Eira
Diana and I were a bit scared to open the door because we didn't know what to expect at the other end of the door. One minute we were talking about Gianna's disappearance and the next minute, there was an ominous knock on the door."Do you think we should open it?" I asked.Diana raised a hand, telling me to wait for a while because she didn't quite trust whoever was at the other end of the door and I didn't want to take any chances especially in their safety."Hold on for a second," Diana whispered.She tiptoed towards the door, looking through the peephole but because it was too dark, she couldn't make out who was on the other end of the door. Then she signaled for me to come closer to see for myself if there was a way to know who was behind the door."Do you see anything?" Diana asked.Try as I did, I couldn't figure out anything because of the pitch darkness that surrounded the area."I can't see anything," I whispered.I walked back even as the knocking intensified. It was urgent — that was one thing I could make out of it. Whoever was behind that door wanted our attention. That much was very clear and we didn't know what to do."I think we should open up," I suggested."I think so too. If it wasn't important, the person would have been long gone," Diana said."Okay, on the count of 1… 2… 3…" I said.In the next minute, Diana opened the door and what we saw shocked us beyond anything. A man we didn't know was carrying what seemed to be Gianna's lifeless body. There was blood all over her body and the sight of it scared me shitless because I didn't know if my friend was alive or dead. She wasn't moving at all, which just made matters worse."Hello?" Diana said.Diana was equally surprised over her friend's condition because the last thing she knew was that she had left her at the bar in good condition but seeing her now with blood all over her body was something she didn't quite envision."Oh my God! What happened?" she screamed."I found her by the roadside this way but my best bet is that she got into a fight. That has to be the only way and the reason I'm standing here is that she only managed to give me her address and that was it. Ever since then, she has been like this," he explained."How long ago was that?" Diana asked."About half an hour ago," he answered.My fears were renewed because this just told me that it had been a while since Gianna had been out cold. The stranger walked into the house and gently placed her on the couch before he walked back to the door."Thank you," Diana said."Thank you so much," I added.The man nodded before finally walking out of the house. I shut the door, walking back towards the living room where Diana was tending to Gianna. She had cut open her top so as to locate the exact place where her bleeding came from. She didn't seem to notice it at first but later on, she realized that it came from a point just underneath her left arm."This looks bad," I said."Yeah, it does. Please get me the first aid box in my room," Diana said.I walked quickly to her room and grabbed the first aid box before walking back to the living room. Diana took some gauze, some antiseptic and disinfectant so as to stop the blood which was the first thing to do."I wonder if she got into a fight. There are some marks on her body which weren't there before," I said."I'm thinking the same too. I really don't know what happened, and everything is a bit confusing to me," Diana said.Diana did her best to clean the wounds on her friend's body even as there was pain in her eyes. She didn't like seeing her like this and she hated not knowing what had really happened. When she was done and there was nothing left to do, she allowed her to sleep. This night wasn't for questioning so by tomorrow, they could do all of that."I hope she's stronger by tomorrow," I said."I hope so too but for now, we can only wait and hope," Diana said.We watched Gianna sleep soundly and if there was anything we were happy about, it was that she was breathing which just told us that she was alive. Diana packed the first aid box, placing it where she usually kept it before gathering Gianna's dirty, bloodied clothes and taking it to the backyard to burn them.An hour later, she was done with everything so she came to the living room to sit with me even though it was late into the night."You should get some sleep," I said."I know but I just can't help thinking about what exactly happened to her. I mean, one minute I saw her earlier and the next, she was gone. I have no idea what happened and I hate not knowing because if I knew, there might have been a chance for me to save her," Diana said.I completely understood her because in my pack, that was how I felt too. It was the inability to help someone just because you weren't there at that time. The feeling was creeping and very sad, and I hated that this was the fate of my friend.So I made my way towards where Diana sat, taking her hands in mine, and I gave it a gentle squeeze. It was a silent assurance to her that everything was going to be alright."I know how you feel, Diana, trust me but I want you to know that everything is going to be alright. Gianna is