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CHAPTER 58: GOODBYE... FOR NOW

Author: Paroj-Paroj
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MICHAEL

Watching her leave was the most painful sight I've ever witnessed in my life, nothing more.

It was her decision.

This is the freedom I want to grant her.

She was suffocated by the constraints of her youth, confined, dictated, a mere puppet. Just like me.

But why does giving what she yearned for hurt like this?

"Fuck!" I yelled, hurling everything within reach, and ended up creating a whole mess in the living room.

Broken vases littered the floor, glass shards scattered everywhere, and then there's me, I sat in the corner, consumed by regret.

"Fuck," I sobbed.

Head bowed, I clenched it, wishing I could slam it against the wall until I bled and die.

But no, there are matters to address first.

I must gather my wits. I must compose myself. I must win her back.

Yes, I admit, failed to earn her love. But once I fixinh this fucked up mess, I'll have her back and never let her slip away.

"You look fucked up," a familiar voice halted me.

The atmosphere grew tense as I detected three dis
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