The next day, JP is back at the house to pick me up at 9. That way we are back in our hometown by 12 at the latest. He had to pick up McKayla at 4. We figured that would give me plenty of time to talk to my parents and Will.
"Do you want to go to your parent's or Will's first?" JP looks over at me as we began to enter our hometown.I thought about going to Will's last, but the more I thought about it I figured I might as well go to him first and get it over with. Hopefully, he was home and awake."Let's go ahead and go to Will's house." I sigh. I began to feel the nerves working throughout my body once again. JP notices. He reaches over, grabbing my hand, and gives it a squeeze."No matter what happens, it will be ok. I promise everything will be just fine.""This isn't how I planned all of this. I mean I didn't even have sex for the first time until.. well you know what I mean. I thought I would be married and st"What is wrong now?" Becca asks as I enter her living room and take a seat."Well first off, look at me!" I point at my belly. "And I am horny as hell. I just want to have sex" I frown.Becca begins laughing. I mean hard laughing to the point where she has tears."You suck." I lay back, resting my hands on my belly."Why don't you just ask JP to have sex with you. He has been following behind you since you made the announcement that you're pregnant. He would do anything for you."Speak of the devil, JP walks in with Nick."Oh, she's tried. I told her no. If we have sex again it's going to be because she really wants to, not because her hormones are going crazy. But other than that, I'll do anything as Becca said." JP sits down beside me."You suck too." I stick my tongue out at him as he laughs."So, since we are all here. I have an announcement to make." Becca smiles as she looks over at Nick then
On October 2nd at 3:23 P.M Alyssa Grace Jackson made her appearance. She weighed 6 pounds 5 ounces, had dark hair with a hint of red mixed in, and green eyes. She was the definition of perfect. I was currently sitting in my hospital bed watching Alyssa as she was asleep in my arms. I made JP go home about 30 minutes ago. He has been by my side since I was admitted into the hospital two days ago. Mckayla is with Maggie for the next week, due to her and her new boyfriend wanting to take her to the mountains with them. I was shocked when JP agreed to let her go. I think he did it more for me than anything else, but McKayla did need to spend some more time with her mom. My parents have yet to make it as they thought I still had a few more days before Alyssa made her appearance. She tricked everyone.*Knock*Knock*I look up as th
"In less than 4 hours you will be married!" I smiled at my best friend as I was currently feeding Alyssa."And tonight will be the night that you and JP finally get it on again." She smiles back at me."I don't think so. Nick didn't tell you about this girl he has been seeing? " I frowned."What?! No, he didn't tell me. Who is she?""Some chick that he met while they were out working. She just loves linemen. But, yeah they seem to be hitting it off. He's been going out with her for over a month now. I think that may be his date for tonight.""Aw, Liv. I'm sorry." I see her begin to tear up."No, no. None of that. I couldn't expect h
Today, December 24, is the day that I am taking my precious baby girl to meet her dad and other grandparents for the first time. Honestly, I am a wreck. My biggest fear is them trying to take her from me. I carried her for 9 months. I have been doing this for the past 2 months by myself. Will was the one who decided he didn't want anything to do with this pretty little girl.I shake my head to clear my mind. I don't need to be stressing over this mess too. I am still a wreck from JP letting his new girlfriend talk him into kicking me and Alyssa out. If it weren't for my parents, I am not sure where we would be staying right now. I know Becca and Nick would have let us crash at their place but they just got married. I couldn't do that to them. My parents love having us here, especially Alyssa."Are you sure you don't want one of us to go with you?" My dad asked as I walked into the kitchen. I was trying to make sure I had everyth
After my super long bath, I walk into my bedroom. I shut my bedroom door, turn around, and let out a scream.Throwing my hands to my chest I say, "What the hell are you doing here?"JP gives me a small smile. "I needed to come to see you.""Why? And where is McKayla?""I just wanted to come to hang out and catch up. McKayla is with Maggie until tomorrow evening. Maggie got Christmas Eve this year and I got Christmas Day." He explained."Oh ok. Well, do you mind turning around until I can get some clothes on?""Sure, even though I've seen it all before." He turns around.I quickly grab my sports bra and a pair of panties. If he turned around before I was completely dressed at least I had my parts covered. I put on a pair of fleece pajama pants and grabbed my jacket to zip up over my sports bra."You ca
Last night felt like a dream.My parents bought me a house. A beautiful house at that. I don't deserve it, not at all. But I am so thankful to have a place of my own. A home to raise Alyssa in."Good morning, beautiful" I feel an arm wrap around my stomach."Oh shit. We fell asleep here!" I jump up realizing I was still in the new house and not back at my parents."Liv, calm down. It's ok. I called your dad after you fell asleep last night. When you are ready we can head back over there."I let out a sigh of relief."Come here." JP sits up on the couch and pats the spot beside him.
