played indicating a call.With just a glance down, Lilly's heart skipped a beat up on seeing the caller's ID.It was her little darling Calling.Apologizing in her heart, she quickly went to cut the call and even when it rang again, she did the same.Soon after, the place fell silent drowning both of them in it."With your actions, one would think you are hiding something" his steps towards her echoed his movements which was calm with a stagnant gaze on her.His unnerving aura enveloped the place a
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter Twenty oneIn a dimly lit room with Crystal balls of fragmented light along with the moon which Shone into the room were the only source of light that could be seen.And in the middle was a stage with a pole stationed at the center where a lady with her skin exposed was seen.Her legs rounded the poles maneuvering her body round it, legs straight and covered in a lacy black net.Her actions and seductive dance were all for the attention of the man seated there in a well tailored trousers with a leg crossed over the other and a drink to his hand.Not a word left his lips but his black eyes was situated in a certain direction and that direction wasn't on her.Cesar who sat there gently turned the drink in his hands.The music that played though tuned down was still audible but his mind trailed back to the time of the anniversary.He had seen her.He had seen Lilly.This made him recall of another time, this time it was the incident at the airport.The voice that
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter Twenty "LILLY"She heard him speak.The sight of him was unexpected making her gaze tremble as she stared at him.Why him?Why was he here?Various emotions ran through her mind, all of which she could pin point.Was it the sense of shock she felt at the moment that made her look as though she had seen a ghost or the fear that lingered in her that made her tremble.No!She needs to be calm, she couldn't show her feet.She told herself trying to make it possible.It took her hell to regain her posture and straightening her back, she placed a smile to her lips, her head tilted a bit to the side."Mister knows me?" She asked, her melodious voice rang out but not a word left Cesar's lips. Cesar's body tensed slightly, his impending gaze focused on her.The smile on Lilly's lips didn't falter as she kept it up as long as she could.Felix who approached Cesar standing behind him gazed at the people but when his eyes fell on Lilly, he too was beyond shocked.Every
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter NineteenFinally, it was the day of the company's anniversary.Standing in front of a full length mirror was Lilly who was all dolled up looking dashing as ever.From the makeup to the outfit she wore, everything was set in ornate perfection.When the final touches of the makeup was added to her face, her eyes quickly caught on to her reflection in the mirror where her glistening skin could be seen. The elegant blue gown she wore was enveloped in bold straps of embroidery. It was an off shoulder gown and to her neck was a beautifully designed necklace which glimmered in respect to her skin."Done" said the make-up artist. With her eyes now glued to the mirror, she couldn't help but admire herself."You look quite lovely ma'am" said the makeup artist she hired for a smile to cross her lips.In her moment of admiration, her phone rang out and behold it was her little darling Calling.Picking the call which was a video call, a loud gasp left Anna's lips, her hand
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter EighteenSilence enveloped the air to the extent a pin drop could he heard.The silence came to a halt when Aria spoke."What's wrong?" Concern laced her words seeing the look on Lilly's face."It's nothing. Let's go" she said. Shortly after, the engines ignited letting the car roll into the distance.That night, they all retired for the day leaving Lilly to herself.Her gaze landed on the envelope in which its contents were still the same.Today, she had earlier asked the driver to gain some information about a woman named Mrs Cynthia, her mother.She had told she could be able to refrain her self from wanting to know how she was but she guessed wrong.When the driver brought news forward, she couldn't help but want to tear up in tears as the information she had gotten stated how critical her situation was.It turned out that she had gotten a relapse and was currently in the hospital."Mum..." She muttered.***Later the next morning, she woke up feeling weak
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter Seventeen"What are you getting yourself into Lilly?" Sounded a bold voice from Sammy. His words made Lilly bite into her lips."Will you help me or not?" She questioned to hear a sigh leave his lips."Fine, I'll wipe out the footage"At his words, a smile lit up her lips."Thank you"Ever since her little ordeal at the restaurant, Lilly couldn't help but feel unease even after telling Aria to lie on her behalf.From Aria's words, she could tell Cesar didn't quite believe her and more so, she wanted to eliminate every trace of her when she thought of the CCTV footage.She had no idea in dealing with these kinds of things and could only ask for help.It was then Sammy came to mind. Back in school, he was known for hacking into the principal's computer and uping his grades.Then she condoned his act so dearly but now, who knew she would need such help now.Right when she was about to cut the call, the bold voice of Sammy sounded in her ears making chills run dow
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter SixteenAs Cesar walked in with his people, he looked graceful in the suite he wore.With each step he took in, people couldn't help but stare in admiration at him.Hearts skipped multiple beats as some of them couldn't help but secretly take pics of him.His eyes scanned the section they were in but when he couldn't see sight of Luther, he yelled out."Luther Donavon" his voice was loud and deep startling most people in there.With a motion from Felix, the men behind him spread out for them to return whispering words into Felix ear before he relayed it to Cesar."He's in the other section" said Felix and almost immediately, they headed towards the next section.At last, he came to a stop on sighting Luther who sat down with a woman next to him, her face tilting downward where she tried to have a conversation with Luther.A sigh left Felix's lips on finding Luther safe and sound now his boss could finally relax because it seemed like With each passing day, it
HIS DARK DESIRESChapter Fifteen"Lilly..." He uttered and upon hearing his voice, the call immediately got disconnected.Now this made his gaze to darken, a strange Aura filled him.One choking and terrifying to everyone in the room as they felt the tension in the air."Boss..." Called Felix but was cut short by Cesar's domineering words."Find them" he commanded marching out the door.Felix who had no idea on why the sudden change in his mood followed suite.A FEW MINUTES EARLIERLilly who had arrived with the kid to the restaurant stared at the menu.Her gaze went to the boy wondering what he would like to have."Would you like this?" She questioned him showing him the menu but no response left his lips.He had only ever said one word ever since they met him.Perhaps he was traumatized.The thought of this made pity fill Lilly's face.Going with her instinct, she picked out some dishes for him as well as herself before calling the waiters attention where she delivered it to him.Th