Beautiful Scars

I woke up gasping for air as I screamed at the top of my lungs. Damn it! Since yesterday, after we met, I started having nightmares again. Damn him! Why do I have to meet him again? Why can't he just leave me alone?       I decided to start my day. It's already five in the morning so there’s still time to take a walk. I need some air.        I put on my sports bra and leggings, and put my playlist in the shuffle. Since I came back here, I never went outside—except if it's important, of course. I'm scared that our paths might cross again... I’m still not healed. Though… Pampanga isn't that wide so there’s a big possibility that we would meet. But as much as I can, I will avoid that to happen.       Running around the park felt as If I never left. Pampanga stayed the same and I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or a bad…   

I woke earlier than usual because Jill said that he would fetch me here. He also invited Moli so that the three of us could bond together. I took a half bath because it's just three o'clock in the morning, and the water is cold. I wore short shorts and a hoodie because it's cold outside.   The drive took what felt like 6 hours and saw Moli waiting for us at the entrance. She's wearing a sleeveless yellow dress that was covered with a blazer. She looked up when she felt our stares at her and jumped excitedly as she walked towards us. She's smiling from ear to ear and her eyes are glistening with happiness. I smiled back and we hugged each other.   “Oh, my gosh! I can't believe that you’re back!” she beamed. She eyed me from head to toe and pinched me in the cheeks. “Gosh! You're really real!”   I chuckled, “Of

After the embarrassment that happened to me yesterday I never saw Caleb again, which I am also thankful for because I don’t know if I will ever have a face to face with the man. I just accused one of the most famous billionaires in the world.   “Tati, come on hurry up! The yacht that we’re going to ride will depart at any moment. We might be left behind! "I heard Moli call me.   “Molly, I’m still blowing my hair!” I said.   “What?! Why didn't you do that earlier!? Come on, just do it later,” she said in an annoyed voice.   I rolled my eyes on her then breathed deeply. “Ugh! Fine! I will just continue this later on the yacht!”   “Molly? What’s taking you to stay there for so long? Is Tatiana not finished yet?" I heard Jill ask. I just rolled my eyes and then stood up.    When I came out, I saw that Jill was very bored waiting for us. “Where's Molly?” he a

“Wait, he did what!?” Moli asked in disbelief. I looked at her with an obvious look on face. “He f*cking claimed my position as a CEO of AT Printing Company,” I said and sat beside her. “Wait, why would he do that?” She asked. I shrugged. “I—I don't know as well, do I look like I have an idea?” I said sarcastically. I called her when I got home from the company. I also told her what had happened to the company. I just begged her not to tell Jill that there might be another argument between them and that man. “But seriously, I think it's a sign for you to focus on yourself more,” she said. “No, how about the people that he fired?” I said, “I can not just eat peacefully, sleep peacefully and go to vacations, when there are people who lost their job. They are still under my company after all,” I said, and she nods. “Yeah… maybe you should—” “Maybe you should stop suggesting things that will not help me at all, Moliana.” I

I woke up panting and gasping for air. What the fuck is the meaning of that!?I looked at my side where my mirror is placed. I am sweating profusely and running out of breath. I dreamed of it again. I thought I totally forgot about it, but I'm wrong — we're wrong. When I came back, I also dreamed about it because I saw him. And now that I want to meet and talk with Jackson, I dreamed of it again. When would it end? Would it even end or itis really endless just like what that shaman said?Even though I was shaking, I was still able to call Molly. After a few rings, she immediately answered it. [“Hey…”] she said, her voice is raspy. Probably, sleeping but I called. [“Who's this?”]“Molly," I called her, and she just hummed as an answer. "I… I dreamed of it a-again,” I cried.[“Huh? What are you — Tatiana?! Oh, my gosh! I'm coming, do not hang up, pease!”] she said. I even heard a crash, probably she fell on the bed out of panic. "I'm on my way," she said as I heard her car starting.Ju