October 2nd, 2014"Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday my beautiful." I go into Alyssa's room singing. I have a small cupcake in my hand with a candle lit."My cake." Alyssa sits up smiling.Alyssa is always happy. Even when she is sick and isn't feeling too well, she is still happy."Yes, baby. Make a wish and blow out the candle." I sit beside her on her bed.Alyssa stands up, holding onto my shoulder to keep her balance, closes her eyes, and blows out the candle."What did you wish for?""A swing." was her short reply.
Will stayed over last night. I kept saying I wouldn't allow him to stay until I was more certain on how things would go between the two of us, but we both fell asleep at some point. When I woke up he was laying in between my legs with his head on my stomach. Will really was a good-looking guy. He may have cheated on me before but I must admit he is doing everything he can to prove how much he has changed and how much he wants to be in our lives.I look over at the monitor and see that Alyssa is still sleeping. That girl can sleep. It's already 8:30 and she is still knocked out. It wouldn't surprise me if she didn't get up till 10 or so."Good morning"I look back down to see Will glancing up at me. I smile at him."Good morning."
It has been almost 9 months since JP and I announced to our best friends and my parents that we were married along with me announcing that I am pregnant. Surprisingly, they were super excited that I'm pregnant. JP was the happiest of all. We were both hoping for a little boy and guess what? I am having a boy.You are probably wondering how Will and Maggie felt about all of this. Let's just say we were both in court fighting for custody of our children. Of course, JP and I won all the way around. They had nothing on either one of us. Which there was nothing to have on us, to begin with. We are both fit parens plus we are married. Therefore we have the girls the majority of the time but we still let them go stay with their other parent. We are not the type of parents to keep them away from their mom/dad."Mommy! It's time to get up. Me, J
"Good morning, Mrs. Price." I open my eyes to see JP lingering over me.I smile at him, "Good morning, Mr. Price."Flashback to the beach" I don't want to push you. I know what you said about us. I know you said no labels. But Liv, I don't want anyone else but you. We hand out. We go out. We have amazing sex." He stops and turns me so that I am looking at him. "We do everything that a couple does. Hell, we even have two children who are like sisters to each other. McKayla loves you. Alyssa loves me. Why can't we just make this official? I'm not asking you to become dependent on me. I know you can handle yourself. I know that better than anyone else. I love you, let's get married."
"When are you just going to give in and be with him?" Becca asks as we are sitting on the beach watching the guys and kids play in the water."I am with him. What do you mean?""Come on, Liv, you know what I mean. It's been a year and you still haven't given in to him.""I told all of you, I will do this on my own terms. Right now, I am enjoying what we have. I don't want to put labels on ... who is that girl?" I sit up looking out at this chick who currently had her hand on JP's arm.Becca sits up to look. She then smirks at me. "I don't know, but it shouldn't matter. Right?"I could feel the jealousy hitting hard as I sit back and try to act like it isn't bothering me.
