“Weston? Is that you? What time is it?”
Jace’s voice cuts through the silent darkness of the hallway. He was followed by Andy, both of them holding bundles of papers for the Pack School.
Weston approaches the two as they all walked towards the direction of the brother’s apartment.
“Hey guys. I just want to speak to Amir.”
“Amir’s asleep, man. Can’t it wait ‘til mornin’?”
“It really can’t. I need his advice.”
The two looked at each other before shrugging their shoulders.
“Is everything alright, Weston?” Andy asked worriedly, mirroring Jace’s worried expression as well.
Weston sighs, “Don’t worry, guys. I just really need to pick Amir’s brain. He’s the pack strategist, after all.”
Jace and Andy nodded as they continued their walk in relative silence. When they reach the door, Andy opened it and entered followed by Jace, then Weston.
He looked around the three-bedroom apartment and noticed Amir’s door slightly ajar. Jace placed the bundle of papers in his arms over the center table in the room before opening their little brother’s room.
Weston was trying to ignore the anxious look Andy had been throwing his way. It was probably about the rogue omega they had been housing for the meantime and it would be embarrassing once he learned that this sudden visit was actually about Millan.
It was some time when they heard Jace coaxing Amir off his sleep so they decided to follow inside the omega’s room.
Jace was standing beside the bed and calling over Amir’s sleeping figure.
“Hey, Amir, wake up.”
Amir lets out a snore and shows no signs of consciousness whatsoever.
Weston contains a groan. Andy sighed and stepped beside Amir’s other side to help his Beta brother in waking up Amir.
The two siblings take a good five minutes to gently coax the blond out of sleep.
It took every ounce of Weston’s restrain not to just give him a good shake and be done with it.
Waking Amir from a deep sleep has never been the best idea, grumpiness being absolutely unavoidable.
“Urgh, I swear if you woke me up for some prank shit, I will be really pissed.”
Andy coughs uncomfortably.
“No, Amir. Weston needs to speak with you.”
“Huh?” That has Amir waking up fully, sitting upwards instantly.
“Yeah, could I?”
Amir sighs, he nudges his alpha and beta brothers out of the way and stands up, leading the way out of the room while rubbing the last bits of sleep out of his blue eyes.
*****
“So, what’s going on? You haven’t slept.”
It’s not a question.
Amir doesn’t even need to call upon his legendary deduction skills to see how tired and jittery Weston looks.
“I need to figure out what to do with Millan.”
Amir nods, unsurprised.
“You gave him two weeks to get himself together before leaving. You don’t feel comfortable with that decision anymore?” Amir says everything without judgement and always stays level-headed regardless of the dilemma.
That’s the main reason he’s the one Weston goes to when any kind of leadership crisis surfaces.
“I-”
“Is it because he’s cute?” Amir waggles his eyebrows suggestively.
Scratch that. Amir’s a childish twit.
He does make Weston laugh though, which is a relief to this ball of anxiety he’s been dragging along since Millan's arrival.
“He IS cute. He’s very pretty. But no, that’s not it.”
“What is it then?”
“Well, for starters, he’s an omega. I’m not sure I’m comfortable sending him back to fend for himself. It seems harsh.”
“Andy told you he was omega though, when you decided to send him away in the first place. ”
“I know, it’s just- now that I’ve met him, I guess, I just figured, despite his gender, his pack decided to banish him so he must have done something terrible to deserve that.”
“But when you met him, he didn’t fit that profile.”
Again, not a question, but Weston nods anyway.
“Here’s what I think we should do,” Amir has that face- that game on face.
It has Weston settling more comfortably on the couch, turning his body to face his friend.
“We should put a tail on him. Have him followed and be observed during his stay. Like a probation period where we test his ability to interact with and adapt to our pack. Then, we decide what to do with the information collected. Either we send him away, we let him stay longer as a guest or we make him pack.”
Weston nods. It makes sense.
But would he be risking the pack’s safety by letting a rogue stay for that long?
