When we landed at the New Ikandas airport, there was a chopper ready to take us to the estate. I always loved the Cortez family helicopter. Its glass floor gave us the perfect eagle’s eye view of the city, an experience one should never miss.
The Cortez family ranked on the list of the top ten billionaires for the past three decades. My dad always wanted to do business with them, but it wasn’t easy to get a deal with the Cortezes.
Mike was the only son of Cortez Senior’s daughter. Only a few knew of his relationship with the famous family since he had a different surname. Mike, Rosie, and I went to the same school in Linnesse, and we’d been friends since kindergarten.
If my dad knew, he’d have found a way to marry Alana to Mike. I shuddered at the mere thought.
“Say cheese!”
I was pulled out of my reverie by an excited Rosie, and I smiled in time for the selfie. “Are you posting that?”
“Yeah!” Rosie chirped. “The twin pig is stalking me on I*******m. I’m gonna show her that you aren’t bawling your eyes out like she expects you to be.”
RosalindaPike: On the way to the Cortez Estate with @AriannaSweety320 #Funtime #Relaxed #RetreatToParadise #NewIkandas
Our photo had come out well. New Ikandas did look like a paradise in the background with the vast blue ocean and miniature buildings.
“When did you click that?” I asked, taking the phone from her. It was a photo of me, sleeping, more relaxed in the private jet. There were two more photos, one showing the interior of the plane and the other showing me munching on my muffin.
RosalindaPike: It’s time for vacation. Any guesses where we’re headed? We’re on a private jet, by the way, snacking on chocolate muffins and delicious homemade cookies. #BreakTime #Vacation
There were several comments under the post, and one of them belonged to Alana’s friend, Jenna.
Jennalovescookies: Ooh…someone who can’t even afford tickets in this economy is now flying in private jet. #JokeOfTheYear
“It’s not worth your time, Rosie. They’ll always find a way to put you down.”
“I know how to handle that bitch. Maybe I should post a reminder of who she is,” Rosie said.
RosalindaPike: You should really stop comparing others with you, Jenna. Maybe if your head isn’t stuck up your a** you would’ve realized earlier that we have actual jobs.
I rolled my eyes and left her to her gadget, returning back to admiring the scenery before me. It had been a while since I posted anything on my social media. Fortunately, I didn’t share the photos of me or Brian anywhere since he wanted no one to find out.
But there was a new photo of them every day on F******k and I*******m with tons of emojis. I stopped looking at them after a while. It was hurtful to see them, and the photos were a painful reminder of what I lost.
“Look here.” Rosie chuckled, showing me the next comment.
Jennalovescookies: Now I know you girls are crazy. No one can go to the Cortez’s private estate. Desperate times call for desperate measures.
Honeycake18: Well said, @Jennalovescookies. Nice try, Rosie.
RosalindaPike: That’s true @Jennalovescookies, we are indeed desperate to escape from the bitches who were taking up our private space.
Now, this didn’t sit well with me. Jenna knew my parents had stopped supporting me since my seventeenth birthday. But I worked in a private firm and had decent savings to afford the trip.
While I didn’t like posting my whereabouts on social media, I couldn’t help but agree with Rosie. That was two of her friends jumping in, and I wanted to rub it in their faces and show I didn’t care.
“Let’s go live.”
Rosie nodded with a mischievous smile, and I knew right then this would be one hell of a trip.
***
When the chopper landed, we were still laughing. I noticed everyone, including my parents, had joined the live video, though they didn’t comment on anything. A secret satisfaction filled me knowing how my parents felt about Cortezes. I pocketed my phone with a satisfied smirk when someone opened the door.
“That smirk is bad news!”
“Enrique!” My grin widened as I jumped into his open arms, squeezing the air out of him. “Congratulations!”
“Thank you. Ah, there’s my love. Rosie, sweetheart, give me a hug!”
“You broke my heart, Enrique.” I shook my head at her dramatic reply. “You didn’t think of me before proposing to Chiara.”
My eyes widened when I noticed Jeff, Rosie’s boyfriend, creeping up behind her. He placed a finger on his lips, asking me to stay quiet.
