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73- A New Start
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Blaze POV:-
Watching her from afar, playing with the kids of the packs. Resting my elbow on the window frame, putting my chin on it and watching her giving light to this desolated place.
How did it happen but ever since I told her to live her life as Mrs Allen, she is doing it without hesitation.
Entangled in the beats of her heart, now my words automatically came out from my mouth telling her the condition of my heart. She listens, sometimes replies mostly with a smile and I feel the weight of my chest has been lifted.
Now she is carrying it but along with the dread of how long she will bear the crushing weight over her delicate shoulders? One day they will break and the tears would reflect the tiredness. I know this moment is brief and a storm is chasing us- I could fee
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