Amir lets him ponder in silence which Weston is grateful for.
“What do I tell him?”
“Nothing. It’ll be easier to judge his character if he thinks he’s leaving and if he doesn’t know we’re watching him.”
“I don’t know about that. It seems cruel to lie to him.”
“Yeah, I get that, but if he knows he’s being watched...”
“I know, I know. You’re right.”
“As usual.”
Weston snorts and shoves Amir.
“Could you send Jace to my study first thing in the morning?”
“Yeah. Good call. Jace is subtle and impartial.”
“You’re biased.”
Amir smiles, not bothering to deny the accusation. Of course he is biased. Jace is his brother after all.
“But yeah, you’re right.”
“As us-”
“Don’t. ”
As Weston accompanies Amir back to his room, the latter turns around, facing him.
“How hard was it to get those two idiots to wake me up?”
Weston shakes his head, grinning.
“They really are idiots, aren’t they?”
“Yeah, well. They’re my two idiot brothers.” Amir shrugs and goes back into his room.
*****
His heart isn’t in his chest anymore.
That’s the only possible explanation. It’s been teared apart and beaten on the ground, but it’s still beating.
How barbarous.
Couldn’t they just kill him already?
Ribcage void of anything meaningful, how is he still
alive?“Worthless… Defective.” Alpha repeats those words so much, Millan thinks he’d benefit from a class on the use of synonyms.
He laughs.
Why is he laughing?
How can he laugh when he hurts so bad?
Abnormal. That’s a good synonym.
His mother’s devastated stare is enough to renew the pang in his heart full force.
Is he laughing or crying?
He shuts his eyes closed firmly.
Everyone’s gone.
His mother’s face, the last memory of his pack.
The omega catches his pending and shameful whine just in time to swallow it right back.
He groans instead, hopping off the bed forgetting about his bad leg. He sits right back.
This whole day of resting in bed, being fed and looked after by nurses should have been a delight, it should have felt like a vacation.
But it hadn’t.
His day was more like hunching over maps trying to figure out where to go once he leaves the Blayne Pack then hiding them from Nara and the nurses.
It was, quite frankly, exhausting.
What’s worse is that he thought he’d have figured it out by now, but all that’s been figured out is how much trouble he’s in.
Every pack surrounding the Blayne Territory is now marked red. Even if he finds a way to cross a territory undetected, he’s got a handful of territories left to go through before he gets to an unmarked one.
Once he gets kicked out of that one, he’ll have to find a way to cross to the Eastern Lands which is practically impossible when you’re a rogue and completely suicidal if you’re a Rogue Omega.
Millan's royally fucked.
*****
Millan is standing.
No, Millan is WALKING.
Millan is walking and it doesn’t hurt! Or well, it hurts, but it’s tolerable which is much better than the day prior.
When Nara enters the infirmary room, the omega is pacing with a slight limp, testing out his new found mobility.
Her eyebrows shoot up in surprise, not thinking the remedy would have acted so fast. It takes a moment for Millan to acknowledge her presence, not stopping his exercise when he does.
“Morning, Nara! Look! My leg is totally healed! It’s a miracle!” the energy flowing out of the omega clashes with the dark circles under his eyes.
Nara smiles in the hopes of hiding the growing pit of worry in her stomach.
“I can see that. Could I still check on it to make sure?”
Panting, Millan nods and sits on the bed, propping his leg up. He takes the glass of water from his nightstand to satisfy his thirst while Nara undoes the bandages, frowning.
Nara was surprised the omega can put any weight on it.
“Well it IS a bit better than yesterday, but it’s not really healed yet. Doesn’t it hurt still?”
Millan shrugs, still gulping down his water. It stings, sure, but he’s had to deal with a lot worse in the past.
“I think I’m going to put a little more ointment on it, just to make sure the infection is totally gone.”
Millan nods distractedly while eyeing Nara as she retrieves the creamy substance from the closed cabinet.
