With the sunlight coming through the windows I was met with two pairs of eyes looking down at me. I flinched. They held me captive for a couple of seconds. In front of me stood two well-built men who could easily overpower me in a heartbeat. Feeling intimidated by their stares I looked anywhere but at them. That was when I took in my surroundings.
I was indeed lying down on a mattress, cuffed against bars, bars that were surrounding me. The bars scared me and confused me too. Was I in a cage? No that couldn't be because there were no bars above me, just around me. I looked better and it looked like a crib? That couldn't be the case, right? I mean, I know that I am not tall. With my five feet, I knew I didn't reach far in the body length department, but I wasn't that small that I could fit in a crib. Still, it looked liked it was the case, which shocked me.
But what shook me more was the rest of the room I saw before me. The bedroom was decorated as a nursery for a baby. There was a changing table and a rocking chair. Everything was butterfly-themed and the toys I saw in the corner of my eyes were meant for a toddler.
Only there was no baby in sight. There was no other crib or another type of sleeping place for a baby.
Then it struck my mind that I could be the baby. That I was freaking out was a slight understatement. What the hell was this place?
After I was done with a quick look around one of the men started to speak, "Good morning, sweetheart. I hope you slept well." Hoped I slept well? What was wrong with him? How in God's name could I possibly have slept well? I woke up petrified in a place I didn't recognize, not knowing who had taken me. How do you think I slept, you bastard?
I eyed up the man who had spoken. He had chocolate brown hair and soft face features. He was tall, I think, and had a good pair of muscles. But those muscles were nothing compared with the man standing next to him. As he had his arms crossed in front of him you could see how his muscles flexed through his shirt. He looked like he worked out every day. I made a mental note to try and not to anger him. The muscled man had black hair and black eyes, which were contrasting to the hazel brown eyes of the other man.
Their dominant presence in the room alarmed me. There was no way I could escape from them. Especially from the black-haired man. He could snap my neck without thinking about it. I felt like prey in front of his predator's eyes.
They both looked like they were waiting for some kind of response. Only I found it hard to find the words to say. I had no idea how to respond to his sweet words that contrasted with his doings. As I panicked I yelled, "Let me go you creeps!" As I said it I tugged on all my restraints. I looked anywhere but at them. I just wanted out. Out of this crib, out of this room, and out of this predicament, I found myself in.
"You criminals! You filthy bastards!" I kept on ranting.
I was quite surprised by myself. I had no idea I had so much fire in me. I was known as a quiet girl who didn't like attention and would do everything to please everybody. I couldn't even stand up against my fiancé if I wanted to. But I was so done with others controlling my life and this was just the last drop.
The comment that I made didn't make a great impact on the men. The black-haired guy looked at me angrily and the brown-haired guy looked concerned and a bit hurt? "Look, young lady, I understand this isn't a nice situation to wake up to but we haven't hurt you in any way. So if I were you I would show us some respect," the black-haired guy said.
The moment he talked about 'respect' something snapped in me.
"Respect? RESPECT!?" My voice wavered in panic and rage, "I will not show you two any respect you hear me! In no way have you earned my respect. You have not hurt me, but hurting or not hurting somebody isn't an indicator to show someone respect or not. The mere fact that you took my freedom away by kidnapping me and restraining me gives me enough reasons to not show any respect to either of you, do you understand!" I screamed out.
All my pent-up frustration was let out in my rant. Honestly, it felt quite good to snap at somebody. It's a shame I didn't do that at home. Now it looked like something snapped inside the black-haired man. "You listen to me-"
"Joon, please, she doesn't understand yet. Let's move on. We won't gain anything by going back and forth. Let us introduce ourselves and make her understand the situation, okay?" the brown-haired man said in a soft tone to the black-haired man called Joon.
Joon sighed. "Yes, you're right. I'm sorry." He took a step back and gave the other man more room.
While they had their sweet moment I tried to get myself out of those irritating cuffs. I wiggled and struggled but they didn't give in. "Get me out of these cuffs!"
"Hey, hey, Fleur. Calm down, we do not want to hurt you and we don't want for you to hurt yourself. So if you keep still, nothing will happen and I will quickly explain the situation you are in right now. So please calm down," the brown-haired man tried to look calm and nice but I didn't buy it. I only felt more endangered by the mere fact that I couldn't protect myself when needed. And to add more fear inside of me these men knew my name. How did they know my name? I was so sick and tired of this.
I think they both got the memo that I wouldn't calm down so the brown-haired man started to explain. "My name is David and this man next to me is Joon." He paused for a second to watch my reaction and to see if I stopped the struggling, which I had because I didn't have much strength in me left and I didn't want to waste it. Maybe I needed it later.