a strong girl and she will pull through all of this, trust me. Don't blame yourself because the fates know why this happened," I said."Fates? Why didn't the fates help her from getting beat up?" she said.Those were things that I couldn't explain but one thing I knew was that Gianna would come back better and stronger than this when she healed."I know you might not understand but I just need you to trust me on this," I said.I didn't want to give out too much information as to where I came from because after all was said and done, I still didn't trust people. My pack members had taught me a great deal of lessons and I didn't want to fall for the same thing in this new world I was living in."It's late, you should get some sleep," Diana finally said.I glanced at the clock and realized that it was almost 1 in the morning. Everything that had happened to Gianna had taken a whole lot of time and I couldn't believe how fast time had flown by."Alright then. Goodnight," I said, rising to my feet.Diana smiled before walking towards her own room. There was a sadness within her that I couldn't quite place and I hated that she was feeling this way. It wasn't her fault but I knew that she would place everything on herself because in her mind, she would think she was responsible for everything that happened because she wasn't there for Gianna.Instead of going to my room to catch some sleep, I decided to take a nap on the couch in the living room. After all, I realized that the remaining hours before daybreak were few and there wasn't really any need for me to go in again. There was a plan on my mind and I knew that I had to work on it before the morning was fully upon us. It was just a small sacrifice that I had to pay in ensuring that Gianna didn't miss anything and with this in mind, I finally shut my eyes to sleep.***The next morning soon came and I heaved a sigh of relief when I found out that Gianna was awake. It was a miracle indeed and I couldn't quite believe that she was talking after how she was the previous day."Hey, babe," Gianna said with a small smile on her face.She was in a fresh change of clothes and Diana was already dressed in her work clothes as she attended to her friend. Even though she was still weak, I loved the fact that she was still putting in efforts to look better. It took a lot of courage and I admired that about her."I'll be back in a jiffy," I said, running into my room.***Half an hour later, I walked back to the living room but this time I had taken my bath and was now dressed in Gianna's work dress as a bar waitress. Both ladies were confused when they saw me but Diana's was more pronounced.She was surprised at my dressing and she didn't even know what to make of it. Many questions ran through my mind and they were all centered on what Diana and Gianna would say about it."Are you really ready for this job?" Diana asked."Yes. I want to help Gianna in her shift and I promise you both that I will do my best at work.""Okay, no worries," Diana said.I grabbed my bag, just waiting for Diana so that we would leave together but I still wanted to know what happened and as if reading my thoughts, Diana turned to face Gianna."Babe, what happened last night? We need to know," Diana said."I got into a fight. It was between me and a lady at the bar and I guess she had the upper hand," Gianna said.It was very clear that we didn't believe her but we just allowed it to slide because for one, we were running late and two, we just didn't want to argue.Soon, we made our way out of the house and an hour later, we were at the bar. Just as I was about to walk in, I bumped into someone and I didn't need to look up to know that he had found me again.EiraIt was very clear to me that I didn't know who I was dealing with since everything I could see was the person's shoes and the smell of his perfume that filtered through my nose. It wasn't the cheap type, far from it but the exotic one that just seemed to take you to another plane and dimension. I knew I couldn't be too attached to whoever this person was because that wasn't what I came here for. I came to help Gianna and that was exactly what I was going to do.As I stood there, staring at shoes, I couldn't help but feel that the scent of this perfume was very familiar but I still couldn't place my finger on who it belonged to. It was just at the back of my palm but still, it was very hard to place who it was from. It was very familiar, like I had sensed something like that before. It wasn't funny because I couldn't remember and I had always been good at stuff like this. I decided to ignore it because that wasn't why I was here."Hey, let me show you what to do," Diana said, walk
