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Guilty pleasures Chapter 24. Christmas season
It was December. Christmas was in a few weeks time. This was the last thing on Sarah's mind. How could she even afford Christmas. The land lady just gave them an increase of rent. She had her car payment due. Food to see to and a new baby. Jacob had still not found work and Sarah's two thirds of a salary couldn't cover any of this.It was the first week of December and Sarah started looking for another place to rent. She couldn't afford this. She could afford anything. She wondered how will she make it to Christmas. Alex would be looking forward to the day, to the presents. Sarah was saddened just thinking of this.There was a hoot outside their door. Sarah went out to see her parents. They were here, she knew this wasn't good. "you didnt do your car payment yet. I came to collect the money",her father shouted. Sarah was surprised at their attitudes when it came to money. Not once had they asked if they had food on their table. Or if they needed anything. I
Guilty pleasures Chapter 25. The problem
Jacob fetched Sarah from her afternoon job. They went to her parents place. After supper they were leaving when Chuck came out accusing Jacob of swearing him. He had fabricated a story and told her parents Jacob had said some horrible things.Sarah stood shocked as Chuck imstigated Jacob, accusing him over and over of calling him foul names." You called me a f***ed up a******", Chuck spat out. Jacob stood stunned. "WHEN DID I SAY ALL THESE THINGS YOU ACCUSE ME OFF", Jacob shouted. He was now agitated by this whole situation. Sarah knew that this was another scheme.This was always the case with Sarah and Nash. Everytime Chuck called the shots. He pulled their strings like a puppet. He always created a problem to get rid of people he doesn't want around. It was to show them a point. He had more authority and say im tbe family than they did. Who are they? That was his point.Sarah tugged Jacob's arm," he isn't worth it". Chuck heard thi
Guilty pleasures Chapter 26. 1 year later. House on fire
Jacob and Sarah together with their two toddlers were living in a new neighborhood. Sarah had started a new job and things were looking bright for them. Jacob had worked for a brief moment but was out of work again. It was December and holiday cheer was here. Sarah had just one provincial meeting to attend before she went on vacation leave. She dressed in a champagne buff dress. She slipped on a pair of heals, they were still knew, she only used them once, but decided to go with pumps instead. She put on a long necklace and her name badge before kissing them all good by and leaving to work in her red Nissan.She reached her meeting and put her cellphone in her bag whilst she got busy helping others with placing. " Sarah, you need to check your phone, Jacob called, something has happened" Kirsten quickly spoke before leaving to help another guest. Sarah dropped what she was doing and checked her cellphone. "shit, ten missed calls"." Hello, is everything alright?" S
Guilty pleasures Chapter 27. Four long years later.
Nothing has changed.Sarah is still emotionally scarred. Living like rats in a basement. Feeling worthless,self esteem as low as one could go. But she had the love and support of her husband. He finally found a job. Its pays shittily but its a job at the end of the day. Sarah has now moved into a new company and based close to home. Her shitty life started to look up.Until...........Covid 19 first wave hit.Being in the health care industry, their jobs were safe. They interest rate had dropped drastically. 7% was low. A rate to take advantage off." Lets apply for a homeloan" jacob suggested one day in June after work. Sarah sat at her laptop and applied.Instantly a message popped up on her screen. 1 email received. They were pre approved for 1 million. Sarah jumped with joy. She hugged and kissed Jacob. For once his suggestion had a positive effect. For once they felt the universe was answering them positively. Her prayers we
Guilty pleasures Chapter 28. Flashback
"As soon as your father retires, you will receive your inheritance and buy your own house", Sue said one Sunday afternoon. Sunday was the only day allocated to her children to visit. This was her arrangement. Every other day Chuck was there, a permemant resident. Eat, bath, leave his clothes to wash, the only thing he went home to do was sleep. Sunday after 5pm was the only day and time slot available to her children and grandchildren. No grandchildren could even request having a sleep over as the the answer would be no. It was heartsore to even see Alex and Andrea being turned down time and time again. It was only Emily's children who could stay over secretly, as if it was even a secret. They all knew that they were given special preference. The other grandchildren were just nothings and nobody's. It pained Sarah's heart every day just thinking about it. But she just decides to overlook it feeling sorry for her father being in such a pathetic situation. She really didn't know why h
Guilty pleasures Chapter 29. Secret
Sarah and Jacob decided to keep their achievement as a secret, or at least Sarah did. Jacob was so excited that everyone he met, he sang like a canary. Sarah was annoyed by this. They had agreed on keeping this a secret, not everyone should know your business. She didn't want to fight no matter how pissed off she was with his actions. She warned him in a totally nice way, " DO NOT COUNT YOUR CHICKENS BEFORE THEY HATCH".She hoped her husband would atleast grasp this concept.One afternoon at supper they broke the news to Nash and Nat. It was motivation for them to start heading towards their own successes as they were also renting.Nash called Sarah and told her thst Jacob would need to go with him to collect the puppy for their new home.Sarah was excited. She loved animals. She messaged Jacob immediately to go in the afternoon. Jacob was also excited. He loved dogs to and so did their children.But now Sarah thought of the fact 5hst they w
Guilty pleasures Chapter 30. Karma is a b****
5am.*beep, beep, beep*The alarm on the phone wakes her up. Sarah leans over taking her phone and and swiping the snooze button. She covers herself with her blanket. " 10 more minutes" she thought, when a big wet tongue starts licking her face."Broccoli".Sarah gets out of bed and lets him out of the front door for air and to go do his business. She then steps into the shower. As she enjoys the steam, she hears a loud thud and broccoli runs back into the house winning.Sarah was pained by their actions. For weeks they had been nasty. Often taking Broccolis poo and throwing it on Sarah's front door and step. She just put up with their pettiness. But today she was really annoyed and hurt by their actions.She comforted Broccoli when she came out of the bath. " three more weeks"Sarah was on vacation leave for the day. Since it was pay day, she decided to drop Alex and Andrea at school and Jacob at work. She was g
Guilty pleasures Chapter 31. The big news.
