*the question isn't who's going to let me, it's who's going to stop me*
"Y-you're a monster," she whispered and I nodded, standing up.
"A monster." I repeated, walking over to her seat. "You think you know so much about me don't you?" I asked, picking up a pen. It had a sharp point at the end and I held it up to the light, analyzing it. This could do some damage. I smiled at the thought but quickly frowned, remembering where I was. I could get tasered or sent to an emergency asylum. "You read my file and thought, "oh! Manners is a monster!" I said in a high pitched voice.
"You're a murderer," she blurted out and I turned her chair around and stood right in between her legs, leaning my head to one side.
"So I killed a few people." I shrugged. "Boohoo." I said and she narrowed her eyes, following my movements when I started to walk again this time to stand behind her.
"You killed 6 people," she seethed.
"Pretty low in number if you ask me." I shrugged, tracing the back of her chair with the pen.
"And you fatally injured more than fifty people and you call that low?" Mrs Jones' voice rose and I clamped my hand down on her shoulder. She stilled, her pen freezing on her paper.
"Semantics." I whispered, pressing the sharp part of the pen against her neck. "It would be so easy to pierce your death skin with this." I whispered into her ear.
"You. Are. A. Monster," she said through gritted teeth and I chuckled, moving my hands to her shoulder. "You get off on stuff like this, don't you?" She asked, about to turn her head towards me but I forced it forward again, "you love seeing people in pain you sick child," she said and I shrugged and tightened my fingers on her shoulders, making her squirm uncomfortably.
"What can I say?I find it mind-blowing." I patted her shoulder and walked around her, back to my seat. "But I'm not going to hurt you, you're not my type." I grinned, plopping down on my seat, "you're too old."
I watched her face change as she took offense to my statement before turning neutral again.
"Anyway, let's start over, shall we?" I told her and she nodded, brushing her hand over her skirt.
"It states here on your file that your father gave you a nickname that triggers something in you when you're being called that," she said and I glared at her. This woman surely wanted her name to appear on my imaginary death note.
"Skip that topic, how about we talk about what I should do to keep my anger in check?" I asked her and she smirked. Oh woman,you don't know what you are getting yourself into.
"I am the therapist here you don't give topics, I do." She said and I nodded with mock encouragement. Maybe you should give topics that will keep you alive.
"Can you give me a good reason why that name is so important to you?" She asked and I inhaled and exhaled slowly. This was one of the reasons I killed.
"I'm not gonna answer you scarecrow." I replied and she smiled kindly at me.
"Perhaps I could call you that so I'll know what really happens," she said and I stood up. Curiosity kills the cat bitch.
"Don't you dare say it." I ordered and she smiled at me.
"Rage," she said softly and I snapped. I screamed in anger and ran into her, punching her mercilessly as she gasped for breath. No one calls me Rage.
"No one calls me rage except dad, no fucking one. You. Have. No. Fucking. Right. To. Call. Me. Rage." I explained and reached into my pocket, brought out my pocket knife and drew a long scar on her face as she screamed out loud in the sweetness of pain.
I heard the door slammed open and I was pulled off her immediately. I trashed in their arms and screamed out in pain when I felt the familiar, horrifying taser shocking my skin, seeping into my blood, almost drying it up.
"STOP! PLEASE I WON'T DO IT AGAIN. I PROMISE." I yelled out and it stopped. I glanced at the security through my teary vision and saw a medical team escorting Mrs Jones out of her bloody mess of an office. Storm ran into my arms and I held him tight as I was forced and dragged out of her office. My hair was a mess and I was sweating profusely as words kept whispering itself out of my mouth. I couldn't control them. I couldn't stop them. My head made them. My mind kept telling me this was the right thing to do, the right way to act. They needed to see this side of me. They needed to witness what I was capable of. I am after all, Rage.
"Only dad calls me rage,
Only dad calls me rage,Only dad calls me rage."I was taken to a cold room and was kept on a chair but I stood up and sat on the floor in a corner, my knees pressed to my chest still whispering those words. I heard a phone ring and I ignored it. I could only focus on the words in my mind and the major pain my brain kept releasing.