“You know I’ve always loved you,” Rosie continued.
“Is that so? Then what about me, my love?”
“Jeff!”
The surprise on Rosie’s face was priceless as she jumped into his open arms, kissing him senseless. I recorded the sweet moment on my phone before pocketing it again. I made a note to add this clip to the video I was secretly making to play at her wedding. I knew it was only a matter of time before Jeff proposed. Well, I’d know that since I helped him choose the ring last summer.
“I can’t believe you’re here.” Rosie kept gushing as we walked in.
“I wanted to surprise you, and it worked.” Jeff grinned.
“When did you come to Ikandas?”
I tuned out their conversation when I noticed the familiar figure pacing the corridor, phone to his ear. His broad shoulders and tall frame dominated his surroundings, and suddenly, everything around him looked so small.
Dark hair, strong jawline, cold gray eyes, olive-skinned, handsome, and hot as hell—Orlando Gabriele Cortez, the man who never smiled.
When he turned, my breath whooshed out. What was with these men? Age only seemed to increase their hotness. He looked ruggedly handsome with his one-day stubble. His gaze fixated on me as he ended the call and walked toward us.
“Mike! It’s great to see you.”
“Orlando! It’s been a while, cousin.”
The men hugged and patted each other’s shoulders as I stood there. An awkward feeling filled me as I looked at my crush. It never went very far since Orlando hardly paid me any attention, and I was too young at the time.
“Arianna and Rosalinda, welcome to the Cortez estate.” His smile was restricted, and when he held my eyes a moment longer than he usually did, I squirmed under his gaze. He turned to Enrique. “I’m heading to the city. I have to meet the caterers and the wedding planner to make some final arrangements. Tell Papa I’ll join him for dinner.”
“Sure, brother.”
My gaze followed Orlando until he turned and disappeared from view. Now I knew what Mike meant on our way here. Orlando was supposedly my distraction. But did he realize it wouldn’t work? I wished their plan didn’t add to my “break down and cry” list.
“Orlando doesn’t have a plus one to my wedding,” Enrique whispered in my ear, making me jump.
“Then let’s make sure she’s his plus one,” Rosie said with a grin.
“What are you guys talking about?” My cheeks had heated up considerably. Orlando could stir my emotions, even after all these years. Maybe that was why the first crush was special. It was a feeling that bloomed in the heart of someone when they were too young to even comprehend what it was. It was also something that made one smile when they looked back at their younger self.
“We know about your crush, girl,” Rosie said. “Even after all these years, you get that same look whenever you see him.”
I shook my head as Brian’s face flashed in my mind. The pain I’d managed to shove away once again made itself known. “And you also know I’m jinxed and never get what I want,” I muttered as I walked toward the guest rooms.
Orlando was five years older than I was. He often came to visit Mike and his aunt in Linnesse on the weekends. The estate was their vacation home, and they had a mansion in Linnesse and Ikandas.
While I understood why Orlando wouldn’t spare me a second glance, I didn’t understand why others would reject me. To Orlando, I was his cousin’s friend. I was younger than he was, and he never saw me the way a man should notice a woman. I was thirteen, and he was eighteen then.
As for the others, they’d always asked me out, only to stand up on me too often to count or ditch me after a few dates. They all wanted the perfect Alana, not me, the flawed, rebellious teen who was shunned by her own family.
“Hey…” Rosie came in as I lay on the bed, aimlessly staring at the ceiling.
“Hey,” I greeted without turning to look at her.
“I’m sorry about earlier.”
“Don’t be.”
“You know it isn’t true, right?”
“You know it is.”
“Ari, I’m sure not all the men are same.”
“I believed that when I met Brian.” A humorless chuckle bubbled in my throat. “We happened only because he accidentally met me instead of her. Then, when he met her…” I couldn’t continue. A sob erupted from the deep pit in my chest and shook my body.
“Oh, baby, he’s a fool to let you slip through his fingers.”
“He didn’t let me slip. He threw me away.”
“Ari…”
“What’s wrong with me, Rosie? I don’t even want to look at my own face anymore. Because all I see is her.” We were identical twins, and the more I saw my face, the more I remember. I could only see their betrayal.
