Chapter Five
Tinitigan ko ang kamay ni Sebastian na nakahawak sa maliit na baywang ni Stanford, and for the first time I felt a slight pain at something that was not even hurtful for me. This was so new to me and I hated the feeling, alam ko kasi kung ano ito, I feel jealous of her. Hindi naman kasi ako dapat magkaganito sa kapatid ni Niu, because he was basically considered my brother, too.
Iniwas ko ang tingin doon at binaling sa mukha ni Stanford, ngayon ko lang yata naramdaman ng pagkainis sa babaeng ito. She’s one of our best clients because she was obsessed with fine jewelry. I like her because we have the same intersest, and that is the love for jewelry. Pero ngayon ay gusto kong bawiin na gusto ko siya, I hated her now that Seb's arms were around her. Ningitian ko siya at binati pero hindi ko pinansin si Sebastian, I don’t want to look at his face and be distracted again. Kung puwede ko lang siyang irapan ay kanina ko pa iyon ginawa.
“Hi,” I was all smiles at Stanford. “How are you?” I asked her. I lead them to the VIP room where she can choose my latest collections of rare stones. Ito ang gusto ni Stanford sa mga alahas niya, she chooses the perfect gem and then I’ll make the design for the jewelry.
“Never been great because of this very handsome gentleman here,” mapang-akit itong tumingin kay Sebastian habang hinimas-himas ng kaliwang kamay nito ang dibdib. Parang nag-e-enjoy naman ang kumag dahil may ibinulong ito kay Stanford at napahagikhik ang babae.
Gustong malukot ng mukha ko dahil sa nasaksihan, they were flirting in front of me! Tumikhim ako para kuhanin ang atensyon nilang dalawa, tumingin ng malagkit si Seb sa akin habang nakayapus ang braso ni Stanford sa leeg nito. Inirapan ko siya at nilakasan ang pag-tikhim ko.
“Would you like to look at our display first or we’ll go to the VIP room?” I politely asked her. much as i hated her right now, she's still my client and I need to treat her right.
Kumalas agad si Stanford kay Seb bago bumaling sa akin at maarteng kumapit sa braso ni Seb, “Sa VIP na tayo dahil may pupuntahan pa kami ni Seb.”
“Follow me this way,” tumalikod ako at unang umalis, ang nakakainis pa ay dinig na dinig ko sa likod ang mga hagikhik ni Stanford. I actually did not expect her to behave like this since she always sounded so strict and bitchy. Ngayon ko lang siya nakitang naglandi. Napailing ako, Sebastian Altamirano was really one of a kind.
Donnie opened the VIP room for us, he was one of my first employees. Nang makapasok kami ay pinaupo ko sila sa two-setter sofa bago ako umalis para kunin ang mga bagong dating na mga mamahaling bato. Stanford always wanted to have unique pieces of jewelry, she made it clear to me that she’ll sue me kapag gumawa ako ng kapareha ng mga style na ginawa ko para sa kanya.
Sinenyasan ko si Amelia na dalhin at ipakita ang mga mamahaling bato. These gemstones are from different parts of the world, from the common to the rarest, we all have it, and this is the reason why our customers keep coming back.
Sebastian was staring at me while I presented every piece of gemstone to Stanford, he was sitting beside her making it easy for him to look at me without Stanford noticing it. Hindi ko siya pinansin at patuloy lang ako sa pag-present ng mga mamahaling bato.
“This Pink Diamond is 68-carat oblong cut from Russia, and it was actually one of a kind because of its size.” I handed her the stone, and from the looks of it, she was amazed at how huge the diamond was. Stanford was really so into rare pieces. Nagningning ang mga mata niya habang nakatingin sa mga mamahaling bato.
“What do you think, Seb?” she queried him.
Tiningnan ko si Sebastian na patuloy pa rin na nakatitig sa akin, hindi man lang nito pinansin si Stanford. Pinandilatan ko siya dahil baka mahuli siya nito na nakatingin sa akin, mawalan pa ako ng customer ng wala sa oras. He only lifted the side of his lips to form a smirked before turning to Stanford who was now busy with the other gemstone.
“This one’s better.” He picked the Red Beryl and placed it near Stanford’s neck. “Don’t you think so, sister?” He looked at me darkly as if something was going on inside his mind.
“Uhh, yeah. That one is a 50-carat heart cut Red Beryl.” I nervously answered him, I don't want to draw attention now, not in front of my client.
“Especially if wore nothing but this,” Sebastian continued.
Halos mamula ang boung mukha ko sa sinabi niya dahil sa akin nakatitig ang mga mata niya habang sinasabi niya iyon, at hindi man lang ito napansin ni Stanford.
“Okay, I’ll have this one. I want this gem hanging on my neck at Seb’s birthday party," masayang saad ni Stanford.
His birthday will be two months from now, it will be his 39th birthday. I smirked at the thought, Sebastian's nearing in his forties just made him look more powerful and handsome. Aging is doing good on him.
“Of course, miss Stanford, I’ll send you the designs next week. Thank you so much for always patronizing our shop, it’s a pleasure.”