"Mrs White, your attention is needed at Manchester mind mental center." I heard a man say and after some minutes nearly an hour with me still whispering those words, mom came in, really angry. I could see it etched on her face through the strands of my hair. She was disappointed in me. She was tired of me. I failed her. I failed everyone. I failed dad. I failed Garriet. I failed my best friend.
Well guess what fuckers, Rage doesn't care.
"Get up Harriet." I heard her growl and I shook my head no. My mind wasn't done. No one had the right to interrupt.
"Can we talk in private please," the man told her and they left the room. Good. Soon they came back and mom gave me a hand to lift myself up.
"We're leaving," she announced and I ignored her hand and got up on my own, hugging Storm really close and just staring at my adorable shoes as we left the building.
"Get in," she ordered and I opened the passenger door and sat down, strapping the seat belt and leaning my head against the car seat.
I opened my eyes when mom slowed down and noticed we were already as home. I got down with Storm and opened our home door to see a man in a gray sweatshirt and joggers, watching TV with my brothers.
"Who the fuck are you?" I asked, my voice almost louder than the program they seemed so interested in and he turned to look at me with a smile etched on his face as he stood up and came closer to me. My hand automatically went to my leather bracelet in case I needed to show him who he shouldn't mess with.
"I'm Sam, your mother's boyfriend," he said and brought out his hand for a handshake but I kept staring at him with cold eyes. He ignored it and kept on smiling at me.
"He said he's going to be our new daddy." Wilson said frowning and my blood began to boil.
"Who the fuck gave you the right to claim?" I asked him, breathing slowly as his eyes widened in fear. Guess he knew what I was capable of.
"Look-"
"Answer me tough guy." I raised my voice and smirked at his shaking form.
"Gwen did," he replied and I laughed licking my lower lip. I really need a lip ring. I brought out my knife, watching his reaction as his eyes widened in fear.
"You've heard of me, haven't you?" I asked him, moving closer to him as he moved backwards slowly to a wall, "you know about the famous kid serial killer Harriet. You know how old I was when I had my first kill. I was 8 then. I broke his skull with an abandoned car shaft and dragged his lifeless body as his blood stain the main road and kicked him off the bridge." I narrated, giving him my million dollar psychotic smile as I pinned him against the wall, pressing the knife close to his eyes and drawing circles on his forehead.
"Let me go kid," his voice was gruff and I couldn't help but laugh out loud at the confidence he was faking. I could see the fear in his eyes, clouding his pupils.
"How are you supposed to be our daddy if you're scared of a 16 year old? I asked with a fake pout. "Now you're gonna do me a favour, you're gonna breakup with my mom and tell her that you can't date a married woman with kids." I requested and he glared at me making me smile at him and tap his head, whispering atta boy.
"Actually I'm divorced." I heard mom's voice and I groaned and left him alone, facing her.
"I'm sorry Gwen but this can't go on forever. Put a leash on your daughter." He walked out, his footsteps hard and I glared at his back.
"Why do you keep doing things like that, scare people away from us?" she growled and I rolled my eyes.
"Go do your homework guys." I ordered my brothers and they ran upstairs with Storm, leaving me with mom.
"He's a Gold-digging asshole," I replied and she glared at me and sighed, clearly not ready for a fight.
"Pack your bags you'll be leaving to California tomorrow, you'll be staying with your dad," she said and my eyes widened in excitement.
"You're finally sending me away so you won't be hearing the truth anymore right?" I teased and she rolled her eyes. "I'm sending you away because that's what the law requested, it's either you live with the only person you're easy with or you go back to the asylum and stay there till you act as a normal. And don't even act like you aren't happy," she explained and I grinned.
"So the law is scared of me now?" I asked and she glared at me.
"Pack your bags Harriet," she deadpanned, totally avoiding my question and I scoffed. I then remembered it was only me going and the boys were going to be alone and I frowned.