*Ting*Sarah checks her phone which was on her work desk. One message. She slides her screen, and read the message. He heart is pounding in her chest. Her hands are sweaty and her thoughts are racing. Oh my gosh!!!!!!!" Dear client, your homeloan is approved" the date is 28th September.28...... Their lucky number. Her head was exploding with excitement. She called Jacob to give him the good news. She sent the sms to Nash. He was beyond words. Her good news meant the world to him.At the end of the day Sarah decided they should start packing away the stuff they aren't using. They only would leave the essentials out.Two weeks flew by and sarah and Jacob decided at the last minute they would move in. The emotional abuse from the land lord was getting more frequent.They had come so far. From living in a 1 bedroom basement to a 2 bedroom flat, a 1 bedroom cottage which was so dilapidated to a 2 bedroom flat that burnt down, a 2 be
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Chapter 3*Knock, knock*As Charlie held a sleeping Jessica, he leaned against the wall for support outside her door and strained his arm to knock on her door. He knocked the door quiet hard since no one had answered the door yet, he started to pang his closed fist against the door in frustration. Jessica was dead weight. His arm was becoming numb. He heard the lock on the doot turn and out came a stubby man. Round as a barrel, smelling of cheetos. It was an unpleasant sight and smell. He had never seen such a disgusting person in his life before living in an apartment. He belonged on a street corner, begging for change. " So YOU brought her home. Did you have a good time, was it so good she sprained her ankle and fell asleep".Just leave her on the bed as he motioned Charlie to leave her on their bed. He left her down gently. He walked to the living room to see that everything was a mess. There was dishes piled on the coffee table, clothes in the floor and beer cans piled next to t
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Guilty pleasures Chapter 83
Grant texted me all day, listening to my complaints about my other half.He listened without judgement and I knew as usual he wouldn't believe me.No one did.until....He started staying over more frequently.we because close and I started to feel attracted to him.The distance between Jacob and I grew wider and wider until it was just a large empty space.I don't know when that happened and when the gap between Grant and I became non existent.I don't know when I had these feelings but they were there and it was hard to ignore.As the days went by I tried to reach out to Jacob.I called him up one day and asked him to spend lunch with me. His cold reply brought tears to my eyes. " I see you everyday. I don't need to spend lunch time with you and besides I already have plans."As Grant saw the coldness in Jacob everyday , he tried to make me happier.He invited me to lunch and I accepted.I drove to his work place and he ordered food.It was the first time trying this new restaurant
Guilty pleasures Chapter 82
It wasn't all but a dream. The next morning I received a message over social media.It was him. He was checking up if I was alright. He knew me well and I guess that he picked up that this wasn't me. At first I played it cool, eventually I couldn't hold it in any longer.After letting out every bit of sadness that made a home in my heart, I felt relieved.The next afternoon,Grant came over with a pack of beers. Everyday we spoke and everyday I complained.Maybe I shouldn't have complained. Maybe I shouldn't have spoken.But for once I actually felt happy. For once I was actually being heard. Someone was taking my thoughts and feelings into consideration. Although I was the one who had cut all ties with him for a misunderstanding that was never about him, he was still the same caring person as always.Thinking back about that misunderstanding:I had just started a new job and I decided to take out a life cover for my dad who had asked me to.He felt that we should at some point bene