"We were the ones who took you here in our house, which will be now your house as well." Excuse me? My house? Before I could say my thought on the matter he continued, "What I'm going to say next might sound a bit creepy but we didn't mean it that way... We have watched you for a while now to make sure you were the right fit for us. We didn't just get the first person we saw on the street to take with us." Wait they stalked me?
These two men looked so normal on the outside. You truly would have no idea what kind of psycho's were hidden behind their masks. A shiver ran down my spine. They had followed me. Actually followed me. I never thought that stalkers would be one of the bigger problems I had to deal with in my life. As I had already much going on to be concerned about.
"Fit for what?" I asked in a low and scared voice. These creeps were truly something else.
"For our liking and lifestyle, we conduct in this house and community," Joon answered.
"What lifestyle? And what community?" At this point, I was really shocked because of these freaks. I had so many questions but all I wanted was to keep as much distance between them and me.
"We really do not intend to make you afraid or hurt you I promise, we ju-" David tried again.
"What lifestyle?" I interrupted him in fear.
David looked at Joon and then back at me. "You see some people live with a certain lifestyle, which is to others a bit... different-"
I got impatient, my nerves got the best of me as I interrupted David again, "Just tell me already!"
Now it was Joon who spoke up, "The clg/ddlg lifestyle."
"What!?""We conduct the ddlg lifestyle around here," Joon said as it was the most normal thing in the world. I couldn't believe my ears. I knew the sort of what it was, just the general idea. I remember how I sat in the back of the classroom in high school and it was because of that I could hear most of the people's conversations. Nobody paid attention to me anyway. So this one day I heard two girls in my history class talking about BDSM and something about little's and doms.It was not much what I heard, but what I did know and what was the most important in this kind of lifestyle was consent. Currently, that concept was thrown out of the window because I had this feeling that they would force this lifestyle, this fantasy on me."Yes indeed," David supported him, "that is a lifestyle where you have Daddy doms and little girls. We will be your doms and you will be our sub as a little girl. But no worries we don't like the sexual part between the daddy and the g
While Joon left to get something, David was busy looking through the dresser for in God's name what. I stopped struggling, knowing by now that wouldn't work. My chest still moved quickly up and down from nerves. These men were crazy creeps and I had to get out of here. Now I was looking around me for something to get me out of these restraints.Seconds felt like hours. I didn't like waiting for what's to come. I felt my safety was at stake here. Like prey wondering when they would be hunted down by their predator.The entrance of Joon in the room snapped me out of my thoughts. He held something in his hand but I couldn't see what it was. I squinted my eyes in the hope to make out of the shape of the object he was holding, with not much success. They were whispering to each other and walked up to me. I hated that I didn't know what was going on.The two men looked like giant cats sneaking on their next meal. Desperately I struggled against my restrain
David left the room with me in stupid baby clothes and that freaking diaper. Only there was no time for sulking as we were walking through the house. Now was the right moment for me to look for escape routes. But the only thing I saw was a long hallway and the stairs leading us downstairs. I only got a glimpse of the front door, after that, I saw no more signs what could possibly lead me to an escape route.We walked past the living room and went into the kitchen. First I didn't know what was waiting for me but it was already too late when I sat in that torture device. He had put me in a highchair, a highchair! I couldn't even remember the last time I sat in such a chair because I was too young to. Conclusion I didn't need a highchair. These men get more and more on my nerves."Get. Me. Out. Of. This. Chair!" I knew they wou
After breakfast, Joon took me out of my chair and put me on his hip with my head on his shoulder. I hated how close I was to my captor. I hated how my body made contact with his. I wanted to be as far away from him as possible. In my mind, I had run already half a mile from these psycho men. I never liked physical contact because I had only bad experiences with it. So, them touching me was absolutely the worst.I saw that we were walking towards the living room with David following us. While they were talking I was taking in my surroundings. I needed to know how this house looked like so when I could walk again I knew my fastest route out of this house."Joon you should really see this, she looks so cute with you!" David squealed."Then take a photo babe. I would like to see the
If I could disappear or turn invisible right now I would do it in a heartbeat. Right now I was laying down on a big changing matt and to say it was humiliating was an understatement. First I had to deal with the mere thought that I had peed without knowing and then with the thought of getting changed like a baby. This was absolutely degrading. The whole time I was getting changed by David I had looked away while I was crying.What did I do to deserve this? Couldn't the world just give me a break?"Sssh Fleur, sssh, it's alright. It's just a quick change. Look here we go. All cleaned up and ready for the day." He picked me up and put me on his hip. Instead of walking out of the room he sat down on a rocking chair and started rocking us.David said sweet nothings to me while I was
