It’s been two days since I told everyone about my family. The girls asked a lot of questions but that was to be expected. We have spent the past few days spending as much time together as possible, well aside from that first night. I still can’t believe I did that again. I swear I feel like a damn harlot. With everything going on it’s been easy to push the thoughts of that night out of my mind, at least until I lay down to sleep. I’m plagued with images of each of them each night I close my eyes. Then each night my body hums with need and I can’t sleep until I pleasure myself just to get a little bit of release. It’s frustrating and infuriating, I have never needed sex or anything of the sort before, now I can’t seem to control myself, even when I’m all alone. Luckily, I am leaving in a few hours and I know leaving the both of them here will help me to put some distance and hopefully weaken the bonds a bit. I don’t need the hassle of men in my life as I try to figure out what’s goin
I look out the window and see my childhood home just the same as it always has been. The massive home has twenty seven rooms and thirty restrooms. All decorated and designed by my late mother. She had a way with decorating and making everything homey and classic. Goddess, I wish I had known her. The lawn is still landscaped to perfection, not a single rose or flower out of place. I watch and think back to the many hours Gin and I would run in this same yard all those years ago as we came up the long driveway. The car comes to a stop right in front of the main entrance and I see my old nurse maid, Nan, standing there. She is older but even with the now white hair and age that shows on her face I would recognize her anywhere. Excitement fills me and I don’t stop to wait for someone to open my door and jump out quickly. I run up the stairs and embrace her quickly as she does the same. I can hear the strain in her voice when she says she is so glad for me to be ho
I’m finally home back in Vegas and as much as I’m glad to be home, the sadness of today is weighing me down. To see the man I always knew as strong look so weak and worn reminds me how quickly things can change. I look around my old room and realize everything is exactly the same. The same rainbow bedspread and dolls that cover the bed are neatly paced as if the seven year old me never left. I sit on the bed and sigh as memories of staying up late and having sleepovers with Gin take over. The white walls filled with tokens of accomplishments from training help those memories play out like a slideshow running across my mind. After quickly hanging up my clothes from my suitcase, I take a much needed shower. After I get out I dress, pull my hair up into a tight bun and then make my way to the bed. I lean back on the softness and let the smell of home consume me just as I hear a knock on the door. “Enter.” I call out and lean up to see Xei and Gin enter. Their faces both sho
“When you left, I was frantic, worried that something had happened to you. That someone found out our real reason for being at the Establishment. I searched for you in a variety of unsavory places. Of course Shi and Mer found out and were pissed. They knew what you meant to me and offered to help find you, but they didn’t understand. They didn’t know why we were really there and I knew that I couldn’t put them in that kind of danger as well.” I sigh again releasings some bottled up heat from my own personal flames. “I of course continued to search until father called and told me you were back home. I was so hurt and angry it was hard to control my fire. I blamed him for taking you away, I blamed you for letting me worry, but mostly I blamed myself for allowing myself to feel as deeply for you as I did.” I feel a single tear start to form as I remember the cluster fuck of emotions I went through that night and move to the window. This part will be the hardest to say and I don’t know
Xei is still sitting in the chair looking slightly uncomfortable about the emotional exchange between Gin and I. “I’m sorry you had to see that. It was inappropriate.” I say hoping he will understand I meant no disrespect. “Don’t worry so much, this is nothing compared to what I have seen you and him do naked.” He says with a laugh but his eyes hold a hint of what almost looks like longing. He stands and starts to walk toward the door. A mixture of emotions rush through me of guilt, regret, longing, confusion and much more as I watch him walk away. “Wait!” I say almost shout and he flinches in surprise and turns around in question. “Sorry.” I mumble trying to figure out what I want to say. “Ali, you and Gin have a history and I applaud you both for finally getting through the past.” “I’m sorry I raised my voice, you big oaf.” He chuckles and then a serious look crosses his face, “That man deserves to die, and I have ev
We’ve been in the meeting for over an hour and Ali shows no signs of stopping. She wants to know every detail about every business the bravata has dealings with. As the meeting goes on I’m impressed with her more and more, her attention to detail is on point. She’s firm and unyielding when she wants an answer or an explanation. I’m impressed to say the least. When we first entered her father‘s office I was floored by her beauty. She was sitting behind the desk with her hair up in its usual bun accentuating her long gorgeous neck. Flashes of her beautiful blonde hair wrapped around my hands, neck pulled back as I thrusted in her flash across my mind. Soon the thoughts of her wet, tight pussy clenching my cock pop in my mind making me instantly hard. Shit. I adjust myself quickly before anyone sees and try to focus on the conversation. I look up and see Ali is now standing with both hands pressed against the desk leaning forward with a look
Soon after the meeting finally ends with us agreeing to reconvene tomorrow morning so we can discuss Vex and how he is involved in all of this. Dinner is going to be served in a few hours so I decide I might as well get started on my assignment. I begin to walk the grounds checking the security detail and quickly find many security gaps that we need to address quickly. I am surprised by how many there actually are, especially since Gin’s father was in charge of security. Only one guard at each entrance, the cameras that I’ve checked have all been disabled, and I can only imagine the last time the property was swept for bugs. No wonder he was poisoned. The security needs to be updated as soon as possible. I’m making a mental note to address it in the meeting tomorrow as I see Ali walking along the edge of the pond a few feet in front of me. I look around to see if she has a guard with her and when I realize she doesn’t my angst starts to b
Soon we all go our separate ways and I get a notification that the burial ceremony will be held this evening at seven giving me three hours to finish up my initial inspection of security and the warriors. I make a plan and before I know it the hidden cameras have been put up, I have a good size list of warriors that are beholden to Ali and her father. However, what has me concerned is the ones who are more loyal to Alister than the Bravada itself. I am pondering this as I walk toward the onsite graveyard. “You are thinking very hard.” I hear Gin say as he walks next to me. “Security check has been done. I have cameras in places only Ali, you and I know about and have access too. I have made a list of loyal warriors as well. They will meet us in the training room tomorrow morning.” “Well, it seems like it is all falling in line, what is with the worry all over your face?” “Allister.” “My father? What about him?” I hesitate f