Andy had been in there for a while and the more time passes, the more Millan can hear shouts through the adjacent door.
To his dismay, he can even make out some of the words they’re saying, mostly what the pack Head Alpha is saying since he shouts the loudest.
“No, Andy! How many times do I have to… before you finally… NO WAY … a rogue in OUR pack?… cannot trust him … don’t care to know him … have enough members to worry about.”
He hears more indistinct shouts before he hears pretty clearly: “His OWN pack didn’t even want him!”
Millan feels like someone squeezed his heart in their hands and isn’t letting it go.
He guesses Weston is not going to want to meet with him after all. He still sits there, on the edge of the couch, his precious bag between his feet and everyone in the room looking at him, some with pity, some with disdain, some with curiosity.
Even the dictionary-reading beta looks at him with empathy in her eyes.
He wills his head to stay up high and his posture to stay confident.
He will not flee the room. He will not let that stupid lump in his throat get the better of him.
He will stay here until Andy returns.
He will take the rejection in stride and move on.
Like he’s been doing all his life.
Even though he repeats this like a mantra, Millan can’t dislodge that lump and can’t ignore the sting in his chest.
He’s been wandering for years from one place to another, never settling and he doesn’t think he can continue like this forever. He knows he will break eventually.
An omega is simply not made to take all this rejection without any kind of comfort or support, but what other choices does he have?
After more shouting and pleads from Andy, the latter finally returns to the living room, visibly deflated.
Millan stands up and tries to smile, although it doesn’t reach his eyes. He saves Andy the task of announcing what he already know.
“How long before I have to go then?” Millan swallows.
He’s aware of the hurt that’s showing through his eyes, but he can’t help it. He’s fearful of the answer.
“He’s locked me into Alpha Command. I’m so sorry, Millan.” Andy avoids the question, which only makes Millan worry even more.
“How long, Andy?” he presses.
“You have two weeks. One of our nurses will take care of your leg and then you have to go.” He says it with such desperation that Millan almost doesn’t hear him correctly.
“Two weeks? That’s great, Andy! Thanks!” Millan feels way better now.
He hadn’t expected Weston to welcome him into his pack with open arms anyway.
But two weeks and the right to see a nurse would be more than enough for him to get back on his feet quite literally and get some supplies before continuing his journey.
Andy is completely surprised by Millan's sudden excitement.
He’s amazed again by how strong the omega is, taking rejection like it’s no big deal when all the omegas he knows would have been completely devastated.
Hell, all the werewolves he knows, no matter the gender.
“I… umm. It is?” Andy says, hesitant.
“Yeah! I thought you would be escorting me to the next border today! At least I can get my leg checked at before going, it’s perfect.”
And Millan is very glad of this outcome. He’ll have time to heal while having a shelter and food for free.
He might even be able to read a book on that bench he saw outside. He’ll have to ask that beta for the dictionary she was reading, he thinks.
Andy schools his expression for Millan's sake, but his heart aches at the thought that Millan is so used to rejection that letting him stay for two weeks is like offering him the stars.
Andy feels like crap turning this beautiful omega with violet eyes, away.
He would have two weeks to make Weston see reason then.
He couldn’t let the omega continue to be rejected over and over again. Besides, he only has to get the two of them to meet and Weston will agree with Andy in a heartbeat.
The more he gets to know Millan, the more he thinks the two of them would actually get along well.
He can feel it.
Andy just has to figure out a way for them to meet during Millan's short stay.
*****
Millan thinks he couldn’t be in a better situation even if he dreamt of it.
Andy had lead him to the infirmary right after the talk with Weston and the nurses were currently fretting over him. A bit too much for his liking, but at least he knows they’ll get his leg fixed and he can go back to running like the wolf he is in no time.
He’s thinking of everything he’ll have the time to do in two weeks and is already fantasizing about how he can steal countless amounts of supplies while he’s at Headquarters.
Everybody’s so nice to him he almost considers straight up asking for food and other necessities, but he doesn’t think he wants to risk getting a ‘no’. Then people would be more suspicious of him and stealing would be harder.
The doctor, clearly an alpha, her posture and her scent give her away instantly, enters the room right when one of the nurses is taking Millan's vital signs. Millan believes it’s a bit overkill for a wounded leg, but he isn’t going to complain.
“Hi, Millan, my name is Nara and I'm going to take care of you today. How are you feeling?”
Millan feels like everybody here talks to him as they would a child who fell and broke his leg. It’s a little infuriating since he’s actually a grown man who has an infected cut.
He really hates when people underestimate him or baby him just because of his gender. He’s used to this however, so he smiles to the doctor nonetheless, hoping to convey he’s really not in that much pain.
