I opened my eyes and growled at the blinding daylight. I lifted my head an inch or two, but, apparently, my face wasn't ready to say goodbye to the pillow. As the head fell back to its rightful place, my temples turned into taiko drums, and an invisible Japanese guy started to bang the holy shit out of them.
I hated hangovers, and this one was clearly the worst one I'd had in years. What the hell was I drinking last night? Molotov cocktails?! My hand slid through the sheets, hoping to reach the bedside table and the aspirin pill I left there yesterday. As soon as I realized that my hand was too short to reach beyond the bed, I began to crawl, inching face-down in worm-like movements. Suddenly, my nose sank into a white, soft fabric. I inhaled the scent, and the agonizing pressure inside my head began to disappear. I took another breath and bit my lip. Something about this scent caused all my female hormones to do happy little somersaults. My nose wandered through the fabric until it got glued to something sticky and sweet.
I yanked my head up and realized I was sniffing a shirt—a man's shirt... My hand clamped my mouth just in time to muffle my scream as the memories of last night returned in the form of an embarrassing series of images.
I swallowed, staring at the shirt, and I mumbled, "Alex..."
That guy from yesterday was obviously pissed, and now he was waiting for me to return his shirt—his freshly cleaned shirt! I raised the fabric to estimate the damage and let out a painful groan. "God… I even drooled all over it!"
I sucked in a deep breath, then another one and another one until my brain was able to process anything beyond the basic information. As soon as my neurons turned off their sleepy mode, I recognized the softness under my fingertips. My mouth released a hysterical chuckle, and my heart began to race.
The shirt was made of the purest Egyptian cotton. It was also tailor-made and finished by hand. To sum it up, this shirt was worth more than my month's rent—or two months' rent. I sucked in a deep breath and dragged my fingers through my hair.
"Sarah, you got this. You got the oil paint out of your favorite sweatshirt, more times than it should be possible. You surely can remove the sticky something out of an astronomically expensive shirt!"
The self-pep-talk lessened my panic and awakened logical thinking. A few minutes later, I swayed my way to the bathroom and did everything I could to resemble a human being. As soon as that happened, I began the Spotless Shirt Operation. Thanks to my annoying professional habit, I had always carried a few odd detergents in my bag. Now that habit could save my life…
Two hours later, I declared victory over the stain that wickedly corrupted the handsome guy's shirt. Bringing my professionalism to a higher level, I ironed it and hung it on the borrowed cover, courtesy of the hotel's cleaning staff. Proud of myself, I walked out of my room only to realize that I had no idea where I could find the owner of that damn shirt…
"Idiot. Sarah, you're an absolute idiot!" I growled at myself, parading downstairs, a black shirt cover in hand.
Should I ask Jarvis if he had seen him? He might have told me if he had. Of course, I would have to tell him about my embarrassing encounter with Mr. Dark and Dangerous, and then he would probably laugh his ass off, but he could be the only person able to help—
"Excuse me?" A deep man's voice caused my head to snap to the side. "You're that girl from yesterday, aren't you?"
I had no idea what he meant, but my cheeks had already begun to flare with raw heat. "W-what do you mean?" I laughed nervously, scanning the man in front of me, terrified that I might have done more embarrassing things than those I could remember.
"Oh, you're definitely THAT girl." The man grinned, revealing perfectly white teeth, and then it hit me...
"You're his friend," I muttered, recognizing him as one of the mouthwatering quartet in suits. I wouldn't call the recognition part hard since he was wearing a suit even now, and he was looking just as hot as I remembered him in my blissful, alcoholic state.
His green eyes widened, and his smile vibrated with the purest kind of amusement. "I'm Grayson." He stretched out his hand. "And you are?"
I shook his hand and let out an awkward chuckle. "I'm Sarah… And I was just looking for… your friend." More awkward laughter came out of me, and I could almost see my subconscious facepalm.
"Alex?" Now the bright, teeth-flashing grin turned into a smirk. "I'm afraid he might be unavailable at the moment. Do you want anything… specific from him? Perhaps I could replace him?"
Was this guy flirting with me?! I blinked a few times and slowly scanned his wavy hair in a color resembling a mix of blond and ginger, his white shirt with three or four undone buttons, revealing a part of his muscled chest, and the rest of him packed in a suit that fit him like a second skin. He was certainly attractive, but my hormones didn't seem all that impressed.