An antibacterial ointment is a pretty damn pragmatic thing to own, Millan mulled over.
God knows how badly he would have needed that creamy miracle in the past.
“Okay, all done.” Nara gets up to put the precious remedy back in the cabinet. “Just be careful and don’t push yourself too much.”
After locking the small door, she shoves the key in the pocket of her smock gown. Millan smiles.
“Don’t worry about me, Nara. You’ve done a great job. I’m totally fine, look.” He proceeds to put all his weight on his bad leg and braces himself to jump.
“Millan, don’t!” The doctor, alarmed by the dangerous display, rushes to his side just as Millan's leg hits the floor.
He whimpers and tries to regain his balance as he leans heavily on Nara. “Argh”
Fuck that did hurt a lot, he regretted.
“Millan, why would you do that?”
“M’ stupid.” He manages between gritted teeth, holding his breath and waiting for the pain to subside.
It isn’t a complete lie. He lets Nara’s shoulder go and sits on the bed, swiftly hiding the newly acquired piece of silver in the rumpled sheets.
Nara’s eyes are enough to scold him and Millan doesn’t wait for her to do so verbally. He raises his arms in defeat.
“I’m sorry, I'm sorry. I know. Taking it easy from now on.”
The alpha shakes her head in disbelief. She has never met an omega so daring.
“Also, try to get some sleep. Have you slept at all last night?”
Millan shrugs in lieu of a response.
Why would she care? This place is weird, he mused on.
The omega coughs awkwardly under the scrutinizing gaze.
“I think I hear a patient screaming in another room. You should probably take care of that.”
Nara sighs and shakes her head, choosing not to push him further.
“Sure, I’ll do that. Have a good day, Millan. Oh and take a nap.”
As soon as she closes the door, Millan forces himself to lie down on the bed and count to a hundred, making sure she isn’t coming back.
He then gets up to the cabinet and opens it using the key he effortlessly retrieved from Nara’s pocket.
Amidst numerous pills and creams, there lies the desired item.The problem is, it’s the only one of its kind there. Taking the whole jar would be too obvious. I need an empty container, he figured.“Container… container,” he mumbles while looking around the room.Not finding anything useful, he goes back to the cabinet. He decides to pour one of the bottle of painkillers into a smaller, concealed compartment of his own bag.Painkillers are always practical anyway. He proceeds to transfer as much of the ointment as he can in the now empty bottle without it being too conspicuous.Ointment back into place and cabinet locked, he tosses the key on the floor where Nara had rushed to help him earlier. Hopefully, she’ll think she dropped it.He contemplates keeping the key to further his stash later, but that would be a greater risk and he supposes he’ll have plenty of opportunities to steal medical supplies during his stay.Besides, the lock on the cabinet doesn’t look too hard to pick. He
The library is degenerately massive.From the foyer where he stands, impossibly high ladders lead to the highest books. Impressive wooden stairs, engraved with gold molding lead up two floors above his head.People are milling about in silence, reading in different lounging areas, looking through the indefinite options on the shelves.Millan even notices some of them in their wolf form, relaxing next to readers.Everything looks so peaceful and majestic.The omega’s tentative steps into the quiet space reverberate through the marble floor. Madelyn is observing him with a knowing grin.“It’s amazing, isn’t it?”Millan can’t stop gazing at the space, trying to scrutinize every little detail and memorize them.Even whispering feels too loud.“How? No pack Headquarters I’ve seen is like this. I mean- what- how?”Madelyn leads him to a nearby corner furnished with big vibrant poufs and smaller shelves where pups are reading small colorful books.Their words are muffled by the lower ceiling