Although his leg is, in fact, killing him.
“I’m great actually. Just a bad cut on my leg.” He shrugs to emphasize that it isn’t so bad and people in this pack should stop worrying.
“All right, well, let me have a look.” She says, approaching his bed, way too carefully for Millan's liking.
Do they think I'm some kind of wild wounded animal? For fuck’s sake, I'm an omega, not a baby deer, he thinks.
Millan gets his leg out of the covers and pulls his worn out pants out of the way for her to have a look.
He winces a bit when he has to peel his pants off of the dried up blood on the cut and the subtle whine he lets out doesn’t go unnoticed by the doctor- to Millan's dismay.
“Mmm, it’s pretty deep. If you came in earlier, you even would have needed stitches. I’m afraid you’re going to have a scar.” Nara frowns a bit at that.
Wolves normally heal extremely fast. It takes a lot for them to need human treatments like stitches. Although Millan's cut is deep, an omega with proper care would have healed completely in a couple hours max, probably less.
The fact that Millan didn’t heal at all screams abuse and neglect to Nara. If Millan were part of the pack, she would be filing a report and asking for an investigation.
But Millan isn’t pack and she didn’t voice her concerns not wanting to alarm the boy.
“Scars don’t bother me; it won’t be the first one.” Millan tries to reassure her, misunderstanding the frown on her face.
She smiles tightly, trying to ignore how he’s just admitted to having other scars and puts on gloves to inspect the wound further.
She feels around the laceration and Millan bites his tongue, willing himself to remain stoic and to avoid giving the doctor a reason to baby him even more.
“Yeah... as I thought, it’s infected. It’s slightly swollen and red.” Nara says, more to herself. She looks up to Millan with warm eyes. “Don’t worry though, I have a really good antibiotic ointment made especially for omega wolves. With a bit of rest you should be fine in a couple of days.”
Millan rolls his eyes at her tone. He’s never doubted his recovery. He’s not completely helpless, it is just a cut.
“I’m not worried,” he deadpans.
Nara refrains a laugh and shakes her head at the omega’s reaction. She has a lot of experience treating omegas and, when they’re in pain, they’re habitually more worried and need more comfort.
Millan though doesn’t seem to fit that trait. Of course, she’s also met a lot of omegas with an attitude, but they’re normally hiding their worry with sassy comments and they’ve normally not spent a whole lot of time being neglected in the wilderness.
Nara is intrigued by Millan's resilience, but can’t help the concern that’s growing in her alpha’s mind for him.
Neglect can be extremely harmful to an omega’s health.
The fact that Millan doesn’t heal as fast as he’s supposed to could be the tip of the iceberg.
“Can I ask you how long you’ve been on your own, Millan?” She tries to seem detached, focusing on fixing the boy’s leg, but she knows she’s doing a poor job of it.
“Hmm… like eight years almost... or no, nine! Yeah, nine.”
The alpha contains the gasp she almost let slip and schools her expression to remain calm.
She’s never heard of an omega living alone for that long.
The damage to Millan’s health could be enormous.
Nara tries not to show the panic that’s settled in her chest and continues to put ointment on his wound as calmly as possible.
“So, during that time, you’ve never had an alpha by your side?”
Millan seems almost proud when he answers, “Nope. Been on my own since I was fourteen.”
Nara has to restrain her wolf not to cuddle Millan close. She also has to restrain the doctor in her from asking every follow up question she can think of on his condition.
The last thing she wants is to overwhelm him or worry him.
She’s just putting the bandage on when the door opens slowly.
Both Millan and Nara look up to see Andy carefully peaking through the crack he’s made in the door.
“Hi, Nara, can I come in?” he asks softly.
“Of course, Andy, come in. I was just finishing up here.”
Millan has to stop himself from rolling his eyes at their bewildering kindness. It’s nauseating.
Andy turns his attention to Millan while walking further into the room.
“Hey, Millan, how are you feeling?” Andy says almost exactly the same way Nara had asked moments ago and Millan can’t help but sigh and roll his eyes at that, frustrated.
“I’m not a fucking baby deer, Andy! I’m fine!”
He regrets his outburst right as the words left his mouth. He tenses, knowing he shouldn’t talk to an alpha like that and if he pushes his luck, he’ll end up at the next border before his two weeks.
But he’s never been a very good omega anyway and Nara snorts, clearly amused by Millan's defiance.
Andy, after his initial surprise, joins Nara and laughs heartily.
So Millan relaxes. He might not get kicked out of the pack’s territory just yet. He also realizes the Blayne Pack is the nicest he's visited for a long while.
