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Chapter-34

Author: Writer Moon
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Who he really is?

(Trauma, self harm and Violence- Viewer's Discretion Advised)

Lily's POV

His hands touched me, his lips were all over me as I screamed, I struggled to run away.

I could feel his smirk when he forced me.

I wanted to die but there was no way out.

“You like it don't you?” He asked me when he touched my body. I wanted to vomit.

“I don't, leave me, leaveee me”, I screamed with all my might but nothing happened in my favor.

Was this my end? I thought but it wasn't.

I gasped as I opened my eyes feeling another nightmare.

They were getting more and more brutal as day passed.

I could feel it as real as it was in the past.

I was breathing unevenly as I scratched my body all over.

The skin burned as I clawed my nails in my skin, I wanted to remove the touch but nothing helped.

I was not breathing, it felt like he was choking me. My hands wrapped around my throat and I pressed them.

I want to kill myself.

I screamed so loudly, I felt suffocation, “Help me!!” I scre
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