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81- Unbearable
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I stood where she left me. There are many things I want to tell her but it’s not the time for it. With unexplainable suffering which caused a disruption in my mind, I remained silent. Hurting but not showing it.
As for the rest of the day Avery avoided me, didn't talk to me, maintained a distance and even went back with others but not me.
After coming home, Avery was normal, talking lovingly with everyone, doing the same but she didn’t spare a glance at me which hurt me.
She even locked her door so I wouldn't come inside.
Don’t do this, I cannot bear this now. It will turn me insane.
She didn’t talk to me, and refrained me. Distancing herself without
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