Millan has been awake for at least a couple of hours when daylight peeks through the cracks of the old wooden door.
He hasn’t moved yet for two reasons.
One, his leg is killing him; the slightest shift to his position sends piercing pain through his whole body.
Second, and also most importantly, he can smell an alpha outside the cabin. The alpha knows Millan is in there. He is certain of it.
Why else would he have stayed outside, just meters away, immobile, for at least the two hours Millan has been awake?
He’s been thinking of a plan to get away unnoticed for all that time now and he hasn’t come up with anything good.
By the subtle and soft snoring sounds he’s been hearing for the two hours he’s been awake, Millan figures the alpha is asleep in his hideout. There lays his only chance.
He’ll try to get past the wolf without waking him.
A plan that is most likely to fail pathetically, but Millan can’t think of any other way. He sighs, trying to ignore the twist in his stomach and gets up.
As soon as he puts pressure on his bad leg though, he can’t help the cry of pain that escapes his lips.
“Fuck,” he mumbles between gritted teeth.
He knows the alpha, if he weren’t before, is now awake and fully aware of Millan's own consciousness.
The only slight opportunity he might have had is gone.
Even worse, he can smell him getting closer, approaching the cabin.
“Give me a damn break,” he mumbles while trying to get up and ignoring the incessant throbbing of his leg.
As a last resort, he looks around the four decaying walls for a suitable weapon to defend himself should it come to that. Unfortunately, the cabin is mostly empty, all he sees are empty cans of food he ate the night prior and mold.
Until his eyes land on a rusty wrench tossed in the corner, or maybe it’s a ratchet or a screwdriver, Millan doesn’t know.
And it’s completely irrelevant, focus damn it, he tells himself
He takes the tool thing-y and holds on to it as if it would actually help him defend himself. He can try and make it intimidating. He’s big on bluffing in those types of situations anyway.
By the time he’s ready to open the door, bag on his back and incredibly trivial weapon raised in one hand, he estimates the alpha is only a meter away from the door.
“I’m not coming out until you back off!” he yells, hoping it’ll give him the space to flee and knowing very well that if the alpha decides to push through the door, he’s done for.
He knows that with his leg, reasoning with the wolf is his only option. The problem is, that can only work if the aforementioned wolf is, in fact, reasonable.
There’s a pause in which both wolves stand still, weighing in their options.
“Come on…”, Millan mumbles to himself.
After too long in Millan's opinion, he senses the alpha finally backing off a few centimeters away. It’s not enough, but Millan will have to take it.
He opens the door and is greeted by a very imposing brown wolf that has nothing to do with the last pack.
The alpha standing before him is nothing short of majestic. Millan doesn’t get intimidated easily, but he does have to suppress his omega to avoid cowering away, back into the cabin.
By instinct or stupidity, he raises his oxidized construction tool higher.
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Andy’s first reaction is shock.
The omega is standing strong, defying him with his posture and his- woah, are those violet eyes?- as if ready to fight him if necessary with nothing but an old ratchet- or wrench?- and a wounded leg.
He also notices Millan's fear although it’s clear the latter tries to hide it. Even from the distance, the omega was obviously way smaller than him. He actually was smaller than any omega he had seen before.
He decides to shift back to his human form, thinking this would be less intimidating and prove that he had no intentions of hurting him.
“I’m not here to hurt you. I heard you were in pain during the night and I would like to get you some help, if that’s okay.”
Well that was easy, Millan thinks.
He normally has to con his way through help when he needs it.
Millan is taken aback by the kindness of the stranger. So much so that he has a hard time believing him, his thoughts always going straight to deception out of habit.
The alpha in front of him had caramel-brown hair and matching brown eyes, a buff body that could probably snap him like a twig without much effort, and last but not the least, he was unsurprisingly taller than him.
Surely this magnificent alpha isn’t interested in mending a simple pariah’s wounds. He just doesn’t see the point here.
If he wanted to overpower Millan and take advantage of him, he would have done so by now.
He’ll just have to see how it plays out.
Andy notices the worry in the omega’s violet eyes so he adds,“I’m Andy, nice to meet you.”
He would extend his hand to shake the omega’s, but they’re so far away it would seem ridiculous. So he just stands there waiting for the smaller one to decide what he wants to do.
Millan looks at him warily. Truth is, he doesn’t see any other options than to follow the man. He does need help with his leg and he is in no state to flee either.
He’ll have to play nice and maybe he can get food and shelter out of it.
He decides to lower the wrench and try to smile, he knows it looks as forced as it feels, but he does his best nonetheless.
