Chapter 6 - Hate

Last night is the best night I ever had in my life with my wife, just thinking of it, maybe I've been drooling right now but all I could do is imagine her face and how she moan my name in the four corners of our room.

Her moan is so hot that makes me want her more and more, she even whisper to me that she love me and miss me so damn much. Remembering her face that she make is more deliriously delicious that I can't even control my self to move harder into her.

That evening when I request for a quicky from her I thought I might be rejected, kailangan ko pa talagang pilitin siya mapa-Oo ko lang talaga.

Pero we got more than just a quicky dahil inumaga na kami at halos tanghali na umalis sa kama at kumain sa kusina. I can't even blink an eye because of that night and I could'nt forget it either.

But immediately ruined it by someone and that is the one who's been talking infront, the representator of the day is none other than that Amera the only daughter of Merging company. She's talking about reuniting our companies name even tho we we're rivals in shipping.

At ang malala pa ang sama rin ng tingin sakin ni John Loid ang secretarya ko na akala mo may gagawin akong di inaasahan, I hide the creepiness around me by my poker face and cold demure, now what.

'I miss my wife'

It's really good idea to make twins nowadays, planning on pinning it to my daily task today on my head.

Clearing my head and rereading the documents on my table and putting my hand on my chin, I'm rude and yes ganito talaga ako kapag nasa harap ng board, you need to mask your true emotion if it's needed. I can be more dangerous than hell if you made a single mistake specially right now.

Pero kanina pa ako naiinis dahil kanina pa si Amera nagpapapansin ng dibdib niya at halos doon na nakatuon ang atensyon kalahati ng board, I swing my pen to my secretary but one of the woman in the table of the board speak.

"Stop! miss-who are you again? Oh! Right miss Amera, can I go straight with you or you guys want her to continue?"

No one answered so she continue talking to the representative with an cold angry tone.

"My god! You are not even representing something on this meeting and your making this office like a night club and your begging to be a hostess, my goodness if you have any respect to your self, just please. Get out!"

Namula sa kahihiyan si Amera at tumakbo paalis ng meeting room, dahil sa pagpapahiya sa kanya ng isang babaeng kasing ugali ko.

What can I say about being bold talker, who I actually inherited to my mother.

"Dismiss"

Tumayo na ako at binigay ko sa secretarya ko ang ibang papel na kailangan kong pag aralan bago iapproved and looking at my mother walking towards me with stressed face.

"Mom, are you okay?"

"I'm okay iho, just a little bit stress lately but you know I just can't tolerate such behaviour infront of my eyes, she even break one of our first rule in this company! my goodness"

"Relax mom, I think lunch would be nice with dad"

"Yes-yes, wait-ano palang nangyari sa oag hahanap mo kay Georgina?"

"Well mom I-"

"Omy! we gotta tell Dad, c'mon now"

I think she's not gonna leave me alone unless I tell her that George and me is in the middle of making up to each other specially I don't think Mom and Dad will surely not leave us alone when they fond that George is pregnant.

"Mom, slowdown"

Hila hila ako ni mama patungong cafeteria kung nasaan nakikita ko ng nag aantay samin si Dad na nakapamulsang naghihintay sa pintuan.

"I'm not a kid, mama. Don't grab me like a baby anymore, I'm a grown man and got married already you know"

"Leave him be, wife"

"Oh shut up hubby, he's gonna tell us something about Georgina"

"Oh no, I'm on the hot seat right now"

Kakaupo ko palamang ng upuan ng biglang tumawag ang secretarya ko at pupungas pungas na lumapit sa table namin.

"Sir, you have emergency lunch meeting"

I almost thank my secretary for saving me from my parents who's been too nosy about my married life with Georgina.

"What a bad timing son"

Nakita kong masama na agad ang tingin sakin ni mama na sinuyo naman agad ni Dad while I look at John Loid my secretary na kinindatan ako and that means my wife's need me so I got up started walking but before I leave the cafeteria I heard my mom na nagpalingon sakin kay John loid.

"Juanita I think you need to sit down for a while" I saw how John Loid turned pale but sit down where I was sitting on earlier.

I think I'm gonna give him his extra bonus pay for saving my ass off but sacrificing himself instead, He is my secretary for nothing but save me.

Nagtatakbo na ako papuntang sasakyan at mabilis ko iyong pinaandar patungo kung nasaan ang asawa ko pero ng makarating ako doon ay halos nataranta akong pumasok ng bahay dahil nga sa nag iingay ang fire alert at nagsibukasan ang firefoset ng buong unit dahil sa usok na nagmumula sa kusina nito.

Itim na itim ang usok na halos wala akong makita't ubo ako ng ubo habang tinatawag ang asawa ko, maya maya pa'y naapula rin ang usok ng tubig mula sa kisame na fire foset na nag aalert kapag may usok o sunog, agad kong hinanap ang asawa ko na nakita ko agad na nakaupo sa tabi habang umiiyak at basang basa.