It has been nearly 2 months since that night at the club. Ever since that night, JP has been coming to my house every weekend. Some weekends we just hang out with the kids and then other weekends, we are kid-free and you know what that means. You are probably wondering how the emotional part of this is going. That part is very complicated. Of course, we are catching feelings with all the time we spend together but I refuse to become dependent on any man again. I know at any minute JP or myself could meet someone. No, I'm not looking. Is he? That I can't tell you. I don't ask because I don't want to know.Alyssa has been staying with her dad and Kasey a good bit. She tells me all the time, "Mommy, I love you but I want to go to daddy's." What am I supposed to do? Tell her no. Tell her I want her here with me? I think she likes going over there so much because Kasey keeps her niece a lot.
I look around, trying to find the guy from earlier. At first, I didn't see him but then I found him. I frowned realizing that he and another girl were making out in a dark corner. Oh well."Hey." JP comes up."Hey" I smile at him feeling the alcohol go through me. I was already a little buzzed. So as I'm standing here looking up at him, I have all kinds of feelings running through my body. And of course, he knew it."Let's dance."I grab his hand and follow him out to the dance floor. At first, we are just swaying to the music, not touching. I needed to feel his hands on me. I step closer to him just as he grabs my hands and pulls them up and around his shoulder so they were wrapped around his neck. We sway to the music looking at eac
This past year has flown by. In a couple of months, Alyssa will be 3 years old. Will, has moved on to someone else. He asked her to marry him last month. So now he is currently engaged. Does it hurt? Of course, it does, but I have become fine with just focusing on Alyssa and myself. Alyssa goes to daycare and I work in a doctor's office now. There are times where I want to pack up our things and move far away, but that's just not possible. For one, my parent's bought me this nice house for Christmas 2 years ago. Then, Will is here. I can't take Alyssa from her dad. The two of them have this bond that I can't even explain. Alyssa asked me a few days ago if she could go stay with her dad. I know she didn't mean permanently. I mean she's only about to be 3, but just her being able to ask me that broke my heart a little.The front door opens and Alyssa comes running in, followed by Will and
It has been almost two weeks since my hospital visit. Two weeks of having only myself and Alyssa to worry about. I'm not going to lie, I miss Will like crazy. Falling in love with him for a second time has really hurt me."Olivia!" Becca and Nick come into my room.How in the hell did she even get into my house. I don't even bother sitting up or looking at her. "What?""You have got to get out of that bed and get back to life. I'm sorry for everything that has happened to you, but you are better than this." I feel the bed shift as Becca sits down."Look, I'm fine. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I just want to be left alone.""Too fucking bad. I have allowed you to be lik
"Olivia. Please wake up, baby. Wake up." I hear as I slowly open my eyes."Where am I?" I manage to ask."You are at the hospital, honey." My mom says.In the hospital? I think to myself. Why am I in the hospital? I don't understand. Then it hits me. JP. Will. His parents. Alyssa. My baby. I grab my stomach and try to jump up but I try too quickly which causes my head to begin pounding."Lay back, Liv. Let me go get the nurse." My mom says and heads towards the door."Mom, wait!" I plead for her to turn around.She stops with her hand on the door but doesn't turn around."Please, j
"Did the two of you not learn your lesson the first time around?" His mom folds her arms across her chest.I look at Will, who in return looks at his mom. "How about you and dad take Alyssa up to her room? This is none of your concern." Will passes Alyssa over to his dad."I can't believe this shit. Why would you even be having sex with her?!?! Or why not be careful. Why was protection not used?" His mom argues."Mom now is NOT the time. Go." Will growled."Ok, so first things first. Why are you here?" Will looks at JP. But continues before JP can respond. "Oh yeah, your fiance broke up with you so now you're coming back to try and claim Olivia. Am I right?""Will, calm down, please. I handled this. JP is leaving. He has no business here now." I grab onto Will's arm trying to calm him down. I didn't want these two guys fighting here.Will looks down at me, I can see the questions written all over his face.