LOGINCELINE’s POV
- “Celine, what do you need from Hanna?” Astrid asked me. “I just have something important to ask her.” I answered, almost in a whisper. I saw in the rear-view mirror Astrid open her mouth, but she closed it and did not ask again. In the passenger seat, Christine turned to me and smiled. I returned her with a small smile, then I looked outside. After what happened last night with Lance, I haven’t talked to him again, nor have I been able to look at him until I’ve met Hanna. Hanna Matthew is Lance’s right hand or underboss in his organization. Hanna is often with Lance when Lance transacts in the underground. Also, Hanna once lived in the mansion we live in now. Hanna only left the mansion because of me. Hanna told me the one time I talked to her she knows her boundaries as Lance’s friend and that it is not good to see if she will stay in the mansion as her friend Lance is married. I was so hurt last night and felt bad for my baby. My baby is still in blood and growing, yet everyone is important to me and I love the one who wants to lose my baby. I ran to my room last night and spent most of the night crying. Today I accompanied Astrid and Christine to the place where Hanna resides. Apart from not wanting Lance to be aware of my plans to see Hanna, I made sure that the personal driver he provided did not accompany me. I also don’t know where Hanna lives. Hanna’s big brother is a friend of Astrid’s and Christine, so they know Hanna’s place. It wasn’t long before Christine serenely called me because we were about to get out of the car. It was only at that moment that I realized we were in the basement parking lot. “Let’s discuss your problem after we finish going to meet with Hanna.” I have already reserved at your favorite restaurant.” “T-Thank you...” I almost stammered. As much as I could, I stopped my tears from falling. “Let’s go.” I nodded and then we went out together. As Astrid, she looked at me and smiled. We proceeded directly into the elevator and Astrid reached the highest floor of this building. “Hanna and Dylan live in the penthouse.” We quickly reached the floor we were going to and the second time if Christine hadn’t called me, I wouldn’t have noticed that we were here. Arriving at the front door of the penthouse, it was Astrid who rang the doorbell. The second Astrid pressed the doorbell, someone opened the door from the inside and Hanna’s big brother, Dylan, appeared. “Astrid, ma’am Christine?” Dylan called out to the in surprise until his eyes landed on me. “M-Ma’am Celine.” I think Dylan calling our names was his way of greeting us. “Is Hanna here? Ma’am Celine wants to talk to her.” Astrid said immediately. “Hanna is in her room,” Dylan said as he opened the door wide. “Come in first.” “That should be the first thing you do.” Astrid commented that the three of them just laughed. For the moment we entered the living room, Dylan called Hanna on the second floor. Not long after, they were coming down together. “By the way, do you want something to eat or drink? Water, juice, wine, tea?” Dylan offered us. “No thanks. We will also leave immediately.” I heard Astrid’s answer. For the time being, my gaze fell on Hanna. I didn’t take it off until she got close to me. “Ma’am Celine, my brother said that you want to talk to me?” Hanna asked me in her polite way. “Are you having an affair with Lance?” I asked frank. I haven’t even thought about how to ask this matter. All I want to know is the truth. Last night, I couldn’t imagine what could be Lance’s reason for wanting a divorce. Lance needs a wife to keep him in his position as mafia boss of their clan. That was one of Lance’s family rules. Without a wife, someone can acquire the position Lance maintains in the underground. That’s why Lance needs me as his wife, as his display. “What the fuck!?” Dylan’s spontaneous reaction. “Hanna, answer her question right fucking now!” My question surprised even Christine and Astrid, and Hanna’s widened eyes and reaction showed that she was also surprised by it. “N-No, ma’am.” Hanna stammered and then looked at her brother. “I am not a mistress of anyone, for god’s sake.” Hanna looked back at me. “I don’t have an affair with any man who has a husband or anyone. I am so single right now.” “Why did you stutter at your first answer?” I asked again. “Because your out of nowhere question surprised me, Ma’am,” she immediately explained. It’s true. The reason for her stuttering is valid and Hanna seems to tell the truth. From the moment I married Lance, Hanna never came between me and Lance under any circumstances. “Are all your answers true, Hanna?” his older brother asked Hanna. “Of course. Every word I uttered is true.” Hanna defends herself. “Then we will go ahead. Thank you for your honest answer, Hanna,” I said. “I hope Lance doesn’t get to know about this.” “Of course, ma’am. I won’t say anything to Lance–to boss Lance.” I looked at Dylan and was going to ask him not to tell Lance about my coming here, but Astrid was ahead of me. “As for you, Dylan, don’t talk about it to Lance.” “Yeah! Yeah, I would think it never happened.” Dylan replied to Astrid. “Good.” Astrid approved of Dylan’s answer. I again said goodbye and thanked Dylan and Hanna, also apologized to them again. “It’s fine ma’am.” Hanna answered me with a sweet smile. While we were walking out, I waited for Hanna to call me to ask about what I asked her, most of all I waited for Hanna to ask about what was happening with me and Lance, but until we got out of their penthouse, I didn’t hear any questions from Hanna. Here I proved that Hanna had no intention of intervening between Lance and me. Hanna, one of Lance’s best friends, is not the one that Lance is having an affair with. So what is Lance’s reason or who is the reason Lance wants to divorce me?CELINE POV-No other happiness could match the joy we felt during our very first shared meal with Starr.There wasn’t a second we weren’t all smiling because of our children.We didn’t get to eat together with Hannah and Giovanni. Hannah had to leave right away, her brother was looking for her, and Giovanni tagged along after her. Once we finished eating, each of us headed to our own rooms.Even though Mom and Dad would want to get more bonding time with their grandchildren, they need to rest more, most especially because they have to return to Italy tomorrow.Of our triplets, Skye and Sunny are the ones who brought Starr to her bedroom.As for me and Lance, when we come into our room, I can’t help but let my emotions show – all this happiness is just too much to keep in.The arrangement and place of the things hadn’t changed. The bed looked like it hadn’t been used.