"What!?"
"We conduct the ddlg lifestyle around here," Joon said as it was the most normal thing in the world. I couldn't believe my ears. I knew the sort of what it was, just the general idea. I remember how I sat in the back of the classroom in high school and it was because of that I could hear most of the people's conversations. Nobody paid attention to me anyway. So this one day I heard two girls in my history class talking about BDSM and something about little's and doms.
It was not much what I heard, but what I did know and what was the most important in this kind of lifestyle was consent. Currently, that concept was thrown out of the window because I had this feeling that they would force this lifestyle, this fantasy on me.
"Yes indeed," David supported him, "that is a lifestyle where you have Daddy doms and little girls. We will be your doms and you will be our sub as a little girl. But no worries we don't like the sexual part between the daddy and the girl so you don't need the worry about that," David assured me. As if that will help me and get me thinking 'oh yeah this is totally fine, I will be just your little girl and we will move on with our lives like the kidnapping didn't happen. Well sexual or nonsexual at the end of the day I was still kidnapped and strapped here against my will.
My face paled as I thought about it more. Me acting like a toddler. My face morphed from an angry glare into a disgusting expression. I had to stop this at all costs. "Well, that doesn't make it any better and do not think I'm ignorant. I know what it means and I also know that with that kind of relationships consent is very important and right now nothing of that is happening here between us. I will not partake in your sick fantasy. I don't like it so get me out of here!" I was angry, no furious. First, they kidnap me, then they restrain me and to top it all they will force a kind of lifestyle on me which I don't like. I want to go home and I want to go home now!
"Well, that ain't gonna happen sweetheart. We picked you out with care and if you give this just a chance you will enjoy it too," Joon said to me. Seriously this guy, I hate him the most.
"Then why did you pick me. You just said you didn't take any random person from the street, so why me?!" I became desperate, I needed to get out of here. There were too many red flags about this whole situation. If I did not feel safe before I definitely did not feel safe now.
Somebody please, help!
They looked at each other with a slightly panicked look. It didn't take long before David had a smiling face on and said, "That's something you don't need to worry about little flower. You are far too little for that to understand. Now let's get you changed!"
Changed? What no! I want answers and I am not little. I am a grown woman of twenty years old. And I didn't want them near me or touch me. For the umpteenth time panic rose in me. With all my might I tried to get out of these stupid cuffs but they didn't budge. I think they both saw my face which only said 'I'm afraid, don't come near me'.
"Fleur, please calm down. I promise you we won't hurt you. We are here to take care of you," David spoke softly to me. But his soft words did anything other than soothing me. I only became more agitated.
"Yes princess, we won't hurt you," even Joon tried to calm me down. The angry face of my captor was now full of concern, his dark and threatening eyes had now turned into two black oceans full of worry and care. I saw them looking at each other like they were speaking with their minds. "Do you think we will need it?" David asked Joon.
Need what? I thought.
"I think so, if we don't she might end up hurt or either one of us. I don't want that. I will get it." Joon said while he left the room.
"Get what!? What do you need?" My nerves and fear were now full-on display on my face. This resulted in me wiggling even more in my restrains. What will they do to me?
While Joon left to get something, David was busy looking through the dresser for in God's name what. I stopped struggling, knowing by now that wouldn't work. My chest still moved quickly up and down from nerves. These men were crazy creeps and I had to get out of here. Now I was looking around me for something to get me out of these restraints.Seconds felt like hours. I didn't like waiting for what's to come. I felt my safety was at stake here. Like prey wondering when they would be hunted down by their predator.The entrance of Joon in the room snapped me out of my thoughts. He held something in his hand but I couldn't see what it was. I squinted my eyes in the hope to make out of the shape of the object he was holding, with not much success. They were whispering to each other and walked up to me. I hated that I didn't know what was going on.The two men looked like giant cats sneaking on their next meal. Desperately I struggled against my restrain
David left the room with me in stupid baby clothes and that freaking diaper. Only there was no time for sulking as we were walking through the house. Now was the right moment for me to look for escape routes. But the only thing I saw was a long hallway and the stairs leading us downstairs. I only got a glimpse of the front door, after that, I saw no more signs what could possibly lead me to an escape route.We walked past the living room and went into the kitchen. First I didn't know what was waiting for me but it was already too late when I sat in that torture device. He had put me in a highchair, a highchair! I couldn't even remember the last time I sat in such a chair because I was too young to. Conclusion I didn't need a highchair. These men get more and more on my nerves."Get. Me. Out. Of. This. Chair!" I knew they wou
After breakfast, Joon took me out of my chair and put me on his hip with my head on his shoulder. I hated how close I was to my captor. I hated how my body made contact with his. I wanted to be as far away from him as possible. In my mind, I had run already half a mile from these psycho men. I never liked physical contact because I had only bad experiences with it. So, them touching me was absolutely the worst.I saw that we were walking towards the living room with David following us. While they were talking I was taking in my surroundings. I needed to know how this house looked like so when I could walk again I knew my fastest route out of this house."Joon you should really see this, she looks so cute with you!" David squealed."Then take a photo babe. I would like to see the