After the little chat I had with David I felt fear and hatred in me. These men were just as horrible as any other men close in my life. Beating me when I did not listen. Why do I need to listen to them? Who are they to order me around? Now I think of it, nobody has the right to order me around. Saying what I can or cannot do. It is my life.But the longer I sat on his lap the more comfortable I got. His chest was warm and from time to time he stroked my hair and kissed my head. As he said to me earlier he cared about me, which was hard to believe. Nevertheless, it was a foreign feeling for me. People around me tend to not care about me. I remember my childhood and teenage years as being very lonely. People only talked to me when they needed me for their own selfish needs.Having friends was a concept I was not familiar with.People
I was happy. Days, no weeks, I had studied for this important test and it had paid of, all those hours of hard work, all those sleepless nights brought me to this moment. I was too eager to get home, I ran instead of walking. I couldn't wait to tell my parents the good news. They just had to be proud of me, right? Of course, I worked so hard and had a good grade. No an excellent grade. With that thought, I ran even faster.I arrived at my home and quickly put the key in the door and walked through the opening. Once inside I made a beeline to the living room. There I saw my mum and dad drinking their afternoon tea and coffee. Perfect both of them were home so I could share the good news at once."Mum! Dad! Look, Look!" I bounced up and down as I stood in front of them."Fleur! What did we tell you about your loud voice?!" My mother scolded me with a frown on her face"And what did we tel
After I calmed down and the three of us filled our stomachs with lunch, Joon had left us again to go to his office to work. David had decided to take me again to the living room."Now that your tummy is all filled up with yummy food we can do something fun," David spoke to me in a baby voice. "So what do you want to do sweetie?" He looked at me, waiting for an answer.I just shrugged my shoulders. I really wasn't in the mood to do something 'fun'. I wasn't in the mood to do anything at all. I felt empty knowing that things wouldn't get better for me, only worse.Just like at home I wanted to curl in a corner and just listen to some music. I wished that I was invisible to them as well. Joon and David's attention was torturing me. I wanted to be left alone."How about some coloring?" I looked at my hands where those stupid mittens were still on and looked back at him."Are you serious? With these?" I asked while holding up my arms.&
Joon walked with me in his arms to their other car. Just before he wanted to enter David stopped him."Honey can you put her down for a second," David asked.Joon put me back on my feet and then David took my head in his hand. He cupped my face and asked, "Who did this to you sweetheart?" He traced his fingers over my bruised jaw. I winced a bit.When I didn't answer Joon asked again what happened. I sighed, feeling the pain in my body again. When I just saw them the pain had vanished for a short moment but now it came all back.I looked down and whispered, "My father.""Oh Fleur, I'm so sorry," David said. He cupped his hands again around my face and gave me with the greatest care a kiss on my forehead. Tears escaped my eyes and I started to cry. Joon took me in the car and laid me down on his lap. He comforted me during the whole ride until we were home.He carried me into the house and headed to their r
Around eleven o'clock I arrived in the city, from here it was only a fifteen-minute drive. With each mile, I got closer to my fiancé's home I got more doubts. Would he be mad or happy to see me? Was he worried or glad that I was gone? Would he punish me or welcome me?All of a sudden this fear in me started to rise in my body. I almost wanted to make an u-turn, but I couldn't. I can't back down now. I must face my old life again, running away is for cowards and I have been acting like one my whole life. I must stand up for myself and make the best of my life. I shall marry Alexander but not before I tell him how I feel. At least I could do that.I entered the driveway and turned down the engine. For a short while, I just sat there, mentally preparing myself for what is to come. I exit the car and slam the door behind me.As I walked up to the house I saw that nothing changed since I left this place. God, I hated this house. It alwa
As I was held by David on his hip in the kitchen I saw that tomorrow would mark the day that my wedding with Alexander would take place in three months. That's when something clicked in my head. My break was over, how nice things could be here, this wasn't my place to stay. I had to go back to face my responsibilities. It was nice to not think about them for the past six weeks that I stayed here but now it was time to go back to my old life.I have to think of a plan because last time didn't go so well. As Daddy put me in my high chair for my lunch I thought of the possibilities to leave this place without getting caught. Then suddenly I thought of Rosie. She had taken the car of her captors. I knew where they held their car keys here and one of their cars was always outside of the garage. Good, I knew what tools to use for my escape now my timing. When was a good moment of the day to go?To leave the house, it was in the mornings because then they let me b
