CALLUM WOODS POV
Grabbing my guitar and music journal, I left my usual spot and headed home. My thoughts kept going back to last night when I heard Mama crying. I had never seen her cry before and that made me scared. If anything, I was scared of what was going to happen if I knew what made her cry.
Here I was, in front of my small home, fidgeting with my fingers, and thinking if I was to open the door or not. Papa's car was parked in front of the house so that meant he was at home. The fear in me kept rising when I heard her scream in pain.
"Please aaahhh!" I barged in quickly to see him with a bottle of scotch in his left hand and the other pinning my Mama against the wall, strangling her. A repitition of almost everyday but I still won't let him succeed. Even if it meant getting a scar from him.
"Who's gonna get me cigarettes and scotches? And who's gonna pay the bills if you're sick huh?" He asked my Mama and I frowned as I reached for the hockey stick hidden behind the door. He never cared, never.
I got really angry when I noticed blood drooling from her lips and I whacked his back with shaky hands and the bottle crashed. Mama slid down the wall in a loud thud and he faced me,a cigar hanging on his lips. Thought that would do some damage but clearly, my weak hands didn't help this time around. At least I had broken the alcohol. Sober him was better than drunk him.
"Wrong move Callum, you should have known better than that boy. Guess I'll have to punish you," he muttered and held my neck. I knew not to utter a single sound but I couldn't help the small whimpers that left my lips. After all these years I have not gotten used to the pain.
I screamed bloody murder as he pressed the hot cigarette on my neck. The souring pain went like a shiver than my spine and my toes curled in my shoes. The smell of my skin burning made tears to fill my eyes and I shook my head.
Be bold Callum. He isn't worth your tears.
"Listen here son," Papa snarled taking it off and the cool air on the dry burn made me want to hiss out in pain but now, he needed to hear a piece of my mind.
"No you listen, you can go around treating me like crap like you always do but you have no right to touch my mama!" I yelled at him and he raised an eyebrow at me, clearly not happy with what I said but I cared less. He taught me not to care like he did.
"Callum please," my Mama pleaded weakly still on the floor but I ignored her and continued to glare at my father through my blurred vision.
"I refuse to let him get away with this!" I screamed at him, still aware of the burn on my neck that hurt. "I can't stand being near you, Mama can't stand being near you." I cried out.
"You're stuck with me you worthless brat," he reminded me, planting the cigar back on the same spot and I cried out, not being able to hold in the pain any longer.
"Go to hell." I choked out, the words barely audible over the buzzing pain on my neck. He pulled out the cigarette from my skin and brought up his fist, connecting it with my left eye. I screamed out in pain momentarily and placed my hand over my bruised eye, glaring at him while he stumbled back over to his chair. Pain struck like lightning in my head and I had to stay strong to stop myself from falling.
I gave Mama a hand to get up and let her drag me to the kitchen as she gave me an ice pack for the eyes and tended to the burn.
"What happened?" I asked her.
"The usual, he asked for money and I refused to give him," she said, avoiding my piercing gaze which was unusual. She would normally place her delicate soft hands on my cheek and stare directly into my eyes. She would ruffle my red hair and whisper to me it was alright.
"Why can't we report him to the cops?" I whined, glaring at her subconsciously It was partly her fault we were still in this condition. She should have left him long ago. Money wasn't the issue since she was the one feeding Papa.
"Callum please, you know I love your father very much, he's going through a tough phase right now okay, he needs us in his life. And remember I agreed to our marital vows, till death do us apart," she whispered the last sentence and I frowned, letting it slide for now. I was so damn tired of convincing my Mama against him and there was no way I would leave her here. One day I promise I'll get her out of this mess.
"I'm so sorry you ended up in this mess," she croaked out and I knew something else was wrong. The mother I knew was stronger than this.
"Mama tell me what's happening," I pleaded and she sniffled, holding the wooden counter to support her shaking form.
"I went to the clinic today to check up my health status and a-a-nd I w-w-as told I have blood cancer. That's why your father was so mad. He's filing a divorce, he's been seeing another woman. I have no money, nothing useful to sell. I got fired from the diner and now I'm sick," she balled her eyes out and I hugged her, letting my tears flow in hatred for dad.