I cleared my throat and lifted my hand holding a shirt cover. "I have Mr. Alexander's shirt... I washed it and wanted to return it to him."
Grayson's brows rose. "You… washed his shirt?"
My lips stretched into a thin line. "Yes. Is washing his shirts forbidden or something?"
He cracked a grin again. "Not at all." Then he looked me up and down, causing me to wonder if there was something wrong with the shorts or the white tank top I was wearing. "I would have gladly delivered him… his laundry, but, unfortunately, I'm quite busy."
"But do you know where I can find him?" I gave him a pleading look. "I really wouldn't want to spend the rest of my weekend carrying his shirt with me."
"Oh, we cannot let that happen." The amusement in his voice increased. "Here." He pulled out a hotel room key card from his jacket pocket and handed it to me. "You can leave it in his room."
"In his room?" I echoed, sounding like a brainless creature.
He nodded. "Go to the Golden Suite. It's on the top floor. Use that card to enter and leave the shirt. You can leave the card at reception once you're done."
I blinked. "And that's it?"
"That's it." He chuckled and nonchalantly looked at his watch. "I need to go to a conference. Alex is probably busy with business transactions, so if I were you, I would go to his suite and deliver this shirt now."
A second later, he turned around and walked away, leaving me with the golden-black key card in my hand. This task sounded harmless when Grayson described it, so why did it feel like a complete violation of the handsome guy's privacy?
"Screw it!" I decided, shifting my feet toward the hotel elevators. It was my hard-earned vacation, and I was not going to waste priceless minutes trying to find Mr. Sex-on-the-legs no matter how much my lady bits would want me to keep looking!
As soon as I reached the top floor, I realized that finding the Golden Suite wasn't going to be difficult. It was the ONLY suite on the entire floor. I pressed the card against the scanner and grabbed the door handle.
"Hello?" I called out cautiously, but no reply came for several heartbeats. Drawing a deep breath, I walked inside. Who would have thought that the Golden Suite was actually... golden? Well, all right, it was white with an excessive amount of golden ornaments, furniture elements, and curtains. Even the pearl-white flooring had specks of gold melted into the stone. For a moment, I wondered if all that gold was real…
I walked inside, taking in the slightly overwhelming interior, until I found myself standing in a spacious salon with a row of glass doors opening to a terrace with a private swimming pool. Seriously? A night in a suite like this surely cost even more than the shirt I had just carefully washed.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of an opening door followed by a roar. "How the fuck did you get here?!"
I turned toward the sound, and if my mouth had been opened before, then now my jaw must have fallen down to drool over the stone floor. It turned out Alexander was in his suite when I entered. In fact, he was in his bathroom, most likely taking a shower. Now he walked out of the bathroom and stood two feet away from me. He was gorgeously wet… and absolutely naked.
The breath I took evaporated from my lungs before I could use the oxygen. The next one never reached below my throat. Then I stopped struggling and remained… breathless. His soaking wet hair curled in a mass of unruly dark strands, framing his insanely gorgeous face. These strands had to be somehow programmed to emphasize all the most captivating angles because they made him look twice as alluring. The sun illuminated one half of his face, leaving the other half embraced by a soft shadow. Sweet Jesus… He was the most perfect picture I had ever seen.I wish I could say that I resisted the urge to look lower, but it was beyond my control. Before I realized it, my eyes carefully scanned his heavenly body, covered by devastatingly lingering drops of water. I swallowed a hysteric chuckle and slowly took in his neck, his broad shoulders, his perfectly muscled arms, his firm pecs, his geometrically crafted abs, his irresistible V-line, his—"Fuck…" I wasn't sure if the low, strangled half-cr
I inhaled the scent of the man I decided to marry. Yes, I fully acknowledged the ridiculousness of that decision, but most of my half-conscious body and mind seemed to support it. What he had given me went beyond a physical encounter and beyond making love… It was something magical, something I had never experienced before. I felt precious in his arms, like a gem that needed to be treated with the utmost care. I had tasted emotions I never knew existed, even after being in a three-year relationship with a man who was supposed to love me. It was insane. I had sex for hours, taking a break only to eat a few snacks in bed and then continuing until our bodies were too exhausted to move. And I didn't even know Alex's last name! Somehow that knowledge seemed irrelevant because every second with him felt… right.What if fate existed and brought us together? What if we were meant to be? As hilarious and unbelievable as it sounded, nothing in my life had ever felt as perfect as being together