Binuhat ko kaagad siya upang maasikaso ko siya kaagad baka kasi sipunin siya dahil nga sa nangyari, I should be asking her right now pero pinigilan ko kasi baka mas lalo lang siyang umiyak sa harapan ko at mag away nanaman kami.

Nang matapos ko siyang asikasuhin ay nag palit na rin ako ng damit at habang bino-blower ko ang buhok niya sa harap ng salamin ay ramdam kong nakatingin siya sa akin na nagmumula sa repleksyon namin sa salamin.

"D-damien, I-I'm sorry"

"Shh..It's okay hon, I'm here"

"No, It's my fault to ruin our lunch-" and then now what she started crying again so I putout the blower away and hug her trying to sooting her, whispering sweet words for her not to cry again but she can't stop it and now I'm worried.

"Sshh, It's okay hon, don't cry it's not good for the baby"

"Hala, si baby"

Bigla siyang umupo na ikinahawak ko kaagad sa bewang niya, she's like a rabbit that hop off from her reverie and switch her mood and now she's smiling ear to ear.

And she then cup my face with her two slender hands, that I couldn't help my self from closing my eyes from the feeling of her warm palm.

"What do you think about naming our baby?" that put a smile on my lips, opening my eyes to look at her.

"I love that"

Isa lang masasabi ko. If my wife's not here beside me, because of her being pregnant and me who is agains't it, maybe I am all alone right now unhappy.

I love her even now, kahit pa noong magkarelasyon pa lamang kami. Hindi na siya ang dating sobrang mahinhining babae na kilala ko, kasi the woman I am here right now is somewhat aggressive and more honest just looking at it I'm inlove with her even more.

"I don't know if this is a boy or a girl but I love it if he's a boy that looks like you" aniya, and that broke me in my flying thoughts at napakunot ang nuo ko habang titig na titig pa rin sa kanya habang hinahaplos ang hindi pa kaumbukang tiyan kaya naman mas nilapit ko siya sakin at nilagay rin ang kamay ko sa tiyan niya.

"I want a girl"

"Fine-fine, mr grumpy husband. So to be fair, if it's a boy I'm the one who can name him but If it's a girl your the one will name her. Right, okay so deal?"

"That was a fast transaction of business I've been sign on to deal with, miss pretty wife" I smirk at her, dahilan para matawa siya.

"What a nice talker you are" she giggled, that was so nice to hear from her but stop. And looked at me, switching in another attitude. Pero hindi ko pinansin dahil hindi pa rin mabura sa mukha ko ang sayang nararamdaman ko, habang hinahaplos haplos ang tiyan niya ay hindi ko mapigilang bumulong.

"Can't wait for this little one to go run around to our house"

I feel her hands touch mine, at sabay kaming haplusin ang tiyan niya, can't help to kiss her head.

"So first ikaw muna, what's on your mind?"

"Uhm.."

I don't know what to answer that and just a little hum is just a good answer.

"I think mapagpapaliban na muna natin ang pag-iisip ng name niya" she move from our position and face me.

"What, why?"

She pouted that made my ears heat up because she's so cute, lalapit sana ako para halikan siya nang mapatigil ako sa lakas ng tunog ng tiyan niya.

"Hungry"

Getting up and started to grab my phone para mag padeliver nalamang ng pagkain dahil hindi na namin magagamit ang kusina dahil nga sa nasira na ito, and I don't think John Loid would be happy because of that.

A horrible kitchen will be not a bad idea to surprise him. After I hit send to the order, I heard my wife's sniffing like she was crying. I immidiately turn around to look at her crying face again.

"Hey, hon. Stop crying it's not good for you to be so stressed right now" I embraced her and try to soot her back.

"I'm trying hon but this tears can't stop, because if Juanita see this I'm dead and he might get mad for blowing off his favorite kitchen. He'll gonna kick me out soon because of that"

"Shh.. no one is dead, you can just go with me I'm your husband, we were okay and we've been making it all up hon, right?"

"In your dreams Damien, ayoko pang sumama sayo and to make it clear for you na galit pa rin ako sayo that I just h-hate you"

Para akong hinampas ng maso ng paulit ulit and my heart's been rip apart by that word but I can't take over this emotion that I'm feeling right now, I just stayed silent hanggang sa dumating na ang order at nakakain na ang asawa ko ay hindi ko siya inimik.

She strike me deep like It's to much pain and I'm to damn hurt to be numb like I don't wanna talk and just like that when she went to bed I got out.

To hurt to speak that I couldn't move anymore just like I was died right after she stab me with that words.

She went to far, I could not handle it and then I just saw myself on a club drinking more untill I'm drunk.

to be continue...