When Weston suggested he move from the hospital room to a guest room in the main house, Millan imagined he would be placed into a less comfortable area in the basement.Years of experience free loading off of reluctant packs taught him not to expect the best treatment. But this must be the nicest place he’s ever been in.The heavy duvet and numerous pillows on the king sized bed make it hard not to throw himself on it dramatically as soon as he opens the door.Colourful paintings hung on the walls, windows decorated with greenery go as high as the ceiling, the hand carved wood everywhere makes the place feel cozy and elegant.In all honesty, Millan could stay in this room for the remainder of his stay and be totally content.But hunger and a rumbling stomach are getting hard to ignore.He vaguely remembers pancake and eggs being brought to him at the hospital in the morning, but he’d gotten side tracked with stealing and exploring.A frustrating habit of his. It’s with food in mind th
“What the hell, Amir?”“That was really harsh, brother.”“I know, I know. I’ll apologize to him, but I had to test him.”With his older brothers full on frowning and glaring at him, Amir feels a pang of guilt in his guts.“I had to! He looked off when he entered the kitchen at first. I thought he might have been dishonest and I had to test his sincerity.”“What do you mean ‘he looked off’?”Now both alpha and beta looked puzzled and worried.“I mean like, he knows Jace is following him but he acts like he doesn’t know.”“What? No way. He doesn’t know, I’ve been so careful. I even use scent neutralizers. There’s just no way.”Amir looks at him regrettably.“Well, Jace, I know you’re really good at your job, the best even. But I guess Millan's pretty good too. He wasn’t unfazed at all when you entered the kitchen. He even looked like he expected it. Then, when you introduced yourself to him, it’s like he already knew your name. And when we told him what you do for a living, he tried to
The alpha’s grip is so tight it will probably leave a bruise. The marble ground crushes his knees as Millan gets tossed in front of the pack leader. Another alpha drops his precious bag beside him. Millan grabs it hastily as he glances at the exit guarded by two bulky wolves.“Millan Caelan. It’s been brought to my attention that you keep stealing from humans and wolves all over our territory. I take great offence in this.”“It’s not my fault that you’re easily offended.”“You will not interrupt me when I speak!” Millan is amazed to see the feeble alpha command bring the omegas in the room to their knees.“Sure, sorry, go right ahead,” he gestures for the Alpha to continue.The leader frowns. Millan gets a thrill every time he shows off his capacity to ignore an alpha command and can’t help the satisfied smirk taking over his face.“Insubordination isn’t going to help your case.”“I mean my case is pretty clear already, isn’t it? You’re kicking me out, I get it.” It’s juvenile to
Weston lets the omega sink into the healing embrace.He can feel him falling asleep against his shoulder and can’t imagine how exhausted he must be. Once he hears Millan's breathing even out, he gently laid him on the bed, pulling the covers over his small frame and brushing his hair out of his face.His wolf’s relief is immense. Analyzing what just happened though, he frowns.Falling asleep after a simple alpha/omega embrace is kind of an intense reaction. He wants to go and get Nara so she can check on him, but he also never wants to leave Millan's side again.That’s when he hears a distinctive crack on the wooden floor by the door, outside of the room.“Amir, I know you’re out there. Come in.”Not hearing anything, Weston repeats himself but taints it with an Alpha Command.Sure enough, the blond appears in the doorway, sheepish.“Sorry, Weston. I was just, you know we have to talk about all this, right? It complicates things. How can you still think you’re going to send him away?