“I’m Millan. Nice to meet you too... I guess.” He shrugs, not knowing what to do with himself.
Andy apparently doesn’t either because they both stay still and stand there looking like idiots, with Millan still holding his pathetic excuse of a weapon.
“So like…”, Millan breaks the silence, “you said you’d help me with my leg?”
In truth, standing like that is getting difficult, the pain almost bringing tears to his eyes.
Andy sees the omega’s stance waver a bit.
“Oh, right, sorry.” Andy quickly moves to help Millan support his own weight.
As he almost run towards the omega, the closer he gets, the clearer it is that his assumptions were right.
The male omega really had clear violet eyes and is way smaller compared to the usual omega height. But damn, he was beautiful. Despite the dirt and scratches marring Millan, he was clearly beautiful.
With hair as black as night, cute-button nose, high cheekbones and plump, thin, pinkish lips, he was the most beautiful omega he had ever seen- though he look quite pale now.
So why did he become a rogue?
It was unthinkable as to why would a pack throw away an omega as innocent looking as the one in front of him.
Andy shook his head. Questions and probably answers will have to wait.
Millan's first instinct is to push the alpha away, not wanting to accept any help for something so stupid as walking.
As soon as he tries to take a step further on his own though, he reconsiders.
And so they walk, Millan taking support on Andy.
They walk for a few minutes before they realize this is going to take way too long. They have to get to the pack’s Headquarters which is closer to the South Border, on the other side of the territory, almost two hundred miles away.
With Millan's injury, they aren’t going much faster than an actual human being which is excruciatingly slow for both of them.
“Okay, so this is not working.” Andy says matter of factly.
Millan laughs breathily, embarrassed at his incompetence. “Yeah, no kidding.”
“Well, hop on then.” Andy says just before transforming to his wolf form.
He doesn’t give Millan any time to protest. The omega thinks he couldn’t be more humiliated, but he also thinks he doesn’t have a better option.
So he takes place on the huge alpha’s back, grabbing the fur behind his neck to steady himself.
The wolf looks back at Millan to make sure he’s well positioned before taking off.
Andy is one of the fastest wolves Millan has ever seen. He’s glad he didn’t have to run from him since, even without his injury, he’s pretty certain not even Millan would have been able to outrun the alpha.
It takes them a little less than two hours to cover the distance needed.
A lot less time then if they would have continued walking and Millan has a sympathetic thought for the insanely slow humans who’ll never know such speed.
Andy switches back to his human form right after Millan gets off his back.
Millan has seen many Headquarters in his roving life, but the Blayne’s takes his breath away.
The main house- more like a mansion- Millan thinks, is huge. They walk through the front lawn, Millan leaning heavily on Andy for support.
Calling it a front lawn doesn’t do it justice. It’s more like an enormous park to Millan with big open spaces, gardens and quantities of trees. Sounds of laughter and banter between pups playing can be heard all around and it honestly warms Millan's heart.
He’s never felt this sentiment of peace mixed with joy walking through a pack’s main house.
He tries not to imagine himself sitting on one of the benches, peacefully reading a book for the first time in his life, not caring about his next meal or potential attackers.
He tries not to dwell on the fact that this is not his reality and most likely will never be.
He ignores the pang in his heart while Andy takes him through the oversized doors.
Traditionally, and from the Headquarters Millan has seen in the past, the main house is reserved to the Alpha and their close relatives exclusively.
That’s why seeing the size of the place from the outside, Millan instantly thought the Alpha was surely a self-centered dick.
Now though, as he slowly discovers the interior, he realizes that there are an impossible amount of werewolves living there, going in and out of rooms, cooking in the kitchen, eating on the gigantic dinner table.
They pass a sort of living room where there are, again an impossible amount of werewolves, both in human form and in wolf form just playing games, laughing, chatting, reading, drawing.
Some of them are playing with pups on the floor.
Really, Millan thinks he walked into heaven. Unannounced and uninvited.
Which means he’s met with curious glances and whispers as he goes through different rooms, still leaning on Andy.
The more he’s surrounded by this pack’s happiness, the more he feels like shit.
Envy, doubts, fear of rejection all creep in on him. He tries to act confident and unperturbed as Andy sits him on a couch in one of the living areas next to a girl- beta- if Millan's nose guesses right, who’s reading a heavy looking book.
It’s so thick it could be a dictionary for all Millan knows.
“So, you can wait here, Weston is probably in his study,” Andy points to a nearby door. “I’ll check in with him and see what we can do. He’ll probably want to see you, so don’t stray too far.” Andy tells him.
Millan nods, puts his bag on the floor, between his legs and tries to act as if he belongs.
