Sunlight streamed through the maple-colored curtains. I stretched under the sheets, relishing the soft texture caressing my bare skin. Orlando was missing from the bed. He was an early riser, unlike me.
A tray of food and flowers greeted me. How can I not fall in love with this man? My body ached deliciously when I hopped out of bed and walked to the bathroom.
I smiled to myself at the memories of last night’s events. A deep chuckle had rumbled out of his chest when he flipped me on my stomach. His hand caressed my tattooed ass cheek, giving it a squeeze. His chuckle soon turned into full-blown laughter.
Why wouldn’t he laugh? The tattoo consisted of a dark-colored dick with thick red letters reading “fuck me harder.” The reason I always covered my bottom with modest underwear.
His hand had given a tap, making it bounce. “Those words are encouraging.” He’d caressed the flesh before slipping his hands inside my dripping folds. The slow, torturous caress had driven me crazy. Orlando was like a man on a mission.
Shoving aside the thoughts that had the goosebumps erupt on my skin, I yanked the shower on. Hot water cascaded around me, washing away the remnants of last night. Rosie’s face flashed in my mind. She’d be worried sick, and she would want an update on Brian.
The shower was quick, and I draped a towel around my body before stepping out. Strong hands picked me up, twirling me around. “What are you doing?” My giggle couldn’t be helped. Orlando was already pulling me to the bed when his lips found my neck, kissing the soft spot there.
“I’m kissing you.”
“I know that. Aren’t you working today?”
“Nope. I took a day off to be your date.”
“My date?”
“You have a wedding to attend, don’t you?”
“Oh, yeah, that. I didn’t know you were coming.”
“Mhmm…” He continued to kiss my shoulder, earning a contented sigh from me.
Rosie’s face popped into my mind again. “Could you pass me my phone, please?”
“Sure.” He handed me the phone that was on the table without taking his lips off my skin, and I sent a quick text to Rosie, informing her that I was with Orlando.
“I’ll miss you.”
His gaze lifted to meet mine. The coldness in his gray eyes was now replaced with warmth. “I’ll miss you too.”
“Will you call?”
“I’ll try.”
“Okay.” I averted my gaze to mask the hurt. No expectations.
His finger hooked under my chin, lifting my face to meet his gaze. “I’ll be traveling around Europe, and I don’t know if the time difference will work in our favor.”
“Oh.”
He bent, capturing my lips in a soft kiss. “What are you wearing?”
“I haven’t decided yet.”
He continued to pepper kisses along my skin as his hands curled around my waist. “You smell good.”
“That must be your body wash I just used.”
Orlando chuckled. He’d been smiling a lot these days, and I liked it. “I love your smile.” My fingers traced his lips, which he kissed before sucking one into his mouth.
“And I love yours.”
“We won’t make it to the wedding on time if we don’t stop this now.”
“It’s at three in the afternoon. We have enough time.”
“Orlando…” I whispered. The need was growing under my skin, and his lips were there, silencing it.
***
When we reached the wedding venue—the garden of the Swanson residence—the bridal march was about to start. We slipped silently into one of the rows. Many heads turned toward us, which we ignored.
Brian had cleaned up well, as always, wearing a gray tux. His eyes followed us and averted as soon as the bridal march began. Why was I here again? I could’ve chosen to skip it. But I attended because I didn’t want him to think I was weak. He used me and played with my emotions, leaving me scarred.
Orlando’s fingers laced with mine as his lips broke into a soft smile reserved for me. It made me wonder if I could have gotten over Brian if it hadn’t been for him. Would I have accepted Brian’s offer?
I had no choice. Alana is pregnant.
Hell, no. I fell in love with the wrong man, and I dodged a bullet aimed at my heart. If our relationship would’ve gotten any farther, it probably would’ve broken me beyond repair. As they began exchanging their vows, I took a deep breath, letting it all go, and wished them a good life ahead. They deserved each other. Besides, holding emotions like anger and hatred would remind me of him. I didn’t want that. When I left this venue today, I’d hold no remnants of my past relationship.
I stayed by Orlando’s side as the reception began. Many people greeted him, giving me curious glances. My parents tiptoed around us. It was as if they were contemplating if they wanted to talk to us. My dad caught Orlando’s eye and nodded.
Orlando dragged me to the dance floor. When his strong hands encircled my waist, the world around us faded, and it was just us. I gazed into his eyes and saw my future, wondering if he felt the same.
Life didn’t work out for everyone like it had for me. Men like Orlando didn’t come into everyone’s life. There were women who ended their lives, women who broke down and never got up, women who still lived with scars, too afraid of another relationship. The advantage I had was I knew Orlando, and it was easy to trust him again. I believed he wouldn’t leave me with a broken heart or betray my emotions.
The thing between us didn’t have a status yet. We didn’t know how it would turn out. But even if we did not work out as lovers, I wanted him to be a part of my life for the years to come.