Millan is hunched over and surrounded by a multitude of books and papers in a far corner of the library when Jace finally finds him.He tries to be subtle in his approach, wanting to observe the omega and see what he’s up to- a training habit. But as soon as he enters Millan's vicinity, the latter doesn’t even have to look up from his reading material to spot him.“Were you here to stalk or to talk? I can’t tell if you’re trying to be subtle.”The little shit, Jace can’t help the smile creeping up on his face.“How do you always know when I’m there?”Millan does look up now, dumbfounded.“Your smell, obviously.”“My smell? But I use scent neutralizers...” Jace tries not to sit on any books as he settles next to Millan who’s chuckling.“Scent neutralizers don’t really cover scent. It’s like a band-aid on an open wound.”The skeptic look on Jace’s face urges Millan to extrapolate.“A werewolf’s scent is layered like an onion. The neutralizers only cover the most obvious part of it, but
Gasps and murmurs surround them as Millan takes the new information in. He’s as shocked as their impromptu audience.“I can stay? You mean… indefinitely?”Weston’s features soften.“Yeah, Mill. You can stay. Indefinitely. I didn’t want to tell you like this, but yeah.”“Does that mean he’s going to become part of the pack?” a beta asks just loud enough to be heard over the whispers of the crowd.Millan swallows and looks at Weston, waiting anxiously for his answer.The Alpha looks uncomfortable. Nervous.Like he has to deliver bad news and that’s answer enough for Millan.He isn’t pack. He’s allowed to stay, but he’s not pack.They’ll tolerate his presence, nothing more. It’s dumb to feel hurt about that.No other pack has ever extended that much courtesy his way. He knows he doesn’t fit in and should be glad he has found a place that doesn’t chase him away and threaten him of death should he return.He shouldn’t expect more than that. He shouldn’t.But his stupid attention craving wo
“Thank you so much, Mom.” Millansays from their bathroom, fetching more diapers to put in Nyla’s bag.“I’m always happy to look after Nyla, you know that.” Stellasays from the adjacent bedroom, holding her sleeping granddaughter.Millancomes back in the bedroom, hands full with useful and not so useful items.“Millan, maybe you should take more time off, you shouldn’t overwork yourself.” Stellasays, eyeing her son while he struggles to find space for everything in the duffle bag.She shakes her head at the three teddy bears and four blankets that won’t possibly fit in the small bag.“I’m not.”Stellagives Millana telling once-over.He’s disheveled, wearing the same clothes he wore the day before, fatigue written under his eyes.“I swear!” Millansays with more force, turning to l
The jog there consisted of Millan crying in pain and burying his face in Weston’s neck while Weston held him tightly to his body, trying to calm him down and be strong for him.Millan was in so much pain and so vulnerable that it was driving Weston’s wolf insane. When they got there, Nara did not allow him to go in with Millan until Jace, Amir and Andy got there and were able to get him to stay put while the doctors took care of Millan."W- what's that for?" Millan asked once he saw Nara wheeling in an ultrasound machine."I need to check your insides to figure out what's wrong, Millan. Don’t worry. It won’t hurt and will help us tremendously. This will be cold." Nara explained squirting some gel on Millan's stomach who nodded and hissed at the feeling."Where's Weston? Why isn't he here with me?" Millan asked trying not to cry.Call him a baby but he wanted Weston there with him."What’s wrong? I'
Millan was sprawled on the bed away from Weston's warm arms wearing nothing but a large white shirt that falls down one shoulder and a boxer briefs.He was feeling like he was going to either pass out from how hot he was or just end his misery and die already as he kept searching for cold spots wanting nothing but to feel cool again.He had the air conditioner on full blast while Weston was wrapped in the warm blankets from head to toe freezing his butt off. But what could he do if his omega was hot and wouldn't stop complaining to him that the room felt like they were in the pits of hell from how ridiculously hot it was while him, on the other hand found the temperature okay.Unable to take it anymore, he blindly pulled off his t-shirt and threw it somewhere on the floor. He left his boxer briefs on and went back on flopping down on the bed. He smiled, sleep taking over him.A few hours later, Millan woke up from his slumber wondering when
