Guilt and Night (Lily’s POV) “Lily it is not your fault baby, please calm down” Beatrice assured me and I nod at her but we both know that I am the killer. Josh had no relation to this mess whatsoever but he was dragged and murdered mercilessly. I have to repent yet another demise, I wonder how I will escape this hell. My conscience is heavy with guilt and it is the biggest punishment you can obtain. “I am fine” I lied to my friends, they are as devastated as me due to this. I had been back to the UK, to freshen up my mind before I went underground. Yes underground. Xander had strictly prohibited me from working until we found that rascal and we needed to move to a more secure place. “He is your bodyguard?” Beatrice asked, pointing at the man sitting at the next table from us. I nodded. “Don’t try to seduce him, he is not your type of a guy” I said before she sprouted any ridiculous thoughts in her mind. “Possessive much” she teased me and I rolled my eyes at her, “She is righ
Kiss of passion(Lily’s POV)I felt his lips over mine, so fucking serene yet thunderous.My eyes were closed as soon as he held my bare waist revealing from my cropped top and my back arched, feeling his rough hand over my spine.Shivers were running around my body but his lips were synching around mine, my lips were fighting with his but it was a gentle one.We were moving with passion and the moonlight fell over our faces, I moved my hand to touch his bearded cheek and we involved our tongues in this game of pure deception.I had never met a guy who kissed me like this, it felt like I am his and his only, through the craving we discovered.We had tried our best to resist this tension but it just seemed to grow more and more and here we are almost eating each other out.It felt exquisite but my breathing was falling short, I tapped his shoulder but he was not in his senses or should I say he did not care about it.I pushed him and he finally separated his lips from mine but not befo
Under the shadows (Warning-This chapter has mature content) Alister’s POV I let out the smoke and leaned back on my throne, it has been a while since I killed someone, two days presumably. I sigh and see a man being dragged my way, he fell down right on my shoes and I lifted his face using my shoe. “Pakhan(leader), we have found the man” said a man and I nodded at him slightly. The man lowered his gaze with terror and I gave him a bored expression, “Name?” . No reply. Bang, I shot his right arm and again asked, this time more calmly, “Name?”.He screamed and started making noises. “G-ggio-gio” he stuttered, I am getting really bored now. I kicked his face that was resting on my shoe. “I don't like to repeat myself yet I did that for you, so answer or go to real hell” I said as I got up, he held my leg, begging for mercy while blood oozed out of his wound. “G-giovanni s-sir, please don’t send me there” he pleaded, his face decolourized. “So you were flirting wit
Dance and gunshot(Lily’s POV)I open my eyes, feeling like being battered on the head, my eyes daring to close again as I adjust to the light falling from the small window in front.I lifted my head with difficulty, I was on the floor tied up, my clothes shattered revealing my struggle to avoid the situation I am in right now.Fear.Fear is what I feel when I hear footsteps again, they approach the door and I move my head slowly, as if to make this a dream but I saw him, he appeared in front.The lustful smirk played on his face, terror engulfed me, he inched closer, my heart throbbing with horror. I could die right now but I cannot, I want to die but he won’t kill me.Tears sealed my eyes, I shut them and thought about the life I had till now but I felt a pull, I came out of darkness.I finally opened my eyes, sweating as hell, my mind blank for a whole minute as Xander questioned me. I felt relief seeing him, he held my face and I forgot the sensation I felt before.The choked fee
The Stalker? Lily's POV “W-who are you?” I barely managed to utter as the man became visible to me. I saw his tattooed chest, his fuller biceps and the anger on his face. Though his face was not really visible that much I was trying to register his face but the lights of the bar were switched off. Will he kill me? “Alister” He said, his voice was different from others, it held the caliber to make others feel terror. “I-i, please leave me, I don't know you” I said almost crying but i controlled my tears, I cannot be scared here. He laughed like a maniac, “leave you say? I did not even hold you yet so i won't leave you”. He was making fun of me, his gun still pointed at my head, it was not even moving an inch. “The important question here is, how could you let that fucker touch you when you have me?” He said. Huh? I have who? Him? He looks good but I am attracted to more than that, I would never care for someone like him. I smirk at him, I don't know how I
The alluring night(Mature content ahead) Lily’s POV“Aahh” I moaned. I felt Xander kissing my neck, so roughly, I could feel his passion.He stopped and looked at me, his olive eyes reflected desire, hunger and yearning for this.He lifted me up and we kissed all the way to the bedroom. I hurriedly opened the doorknob, and we went inside the room.He threw me on the bed and came hovering over me, the kiss depended and I fisted his hair but then he stopped midway.“What?” I asked breathing heavenly, he did not reply instead moved away from me and sat on the couch at the side. I was perplexed by this action, did he not like it?“Xander?” I again asked and this time, he looked at me, in my eyes capturing my soul, my existence.“I hope you know what you did out there?” he questioned while he crossed his hands across his chest.“What did I do? At the bar?” I said and I could see the anger on his face.Oh yeah, that guy I danced with.“That was the plan right?” I asked, very aware of the
The Escaped Man Xander’s POV I opened my eyes to see that Lily was asleep beside me and I held her waist in possession while she cutely snuggled her face in my chest. Have I ever been so delighted to wake up and see a literal goodness hugging me while we had a wonderful night? Well no because I have never been so caring with a woman, I hate them but I never knew I was so attracted to this little one, I released along her as she rode me, claiming me wildly. She passed out last night from all the stuff we did but we just came once, I think she is too weak to pleasure. She needs to change that otherwise, she wouldn't survive even a round with me. I stared at her and thought how she rode me, she was cute last night but I am still angry at her for letting those fuckers touch her. We had planned to lure Alister out but it was nowhere mentioned that she had to dance like that, I was barely controlling myself that time. But when I saw that he put his hands under her skirt, I lost it.