“I miss our room.” I told him.Lance hugged my waist gently, “I missed you so much too.”“I said, the one thing I mis
CELINE POV-“It’s cold!”“There’s so much stuff!”“The roof is so high!”“Does the roof reach the sky?”“Wow! I can’t see the end of the house!”“There’s so much color!”“The light, so much ligh!”“What’s that?” Starr pointed at the TV. “Is that a display too? Why is it that color, it’s scary -- ah! I saw that in your room while you were sleeping, mummy!”“That’s a flatscreen television, sweetheart.” I replied.“Does it have any funny talking people on it?”“Shows on? You mean if the tv works?”“Yes.”“Yes, sweetheart. There’s a TV in your room too”“Really? Can I use that?”“You’re allowed to touch and use every things you see here,” Lance said in response. “Just watch out for other items so you won’t get hurt or wounded.“Yes, daddy!” Starr replied cheerfully then pointed to the sofa. “Can I sit there?” “Absolutely, sweetheart.” Lance said cheerfully, then put Starr down from being carried.Starr dashed to the sofa and took a seat there, and we followed her right there.“Mummy, da
CELINE POV-“Starr, let’s stay in the same room!” Sunny said with a big smile. “You could sleep in mine, or I could sleep in yours , whichever you want!”We’re on our way home to the mansion right now. Hannah is the one who fetched us, together with Giovanni.Sunny was on my lap, Starr was on Lance’s and Skye was in the middle of us.“We can stay in Skye’s room to sleep too!” Sunny said, making yet another cheerful suggestion.“No! I don’t want to!” Skye refused. “Skye, you don’t want us to sleep with you?” Sunny’s question, tinged with sadness and a little bit of that helpless, please-feel-sorry-for-me vibe.“That’s not it – okay. Fine.” At the end, Skye was powerless against his sibling’s cute gesture that came with a hint of pleading.Sunny and Starr both clapped and even bumped fists, having united to take on Skye.I caught Starr’s gaze seeming to pass right through Sunny and me.I peered outside, it was dark, so streetlights and lights from all kinds of shops and places were a
CELINE POV-Hendrix is just staring at Lance.I wanted to scold Lance for surprising Hendrix like that. But I held back, even I can’t stop the rage that hits me just hearing that person’s name.“Cooperate with me,” Lance stated further, issuing a warning. “I will annihilate your whole family. I will destroy the Phoenix organization, Lucian included. You and your unborn child alone I will remain of your lineage.”I noticed the rise and fall of Hendrix’s Adam’s apple.I understood Hendrix’s feelings.Before, he’d often open up to me – no matter Lucian’s mistakes, he understood him. He did this to make him feel not alone and to atone, thinking he was to blame for his state. Hendrix never showed it, but Lucian was his most precious person.“Phoenix organization, are still plenty of hiding place hard to track down. Show me those places so I can meet your brother in person and face him once for all.”“What benefit will I gain from cooperating with you and betraying my brother to you?”“Fr
CELINE POV-“What are your plans after you get out of here?” I asked Bianca as we settled into the visitor’s chair facing each other.“I don’t know yet.”“Don’t you have anything you want to do? A dream to chase? We’ll help you. Not because we owe you anything, but because I’m still your friend.”“Thank you Celine. After everything happened and what I did, in the end, you still think of me that way.”“There was a time I didn’t trust you, but in the end your love for my children still prevailed. Had it not been for your support and the care you’ve given my children, we might have fallen apart.”“Believe it or not, I treated them like real kids. I was so in love with him that I let it blind me, so I did everything he told me to.”“And I’m grateful for that, especially when I think about how you cared for Starr.”She smiled in response.“By the way, we’d love to give you a place to stay. Pick whatever spot or house size feels right to you. As long as you’re still figuring out your next
CELINE POV-I stare at him, not blankly nor angry. I just looking at him and don’t know what to say and I don’t know how to feel about this.“The instant I laid eyes on Starr and pulled her into a hug, I was bursting with joy,” he rambled, explaining. He composed himself and calmly continued, “My happiness was spilling over when I saw her. I felt the surge of blood that means family, that bond with her. Everything I said and felt for her, it was all the truth.” He paused mid-sentence.He took a deep breath.A few brief seconds passed, and then he continued, “But... Despite all that, I can’t be sure, not because I don’t love her. We’ve been through so much, we’ve been deceived many times. Right now, I don’t want our emotions to be the only thing confirming she’s truly our daughter. That’s why I secretly arranged a DNA test for Starr. Only Vince and I are in on this.”“Lance...”“I hope you understand what I did. I’d planned to tell you about this before the results came in. If you do