“Are you sure you want to do this?”Weston’s worry is so strong it bleeds into Millan'sconfidence, tainting it slightly. Millantakes a deep breath and forces his self-assurance to take over in their bond.It’s been a week since he’s marked Westonand his understanding and control over their soul bond has bettered with each day. He’s now almost as good as Westonwhen it comes to using their link to soothe his soulmate’s stress.“Yes. I need to.” Millananswers although some of Weston’s wariness has been alleviated without the need for words.“I don’t like this.” Westonwhispers in a sigh, knowing there’s no changing Millan'smind anyway. “Be careful, Mill. I’ll be right here if you need me.” He eventually says, bending down to kiss his omega, hopefully communicating his encouragement and his support with t
Millan ishappy.Has never been happier really.So, where is this expending ball of nerves in his chest coming from?The pregnancy?No. It can’t be.When he thinks of having pups with Weston,all he can feel is endless joy and excitement especially since he can feel the same emotions coming from Weston’s side of their bond.So no, it’s not that.But something is pulling him down.No matter how much he tries to put it aside, to ignore it, he feels it as his omega ogles Weston’s back while he cooks.He feels it as Weston deposits an enormous plate of spaghetti in front of him, feels it when Westonsmiles at him, when his Alpha squeezes his knee under the table affectionately.There’s a threat looming over them, over this newfound bliss.And Millanknows what it is, once he really allows his thoughts to go there. And once he does, he can’t t
“Wow. You both did a number on each other, huh?” Nara says with a smirk.She’s leaning on the door frame, taking in the state of their bedroom.“On the bed frame too, apparently.” She mumbles to herself, eyeing the ruined furniture.Millanhas to admit, the room is a mess.The tale of the last three days is written in the leftover food packages, in the trash bin and around it, in the clothes scattered around on the floor, in Weston’s tangled hair, in the hickeys scattered all over their bodies and in the ambient scent still tainted with arousal.Millan'scheeks heat up in embarrassment. However, Nara doesn’t seem too bothered, mostly amused.“Can I come closer?” She asks Millan, mindful of his nesting omega.Millannods and sighs, taking in the state of said nest. It’s in complete disarray even if he’d tried to keep it under control during t
The first thing Amir wants to do, after ‘consummating’ the marriage proposal with his alpha properly, as well as mating with him, finally, without his brother’s contradictions, is to tell his friends.It’s amazing how fast he’s come to think of Millanas one of his best friends. He’s never felt such a strong connection to another omega before, usually preferring the company of betas and alphas.But then again, Millandoesn’t act like an omega all that much. Unless it has something to do with Westonthat is.So, after taking a thorough shower and trying to tame his messy hair to no avail, he trots down the corridor to Westonand Millan'sbedroom.He knocks and doesn’t wait for an answer before putting a hand to the doorknob.An animalistic growl and a telling whimper have him stop turning the doorknob and backing away, startled.It seems Amir isn’t th
The pregnancy test comes up negative, but Nara reiterates that it doesn’t mean much since the test can only detect a pregnancy after two weeks.Westoncan feel the doubt coming from Millan, but there is no uncertainty in the Pack Alpha’s mind. His fated mate is pregnant. It’s crystal clear in their bond, in the omega’s actions and in Millan'sscent.Gosh, that scent.Westonhasn’t been able to stop breathing in the addictive scent since he woke up to it.Millan isreading a book Madelyn had brought him, leaning on Westonwho’s going through Grant’s last report.Rather, TRYING to get through the platitude, but with his nose buried in Millan'shair, he ends up reading the same paragraph over and over again, never fully grasping its content.“You smell so good.” Westongroans as he inhales the intoxicating citrus and sweet scent
Millan wakes, surrounded by warmth and safety.He recognizes Weston’s arms around him immediately and smiles, content. When he blinks awake, he discovers that Weston is fast asleep and takes a moment to appreciate the sight.A look to the window informs him of the late hour, faded rays of the rising moon illuminating the room vaguely.He’d slept the whole afternoon away, but there’s still heaviness in his body, willing his eyelids shut. Millan rests his head on Weston’s chest, breathing in the familiar scent and letting it lull him back to sleep.Usually, the scent would be enough, but Millan can’t seem to stay still. It’s as if there isn’t enough of Weston’s scent surrounding him.Eyes still half closed, he gets up and grabs the shirt Weston had discarded before hopping into bed. He goes back to bed and lays the shirt on top of himself before resting his head on Weston’s body again, mindful of his arm entrapped in the irritating sling.Just seconds after, still feeling on edge, he ge