Eira"This scent, it's very familiar," I murmured.Try as I may, I couldn't quite get the scent away from my head. It was very disturbing, calling my name like it wanted to tell me something. There was just something about it that screamed to me, telling me to come have a look and see what it really was. Could it be Sebastian? I questioned myself.Now that he had shown himself in this new life I was living, I couldn't put it past him not to try anything funny just to get my attention. He had done something like that before in my pack and I wouldn't be surprised if he tried the same thing here in this new world.He's as cunning and sly as anything and he has proven to be more harmful than good to me, I thought, sighing.I hated that I was having these thoughts about him when I should have driven him away from my mind. He was invading my privacy by being in my head and I hated it because it was strengthened by the familiar scent that was wafting into my room."Get out of my head, Sebas
Eira"So you're in then?" Diana grinned.I only said I was in because I wanted to see them happy and not sad and discouraged and also to avoid getting kicked out. Of course, I knew they couldn't do that but I had come to learn that human beings were unpredictable and your reaction and attitude told them a lot about you. I didn't want the girls to see me as a party pooper and I realized that it was much better that I accepted their invitation.As I thought about what I had just done — agreeing to a party I had no intention of going to — I felt sick to my stomach. It always happened to me especially when I did something I would normally not do and in that moment, I felt like throwing up. It was dreadful to say the least and I hated myself at that moment. The girls had done a lot for me and I didn't want to break the trust they had for me nor the love I had for them.They had taken me in when no one else bothered to, they had fed me, put clothes on my back and the least I could do for th
EiraAs soon as the owner of the restaurant offered me the job, I was dumbfounded for several minutes. I didn't even know what to say because the last thing I expected was for him to offer me a job only after watching me for about three minutes. There were many things that ran through my mind as soon as I heard his decision and even as I walked home now, I was still finding it hard to believe him.Did it mean I was really good? Did it mean that it was my wolf who helped me? All of these questions and more were burning in my mind as I walked home. The effects of the job if I decided to resume on Monday weighed heavily on my mind. For one, I knew that I wouldn't need to stay in the house regularly when I had a job. It was a very nice thing but still, doubt and uncertainty clouded my mind. What were the odds that if I began this job, I wouldn't run into trouble?I had noticed that anytime I began something, trouble seemed to be associated with it and the last thing I wanted was for me to
EiraI knew he was looking at me. I could feel his eyes on me but yet, I refused to stare at him. There were many thoughts within my head, many things I wanted to say and I knew that if my eyes connected to his, I would spill them all out because when it came to him, I had no filter. I knew he was staring directly at me and I knew I had to do everything possible to avoid his gaze even while I tried to have fun.I danced, shaking and moving my body to the fast beat of the music. It was a high tempo music, one that guaranteed to leave me breathless but I didn't care because this was what I needed. This drive was all I needed to keep me going. Sebastian didn't own me and I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of knowing that he affected me so much."You are really on a roll. I never knew you to dance so much like this," Gianna said."Yeah, I guess today is my day to dance. There's so much fun here, and I never knew I could have so much fun." I grinned.The girls were really surprised about
EiraDrunkenly, I could feel Sebastian's hands and his touch all over my body but I couldn't stop it or him because I was enjoying every bit of it. Funny enough, when I thought that his touch would make my skin crawl, it did the opposite. It calmed me down, comforted me and in that moment, within his arms, I felt protected.There was no way I could explain it but being with him left me assured that everything was going to be alright. I leaned into him as he cupped my breasts and the side of my neck. Drunkenly, I laughed, pouring out all of my love into the laugh. I could feel Sebastian's beard tickle the side of my cheek and I giggled still in my drunken haze. In the dimness of the bar, he found my soaking wet panties and as soon as his fingers touched my dripping folds, I froze.That was the most intimate part of me, the part that no one ever knew and I was going to let him because I wanted this, needed his touch on me there."Come on, Eira, you and I know that this is what you want
EiraOn getting home, I wasn't surprised to see Diana and Gianna sleeping. It was still pretty early and every sane human being would still be in bed, well every sane human being except me. I was hungover from all the alcohol and every liquid substance I had taken the previous night and in that moment, I knew I had to do everything possible to flush out everything within my system.They were sleeping recklessly on the couch and I didn't bother to wake them up because I knew they were so tired from all the partying they had done. If there was one thing I knew about the girls, it was that when it was time to party, they gave it their all and when it was time to work, they were like beasts.Tiptoeing, I made my way towards my room, careful not to make a sound because I knew the girls needed all the sleep they could get before they went on their shift again. I knew in a few hours time, they would be back at work and deep down, I admired their work ethic and their ability to get things don
