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Chapter 18 Hitting rock bottom
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2024-10-29 19:42:56SARAH?!"
I heard Jacob shout my name. I was still asleep and thought it was in my dream until I heard him again. I woke up and jumpee of the bed. Jacob had fallen asleep in the lounge. I got to the lounge looking at him holding his arm in pain. It was swollen to almost double the size. It was very early and still dark outside. Alex was still asleep. Jacob called a friend to take him back to the hospital, whilst Sarah laid in bed for a while,before showering. She dressed and paced the room while she waited for Alex to wake up. She was worried. She made breakfast but had no appetite. She was already having a hard time battling with the morning sickness, but her decrease in appetite was due to worry and stress.
She paced. Up and down, kitchen to the lounge,aimlessly.
Alex woke up just after eight o clock. He asked her where his dad is and Sarah replied "hospital".
"Hostipal? " Alex said with curiosity.
" Lets have
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