He probably looks as uncomfortable as he feels though.
Andy had been in there for a while and the more time passes, the more Millan can hear shouts through the adjacent door.To his dismay, he can even make out some of the words they’re saying, mostly what the pack Head Alpha is saying since he shouts the loudest.“No, Andy! How many times do I have to… before you finally… NO WAY … a rogue in OUR pack?… cannot trust him … don’t care to know him … have enough members to worry about.”He hears more indistinct shouts before he hears pretty clearly: “His OWN pack didn’t even want him!”Millan feels like someone squeezed his heart in their hands and isn’t letting it go.He guesses Weston is not going to want to meet with him after all. He still sits there, on the edge of the couch, his precious bag between his feet and everyone in the room looking at him, some with pity, some with disdain, some with curiosity. Even the dictionary-reading beta looks at him with empathy in her eyes.He wills his head to stay up high and his posture to stay conf
“It’s fine, Millan, don’t worry about it. I was just coming in to see how you were. You had me a bit worried is all. But I see you’re in good hands.” Andy smiles.“He is.” Nara adds, smiling to Millan in the same way.Millan looks at them both warily.“Yeah...” He says while narrowing his eyes.He still can’t understand Andy’s intention.Everybody’s way too kind in this pack, he pondered.There must be something underneath that he’s not seeing. He supposes he’ll just have to watch his back and not let his guard down.Nara and Andy share a brief look of concern when they see Millan gauging them distrustingly.“So you’re all patched up, Millan. It would be better if you rest for a couple of days, don’t put pressure on it too much and I would like, only if you want that is, to do a general check up, just to make sure you’re healthy since I reckon you don’t have the opportunity to see doctors very often.”Nara sends a silent prayer to whoever is listening that Millan will accept. Her wolf
Millan hopes Weston doesn’t realize that he is panicking.The rise and fall of his chest created by his unnaturally fast beating heart is sure to give him away.Being drawn to an alpha this way, this urge to please and submit is new and confounding.And it’s all the more bewildering when it’s an alpha he doesn’t even know.Never has he, whatever the consequences it resulted in, bent to an alpha’s will just to please. Even going as far as to purposefully displease alphas just for the sake of it.Hell, that’s the main reason Brook Pack ended up chasing him away.Still, it’s hard to behave in an omega manner when Alpha Commands have no effect on you whatsoever and everyone looks at you like you’re a defective freak.Despising omegas who submit so easily and avoiding any obedient actions is the only way to survive without a supportive pack.Also, it’s fun to poke an alpha’s nerves until they snap. Unfortunately, it’s also a good way to perpetuate rejection.Now looking into Weston’s gold
“Weston? Is that you? What time is it?”Jace’s voice cuts through the silent darkness of the hallway. He was followed by Andy, both of them holding bundles of papers for the Pack School.Weston approaches the two as they all walked towards the direction of the brother’s apartment.“Hey guys. I just want to speak to Amir.”“Amir’s asleep, man. Can’t it wait ‘til mornin’?”“It really can’t. I need his advice.”The two looked at each other before shrugging their shoulders.“Is everything alright, Weston?” Andy asked worriedly, mirroring Jace’s worried expression as well.Weston sighs, “Don’t worry, guys. I just really need to pick Amir’s brain. He’s the pack strategist, after all.”Jace and Andy nodded as they continued their walk in relative silence. When they reach the door, Andy opened it and entered followed by Jace, then Weston.He looked around the three-bedroom apartment and noticed Amir’s door slightly ajar. Jace placed the bundle of papers in his arms over the center table in th
Amidst numerous pills and creams, there lies the desired item.The problem is, it’s the only one of its kind there. Taking the whole jar would be too obvious. I need an empty container, he figured.“Container… container,” he mumbles while looking around the room.Not finding anything useful, he goes back to the cabinet. He decides to pour one of the bottle of painkillers into a smaller, concealed compartment of his own bag.Painkillers are always practical anyway. He proceeds to transfer as much of the ointment as he can in the now empty bottle without it being too conspicuous.Ointment back into place and cabinet locked, he tosses the key on the floor where Nara had rushed to help him earlier. Hopefully, she’ll think she dropped it.He contemplates keeping the key to further his stash later, but that would be a greater risk and he supposes he’ll have plenty of opportunities to steal medical supplies during his stay.Besides, the lock on the cabinet doesn’t look too hard to pick. He