With a sigh, I rested my cheek on his chest, listening to the beat of his heart. The steady rhythm calmed my nerves. It would hurt me if he walked away. The choice to remain with him was easy. I knew the risks. But it was my decision to make.
When I gazed into those gray eyes again, I knew this was just the beginning. Standing on tiptoe, I brought my lips to his, kissing him. I’ll cherish these moments while they last. And worry about the what-ifs when the time comes.
When Orlando excused himself to use the restroom, I was left alone to wander the buffet tables.
“Thanks for coming. I thought you wouldn’t show up.”
I stiffened, hearing her voice, and then relaxed. My shoulders slumped when I moved to choose a dessert. “Congratulations.” I didn’t turn to see her yet.
“Mike brought a truck and vacated your room this morning.”
“Oh.”
“Are you moving in with him?”
I turned to face her, my twin. She looked beautiful as she always did. I loved her gown. Nice selection, but I would not tell her that. “Why would you ask?”
Alana looked down at her hands. “He seems like a good guy. I’m happy for you.”
My brows jerked, and I tilted my head. Was she the one talking? We rarely spoke with each other, and when we did, it was to disagree about something. It wasn’t the moment to start an argument. She probably looked forward to it. To make me look like a villain. “He is.” I forced a smile. “Thank you.”
Alana nodded and cleared her throat. “Um…Look, I’m sorry about earlier. I was just worried you’d mess with the wedding.”
Did she hit her head or something?
Alana wasn’t sentimental. Maybe it was the pregnancy. “Are you all right?” I asked.
“Yeah, of course.” Her smile was forced, I could tell. Her gaze swept around us as if looking for someone. “So, um…I––”
“Alana, Ms. Gregory wants to talk to you.”
I didn’t turn to see my mom standing there. Didn’t have to. I was in no mood for her judgmental glare.
“Good job, Arianna. Finally, you managed to snag yourself a rich one.”
My fists clenched, and my head whipped around to meet her gaze. It was filled with disgust for reasons I wasn’t aware of. What was her problem? I smiled sweetly at her. “Like you snagged Dad, right?”
Her features hardened, going from that soft, graceful look to red, hard, and murderous. “When this wedding is over, I never want to see you again.”
“The feeling is mutual.”
The muscle in her jaw ticked, and she opened her mouth to say something but changed her mind and stormed away.
When I turned, I saw Orlando coming my way, looking relaxed. “Shall we leave?” he asked.
The desire in his eyes warmed my heart and heated my blood. And I’m done here.
“Yes.”
The distant sound of cheers drifted around us as we exited, bidding goodbye to the family that never wanted me. He brought my hand to his lips and kissed it before opening the car door for me.
Rain drizzled without warning, bringing the sound of distressed squeaks from the garden, and we drove toward our beginning.
“Here comes the bride and groom to be!”The excited voice on the speaker and the cinematic music in the background didn’t evoke happiness in me. In fact, it added more fuel to my mental agony. My grip tightened around the glass of champagne, and I watched the bubbles settle down––tempting. When the waiter passed by, I swapped it for a glass of water. A deep breath expanded my lungs. Tonight, I had to be in control of my emotions.The engaged couple descended the decorated stairs, hand in hand and with face-splitting grins. She looked gorgeous in her custom-made gown. Midnight blue suited her well. He wore a matching suit, looking handsome as ever.I watched as his hand came around my sister’s waist. He laughed at something she said, his eyes crinkling with amusement. How could he smile with so much ease? Pain spread across my chest, and I blinked away my tears.What made it harder was watching her with him. Why couldn’t it be someone else? Watching her was like looking at myself in th
“Ouch!” I cried in shock and rubbed my ass as I blinked to clear my vision.“Move your sleepy ass before I dunk you in water.” Mike’s voice infiltrated my still sleepy brain.“I hate you!”“Hate me more when I drag you out in this outfit. You have five minutes to change.”“All right. All right.” I gave up. There was no point in taking out my fury on him. Knowing Mike, he wouldn’t hold back either.I rubbed my sore ass that still ached from the pinch as I hauled myself to the bathroom, only to pause, noticing everything that had been laid out on the vanity.“Four minutes.” My surprise was answered by another yell from my bedroom.“A girl needs her time.”“Yes, and we have only an hour left for the flight.”That was enough to rouse my brain. “We’re flying where?”“Three minutes. I don’t care if you’re naked. You know me.”Shit!Mike wasn’t someone I’d categorize into any stereotypical roles. He was brutally honest and didn’t give a damn how others felt about him. Brian once again made h
When we landed at the New Ikandas airport, there was a chopper ready to take us to the estate. I always loved the Cortez family helicopter. Its glass floor gave us the perfect eagle’s eye view of the city, an experience one should never miss. The Cortez family ranked on the list of the top ten billionaires for the past three decades. My dad always wanted to do business with them, but it wasn’t easy to get a deal with the Cortezes.Mike was the only son of Cortez Senior’s daughter. Only a few knew of his relationship with the famous family since he had a different surname. Mike, Rosie, and I went to the same school in Linnesse, and we’d been friends since kindergarten.If my dad knew, he’d have found a way to marry Alana to Mike. I shuddered at the mere thought.“Say cheese!”I was pulled out of my reverie by an excited Rosie, and I smiled in time for the selfie. “Are you posting that?”“Yeah!” Rosie chirped. “The twin pig is stalking me on Instagram. I’m gonna show her that you aren’