Sebastian just smirked at me before heading his way out of the VIP room with his arm draped around Stanford’s waist. Umasim ang mukha ko dahil sa mga inakto nito. It’s like he was flirting with me, which he should not but then he has his hand all over Stanford. At nakakainis pa doon ay apektado ako sa mga kilos niya. I don’t want to entertain these feelings but with Seb around me, it’s just so hard to ignore it.
Chapter SixHindi ko na alam ilang beses ba ako bumuntong hininga simula kanina. Nagiging habit ko na yata ito simula nang dito tumira si Sebastian. I asked Niu about it but he would just shrug at sasabihin niyang hindi niya alam. Nakakainis kasi hindi ko na alam ang gagawin dito sa bahay. Every time that he’s around I get so conscious and it’s stressing me out. I noticed his every move and I get conscious with myself and with how I look and smell whenever he’s around.“Claire, mom’s here,” sigaw ni Niu.I developed this habit of locking myself in the bathroom whenever I want to think about things. It’s like it became my own personal space ever since I married Niu. Dito sa banyo ay p’wede akong maging totoo sa sarili ko, I don’t have to pretend that I’m happy in front of everybody. Dito sa banyo, I can talk to myself in the mirror, poured out my he
Tumikhim ako at umayos ng upo at itinuloy ko ang pag-scan ng ibang catalogue, but I got conscious with how his hand caressed my waist, he’s making tiny circles in the fabric of my dress, and I can’t help but compare how it felt when Sebastion touched me, I didn’t feel the same kind of electrical surge when Sebastian caressed my lips. Nakakakiliti ang bawat haplos niya at malaki ang epekto nu’n sa katawan ko.Just remembering those times when his body accidentally touched mine, I felt my body burn with need. Hindi ko maintindihan pero alam ng utak ko kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko kay Seb. I am completely attracted to him. My body sent me signals but my mind refused to accept that fact. The norms in our society condemned this kind of situation. It’s taboo.“Hey, are you okay?” tanong ni Niu. He leaned closer to me and whispered in my ear. I didn’t feel anything when his lips
Sebastian’sThey say a real man chooses to honor, love, and be faithful to one woman. I say feelings are just fleeting emotions subject to changes in circumstances you less expected.I smirked as I stared at the red liquid floating in my glass, it reminds me of someone who loves red lipstick so much. Red, the color of love, passion, and strong emotion. It can also signify anger and rage. Humans tend to see a different perspective in every aspect of our lives. What we see as positive might be something negative for others.Mabilis na inubos ko ang alak na natira sa baso. This thing is stressing me out lately, I’m not much of a drinker but because of this, I think I needed the aid of alcohol to calm my nerves every fucking time. Nagsalin ulit ako ng alak sa baso.Tiningnan ko ang monitor ng laptop ko. Her strawberry blonde hair suited her creamy-white skin. I can’t help but noti
Sebastian’sI got out of the car as soon as I parked it. Binigay ko sa valet ang susi at tuloy-tuloy na pumasok sa entrance ng bar. The bouncers knew me already since I’m a regular and the owner is a friend of mine. Tinanguan ko lang si Greg, one of Andrei’s bouncers at pumasok na ako.I was greeted with the loud beat of the music. Madilim ang paligid at ang mga umiikot na disco lights lang ang nagsisilbing liwanag sa buong paligid. The fresh scent of cigarette and alcohol mixed, the typical scent of a bar. The dancefloor is crowded, bodies of men and women swaying and bouncing to the beat of the sounds. They were dancing wildly. Wala pang hating-gabi pero punong-puno na ang lugar.I made my way to the second floor where the VIP area was located, alam kong nandoon silang lahat, and if not, I’m sure nasa VIP rooms ang mga gago. I just have to check first. I made my way to the spiral staircase avoid
3rd Person POVMainit ang halikan nilang dalawa habang abala ang mga kamay sa paghaplos sa iba’t-ibang bahagi ng kanilang katawa. They went to the nearest vacant room in the VIP rooms. Agad na isinandal ni Sebastian ang babaeng kahalikan sa pinto ng silid at maharas na pinunit ang damit nito. Init na init ang pakiramdam niya dahil ilang linggo na siyang walang aksyon sa kama.The woman moaned when Sebastian attacked her twin peaks, sucking and licking the pebbled peak of her mounds. Pinagdikit niya ang dalawang naglalakihang dibdib ng babae at salitan na sinipsip at dinilaan, sa isip niya ay si Claire ang babaeng kasama.“O-oh my,” mahinang ungol ng babae.Suck, nip and lick. Her n-pples are so hard and wet from his licking.Mas lalong nanigas ang kanyang pagkalalaki sa naisip.“Oh, gosh. Ang sarap,” nagdidileryong