"Are you going to give me my phone back?" I asked and she rolled her eyes and nodded. Mom took my phone from me last year when she discovered what I had been searching for in google. 10 cool ways to get away with.
"I'll be heading back to the office, duty calls," she said and left, not bothering to hear my reply.
"Duty my cute ass." I muttered and went upstairs to share the news to my brothers.
She's finally leaving guys
I'll miss herI wanna know what you'll think to her her leavingLet me get some answers!!"Here's your phone," Mom said and I snatched my iPhone from her and tucked it in my winter jacket pocket."C'mon Mom, the plane leaves in an hour." I reminded her and she drove out of the garage. This was it. I was going to live with the man I hadn't seen in 8 years. How was I supposed to behave in front of him?"You got your transfer letter and your dad's address right?" Mom asked and I rolled my eyes and nodded."Look Harriet, California isn't like Manchester. You make one move and you're gonna spend the rest of your life in juvenile. Clear?" Mom asked and I nodded. Clear my ass.She parked her car in front of the airport and I got down and brought out my luggages from the car trunk and backed my backpack, watching my brothers get down from the car with sad faces. How I wish I could bring them along with me. I was wo
8 YEARS AGO"I like Patrick better because he's a starfish." Garriet said and I rolled my eyes."But sponge Bob is smart and Patrick is dumb." I frowned getting angry as I swung my sailor moon lunch box and held her hand. Daddy said I should always protect Garriet because she has a weak heart."Rage don't insult Patrick he's my friend," she warned."Ok I won't anymore." I told her and we got into the lonely bridge road."Rage look there's a man on the floor." Garriet said and ran towards the man on the floor."Oh my!" she gasped as I got over to her. "He's hurt," she said pointing at his bloody shirt."Let's get out of here Garry I don't think it's safe." I told her grabbing her hand but she snatched it back.
At first I cared but then I was like Nah, fuck youI yawned when I felt Storm on me and I got up, still tired. Damn those sleeping pills.I was a sweating mess right now. Even after two nights, I wasn't used to sleeping without heater on. I got down from my bed and got to my mini bathroom and picked my brush and stared at the mirror.My brown eyes had no emotion and my hair was short and wild, the usual. I had red bags under my eyes and I sighed. Even with the sleeping pills, I still look sleep deprived.I stripped off my clothes and threw them in hamper before taking a shower.I dressed up in a simple ripped jean shorts and oversized gray shirt and a ripped denim jacket. My hair was in a messy short ponytail and I wore my leather bracelet with my knife in it. Fuck mom and her stupid ru
I know you want the satisfaction, that's not gonna happenFinally, I wore my leather bracelet, with my knife and nodded at my reflection. I looked bad ass. I was wearing a ripped jean shorts and an oversized long sleeved sweatshirt. I wore my fleece short sleeved jacket and paired it with a high top leather boot. Myhair were in two unkempt double dutch braids. I fixed Storm's leach and took my backpack."What the bloody hell have you done to your room?" I heard dad screech and I groaned and looked around the room walls. I took my time to write a few things or so many words and reminders with a black permanent marker on the walls. If anyone saw it, they would think I'm insane but to me, it looked cool."I warned you about stepping into my room without permission dad." I complained and he looked at me wi
I have traveled through madness to find meLunch came and I practically ran out of English class. Not that I hated the subject, but the teacher herself was too creepy. I found myself swarmed in the midst of students and I followed them to the cafeteria. Thankfully I was the first on the queue so I took my time to choose my food. I picked 2 slices of pizza and a diet coke.I turned around and searched for Ginger but couldn't find him. I shrugged and made my way to the last isolated seat of three chairs. I threw a slice down for Storm and began to eat my food.A shadow loomed over me and I looked up to see the girl that was with the bully, Todd. I gripped the plastic plate tightly, trying to control myself from scathing her pretty face off."Hey." She sat down on the third seat opposite mine and I s
You will not heal by going back to what broke you."Don't you dare go in there Lee you won't like what you'll see." I heard dad yell and I sat up on my bed and rubbed my sleepy eyes. Storm was wide awake and staring at the door."Morning Storm." I greeted in my raspy voice and the door slammed open. My eyes widened as I stared at the feet of the person in my room and slowly trailed upwards. Green boots, black jumper worn with a green crop top and a green bandana on a perfect red hair in a ponytail. There was only one person that was this creative and obsessed with bandanas."Aunt Lily." I deadpanned and she squealed and pulled me in tight hug. She released me when I gasped for air and smiled sheepishly. Aunt Lily was my dad's adopted sister and mom's half sister. I really don't care about what happened in the past.