I had spent the last three weeks searching for my scumbag foster brother. I went to every possible place I thought he might be staying and visited all the people who might have known where he was. All for nothing. I was devastated, exhausted, and, above all, furious at myself for believing him."What did the police say?" Joy asked me as soon as I passed the threshold. When she saw tears gathering in my eyes, she handed me a mug of hot cocoa and led me to the sofa.God, I loved her. She was the only person in that whole messed-up world I could count on. Sniffing, I took a sip of far-too-sweet liquid and faced her. "They said that Bram violated the pre-trial release limitations, so they sent an arrest warrant to other states… He is officially a wanted man, but that also means that my money is gone, and I will never get it back." I bit my lip, trying hard not to start crying.Joy sighed and gave me a wry smile. "It could have been worse."I groaned. "How? I lost all my money. I'm jobless
"What do you mean by pregnant?! I can't be pregnant!" The panic building inside me erupted like molten lava. I glanced at my belly and began to wonder if there truly was something growing inside me.Joy rushed to my bed and grabbed my hand while I sucked hectic breaths, acting as if I were already going into labor. "Sarah, you need to calm down and focus." I heard her serene and even voice. It didn't help.I shook my head. "It… It is impossible!" I burst out.The doctor shrugged slightly. "Unexpected pregnancies happen all the time.""You don't understand!" I panted, my eyes flickering between Joy and the doctor. "I can't be pregnant! I'm on pills!"The doctor blinked a few times before glancing at his tablet and swiping through my medical records. He frowned and then sighed. "The contraceptive pills you've been using have been withdrawn from the market recently due to leading to frequent, well… pregnancies."I felt like someone made holes in my lungs. I had been using the same pills
Five years later "Mommy! Let's go!" My son jumped up and down, urging me to get our suitcases from the luggage carousel. I sighed and gave my little devil a meaningful look. "Liam, we have to wait for our suitcases, and they are not here yet... Unless you want me to pick two random ones, then we can go." Liam gasped and shook his head. "No! Other people don't have Spiderman's pajamas in their suitcases, and I really liked mine!" I smirked. "Then we have to wait." I grabbed his little hand and stroked his unbelievably thick, dark-brown hair. "Don't worry. It won't be long." He nodded and grinned. It was his first time in New York, and he was overly excited. Unlike him, I was growing anxious, and even though my confidence had grown over the last few years, a little of the old me had awakened as soon as our plane landed at the airport. A lot had changed during those five years. For starters, I found the love of my life—my son, the amazing, smart, and forever cheerful kid I decided t
My heart stopped. I froze, staring at Alex and watching his grin spread across his face. A part of me wanted to tell him who I was. A part of me wanted to embrace him… and then punch him hard for how he had treated me. It took me several seconds before my brain processed the simple fact: the man in front of me didn't want me. The check he had left for me expressed it loud and clear. He had treated me like a whore, and the fact that my dumb hormones still merrily buzzed at the sight of him required a serious reprimand. Furthermore, he could have been married by now… I saw no ring when I glanced at his finger, but that didn't prove anything.I forced my lungs to stretch as I sucked in a breath. I was not going to let another man hurt me. I was nobody's doormat. And I was definitely not going back to making the same mistakes. I could not let myself be fooled again, and the man in front of me was definitely a natural-born trickster. I couldn't let myself fall for his charms, although all
Oliver helped me find someone trustworthy who would look after Liam while I went to meet the arrogant Ms. Jeanette Duncan. The trusted person in question was Oliver's girlfriend, Nora. I was hesitant when Oliver mentioned her at first, but when I saw this smiling, petite blonde with huge blue eyes, I somehow knew I'd be leaving Liam in good hands. Besides, Liam liked her the second she walked into our apartment, and, unlike his mother, my son was strangely a good judge of characters.Standing in front of the mirror, I combed my auburn hair, smoothing the slightly wavy strands. I took a deep breath. For some reason, a few knots formed in my guts, and the feeling of unease crept its way to the surface, flooding me with cold sweat. I drew another breath, grabbed mascara, and underlined my gray eyes. I had rarely cared about my makeup, but this time, I could already sense that it wouldn't be my skills that testified to my professionalism but my looks. I hated that, but as much as I didn't