EiraI could feel that there was something wrong with me just by the way I was feeling. It just felt like I was floating, floating in an abyss of nothingness as I tried to understand what was happening. I could hear Diana calling out Gianna's name but still, I couldn't talk because it just seemed like I was out of everything that was going on. I felt immune to it all, felt like everything was very strange to me even as I tried to get my bearings together.I could feel Diana wrapping up the wounded part of my arm and in that moment, it felt so cool and comfortable, like I was cocooned into something soft. My whole body relaxed as soon as my arms were within whatever she used to wrap it and I felt more comfortable than I had ever been in my life.Just then, I felt something warm and heavy slide down my throat. All the while, my eyes were closed and I had no idea what was being poured in my mouth. All I knew was that as long as it was Diana, I was safe with her. Immediately, my eyes open
Eira I don't know how long I've been sedated but the next time I awoke, it was evening and I was back to Sebastian's room. I cringed at the bright lights and winced as I tried to open my eyes. I was unaware of how long I had been unconscious. "Do you think she's alright?" I heard a voice that I wasn't sure I was able to recognize,say. I was now aware that I wasn't the only one in the room. I was finally able to get myself to open my eyes and I almost panicked when I saw Sebastian, his father and his brothers standing over me. Laura stood at the side. I frowned and pressed my hand against my head. Sebastian looked down at me worriedly. "Are you alright?" He said and I nodded slowly because I wasn't sure that I had enough energy to talk yet. "You gave us a fright back there. Now what's this I hear about my grandson missing?" Hunter said calmly. I was surprised that he was speaking to me. I was expecting him to hate me. His brothers didn't hesitate to express how they felt about me
Eira I couldn't say that I was entirely ready to face the day. I wasn't sure I was. Thankfully Sebastian had moved my luggage into my room. Last night I had panicked and I had cried again and Sebastian had to spend the rest of the night assuring and consoling me until I drifted Into sleep once more. Now how was i to get over the anxiety that was clawing up at me. How was I supposed to face Sebastian's family? Especially when he was going to break the news to them that he had a son especially with a member of their rivaling pack. I didn't even think that I was going to see Sebastian's family. I didn't think I would be this nervous. I still felt really tense. I haven't even been able to eat anything all morning. I stared at the reflection in the mirror. The girl staring back at me seemed exhausted and terrified out of her mind. Any moment from now and she was going to spiral and have a panic attack. I felt the need to burst into tears but settled for breathing in and out to calm my r
Eira I didn’t know how long it must have been now. I felt groggy as my eyes flickered open and I met an unfamiliar white ceiling. When I tried to move, my muscles protested slightly, meaning that I must have been unconscious for a very long time. I held my hand over my head. The pounding seemed to have reduced, the thudding in my head could pass for almost non-existent. Something about how groggy I felt gave me an inkling that I had been sedated. I felt drowsy and almost tempted to go back to sleep. I forced myself to keep my eyes open, my eyes traveled along the expanse of the grand bedroom, I looked down at the massive king size bed that I was in. It was half the size of my bed back at the inn. My eyes traveled to the vanity mirror, to the couch and then to the mini bar. I spotted the little door which gave me an idea that it might be a walk in closet. My brows furrowed into a frown as I looked at my surroundings. Where the hell was I ? And why wasn't I out there looking for my s
Eira "You need to get it together, Eira. If you continue like this, you won't be able to make it to Sebastian." Laura chided as she stood at the doorway. It's been four days and I still haven't heard from Liam, from Sebastian. Two days since Laura arrived at the inn. She gathered some information that gave us a clue to where we Sebastian lived. And yet I couldn't even find it in me to take any action. With each day that passed by, I felt absolutely nothing but misery and pain. I bursted into another round of sobs. That's all I've been doing these days. I've been crying and letting my misery get the better of me. I've allowed myself to be shrouded in my self hate and regrets. I deserved every bit of what was happening to me. Maybe this was how Sebastian felt when I said those hurtful Words to him, perhaps karma was paying me back in my own coin and I couldn't do anything about it. "I don't know how to fix it Laura" I said, I whispered brokenly. I still laid in my bed lifeless. "You