Rosie was quiet for a moment. “That’s true. You don’t look like you anymore.”
This had my attention.
“The bastard was changing you without you realizing, Ari. Your hair isn’t bouncing like it used to before. You stopped wearing bright colors, and even your dressing style changed over the time you were with him. I was a fool to not notice it earlier.”
When her words dawned on me, I rushed to the bathroom, looking at myself. Rosie was right. I couldn’t even tell who I was anymore. All this time, I thought I was changing him, but in reality, he was changing me.
I no longer wore my favorite red lipstick. Alana’s favorite peach gloss adorned my lips now. I began to straighten my hair so it now looked like hers. The same went for my clothes and accessories.
“Why? Don’t you like this dress?”
“I do. I just don’t like bright colors,” Brian responded, hiding a grimace.
“Oh.”
“Hey, I didn’t say it doesn’t look good. I prefer this instead of your steel bangles,” he said, slipping a golden charm bracelet on my hand before removing the steel trinkets I loved.
Brian replaced everything I loved with another thing in the form of a gift, and I never realized it. He was taking control of my life, and I let him, like a fool. Tears flowed freely as I thought about my naivety.
“How about a makeover?” Rosie smirked as she leaned on the frame. At that moment, that sounded like the first thing I needed.
I sat facing Rosie as she worked on my hair.“You came prepared,” I said, noticing the different shades of hair color packages in her vanity case.“Yeah. I’ve been planning a visit ever since your breakup, and when Mike called, I grabbed everything that came to mind.” She inspected her bag, producing a catalog of six colors. “So, which one do you want?”Indecision clouded my mind. The dark shades were appealing. Would it look good? I’d always been a blonde. After contemplating for a moment, I gave up. “Anything that’s not her.”“Hmm…something dark, then,” she said to herself as she browsed through the packets. “Why don’t you close your eyes and relax while I work on you?” she suggested, and I nodded. A few hours later, I was stunned to see my transformation. My now dark brown hair complimented my honey-brown eyes, and it was now cut into layers. Though nothing would change much, it brought a sense of relief.The day had surprisingly been relaxing, and I felt a lot better after my mak
As soon as I stepped into the loneliness of my room, the composure I’d managed to pull together crumbled. I relieved a pained breath as I made my way to the bed.My fingers massaged my temples as I lay there with no will to change. I couldn’t comprehend why I reacted to Orlando like this. After all, we were never an item. He’d been my childhood crush, nothing more. I was sure every teen girl had one. The crush I had on Orlando was like the crush one would have over their favorite movie star.Yes, that’s it.You’re overreacting, Arianna.My hands found the phone that was carelessly tossed on the bed. Several notifications on my Instagram beckoned me. Opening the app, I noticed several comments about our trip, mostly about how beautiful the place was and how lucky we were.There were more photos from Alana and Brian, snippets from their pre-wedding photoshoot. I was tempted to unfollow and block them, but I didn’t. I should stop looking, but I also had to remind myself why I shouldn’t b
The cold breeze kissed my face as I gazed off into the distance, listening to the sounds of the sea.Orlando continued to rub my back, his fingers circling soothingly. “A month ago, there was a request to the estate office for a beach wedding. I didn’t accept it since Enrique’s wedding is planned here, and he wanted the beach guesthouse for his honeymoon.”This information had me perked up. Brian, that bastard. “Is it them?”“Brian Schultz and Alana Swanson.” He nodded. “Your father called me personally when I declined their initial request.”Tears accumulated again as this news hit home. Brian knew this estate was my retreat. “I wanted to get married here.” My voice was barely a whisper.Orlando shifted, facing me as his hands circled my body. I wiped my tears and looked away when his thumb started rubbing my right hand.“There’s a vacancy in one of my companies if you’re interested,” he said. “You can stay at the staff quarters if you want to.”I appreciated the change of subject an