If I could disappear or turn invisible right now I would do it in a heartbeat. Right now I was laying down on a big changing matt and to say it was humiliating was an understatement. First I had to deal with the mere thought that I had peed without knowing and then with the thought of getting changed like a baby. This was absolutely degrading. The whole time I was getting changed by David I had looked away while I was crying.What did I do to deserve this? Couldn't the world just give me a break?"Sssh Fleur, sssh, it's alright. It's just a quick change. Look here we go. All cleaned up and ready for the day." He picked me up and put me on his hip. Instead of walking out of the room he sat down on a rocking chair and started rocking us.David said sweet nothings to me while I was
After the little chat I had with David I felt fear and hatred in me. These men were just as horrible as any other men close in my life. Beating me when I did not listen. Why do I need to listen to them? Who are they to order me around? Now I think of it, nobody has the right to order me around. Saying what I can or cannot do. It is my life.But the longer I sat on his lap the more comfortable I got. His chest was warm and from time to time he stroked my hair and kissed my head. As he said to me earlier he cared about me, which was hard to believe. Nevertheless, it was a foreign feeling for me. People around me tend to not care about me. I remember my childhood and teenage years as being very lonely. People only talked to me when they needed me for their own selfish needs.Having friends was a concept I was not familiar with.People
I was happy. Days, no weeks, I had studied for this important test and it had paid of, all those hours of hard work, all those sleepless nights brought me to this moment. I was too eager to get home, I ran instead of walking. I couldn't wait to tell my parents the good news. They just had to be proud of me, right? Of course, I worked so hard and had a good grade. No an excellent grade. With that thought, I ran even faster.I arrived at my home and quickly put the key in the door and walked through the opening. Once inside I made a beeline to the living room. There I saw my mum and dad drinking their afternoon tea and coffee. Perfect both of them were home so I could share the good news at once."Mum! Dad! Look, Look!" I bounced up and down as I stood in front of them."Fleur! What did we tell you about your loud voice?!" My mother scolded me with a frown on her face"And what did we tel
After I calmed down and the three of us filled our stomachs with lunch, Joon had left us again to go to his office to work. David had decided to take me again to the living room."Now that your tummy is all filled up with yummy food we can do something fun," David spoke to me in a baby voice. "So what do you want to do sweetie?" He looked at me, waiting for an answer.I just shrugged my shoulders. I really wasn't in the mood to do something 'fun'. I wasn't in the mood to do anything at all. I felt empty knowing that things wouldn't get better for me, only worse.Just like at home I wanted to curl in a corner and just listen to some music. I wished that I was invisible to them as well. Joon and David's attention was torturing me. I wanted to be left alone."How about some coloring?" I looked at my hands where those stupid mittens were still on and looked back at him."Are you serious? With these?" I asked while holding up my arms.&
As I woke up the next day I remembered how angry and upset I was last night when I was left alone in the crib. I was angry at them, my captors, and I was angry at myself for being so timid. I have made it too easy for them. I let them walk right over me. I barely made things hard for them. I felt like a doll, someone you can pick up and dress up however you want.My anger grew and grew while I was laying there by myself. All my pent-up frustration from over the years and these last two days were starting to blow up. I was seething. These men were horrible. I never asked for this. Right then I was ready, I was ready to show my anger and make things really difficult for them.But I doubted myself. I had never been angry or furious at someone. I feared that in the end, I would just submit to them because I didn't like conflicts or punishments. But I had every right to not co-operate with them.This made me wonder why I always listened to my parent
Joon walked with me in his arms to their other car. Just before he wanted to enter David stopped him."Honey can you put her down for a second," David asked.Joon put me back on my feet and then David took my head in his hand. He cupped my face and asked, "Who did this to you sweetheart?" He traced his fingers over my bruised jaw. I winced a bit.When I didn't answer Joon asked again what happened. I sighed, feeling the pain in my body again. When I just saw them the pain had vanished for a short moment but now it came all back.I looked down and whispered, "My father.""Oh Fleur, I'm so sorry," David said. He cupped his hands again around my face and gave me with the greatest care a kiss on my forehead. Tears escaped my eyes and I started to cry. Joon took me in the car and laid me down on his lap. He comforted me during the whole ride until we were home.He carried me into the house and headed to their r
Around eleven o'clock I arrived in the city, from here it was only a fifteen-minute drive. With each mile, I got closer to my fiancé's home I got more doubts. Would he be mad or happy to see me? Was he worried or glad that I was gone? Would he punish me or welcome me?All of a sudden this fear in me started to rise in my body. I almost wanted to make an u-turn, but I couldn't. I can't back down now. I must face my old life again, running away is for cowards and I have been acting like one my whole life. I must stand up for myself and make the best of my life. I shall marry Alexander but not before I tell him how I feel. At least I could do that.I entered the driveway and turned down the engine. For a short while, I just sat there, mentally preparing myself for what is to come. I exit the car and slam the door behind me.As I walked up to the house I saw that nothing changed since I left this place. God, I hated this house. It alwa