Eira It had been days since I told Sebastian to leave. Since I've last seen him. Liam was no longer bubbly and full of sunshine. He was reserved, preferred to be with only his teddy bear and Maybe I imagined but there was a certain look in his eyes that he regarded me with. Maybe he was disappointed. I was disappointed in myself too. Somehow, all I managed to do was just end up making things worse than they already were. Liam didn't even come down for dinner today. There was this empty look in his eyes each time I saw him, it held a sort of similarity to the hollow feeling that I felt in my chest. Sometimes when Liam thought I couldn't hear him, he would cry in his bedroom. I would cry too because I knew all I ever did now was cause the two men that I loved so much, pain. Things were just beginning to get better. Sebastian was willing to make an effort and I ruined it, because that's all I ever do. Ruin things. Tonight is a painful reminder of how empty I'm feeling, I can barely thi
Eira The bed felt so warm and cozy. I stretched, feeling satisfied but at the same time tired. It took me a long minute to be able to register the grip Sebastian's arm had over my waist. We were both bare under the sheets. I wasn't able to move because he held me to himself in a iron clad grip. The thought of him not wanting me out of his sight, brought a very bright smile to my face. The corners of my lips lifted up in a wild smile and I couldn't stop admiring his sleeping face. I traced an idle hand over his face and intently admired him as we slept. We'd barely gotten enough sleep especially after our conversation yesterday night and by the time we had woken up again, we were more interested in one another's bodies than we were in having a conversation until we were tired and drifted into short sleep shortly. "You know it's rude to stare at people when you think they're not sleeping" he murmured sleepily, his voice was still heavy lidded with sleep. "How do you always end up ca
Eira I spent the rest of the day in my bedroom. The house eventually became quiet and I knew that Sebastian had taken his son on a walk like Liam usually requested. So apparently I was left alone with my thoughts and I was left alone with my misery. I spent all day crying and eventually I became exhausted and I fell asleep. By the time I awoke, hours had rolled by. It was evening already. I wondered how long I had been asleep. Maybe Liam would be looking for me all day, who knows. I decided that it was time that I stopped wallowing in my misery and I had a shower. So I did, the hot water was something I was certain I needed. I spent long hours in the shower, lost in thought and eventually I came out of the bathroom and dressed in another set of comfortable clothes. I left my hair, hanging past my shoulders, leaving it to air dry and then I headed down the stairs into the kitchen where Sebastian was preparing dinner. Him and Liam were having a conversation, bickering to each other
Eira I finally succeeded in falling into a restless sleep but by the time I woke up. I didn't feel any better. I only felt worse. The memories of our argument last night rushed through me and I couldn't seem to get it out of my head. Somehow, I ended up feeling even worse than before. I was almost tempted not to get out of bed but I also knew that I couldn't stay in here all day. If I did, Liam was going to come looking for me and he was going to ask me all sorts of questions. He was a child but he observed the most little details and you wouldn't even know. He was very inquisitive. Finally after long moments of deliberation, I finally decided that it would be a good idea to get out of bed. I quickly caught a glance of myself in the reflection in the mirror. I looked like a mess. I winced under my breath. I can't go outside looking like a mess, even though I was very tempted to. I settled for brushing my teeth and packing up my hair into a neater bun and then I headed down the sta
Eira It was a nice walk back to the inn. Sebastian held Liam against his chest. He had exhausted all his energy playing with the squirrels and in the flower Field. Comfortable silence passed between us. Strangely, the air between us was lighter. There was no tension between us as we headed home. We arrived home in between twenty to thirty minutes. Sebastian headed up with Liam upstairs to his room to settle him in bed. Maybe when Liam was hungry later, Sebastian would make him dinner. But for now, we agreed not to wake him. I decided it would be a better idea to head to the kitchen and make dinner.I started to bring out the ingredients from the fridge. Maybe today, I would bake a pie, just because I haven't in a long time and because I was in a good mood. It took me a while before I was ready to register the footsteps behind me and the corners of my lips tilted up into a smile when I felt Sebastian lean into me wrapping his arms against me as I poured flour into a bowl. I relaxed