He doesn’t know what to make of that.
“Sorry. I’m fine, thanks for asking.” He tries again, for good measure.
“It’s fine, Millan, don’t worry about it. I was just coming in to see how you were. You had me a bit worried is all. But I see you’re in good hands.” Andy smiles.“He is.” Nara adds, smiling to Millan in the same way.Millan looks at them both warily.“Yeah...” He says while narrowing his eyes.He still can’t understand Andy’s intention.Everybody’s way too kind in this pack, he pondered.There must be something underneath that he’s not seeing. He supposes he’ll just have to watch his back and not let his guard down.Nara and Andy share a brief look of concern when they see Millan gauging them distrustingly.“So you’re all patched up, Millan. It would be better if you rest for a couple of days, don’t put pressure on it too much and I would like, only if you want that is, to do a general check up, just to make sure you’re healthy since I reckon you don’t have the opportunity to see doctors very often.”Nara sends a silent prayer to whoever is listening that Millan will accept. Her wolf
Millan hopes Weston doesn’t realize that he is panicking.The rise and fall of his chest created by his unnaturally fast beating heart is sure to give him away.Being drawn to an alpha this way, this urge to please and submit is new and confounding.And it’s all the more bewildering when it’s an alpha he doesn’t even know.Never has he, whatever the consequences it resulted in, bent to an alpha’s will just to please. Even going as far as to purposefully displease alphas just for the sake of it.Hell, that’s the main reason Brook Pack ended up chasing him away.Still, it’s hard to behave in an omega manner when Alpha Commands have no effect on you whatsoever and everyone looks at you like you’re a defective freak.Despising omegas who submit so easily and avoiding any obedient actions is the only way to survive without a supportive pack.Also, it’s fun to poke an alpha’s nerves until they snap. Unfortunately, it’s also a good way to perpetuate rejection.Now looking into Weston’s gold
“Weston? Is that you? What time is it?”Jace’s voice cuts through the silent darkness of the hallway. He was followed by Andy, both of them holding bundles of papers for the Pack School.Weston approaches the two as they all walked towards the direction of the brother’s apartment.“Hey guys. I just want to speak to Amir.”“Amir’s asleep, man. Can’t it wait ‘til mornin’?”“It really can’t. I need his advice.”The two looked at each other before shrugging their shoulders.“Is everything alright, Weston?” Andy asked worriedly, mirroring Jace’s worried expression as well.Weston sighs, “Don’t worry, guys. I just really need to pick Amir’s brain. He’s the pack strategist, after all.”Jace and Andy nodded as they continued their walk in relative silence. When they reach the door, Andy opened it and entered followed by Jace, then Weston.He looked around the three-bedroom apartment and noticed Amir’s door slightly ajar. Jace placed the bundle of papers in his arms over the center table in th
Amidst numerous pills and creams, there lies the desired item.The problem is, it’s the only one of its kind there. Taking the whole jar would be too obvious. I need an empty container, he figured.“Container… container,” he mumbles while looking around the room.Not finding anything useful, he goes back to the cabinet. He decides to pour one of the bottle of painkillers into a smaller, concealed compartment of his own bag.Painkillers are always practical anyway. He proceeds to transfer as much of the ointment as he can in the now empty bottle without it being too conspicuous.Ointment back into place and cabinet locked, he tosses the key on the floor where Nara had rushed to help him earlier. Hopefully, she’ll think she dropped it.He contemplates keeping the key to further his stash later, but that would be a greater risk and he supposes he’ll have plenty of opportunities to steal medical supplies during his stay.Besides, the lock on the cabinet doesn’t look too hard to pick. He
The library is degenerately massive.From the foyer where he stands, impossibly high ladders lead to the highest books. Impressive wooden stairs, engraved with gold molding lead up two floors above his head.People are milling about in silence, reading in different lounging areas, looking through the indefinite options on the shelves.Millan even notices some of them in their wolf form, relaxing next to readers.Everything looks so peaceful and majestic.The omega’s tentative steps into the quiet space reverberate through the marble floor. Madelyn is observing him with a knowing grin.“It’s amazing, isn’t it?”Millan can’t stop gazing at the space, trying to scrutinize every little detail and memorize them.Even whispering feels too loud.“How? No pack Headquarters I’ve seen is like this. I mean- what- how?”Madelyn leads him to a nearby corner furnished with big vibrant poufs and smaller shelves where pups are reading small colorful books.Their words are muffled by the lower ceiling