The blind date (Lily's POV) “But Dad I am not interested in a date at the moment” I argued with Dad. “My child, you know this is the best right now,” Dad said, I sighed heavily. “Go this once” He urged and I had to agree after a while. I can’t Dad about my relationship with Xander, he would not like it and I am yet to discuss it with Xander. I wonder how Xander would react. Should I tell him? I don't want to lie about this or keep him under any cloud. Yeah, I should tell him. I went and saw him, he was sitting on the couch working on something, “You have a moment?” I asked and he looked at me, he was wearing glasses. My goodness, HE is so tempting. Fuck this date, I want to be with Xander instead. “Yes pearl”(Russian), he says and I melted again, it sounds so fine when he says it in Russian. I sat across from him and he took off his glasses. “Dad had set me up on a blind date” I said and he looked at me for a few moments before saying, “So you want me to accompany yo
Broken SlumberLily’s POVMy eyes opened a little only to get shut again by the bright surroundings, I tried to open them again and that was when I saw a man, dressed up in a king’s outfit, it looked like that.Realization dawned upon me as I realized the man was none other than my husband and he was holding my fragile hand tucked up with syringes. It hurts.He was holding my hand as if I would die any moment, the warmth was enough for me to shed a tear with no emotions, this happens when you are lost inside.I was just staring at him, my eyes cried on their own while I tried to remember what was happening.“Xander?” I finally said but my voice came out different as if I had not spoken in months for now but still, I uttered his name with a small voice and a shaky one at that. He froze, he was already still and one could think he was sleeping but now he stiffened and it looked like his breath hitched.He stayed like that, did he think he was hallucinating because he just shrugged his h
Xander’s MotherXander’s POV“She and I were always close but we never understood each other. She was always cunning and so she married your father, Lev Morozov. She did not feel anything for him and even knows this but he could not defy the feelings he had for her. He was head over heels for her which led to his ruins” Maria completes the sentence and I just stare at the wall in front of me.“When they had Lidiya she was still sane but after you were born, she lost it. She wanted everything in the world, she wanted every fucking power and wanted to rule Russia” I already know what she is saying but still stay put and listen.“She helped me a lot and so I married your Uncle but he was cunning, he ruined my plan. He knew whatever I was doing and whatever your mother was doing but Lev was not trying to understand anyone, he defended her always” she says and I could feel her inner hate crawl up for my Uncle.“She was betraying your father, physically and mentally and that too with the en
Maria is shotXander’s POV“She will be fine,” my sister said to me as I sat near my baby, who had not woken up. “She will, she has to,” I said and she put a hand over my shoulder.“Father has called for you, there are already many to take care of her” she spoke to me in a slow voice and I nodded my head.“Where is she?” I asked her, “With William as always”. I stood up and gave her a sharp look, “She will be dead soon, Both shall die in each other's arms and we will see how much their love can hold”.It is time for the most important death, Maria Barone.But she won’t die until she tells us the truth.~“Hello, finally we meet,” my father says and the lady wearing black, freezes. Her eyes stilled at my father, I know she wasn’t expecting this.“W-what are you both doing here? Leave this instant” she yells but it is too late for her. Death is near.“You all can’t do anything,” she says and pulls over a gun, father laughs at her. He is having the most fun here.“Sure I can do anything
Lilies and PearlsLily’s POVLily- Age twenty two“When did I leave?”, I asked Alessia and she frowned, “You texted us that you reached home.” She spoke to me in a confused tone. “I don't remember. I have been out for two days now” I told her as I leaned back over the headrest of my couch. “But we saw you leave with a guy and you were quite drunk,” Alessia told me. I stare at her with disbelief. “I wasn't with any guy, I must have asked him to leave me towards my car” I told her and palmed my face. I was with a guy, I know. My whole body is in pain and I have faded memories about the same. I can't believe I drank so much that I even forgot what happened in the last two days. My back feels like it will break and so I have taken a leave. “Do you know how he looked?” I ask her after rejecting the thought of not telling her about my fucked up situation. “He was tall, and was wearing black”. I don't know who it might be. “Okay, leave it be,” I said finally after getting fed up. I
