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39- Reality
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I took a deep breath and told him what happened that day and everything. I broke into soft sobs when I told him. “I had no choice… I never thought he would get this far… I.. I .. thought he will leave me after we get married.. I never knew he made me sign marriage papers.. I was so scared at that time and didn’t think about anything… I am sorry… I am so sorry.” I wailed, hiding my face in my hands.
“Avery…” he called me, rushing to my side. He bent and removed my hand from my face and held them tightly as he kissed them, “I am so sorry. I didn’t know he made you go through all this.” He apologized, holding my hands close, “Please don’t hate me. I am so alone, don’t leave me…” I hugged him, crying. He hugged my back and rubbed it, “I won’t… I am with you… Only if I knew what he made you go through… I am sorry for not being able to stand by your side.” Jeremy whispered, hugging me close. I sniff
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