Claire’sI looked at the clock mounted on the wall. It’s already five in the morning and I still haven’t got a good sleep since last night. Wala si Niu dahil may convention daw itong dadaluhan sa Palawan. It should have been one of the reasons to have a good sleep, dahil wala ang asawa ko at wala akong katabi. But knowing that Sebastian didn’t go home last night bothers the hell out of me.Marahas akong bumuntong hininga at bumangon, hindi rin naman ako makakatulog pa dahil malapit nang mag-umaga. It’s Sunday and the shop is closed so I have all day to stay here in the house, or maybe I’ll hit the gym later this afternoon.Naghilamos ako at nag-toothbrush bago bumaba para mag-agahan, kahit na wala akong gana dahil puyat ako.Tahimik ang buong kabahayan nang makababa ako. Walang maingay na music galing sa gym ng bahay. Nasanay na akong makarinig ng har
Sebastian’sI closed my eyes and took a deep and long breath, this headache is killing me and I have a meeting minutes from now. B’wesit talaga ang Andrei na ‘yon, hinalo ba naman ang mga alak doon sa bar niya. Ang gago talaga.I scanned the papers in front of me, this is the first meeting that I’ll be attending since my arrival. We always have our monthly meetings through video calls. I let Marcus do all the works here when I was in the U.S, and I’m pretty impressed with his performance, except for these reports now.Patuloy ako sa pag-scan ng mga reports, these bastards thought they could get away with what they did. Hindi ibig sabihin na nasa ibang bansa ako ay p’wede na nilang pagnakawan ang kompanya ko. I’ll get to the bottom of these and send these fools straight to hell.“Sir, the meeting’s in ten. Ito na po lahat ng pinakuha n’yo,&rd
Claire’sThey say that diamonds are a woman’s best friend. Every woman her own source of beauty and strength. One can’t just be beautiful without any reason. Beauty is something that comes from the heart, it’s like a reflection. Just like diamonds, it doesn’t shine on their own, they reflect from the light.I took the pair of diamond earrings and hang them in the air. The rays coming from the light made it sparkle and the brighter the light there is, the more it shines elegantly. Napangiti ako sa nakita, this one would be perfect for my outfit for tonight's event.I put on my red signature lipstick, my eyes are of nude shade which would compliment the color of my lips. My hair is in a low braided bun exposing my slender neck to my bareback.I wore a knee-length body con dress with a lace sleeve and extreme scoop back. The gold details of the dress give the
EPILOGUEI lighted the cigarette and puffed out a good amount of smoke.Maanghangsalalamumanperokinakalmanitoangbawathimaymayngkalamnanko.Ever since Niu’s wedding, I have this feeling of restlessness inside me. Hindiakomapakaliathindikorinalamkunganoangdahilan
Claire’sMabilisangginawakongpagbihisatnagmamadalingbumaba.Nanditoraw angmgamagulangniSebastian. God, this is making me nervous.Nakakahiyanakaka-divorce langnaminniNiu atnalamannilangmayrelasyonnakaminiSebastiankahitnahindipa kamihiwalayniNiu noon. Anonalang angsasabihinnila? Napinaglaruanko angmgaanaknila?&
Claire’sMahihinanghiliknasinasabayanngpagtaas-baba ngkaniyangdibdibangsumalubongsaakinnangmagisingako. I was lying on Sebastian’s hard chest. Tiny curls spread on the expanse of his wide torso.We were tide in the sheets naked as the day we were born. This feels good, waking up
Claire’sTatlongarawnamulanoongdumatingsiSebastianditosafarmnilolo. And in those three days, we never had the chance to talk, not that we don’t have the time, but I think we just don’t want to talk about anything yet. Parangnagpapakiramdamanmunakami.Gabing-gabinaperohindi 
Claire’sHaponnanangnagpadesisyonankonglumabasngkuwarto. I don’t feel good, my head keeps on spinning and I always threw up whenever I eat something. Ang gustoniloloaypumuntakami ng hospitalperosinabikonaayoslangako. Satotoolang ay gusto ko namantalagapumuntakasomasgusto koiyongmag-isa langako. I just told him that I need to rest more and that there’s nothing to worry about.Labagmansakaluobanniya,hinayaanniyanalangako.
Sebastian’sPumilitakohabanglulanangsasakyan. I rested my head on the closed window as exhaustion took over my body. Gusto konangmatulogatmagpahingaperoalamkonghindipuwede,hindipapuwede. May maskailanganakonggawinkaysamagpahinga. The plane just landed and hours aboard has sent me to the edge.Masakitangkatawankoperomaykailanganpaakongpuntahan.
After one month.Claire’sNanghihinakonghinawakanangtiyanatsumandalsapadersagilidsink ngbanyo. This is my fifth day waking up feeling like shit.Kahaponnangmagisingakosaumagaaydiretsoakosabanyodahilsaasimngbibigko at parang&n
Sebastian’s“So, yougonnamarry her now that she’s divorced your brother?”tanongniKainehabanghawakangisangboteng beer. He was seated beside Andrei in front of me. “Man, I think that’s complicated. Imagine what people would say,” he added.“I think there’s nothing wrong if he’s g
Sebastian’sNapahilotakosasintidoko atsumandalsalikodngswivelchair. Simulanangbumalikakogalingislaay angdamikongtrabahonainatupag,idagdagpa angmgatrabahonadapataysiNiu anggumawa. He wasretainedas the CEO of my father’s company but his work was passed over me since he was on forced vacation. He needed to leave to stop circulating issues of him and his divorce.&n