ALEXI was sitting on the leather sofa in the Pas Pour Toi Club, a place that belonged to my friend Daniel Wilden. A year ago, he had opened this spot out of boredom, giving it the most arrogant name possible—Not For You. He wanted to make the club a private haven for his friends to talk and drink. Well, it didn't work. The place was currently one of the hottest spots in New York City. Fortunately, Daniel created a VVIP room, to which only five people had access. I was one of them.I drew a deep breath as I stared at the amber liquid in my glass. The pumping bass slightly slipped through the walls and door, but that was the only thing that indicated that we were in the middle of a crowded nightclub. I had always hated club noises, but not tonight. Tonight, it was the silence that I could not bear…Thoughts swirling inside my head matched the insane speed of the blood running in my veins. It took me more than five minutes before I put them in some kind of order and willed myself to lif
ALEX Four and a half years later I opened my eyes to see Sarah's gorgeous sleeping face, and my lips instantly stretched into a wide smile. God, I would never have enough of watching her sleep. There were only two other faces I loved more: her face when she smiled and the blushing face that appeared shortly after she reached her climax. Actually, I would gladly work to see that blushing face right now, but I couldn't risk being late today. This day was going to be perfect. I dipped my head to brush my lips against hers. I did it carefully so as not to wake her up. Then I slid out of bed and quietly walked out of our bedroom. Of course, it was way easier to sneak out of our room than to pass Liam's bedroom, and passing the twins' bedroom without them waking up or noticing was nearly mission impossible. Fortunately, none of them decided to wake up at six in the morning on Saturday, and two minutes later, I successfully entered the kitchen. Usually, this place belonged to Sarah. It wa
I vaguely recalled what had happened in the last few hours. I remember Jun calling my name as he all but tore me away from Alex, taking over the reanimation until the paramedics appeared. Then the words “temporary stable” rang in my head as they transported Alex to the hospital in Nassau. I refused to leave his side. I held his hand almost until he had been taken to the operating room. Philip and Jun dragged me away so that doctors could patch me, even though I said I didn't need it. They insisted, and Jun might have even said something about knocking me out if I'd refused. The doctors asked me if I needed painkillers. When I said I wasn't sure, they asked me if I needed something to soothe my nerves. I took neither. I didn't want anything that could dull my senses as I waited for Alex's operation to be over. The surgeon said that the bullet vaguely missed the heart but also that removing it would be complicated. Still, there was a chance. There was hope that he would survive. He had
I heard two gunshots, yet there was no pain. Well, there was no new kind of pain, and I could feel the heart pounding in my chest… But dead people shouldn't have a heartbeat, should they? My mind was struggling to process what was happening. My eyes snapped open just in time to see two guards fall to the ground, exposing the one who stood on the threshold. Alex.My breath caught in my throat as our eyes met, but my relief lasted less than a second. In my peripheral vision, I saw Lucius reaching for his gun and shifting his stance to shoot. “No!” I screamed for a split second before he aimed his gun at Alex and pulled the trigger.Alex leaped into the corridor and hid behind the door. “Sarah, get down!” he thundered, and that was what I did. I jumped to the side before Lucius could grab me and use me as a shield, and I dove behind the bed, lying face-down on the floor. Lucius roared like a wild animal, and more shots came. “I'll kill you, Ravenford!” he bellowed.I flinched every time
SARAHThree days passed since I had woken up in my luxurious prison. My ribs still hurt, but at least I could move on my own… more or less. The bruises I found all over my body were slowly fading. The worst were those on my shoulder, which, according to Lucius, had been dislocated. Once the mass of sedatives and painkillers left my system, the pain had become almost unbearable, but now I learned to function despite it.Lucius had been showing up in my room at least three times a day. Each time, he brought me food or snacks. It might have been his twisted definition of caring about me. Never had he raised his voice on me, but I knew better than to trust his fragile kindness. The cold glow in his eyes remained, and the smiles he had often given me betrayed cruelty. I couldn't let my guard down around him. I had to put on my best act, even though his slightest touch filled me with sheer disgust. It terrified me that he became more daring. He enjoyed tracing every bruise on my neck and sh