When everything is lonely, I can be my best friend."How did you..." I trailed off when he looked back at me and turned front, hugging his knees and playing with the water. I knew I was lying but I needed to cheer him up. He was better off not sad."How did you know?" I asked again after clearing my throat. I folded my arms and watched as Storm began to play with the plants."You're so noisy for a stalker. I could hear your footsteps and heavy breathing. Plus you don't need to act dumb, it's not required," he said and I rolled my eyes and sat close to him, hugging my knees too."So..." I trailed off and he glared at me. The swell on his eyes had reduced and the color was now a shade of purple. I smiled at the blue shirt he wore. We kind of matched."I told you to st
Warning, this chapter contains a self harm scene. Read at your own risk.CALLUM WOODS POVI don't remember what it's like to not feel broken.I glanced at the girl as she walked away with her pet raccoon. She was the first person to stand and listen to my song. I picked the money in the guitar case and returned the guitar into the case.I felt kind of embarrassed that she gave that much money like I was some charity case. I picked up my guitar case and walked home. I hope Papa isn't strangling Mama again because this time, I'll do something we'll both regret.I opened the door and was greeted by emptiness. The TV was gone, everything useful in this house. Mama laid on a couch, looking unto space with silent tears falling fro
Warning: gory/violent scene. Read at your own risk.Don't underestimate short girls, we are more evil 'cause we're closer to hell."That's right fucker, be scared all you want but don't waste your fear, we still have some unfinished business." I told him and his lips trembled much to my pleasure. This was want I wanted. His mind unable to think straight because of me. Because of what I was capable of doing."You k-k-killed a married m-man and his 4 year o-o-old child," he stuttered and I rolled my eyes. Out of all things he could use to remember me was this."The man was annoying the hell out of me and he should have known not to bring his daughter into my rubber room or should I call it padded cell when he wanted to do his therapying." I told him with quoted fingers and his e
"I'd like to see him first," dad said with his hands akimbo and I rolled my eyes at his style of being the strict father."He can be very shy." I whispered and dad gave me a questioning look. I sighed and went over to open the door, ignoring Aunt Lily's teasing whistle. Uncle Levi on the other hand was holding a shot gun in case he needed to shoot the guy. His words not mine."My crazy family wants to see you." I told him and he exhaled in fright and rubbed his shaking hands together. He looked really good in a white long sleeved shirt and jean. His hair covered with a black head warmer.He came in and froze. I glared at Uncle Levi who pointed the gun to him. He grinned in happiness, and lowered the gun."I heard you're taking my girl out on a little trip?" Dad asked and I rolled my eyes. Ginger flinched and nodded slowly.
Life's a bitch. You've got to go out there and kick some asses off."Was it Todd that gave you the bruise on your eye the first time I saw you?" I asked him and he looked away from me. I had been dreading to know if it was Todd ever since he told me he was used to more pain. I needed to know if he was abused by someone else too, or only bullied by Todd."Yeah," he replied but I could tell he was lying. He changed his voice and became still. He avoided eye contact and blinked rapidly. His chest rose and fell in a fast pace. I knew it wasn't going to be easy for him to tell me, but I needed to know. I needed to be there for him."Liar." I drawled slowly and he shook his head and balled his fist. I was infuriating him so he would tell me out if frustration. I would do anything to get the truth from him."