That WomanLily’s POVLily Age-NineIt’s been nine months since Mom left me and now I am getting the hang of where she is. Dad told me she was in a better place and was happy so I should not grieve about her. Although I understood him, I still wanted her back.Adam was sent to boarding school by Dad because his grades were low and he was not focusing on his studies. I do not want the same to happen to me so I study even though I hate it, I need to study. I do not want to disappoint him. He had been acting strange for a few months, he was a lot happier and I could not understand how. Does he not miss Mom?My mind went back to the time when we were bidding Mom a goodbye one last time and there was that same lady I saw at the party. Dad was staring at her.Is she his friend? Maybe not.“Dad, can I go over to Beatsie’s today?” I ask him and he nods without even hearing me properly. I frown at his behaviour. He doesn't even lift me up anymore, does not kiss me and love me anymore.I turned
The Mother’s DeathLily’s POV“I know I am worthless and I could not save you but I want to devote my everything to you. I don’t know about love but I do know that I want to spend my everything with you. I want you near me and I want to cherish you. My pearl”.I opened my eyes hearing him and I could feel something else inside my heart, did he really say this and for me at that? Am I hearing everything correctly or is it just something I want to listen and so I am hallucinating. But when he holds my hand I felt him near me, he was real and what he said to me was also real. His eyes were closed as he held my hand close to his heart and again said, “Please wake up soon, I cannot wait to embrace you again”. I wanted to smile but I could not, my lips did not help me. But my heart fluttered. ‘I too need you and want you’ I said but he never heard it.I closed my eyes and tightened my hold over his hand, I went into a deep slumber. I remembered the most painful night I faced when my Mom le
Invitation to death(Heavy Violence~discretion advised)Elion’s POVI could not see, it was painful. All I could do was feel everything that was happening around me.That girl for whom I put away everything I had, was a monster and not at all the girl I imagined. She had taken my eyes away from me. I was not able to comprehend when she turned that violent.She thrashed me while I was in a vulnerable state, even though I was almost there in making her mine. At first she was all scared but afterwards she became completely different.I had always imagined to fuck her and I had almost succeeded but that guy had ruined it all for me.I heard footsteps approach me and I tried to sense the direction in which they were. I was not able to comprehend as many sounds could be heard but before I knew it someone clasped me and made me stand up.“Who the fuck are you, I will kill you” I screamed as I tried to get away but nothing worked, there were many hands that held me captive.“Do you even know
Worthless Xander’s POVI kicked open the door and fired two shots to kill the man in front of me, I just hoped my baby was fine. I inched closer and my men surrounded the area but as we were progressing towards the staircase, a voice could be heard.“Welcome, Mr Bodyguard” I heard him say and clenched my jaw hearing his mockery tone. Fucker will die today and it will be the most painful death humankind had known.“I know you are searching for my wife but she is with me, see for yourself” he said and the big screen in front of us started. As soon as I saw what was playing, I froze.Lily lay there unconscious and was covered with a blanket only. Her face and neck had marks and I could feel myself crumbling down with disbelief.“Don’t worry I have been waiting for the big show, I will make her mine in front of you” he said and I clenched my jaw.“Stay away from her”, I roared but I saw him touch her over the covers.Ivankov looked at me and nodded.I fired a shot at the ceiling and he f
Horror crawls backLily’s POVI sat in silence over the comfy bed, they had not harmed me instead, they were giving me all the luxury needed. But that could not make up for what they had done to me. And who knows when their minds change.I looked out to see the fenced window, it was bedecked with Steal bars and only some space was left between them. I knew I couldn’t escape from here so I needed to think about something else. I can’t just sit and wait for him to force me.He was planning our wedding, such an idiot. I am married already and still he doesn't care because apparently he thinks we are lying about it. The purpose may be hidden but still, we did sign the papers.As I sat again in frustration because I couldn't find anything in this closed prison, I recalled that ungrateful night.I was going home after college but was kidnapped, apart from this time I was really scared for my life. I thought I was done for but instead of death, I received a lifelong scar. I was raped.I did