The library is degenerately massive.From the foyer where he stands, impossibly high ladders lead to the highest books. Impressive wooden stairs, engraved with gold molding lead up two floors above his head.People are milling about in silence, reading in different lounging areas, looking through the indefinite options on the shelves.Millan even notices some of them in their wolf form, relaxing next to readers.Everything looks so peaceful and majestic.The omega’s tentative steps into the quiet space reverberate through the marble floor. Madelyn is observing him with a knowing grin.“It’s amazing, isn’t it?”Millan can’t stop gazing at the space, trying to scrutinize every little detail and memorize them.Even whispering feels too loud.“How? No pack Headquarters I’ve seen is like this. I mean- what- how?”Madelyn leads him to a nearby corner furnished with big vibrant poufs and smaller shelves where pups are reading small colorful books.Their words are muffled by the lower ceiling
When Weston suggested he move from the hospital room to a guest room in the main house, Millan imagined he would be placed into a less comfortable area in the basement.Years of experience free loading off of reluctant packs taught him not to expect the best treatment. But this must be the nicest place he’s ever been in.The heavy duvet and numerous pillows on the king sized bed make it hard not to throw himself on it dramatically as soon as he opens the door.Colourful paintings hung on the walls, windows decorated with greenery go as high as the ceiling, the hand carved wood everywhere makes the place feel cozy and elegant.In all honesty, Millan could stay in this room for the remainder of his stay and be totally content.But hunger and a rumbling stomach are getting hard to ignore.He vaguely remembers pancake and eggs being brought to him at the hospital in the morning, but he’d gotten side tracked with stealing and exploring.A frustrating habit of his. It’s with food in mind th
“What the hell, Amir?”“That was really harsh, brother.”“I know, I know. I’ll apologize to him, but I had to test him.”With his older brothers full on frowning and glaring at him, Amir feels a pang of guilt in his guts.“I had to! He looked off when he entered the kitchen at first. I thought he might have been dishonest and I had to test his sincerity.”“What do you mean ‘he looked off’?”Now both alpha and beta looked puzzled and worried.“I mean like, he knows Jace is following him but he acts like he doesn’t know.”“What? No way. He doesn’t know, I’ve been so careful. I even use scent neutralizers. There’s just no way.”Amir looks at him regrettably.“Well, Jace, I know you’re really good at your job, the best even. But I guess Millan's pretty good too. He wasn’t unfazed at all when you entered the kitchen. He even looked like he expected it. Then, when you introduced yourself to him, it’s like he already knew your name. And when we told him what you do for a living, he tried to
“Thank you so much, Mom.” Millansays from their bathroom, fetching more diapers to put in Nyla’s bag.“I’m always happy to look after Nyla, you know that.” Stellasays from the adjacent bedroom, holding her sleeping granddaughter.Millancomes back in the bedroom, hands full with useful and not so useful items.“Millan, maybe you should take more time off, you shouldn’t overwork yourself.” Stellasays, eyeing her son while he struggles to find space for everything in the duffle bag.She shakes her head at the three teddy bears and four blankets that won’t possibly fit in the small bag.“I’m not.”Stellagives Millana telling once-over.He’s disheveled, wearing the same clothes he wore the day before, fatigue written under his eyes.“I swear!” Millansays with more force, turning to l
The jog there consisted of Millan crying in pain and burying his face in Weston’s neck while Weston held him tightly to his body, trying to calm him down and be strong for him.Millan was in so much pain and so vulnerable that it was driving Weston’s wolf insane. When they got there, Nara did not allow him to go in with Millan until Jace, Amir and Andy got there and were able to get him to stay put while the doctors took care of Millan."W- what's that for?" Millan asked once he saw Nara wheeling in an ultrasound machine."I need to check your insides to figure out what's wrong, Millan. Don’t worry. It won’t hurt and will help us tremendously. This will be cold." Nara explained squirting some gel on Millan's stomach who nodded and hissed at the feeling."Where's Weston? Why isn't he here with me?" Millan asked trying not to cry.Call him a baby but he wanted Weston there with him."What’s wrong? I'
Millan was sprawled on the bed away from Weston's warm arms wearing nothing but a large white shirt that falls down one shoulder and a boxer briefs.He was feeling like he was going to either pass out from how hot he was or just end his misery and die already as he kept searching for cold spots wanting nothing but to feel cool again.He had the air conditioner on full blast while Weston was wrapped in the warm blankets from head to toe freezing his butt off. But what could he do if his omega was hot and wouldn't stop complaining to him that the room felt like they were in the pits of hell from how ridiculously hot it was while him, on the other hand found the temperature okay.Unable to take it anymore, he blindly pulled off his t-shirt and threw it somewhere on the floor. He left his boxer briefs on and went back on flopping down on the bed. He smiled, sleep taking over him.A few hours later, Millan woke up from his slumber wondering when