You can't do epic shit with basic people."Don't you have a place called school to go to." I heard dad knock on my door and I sat up with sleepy eyes. I stared at the wall clock and my eyes widened. I had few minutes to be at school. I got up instantly and rushed to my bathroom to have a quick bath. My hair was really tangled so I did my usual rough double dutch braids.I dressed up quickly and picked my bag. I didn't want to disturb Storm who was still asleep so I rushed out and went to the refrigerator to grab a granola bar."Here take this. I hate high school lunches, it's gross." Uncle Levi said handling me a paper bag. I threw it in my backpack and ran to dad's garage. I climbed on my new bike, fixed my helmet and drove out of the house.I got to the school and parked it at the students pa
Warning, this chapter contains a self harm scene. Read at your own risk.CALLUM WOODS POVI don't remember what it's like to not feel broken.I glanced at the girl as she walked away with her pet raccoon. She was the first person to stand and listen to my song. I picked the money in the guitar case and returned the guitar into the case.I felt kind of embarrassed that she gave that much money like I was some charity case. I picked up my guitar case and walked home. I hope Papa isn't strangling Mama again because this time, I'll do something we'll both regret.I opened the door and was greeted by emptiness. The TV was gone, everything useful in this house. Mama laid on a couch, looking unto space with silent tears falling fro
When everything is lonely, I can be my best friend."How did you..." I trailed off when he looked back at me and turned front, hugging his knees and playing with the water. I knew I was lying but I needed to cheer him up. He was better off not sad."How did you know?" I asked again after clearing my throat. I folded my arms and watched as Storm began to play with the plants."You're so noisy for a stalker. I could hear your footsteps and heavy breathing. Plus you don't need to act dumb, it's not required," he said and I rolled my eyes and sat close to him, hugging my knees too."So..." I trailed off and he glared at me. The swell on his eyes had reduced and the color was now a shade of purple. I smiled at the blue shirt he wore. We kind of matched."I told you to st
You will not heal by going back to what broke you."Don't you dare go in there Lee you won't like what you'll see." I heard dad yell and I sat up on my bed and rubbed my sleepy eyes. Storm was wide awake and staring at the door."Morning Storm." I greeted in my raspy voice and the door slammed open. My eyes widened as I stared at the feet of the person in my room and slowly trailed upwards. Green boots, black jumper worn with a green crop top and a green bandana on a perfect red hair in a ponytail. There was only one person that was this creative and obsessed with bandanas."Aunt Lily." I deadpanned and she squealed and pulled me in tight hug. She released me when I gasped for air and smiled sheepishly. Aunt Lily was my dad's adopted sister and mom's half sister. I really don't care about what happened in the past.
I have traveled through madness to find meLunch came and I practically ran out of English class. Not that I hated the subject, but the teacher herself was too creepy. I found myself swarmed in the midst of students and I followed them to the cafeteria. Thankfully I was the first on the queue so I took my time to choose my food. I picked 2 slices of pizza and a diet coke.I turned around and searched for Ginger but couldn't find him. I shrugged and made my way to the last isolated seat of three chairs. I threw a slice down for Storm and began to eat my food.A shadow loomed over me and I looked up to see the girl that was with the bully, Todd. I gripped the plastic plate tightly, trying to control myself from scathing her pretty face off."Hey." She sat down on the third seat opposite mine and I s
I know you want the satisfaction, that's not gonna happenFinally, I wore my leather bracelet, with my knife and nodded at my reflection. I looked bad ass. I was wearing a ripped jean shorts and an oversized long sleeved sweatshirt. I wore my fleece short sleeved jacket and paired it with a high top leather boot. Myhair were in two unkempt double dutch braids. I fixed Storm's leach and took my backpack."What the bloody hell have you done to your room?" I heard dad screech and I groaned and looked around the room walls. I took my time to write a few things or so many words and reminders with a black permanent marker on the walls. If anyone saw it, they would think I'm insane but to me, it looked cool."I warned you about stepping into my room without permission dad." I complained and he looked at me wi