I sat facing Rosie as she worked on my hair.“You came prepared,” I said, noticing the different shades of hair color packages in her vanity case.“Yeah. I’ve been planning a visit ever since your breakup, and when Mike called, I grabbed everything that came to mind.” She inspected her bag, producing a catalog of six colors. “So, which one do you want?”Indecision clouded my mind. The dark shades were appealing. Would it look good? I’d always been a blonde. After contemplating for a moment, I gave up. “Anything that’s not her.”“Hmm…something dark, then,” she said to herself as she browsed through the packets. “Why don’t you close your eyes and relax while I work on you?” she suggested, and I nodded. A few hours later, I was stunned to see my transformation. My now dark brown hair complimented my honey-brown eyes, and it was now cut into layers. Though nothing would change much, it brought a sense of relief.The day had surprisingly been relaxing, and I felt a lot better after my mak
As soon as I stepped into the loneliness of my room, the composure I’d managed to pull together crumbled. I relieved a pained breath as I made my way to the bed.My fingers massaged my temples as I lay there with no will to change. I couldn’t comprehend why I reacted to Orlando like this. After all, we were never an item. He’d been my childhood crush, nothing more. I was sure every teen girl had one. The crush I had on Orlando was like the crush one would have over their favorite movie star.Yes, that’s it.You’re overreacting, Arianna.My hands found the phone that was carelessly tossed on the bed. Several notifications on my Instagram beckoned me. Opening the app, I noticed several comments about our trip, mostly about how beautiful the place was and how lucky we were.There were more photos from Alana and Brian, snippets from their pre-wedding photoshoot. I was tempted to unfollow and block them, but I didn’t. I should stop looking, but I also had to remind myself why I shouldn’t b
The cold breeze kissed my face as I gazed off into the distance, listening to the sounds of the sea.Orlando continued to rub my back, his fingers circling soothingly. “A month ago, there was a request to the estate office for a beach wedding. I didn’t accept it since Enrique’s wedding is planned here, and he wanted the beach guesthouse for his honeymoon.”This information had me perked up. Brian, that bastard. “Is it them?”“Brian Schultz and Alana Swanson.” He nodded. “Your father called me personally when I declined their initial request.”Tears accumulated again as this news hit home. Brian knew this estate was my retreat. “I wanted to get married here.” My voice was barely a whisper.Orlando shifted, facing me as his hands circled my body. I wiped my tears and looked away when his thumb started rubbing my right hand.“There’s a vacancy in one of my companies if you’re interested,” he said. “You can stay at the staff quarters if you want to.”I appreciated the change of subject an
“Distraction tip of the day: live in the present and enjoy the moment. Worry about the depressing stuff later.” Rosie’s cheerful voice pulled me out of my thoughts as I made my way to the beach.I smiled and took a deep breath, realizing the others were closer. “How long did it take for you to move on?”“I don’t remember.” Rosie shrugged. “I guess the pain is always there. But now that I have Jeff, I always think of how blessed I am to have him whenever I remember Gage.”I nodded. It sounded like a logical answer.“Just live one day at a time, Ari. When you remember the pain, distract yourself with something that helps you to forget it enough to get through the day.”Her words made sense, and I felt like it was doable. I could certainly do that. Distract myself with something…My eyes found the epitome of male hotness walking toward our little group. The afternoon sunlight kissed his glistening olive skin.“That’ll work too,” Rosie smirked. “He’s hot.”“Rosie!” I pinched her arm.“Ouc
When Mike invited me for a round on the jet ski, I declined with a polite smile. I didn’t know why I felt uneasy all of a sudden. It looked fun, but I didn’t feel like riding. I watched and took pictures from the shore as my friends enjoyed their day. I was content with the distraction that often paraded shirtless along the beach.The change in the atmosphere and the sea’s exceptional calming effect kept my mind in check. For the first time, I wasn’t pulled deep into the depressing memories of the person I tried hard to forget.When everyone returned to the shore, I stood and pulled on my now dry trousers.“The sun will set soon. Let’s ride the jet ski and meet back at the yacht for dinner,” Enrique suggested, and everyone agreed except me. I thought we would get ready for the evening and then walk. The pier was just about fifteen-to-twenty minutes’ walk from here. On the jet ski, you had to go around the small island to get there.“Orlando, hope you don’t mind taking Ari with you,” M