When Weston suggested he move from the hospital room to a guest room in the main house, Millan imagined he would be placed into a less comfortable area in the basement.Years of experience free loading off of reluctant packs taught him not to expect the best treatment. But this must be the nicest place he’s ever been in.The heavy duvet and numerous pillows on the king sized bed make it hard not to throw himself on it dramatically as soon as he opens the door.Colourful paintings hung on the walls, windows decorated with greenery go as high as the ceiling, the hand carved wood everywhere makes the place feel cozy and elegant.In all honesty, Millan could stay in this room for the remainder of his stay and be totally content.But hunger and a rumbling stomach are getting hard to ignore.He vaguely remembers pancake and eggs being brought to him at the hospital in the morning, but he’d gotten side tracked with stealing and exploring.A frustrating habit of his. It’s with food in mind th
“What the hell, Amir?”“That was really harsh, brother.”“I know, I know. I’ll apologize to him, but I had to test him.”With his older brothers full on frowning and glaring at him, Amir feels a pang of guilt in his guts.“I had to! He looked off when he entered the kitchen at first. I thought he might have been dishonest and I had to test his sincerity.”“What do you mean ‘he looked off’?”Now both alpha and beta looked puzzled and worried.“I mean like, he knows Jace is following him but he acts like he doesn’t know.”“What? No way. He doesn’t know, I’ve been so careful. I even use scent neutralizers. There’s just no way.”Amir looks at him regrettably.“Well, Jace, I know you’re really good at your job, the best even. But I guess Millan's pretty good too. He wasn’t unfazed at all when you entered the kitchen. He even looked like he expected it. Then, when you introduced yourself to him, it’s like he already knew your name. And when we told him what you do for a living, he tried to
The alpha’s grip is so tight it will probably leave a bruise. The marble ground crushes his knees as Millan gets tossed in front of the pack leader. Another alpha drops his precious bag beside him. Millan grabs it hastily as he glances at the exit guarded by two bulky wolves.“Millan Caelan. It’s been brought to my attention that you keep stealing from humans and wolves all over our territory. I take great offence in this.”“It’s not my fault that you’re easily offended.”“You will not interrupt me when I speak!” Millan is amazed to see the feeble alpha command bring the omegas in the room to their knees.“Sure, sorry, go right ahead,” he gestures for the Alpha to continue.The leader frowns. Millan gets a thrill every time he shows off his capacity to ignore an alpha command and can’t help the satisfied smirk taking over his face.“Insubordination isn’t going to help your case.”“I mean my case is pretty clear already, isn’t it? You’re kicking me out, I get it.” It’s juvenile to
“Thank you so much, Mom.” Millansays from their bathroom, fetching more diapers to put in Nyla’s bag.“I’m always happy to look after Nyla, you know that.” Stellasays from the adjacent bedroom, holding her sleeping granddaughter.Millancomes back in the bedroom, hands full with useful and not so useful items.“Millan, maybe you should take more time off, you shouldn’t overwork yourself.” Stellasays, eyeing her son while he struggles to find space for everything in the duffle bag.She shakes her head at the three teddy bears and four blankets that won’t possibly fit in the small bag.“I’m not.”Stellagives Millana telling once-over.He’s disheveled, wearing the same clothes he wore the day before, fatigue written under his eyes.“I swear!” Millansays with more force, turning to l
The jog there consisted of Millan crying in pain and burying his face in Weston’s neck while Weston held him tightly to his body, trying to calm him down and be strong for him.Millan was in so much pain and so vulnerable that it was driving Weston’s wolf insane. When they got there, Nara did not allow him to go in with Millan until Jace, Amir and Andy got there and were able to get him to stay put while the doctors took care of Millan."W- what's that for?" Millan asked once he saw Nara wheeling in an ultrasound machine."I need to check your insides to figure out what's wrong, Millan. Don’t worry. It won’t hurt and will help us tremendously. This will be cold." Nara explained squirting some gel on Millan's stomach who nodded and hissed at the feeling."Where's Weston? Why isn't he here with me?" Millan asked trying not to cry.Call him a baby but he wanted Weston there with him."What’s wrong? I'
Millan was sprawled on the bed away from Weston's warm arms wearing nothing but a large white shirt that falls down one shoulder and a boxer briefs.He was feeling like he was going to either pass out from how hot he was or just end his misery and die already as he kept searching for cold spots wanting nothing but to feel cool again.He had the air conditioner on full blast while Weston was wrapped in the warm blankets from head to toe freezing his butt off. But what could he do if his omega was hot and wouldn't stop complaining to him that the room felt like they were in the pits of hell from how ridiculously hot it was while him, on the other hand found the temperature okay.Unable to take it anymore, he blindly pulled off his t-shirt and threw it somewhere on the floor. He left his boxer briefs on and went back on flopping down on the bed. He smiled, sleep taking over him.A few hours later, Millan woke up from his slumber wondering when