“Are you sure you want to do this?”Weston’s worry is so strong it bleeds into Millan'sconfidence, tainting it slightly. Millantakes a deep breath and forces his self-assurance to take over in their bond.It’s been a week since he’s marked Westonand his understanding and control over their soul bond has bettered with each day. He’s now almost as good as Westonwhen it comes to using their link to soothe his soulmate’s stress.“Yes. I need to.” Millananswers although some of Weston’s wariness has been alleviated without the need for words.“I don’t like this.” Westonwhispers in a sigh, knowing there’s no changing Millan'smind anyway. “Be careful, Mill. I’ll be right here if you need me.” He eventually says, bending down to kiss his omega, hopefully communicating his encouragement and his support with t
Millan ishappy.Has never been happier really.So, where is this expending ball of nerves in his chest coming from?The pregnancy?No. It can’t be.When he thinks of having pups with Weston,all he can feel is endless joy and excitement especially since he can feel the same emotions coming from Weston’s side of their bond.So no, it’s not that.But something is pulling him down.No matter how much he tries to put it aside, to ignore it, he feels it as his omega ogles Weston’s back while he cooks.He feels it as Weston deposits an enormous plate of spaghetti in front of him, feels it when Westonsmiles at him, when his Alpha squeezes his knee under the table affectionately.There’s a threat looming over them, over this newfound bliss.And Millanknows what it is, once he really allows his thoughts to go there. And once he does, he can’t t
“Wow. You both did a number on each other, huh?” Nara says with a smirk.She’s leaning on the door frame, taking in the state of their bedroom.“On the bed frame too, apparently.” She mumbles to herself, eyeing the ruined furniture.Millanhas to admit, the room is a mess.The tale of the last three days is written in the leftover food packages, in the trash bin and around it, in the clothes scattered around on the floor, in Weston’s tangled hair, in the hickeys scattered all over their bodies and in the ambient scent still tainted with arousal.Millan'scheeks heat up in embarrassment. However, Nara doesn’t seem too bothered, mostly amused.“Can I come closer?” She asks Millan, mindful of his nesting omega.Millannods and sighs, taking in the state of said nest. It’s in complete disarray even if he’d tried to keep it under control during t
The first thing Amir wants to do, after ‘consummating’ the marriage proposal with his alpha properly, as well as mating with him, finally, without his brother’s contradictions, is to tell his friends.It’s amazing how fast he’s come to think of Millanas one of his best friends. He’s never felt such a strong connection to another omega before, usually preferring the company of betas and alphas.But then again, Millandoesn’t act like an omega all that much. Unless it has something to do with Westonthat is.So, after taking a thorough shower and trying to tame his messy hair to no avail, he trots down the corridor to Westonand Millan'sbedroom.He knocks and doesn’t wait for an answer before putting a hand to the doorknob.An animalistic growl and a telling whimper have him stop turning the doorknob and backing away, startled.It seems Amir isn’t th
The pregnancy test comes up negative, but Nara reiterates that it doesn’t mean much since the test can only detect a pregnancy after two weeks.Westoncan feel the doubt coming from Millan, but there is no uncertainty in the Pack Alpha’s mind. His fated mate is pregnant. It’s crystal clear in their bond, in the omega’s actions and in Millan'sscent.Gosh, that scent.Westonhasn’t been able to stop breathing in the addictive scent since he woke up to it.Millan isreading a book Madelyn had brought him, leaning on Westonwho’s going through Grant’s last report.Rather, TRYING to get through the platitude, but with his nose buried in Millan'shair, he ends up reading the same paragraph over and over again, never fully grasping its content.“You smell so good.” Westongroans as he inhales the intoxicating citrus and sweet scent
Millan wakes, surrounded by warmth and safety.He recognizes Weston’s arms around him immediately and smiles, content. When he blinks awake, he discovers that Weston is fast asleep and takes a moment to appreciate the sight.A look to the window informs him of the late hour, faded rays of the rising moon illuminating the room vaguely.He’d slept the whole afternoon away, but there’s still heaviness in his body, willing his eyelids shut. Millan rests his head on Weston’s chest, breathing in the familiar scent and letting it lull him back to sleep.Usually, the scent would be enough, but Millan can’t seem to stay still. It’s as if there isn’t enough of Weston’s scent surrounding him.Eyes still half closed, he gets up and grabs the shirt Weston had discarded before hopping into bed. He goes back to bed and lays the shirt on top of himself before resting his head on Weston’s body again, mindful of his arm entrapped in the irritating sling.Just seconds after, still feeling on edge, he ge