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2024-10-29 19:42:56Agustin's pov...
I swallowed hard against my dry throat and for the first time I prayed to God, help me convince her.
"I am sorry Onika I am so fucking sorry. I just couldn't handle you not loving me and cheating on me behind my back that also with my own best friend. It was as if I lost everything on the same day.
I was blinded by rage when I did all those things to you and I am really ashamed of what I did. I know it's no excuse for how I treated you. I deserve your hate for what I did but please give me one chance just one chance.
You are everything that matters to me I am ready to pay any price for it. I will happily take whatever you throw my way but just don't give up on us like this."I gave her a pleading look and clutched at her hand desperately.
She immediately jerked my hand away and tilted her head as if studing me but her expression don't looked faze
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