“Are you sure you want to do this?”Weston’s worry is so strong it bleeds into Millan'sconfidence, tainting it slightly. Millantakes a deep breath and forces his self-assurance to take over in their bond.It’s been a week since he’s marked Westonand his understanding and control over their soul bond has bettered with each day. He’s now almost as good as Westonwhen it comes to using their link to soothe his soulmate’s stress.“Yes. I need to.” Millananswers although some of Weston’s wariness has been alleviated without the need for words.“I don’t like this.” Westonwhispers in a sigh, knowing there’s no changing Millan'smind anyway. “Be careful, Mill. I’ll be right here if you need me.” He eventually says, bending down to kiss his omega, hopefully communicating his encouragement and his support with t
Millan ishappy.Has never been happier really.So, where is this expending ball of nerves in his chest coming from?The pregnancy?No. It can’t be.When he thinks of having pups with Weston,all he can feel is endless joy and excitement especially since he can feel the same emotions coming from Weston’s side of their bond.So no, it’s not that.But something is pulling him down.No matter how much he tries to put it aside, to ignore it, he feels it as his omega ogles Weston’s back while he cooks.He feels it as Weston deposits an enormous plate of spaghetti in front of him, feels it when Westonsmiles at him, when his Alpha squeezes his knee under the table affectionately.There’s a threat looming over them, over this newfound bliss.And Millanknows what it is, once he really allows his thoughts to go there. And once he does, he can’t t
“Wow. You both did a number on each other, huh?” Nara says with a smirk.She’s leaning on the door frame, taking in the state of their bedroom.“On the bed frame too, apparently.” She mumbles to herself, eyeing the ruined furniture.Millanhas to admit, the room is a mess.The tale of the last three days is written in the leftover food packages, in the trash bin and around it, in the clothes scattered around on the floor, in Weston’s tangled hair, in the hickeys scattered all over their bodies and in the ambient scent still tainted with arousal.Millan'scheeks heat up in embarrassment. However, Nara doesn’t seem too bothered, mostly amused.“Can I come closer?” She asks Millan, mindful of his nesting omega.Millannods and sighs, taking in the state of said nest. It’s in complete disarray even if he’d tried to keep it under control during t
The first thing Amir wants to do, after ‘consummating’ the marriage proposal with his alpha properly, as well as mating with him, finally, without his brother’s contradictions, is to tell his friends.It’s amazing how fast he’s come to think of Millanas one of his best friends. He’s never felt such a strong connection to another omega before, usually preferring the company of betas and alphas.But then again, Millandoesn’t act like an omega all that much. Unless it has something to do with Westonthat is.So, after taking a thorough shower and trying to tame his messy hair to no avail, he trots down the corridor to Westonand Millan'sbedroom.He knocks and doesn’t wait for an answer before putting a hand to the doorknob.An animalistic growl and a telling whimper have him stop turning the doorknob and backing away, startled.It seems Amir isn’t th
The pregnancy test comes up negative, but Nara reiterates that it doesn’t mean much since the test can only detect a pregnancy after two weeks.Westoncan feel the doubt coming from Millan, but there is no uncertainty in the Pack Alpha’s mind. His fated mate is pregnant. It’s crystal clear in their bond, in the omega’s actions and in Millan'sscent.Gosh, that scent.Westonhasn’t been able to stop breathing in the addictive scent since he woke up to it.Millan isreading a book Madelyn had brought him, leaning on Westonwho’s going through Grant’s last report.Rather, TRYING to get through the platitude, but with his nose buried in Millan'shair, he ends up reading the same paragraph over and over again, never fully grasping its content.“You smell so good.” Westongroans as he inhales the intoxicating citrus and sweet scent
Millan wakes, surrounded by warmth and safety.He recognizes Weston’s arms around him immediately and smiles, content. When he blinks awake, he discovers that Weston is fast asleep and takes a moment to appreciate the sight.A look to the window informs him of the late hour, faded rays of the rising moon illuminating the room vaguely.He’d slept the whole afternoon away, but there’s still heaviness in his body, willing his eyelids shut. Millan rests his head on Weston’s chest, breathing in the familiar scent and letting it lull him back to sleep.Usually, the scent would be enough, but Millan can’t seem to stay still. It’s as if there isn’t enough of Weston’s scent surrounding him.Eyes still half closed, he gets up and grabs the shirt Weston had discarded before hopping into bed. He goes back to bed and lays the shirt on top of himself before resting his head on Weston’s body again, mindful of his arm entrapped in the irritating sling.Just seconds after, still feeling on edge, he ge