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We shouldn't do this ... but fuck it (8 years ago)
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2021-08-20 20:57:07It has been 2 weeks since JP moved in with me. Two weeks since Austin tried to rape me. I haven't slept well since the night JP and I slept on the couch together. I will sleep for an hour or two and then I'm right back up. I have started having panic attacks, but haven't told anyone. Luckily JP hasn't heard me wake up trying to catch my breath. I don't need him worrying about me with everything he already has on his plate. Maggie seems to be calling him non-stop nagging about anything and everything. I honestly feel bad for him, I wish there was something I could do.
A week ago I started a new job working from home as a customer support specialist. I log onto my computer around 8 am and stay on there until 4 or 5 pm helping customers with their billing issues for apple. Some days are better than others. I never realized how nasty people could be on a phone until this job. JP gets up befo
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