The park was more fun than I thought it was going to be. We went two times more after that day. Both times Rosie was there as well so we could play together. In those hours, I forgot about everything and just had fun with my new friend.But there was still one question lingering in my mind: why me? Why had Joon and David kidnapped me? Why did they think I needed all of this? I really needed to know why.Right now I was painting together with Daddy in the kitchen. This was the only time I could sit in a normal chair Daddy had warned me. I didn't care I was already happy with the fact I could sit in a normal chair. Because there was a relaxed vibe going on and I had by now gained their trust back I thought I was now the right time to ask."Daddy?" He looked up from his painting and looked at me. "Why did you and Papa take me with you?" I to avoid using the word 'kidnapped', hoping I would get my answer quickly."Fleur we went over th
It was now two weeks after the pool incident, which would mark my one-month stay here. Every time we would go outside in the backyard I was under the strict surveillance of both Joon and David, my daddies.Living with them became more and more bearable as I stayed longer here. But the thought that what they did to me and some of the things they still do to me was wrong never really left my mind. In some ways, I saw this as a break from my old life, which would eventually come to an end. And I didn't mind the thought of leaving them like I said some things I really didn't like. It was mostly the diapers for me, bath time when I wasn't little, and the highchair.But right now I didn't want to leave yet because besides they made me do things I wasn't comfortable with they also did things that I did like. For example, the hugs, the kisses, and the pet names were things I really enjoyed.I even managed to make Daddy a fan of BTS, my favorite music a
There I stood in my yellow dungarees and my Lion King shirt waiting for the big sliding doors that would lead me to the backyard. Through the window, I could see it was big. At the very end were some trees with some bigger plants, more to the middle of the yard you could see beautiful flowers at the side. But the yard was mostly grass. Right in front of me was a paved terrace connected with a pool. They had a pool!I was holding Daddy's hand because my legs weren't that strong anymore. Daddy was calling Papa to come as he wanted the three of us entering the yard together. I didn't really know why but what I did know was that I grew more impatient with the second."Daddy!" I whined."Just a second sweetpea," Daddy responded.A small huff escaped my lips and if I could I would cross my arms as well. I haven't been properly outside since I got here, I couldn't wait anymore with the backyard within my reach. Then finally Papa came holding a
I woke up in my crib with my paci in my mouth and embracing LaLa. I just laid down there enjoying the warmth of my bed. I was in no need to call my daddies yet. Today I was big Fleur and I needed some alone time. Therefore, a part of me was glad that Daddy didn't get his way yesterday evening. He wanted for me to sleep in their bed but Papa said no and quoted the rule, 'naptime in our bed, night time in her crib'.So it was no surprise it was Daddy who came to my room to wake me up."Hey there sweetie, I see you're already awake." He came up to me and picked me up. I put my head on his shoulder to stay close to him. I missed the warmth of my bed so he had to replace that warmth."You know, you can call us when you're awake sweetheart." I nodded my head in response because I had still my pacifier in my mouth.Daddy walked to the rocking chair and put me on his lap. He pulled the pacifier out of my mouth much to my disliking. I whine
The last four days were terrible and delightful at the same time. They were terrible because I was sick, it was delightful because I was taken care of. The irony of it all was the fact that my two captors were the ones that nursed me. They made sure I wasn't too cold or too warm, that I was entertained and that I got my medicine on time. During my naps, one of them would stay with me or both of them. They had made a rule with me that I could sleep in their bed for my nap but at night time I had to go to my crib. David was against it but Joon wasn't and well he is the true dominant in this household.Another thing I found out was that I terrible liked it. I liked their attention and affection during the days I was sick. I even acted more like a child - some of it was caused by little me - but even big me acted like one. My princess blanket and a koala stuffie became my best friends, I even liked the pacifier. I know I hated them before but when I was sick it was quite so
When both David and Joon found out I could move more around during lunch, they took me back to my room. As I was laying down, waiting for what's to come, I saw Joon coming with that horrible pill in his hand."Please don't do this, I promise I'll listen, please!" I begged them."Uh uh missy, this is still part of your punishment and besides we don't trust you like we use to. So you're getting this," Joon said while holding up the pill."Please don't use the pill," I begged them again.Meanwhile, David looked between us, not really knowing what to say. I noticed he was still a bit sad and was more quiet than normal. "Would you rather have the syringe sweetheart?"Would I have rather the syringe than the pill? I didn't know, both were equally horrible. But I found it less horrible to have a needle in my arm than a finger in my behind. So I nodded my head at David."That's fine by me," said Joon and he left the roo