“Distraction tip of the day: live in the present and enjoy the moment. Worry about the depressing stuff later.” Rosie’s cheerful voice pulled me out of my thoughts as I made my way to the beach.I smiled and took a deep breath, realizing the others were closer. “How long did it take for you to move on?”“I don’t remember.” Rosie shrugged. “I guess the pain is always there. But now that I have Jeff, I always think of how blessed I am to have him whenever I remember Gage.”I nodded. It sounded like a logical answer.“Just live one day at a time, Ari. When you remember the pain, distract yourself with something that helps you to forget it enough to get through the day.”Her words made sense, and I felt like it was doable. I could certainly do that. Distract myself with something…My eyes found the epitome of male hotness walking toward our little group. The afternoon sunlight kissed his glistening olive skin.“That’ll work too,” Rosie smirked. “He’s hot.”“Rosie!” I pinched her arm.“Ouc
When Mike invited me for a round on the jet ski, I declined with a polite smile. I didn’t know why I felt uneasy all of a sudden. It looked fun, but I didn’t feel like riding. I watched and took pictures from the shore as my friends enjoyed their day. I was content with the distraction that often paraded shirtless along the beach.The change in the atmosphere and the sea’s exceptional calming effect kept my mind in check. For the first time, I wasn’t pulled deep into the depressing memories of the person I tried hard to forget.When everyone returned to the shore, I stood and pulled on my now dry trousers.“The sun will set soon. Let’s ride the jet ski and meet back at the yacht for dinner,” Enrique suggested, and everyone agreed except me. I thought we would get ready for the evening and then walk. The pier was just about fifteen-to-twenty minutes’ walk from here. On the jet ski, you had to go around the small island to get there.“Orlando, hope you don’t mind taking Ari with you,” M
I stifled my yawn and focused on the brunette who was making my ears bleed. She was going on about all the designer brands that were in her closet and the number of fashion shows she had hosted in her career. The worst part was she recognized me as a Swanson and didn’t miss a chance to sing my parents’ praise.“If you don’t mind, Ms. Weston, I promised my girl a dance.” Orlando arrived to rescue me. The woman’s mouth went slack as I graciously accepted his hand with a sigh of relief. “Sorry for that. I got caught in a conversation and couldn’t get away,” he said as he led me to the dance floor.“This party is boring as fuck.”Orlando’s brows rose in question before he chuckled under his breath. “Don’t say that too loud. I’m their host, remember?” he casually joked as we moved around the dance floor.I couldn’t help but compare him with Brian at times like this. Brian would get offended and didn’t appreciate my cussing. Had it been him, he’d have lectured me for an hour, unlike Orlando
Rosie caught up with me just as I exited the pond, throwing a towel at me. “I have something for them to mull over,” she said and winked.“What did you do now?” I knew immediately she had posted something on Instagram.Rosie giggled as she swiped her thumb across the screen. My breath hitched as soon as the post came into view. The sudden rush of blood to my brain drowned all the sounds around me. I recognized the moment she’d captured, and the memory warmed my heart.Orlando had his hands around my waist as a pristine smile adorned his lips. My orange gown with gold embroidery contrasted well with his gray suit. It was his first real smile in a long time. My eyes were mesmerized as I looked at him, and the camera had captured it all.“When did you take this?”“Oh, I was passing by and saw two birds picking sticks to build their nest. Couldn’t help but capture what I thought would be one of the many best moments to come.”Goose bumps erupted on my flesh as my eyes widened. “Rosie…” My
Silence.So comfortable.A gentle breeze ruffled the material of the tent as I tried to sleep. My heart fluttered and did a somersault thinking about being so close to Orlando again. I fell asleep with him twice before, but this confined space felt too intimate.My body stiffened when I felt him move. I hadn’t changed my position, pretending to sleep. A few excruciating seconds later, I felt his hand snaking around my waist and pulling me closer.“Good night, Arianna,” he whispered.A gasp escaped my lips as my belly dipped. He continued to bury his face in my hair, and his sigh of contentment brushed my skin. I should’ve pretended to be asleep and slept like that, but I couldn’t help the grin that lit my face.I turned around in his arms and pressed my cheek against his warm chest, realizing he had removed his shirt before lying down. “What a loser,” I mumbled and snuggled closer.“Huh?” Orlando said hesitantly.“I said she’s a loser,” I repeated and felt his heart racing. That was a