ALEXI was sitting in my office and trying to focus my eyes on the screen. My current struggle had nothing to do with Ravenford Corporation. I was tracing the old metro plans, hoping to find that one place we had missed.“You shouldn't stay here all night again.” Grayson sighed before grabbing a chair and sitting in front of my desk. “Staring at those plans won't bring her back.”“She is not dead, Grayson,” I hissed.“You don't know that,” he argued but raised his hands in surrender as soon as he met my glare.“I know that because we haven't found her body.” Anger raised the volume of my voice, but that only made Grayson look at me with more pity.“If you're convinced that she's not dead, then why not call off the search inside the tunnels?” His brows rose. “It has been more than a week now. Even if she survived the fall, she must have been injured and lying there alone—”“Shut. The fuck. Up.” The knuckles in my fisted hands bleached.“I don't want to see you torture yourself,” he sai
SARAHI heard myself drawing a breath into my lungs. It was a wheezing sound, and the movement of my chest came with a great deal of pain. Then I heard something else—voices. I couldn't understand what they were saying… It was… Chinese?The realization triggered an alarm that spread throughout my aching body. Fear clung around me tightly, forming a thick, almost material cover, nearly as real as the sheets on my body. Then I heard one voice I recognized. The sound doubled the terror consuming me. Lucius. He and someone else were arguing about… something. Their voices were raised, their edges sharp, their tones cold…I opened my eyes and blinked, trying to adjust my sight, but it remained blurry no matter how hard I tried to focus. I struggled for another few seconds before I could see more clearly. Wherever I was, it looked like an enormous bedroom. The bed I was lying in was double the size I had in my penthouse. A huge window was several feet to the left of the bed, and the palm tre
The outer corridor had been completely annihilated by the explosives, and more than four of our men had lost their lives. Their bloodied bodies lay close enough for some of the guests to see, and the cries and screams became unstoppable in seconds. The alarms went off, and an automated steel shield quickly covered every glass wall. At the same time, the recorded voice announced that the main hall had been secured and separated until the situation was under control. That, of course, didn't lessen the panic devouring almost everyone inside.My eyes shifted to Sarah and Liam. They were still standing on the round podium in the middle of the hall while some of the terrified guests ran in every direction, ineptly trying to find the way out, as if it weren't obvious that they could get shot if they did. Sarah hugged Liam tightly, moving to the center of the dais, trying to stay away from the crowd of panicked people. My first instinct was to get them far away from that podium, but with the
ALEXI was sitting by my desk, rubbing my thumb over my still-swollen knuckles. Well, that's what you get after punching the wall hard enough to stain it with your blood. Let's just say that I hadn't taken the news about Natasha Collins well. Not only did she betray our family—the family she had been working for for years—but she had nearly killed my grandmother. Perhaps it was fortunate that it was Sarah and her bodyguards who exposed her. If it had been me, I would have snapped her neck before I could have willed myself to exhibit reasonable behavior.“I thought you would be celebrating.” Grayson eyed me as he entered my office. “With all the accusations, the Duncans will sure as hell end up in jail.”“They found Marisol Martinez dead this morning. Someone slit her throat,” I said, rubbing my knuckles again as I struggled to contain my rising anger. “It's obvious to think that someone did it to silence her, but I somehow doubt that Gregory Duncan was behind this. Her testimony would
“I still can't believe that I can officially meet with Alex without hiding,” I said softly, holding Eleonor's hand. “Of course, that doesn't mean that everything's OK between us, but I cannot deny that he's trying.” I couldn't stop the smile from parting my lips as I thought of all the roses he had sent to my apartment. I was probably blushing, and Eleonor would have laughed if she had seen me looking like this… I missed her laugh and her remarks. Every day, I prayed that she would finally wake up. My chest tightened at the thought that she might never—No. I couldn't think about it. She was going to wake up. I had to believe she would. I sucked in a shaky breath and cleared my throat. “Anyway,” I continued. “Alex officially announced that he and Jeanette Duncan are no longer engaged. He said that they parted due to insurmountable differences. That, of course, doesn't change the fact that Jeanette is pregnant and that the child is Alex's.” I sighed and brushed a strand of hair off Ele