He was going to pay for everything he did. I'll make sure mama gets through this even if it means working illegally.
"I'll get you out of this, I promise." I whispered.
I was sad when writing this too 😔😔
Don't you all think his mother is a fool?I need answers and your reasons too.Let's make this funI love you all ❤️😘
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Warning: gory/violent scene. Read at your own risk.Don't underestimate short girls, we are more evil 'cause we're closer to hell."That's right fucker, be scared all you want but don't waste your fear, we still have some unfinished business." I told him and his lips trembled much to my pleasure. This was want I wanted. His mind unable to think straight because of me. Because of what I was capable of doing."You k-k-killed a married m-man and his 4 year o-o-old child," he stuttered and I rolled my eyes. Out of all things he could use to remember me was this."The man was annoying the hell out of me and he should have known not to bring his daughter into my rubber room or should I call it padded cell when he wanted to do his therapying." I told him with quoted fingers and his e
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Warning, this chapter contains a self harm scene. Read at your own risk.CALLUM WOODS POVI don't remember what it's like to not feel broken.I glanced at the girl as she walked away with her pet raccoon. She was the first person to stand and listen to my song. I picked the money in the guitar case and returned the guitar into the case.I felt kind of embarrassed that she gave that much money like I was some charity case. I picked up my guitar case and walked home. I hope Papa isn't strangling Mama again because this time, I'll do something we'll both regret.I opened the door and was greeted by emptiness. The TV was gone, everything useful in this house. Mama laid on a couch, looking unto space with silent tears falling fro
When everything is lonely, I can be my best friend."How did you..." I trailed off when he looked back at me and turned front, hugging his knees and playing with the water. I knew I was lying but I needed to cheer him up. He was better off not sad."How did you know?" I asked again after clearing my throat. I folded my arms and watched as Storm began to play with the plants."You're so noisy for a stalker. I could hear your footsteps and heavy breathing. Plus you don't need to act dumb, it's not required," he said and I rolled my eyes and sat close to him, hugging my knees too."So..." I trailed off and he glared at me. The swell on his eyes had reduced and the color was now a shade of purple. I smiled at the blue shirt he wore. We kind of matched."I told you to st
You will not heal by going back to what broke you."Don't you dare go in there Lee you won't like what you'll see." I heard dad yell and I sat up on my bed and rubbed my sleepy eyes. Storm was wide awake and staring at the door."Morning Storm." I greeted in my raspy voice and the door slammed open. My eyes widened as I stared at the feet of the person in my room and slowly trailed upwards. Green boots, black jumper worn with a green crop top and a green bandana on a perfect red hair in a ponytail. There was only one person that was this creative and obsessed with bandanas."Aunt Lily." I deadpanned and she squealed and pulled me in tight hug. She released me when I gasped for air and smiled sheepishly. Aunt Lily was my dad's adopted sister and mom's half sister. I really don't care about what happened in the past.
I have traveled through madness to find meLunch came and I practically ran out of English class. Not that I hated the subject, but the teacher herself was too creepy. I found myself swarmed in the midst of students and I followed them to the cafeteria. Thankfully I was the first on the queue so I took my time to choose my food. I picked 2 slices of pizza and a diet coke.I turned around and searched for Ginger but couldn't find him. I shrugged and made my way to the last isolated seat of three chairs. I threw a slice down for Storm and began to eat my food.A shadow loomed over me and I looked up to see the girl that was with the bully, Todd. I gripped the plastic plate tightly, trying to control myself from scathing her pretty face off."Hey." She sat down on the third seat opposite mine and I s
I know you want the satisfaction, that's not gonna happenFinally, I wore my leather bracelet, with my knife and nodded at my reflection. I looked bad ass. I was wearing a ripped jean shorts and an oversized long sleeved sweatshirt. I wore my fleece short sleeved jacket and paired it with a high top leather boot. Myhair were in two unkempt double dutch braids. I fixed Storm's leach and took my backpack."What the bloody hell have you done to your room?" I heard dad screech and I groaned and looked around the room walls. I took my time to write a few things or so many words and reminders with a black permanent marker on the walls. If anyone saw it, they would think I'm insane but to me, it looked cool."I warned you about stepping into my room without permission dad." I complained and he looked at me wi