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PRAISE AND CURSES

Author: Monisola
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-22 00:44:48

“I don’t give a damn if it’s ok. I need you, Nicole.”

He says it like that’s the end of the discussion. And maybe for Nathan, it is. He needs me, so he’ll have me, society be damned.

Fuck, why is that so hot?

Nathan kisses his way down my neck, lingering in a spot that has me squirming and panting. Then his mouth is moving again, feathering over my collar bone, the curve of my breast, then my nipple. He sucks and nibbles, until my hands are buried in his hair, urging him on.

“Fuck, Nathan, that’s...” I moan.

I notice one of his hands fisted in my skirts. I tighten my hand in his hair, and he groans in pleasure. There’s something about knowing how much he loves this part that turns me wet and needy.

I remember what he said the first time we had sex.Touching you like this, making you come? That’s not for you. That’s for me.

As hot as it still is to think of those words, I don’t think they’re true anymore. What he’s doing is for him but it’s also for me. It turns him on to take care of m
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  • HER BULLY'S REGRET   PRETTY PENNY

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