As I was held by David on his hip in the kitchen I saw that tomorrow would mark the day that my wedding with Alexander would take place in three months. That's when something clicked in my head. My break was over, how nice things could be here, this wasn't my place to stay. I had to go back to face my responsibilities. It was nice to not think about them for the past six weeks that I stayed here but now it was time to go back to my old life.I have to think of a plan because last time didn't go so well. As Daddy put me in my high chair for my lunch I thought of the possibilities to leave this place without getting caught. Then suddenly I thought of Rosie. She had taken the car of her captors. I knew where they held their car keys here and one of their cars was always outside of the garage. Good, I knew what tools to use for my escape now my timing. When was a good moment of the day to go?To leave the house, it was in the mornings because then they let me b
The park was more fun than I thought it was going to be. We went two times more after that day. Both times Rosie was there as well so we could play together. In those hours, I forgot about everything and just had fun with my new friend.But there was still one question lingering in my mind: why me? Why had Joon and David kidnapped me? Why did they think I needed all of this? I really needed to know why.Right now I was painting together with Daddy in the kitchen. This was the only time I could sit in a normal chair Daddy had warned me. I didn't care I was already happy with the fact I could sit in a normal chair. Because there was a relaxed vibe going on and I had by now gained their trust back I thought I was now the right time to ask."Daddy?" He looked up from his painting and looked at me. "Why did you and Papa take me with you?" I to avoid using the word 'kidnapped', hoping I would get my answer quickly."Fleur we went over th
It was now two weeks after the pool incident, which would mark my one-month stay here. Every time we would go outside in the backyard I was under the strict surveillance of both Joon and David, my daddies.Living with them became more and more bearable as I stayed longer here. But the thought that what they did to me and some of the things they still do to me was wrong never really left my mind. In some ways, I saw this as a break from my old life, which would eventually come to an end. And I didn't mind the thought of leaving them like I said some things I really didn't like. It was mostly the diapers for me, bath time when I wasn't little, and the highchair.But right now I didn't want to leave yet because besides they made me do things I wasn't comfortable with they also did things that I did like. For example, the hugs, the kisses, and the pet names were things I really enjoyed.I even managed to make Daddy a fan of BTS, my favorite music a
There I stood in my yellow dungarees and my Lion King shirt waiting for the big sliding doors that would lead me to the backyard. Through the window, I could see it was big. At the very end were some trees with some bigger plants, more to the middle of the yard you could see beautiful flowers at the side. But the yard was mostly grass. Right in front of me was a paved terrace connected with a pool. They had a pool!I was holding Daddy's hand because my legs weren't that strong anymore. Daddy was calling Papa to come as he wanted the three of us entering the yard together. I didn't really know why but what I did know was that I grew more impatient with the second."Daddy!" I whined."Just a second sweetpea," Daddy responded.A small huff escaped my lips and if I could I would cross my arms as well. I haven't been properly outside since I got here, I couldn't wait anymore with the backyard within my reach. Then finally Papa came holding a
I woke up in my crib with my paci in my mouth and embracing LaLa. I just laid down there enjoying the warmth of my bed. I was in no need to call my daddies yet. Today I was big Fleur and I needed some alone time. Therefore, a part of me was glad that Daddy didn't get his way yesterday evening. He wanted for me to sleep in their bed but Papa said no and quoted the rule, 'naptime in our bed, night time in her crib'.So it was no surprise it was Daddy who came to my room to wake me up."Hey there sweetie, I see you're already awake." He came up to me and picked me up. I put my head on his shoulder to stay close to him. I missed the warmth of my bed so he had to replace that warmth."You know, you can call us when you're awake sweetheart." I nodded my head in response because I had still my pacifier in my mouth.Daddy walked to the rocking chair and put me on his lap. He pulled the pacifier out of my mouth much to my disliking. I whine
The last four days were terrible and delightful at the same time. They were terrible because I was sick, it was delightful because I was taken care of. The irony of it all was the fact that my two captors were the ones that nursed me. They made sure I wasn't too cold or too warm, that I was entertained and that I got my medicine on time. During my naps, one of them would stay with me or both of them. They had made a rule with me that I could sleep in their bed for my nap but at night time I had to go to my crib. David was against it but Joon wasn't and well he is the true dominant in this household.Another thing I found out was that I terrible liked it. I liked their attention and affection during the days I was sick. I even acted more like a child - some of it was caused by little me - but even big me acted like one. My princess blanket and a koala stuffie became my best friends, I even liked the pacifier. I know I hated them before but when I was sick it was quite so
When both David and Joon found out I could move more around during lunch, they took me back to my room. As I was laying down, waiting for what's to come, I saw Joon coming with that horrible pill in his hand."Please don't do this, I promise I'll listen, please!" I begged them."Uh uh missy, this is still part of your punishment and besides we don't trust you like we use to. So you're getting this," Joon said while holding up the pill."Please don't use the pill," I begged them again.Meanwhile, David looked between us, not really knowing what to say. I noticed he was still a bit sad and was more quiet than normal. "Would you rather have the syringe sweetheart?"Would I have rather the syringe than the pill? I didn't know, both were equally horrible. But I found it less horrible to have a needle in my arm than a finger in my behind. So I nodded my head at David."That's fine by me," said Joon and he left the roo